[Comprehensive] The Ghost and Animal Aesthetics of the Cruel Madonna

"Well... what exactly is Jin Zhu planning in his heart..." I couldn't help asking after dinner.

Gao Shan didn't go around in circles, and told me his decision directly: "Naturally, I want to marry you."

...Damn it, why don't you tell me! ! "You don't have to be responsible for what happened last night, I don't care at all!" I said hurriedly, now that I have given up on Songyang, I don't plan to settle down in this messy world!Getting married is even more meaningless!

Gao Shan's face was gloomy, "Do you like other men? Who is the other man? Could it be Mr. Songyang?"

"No! Songyang is just a benefactor to me, I just, just don't want to be with a younger partner!" Because I couldn't tell the truth, I had to start talking nonsense, "Look, you are younger than me It’s not just one or two years old, maybe you can’t see it now, but after a few years I’m old and you’re still a young man, it’s unbearable!”

"You don't need to care about this kind of problem at all. I don't dislike you for being old. What do you mind?" Gao Shan looked like he had made a decision, and he was super pushy, which made me a little angry.He continued: "Now is not a good time to announce our relationship. In order to rescue Teacher Songyang, there will inevitably be several fierce battles. If Ji Dao's naive guy makes trouble, it will be very difficult. Xiongzi has been wronged for a while. When Teacher Songyang is rescued, let him be the officiant for us."

...Should I say that this bastard is really self-centered?Even though I am younger than Jiubao, I actually said that Jiubao is naive, and I decided everything connected by my own words, so I don’t take me seriously! !

"What if I firmly disagree?" I pursed my lips, although I really wanted to persuade Gao Sugi, but he was too stubborn and not the type to be reasonable.

Gao Shan stared at me in silence for a long time, until it made me feel restless before he said, "Why are you not happy? Don't talk about your age, I can tell whether you are lying or telling the truth."

I was stunned, and felt guilty, no matter whether Gao Shan could tell the difference, I couldn't continue to say nonsense: "One day... one day, I will definitely leave here."

"Leave here? Then where are you going?" Gao Shan's momentum was astonishing, I couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat, and murmured why such a young man was not childish at all.

"It's, uh, not on the earth anyway." I thought for a while, and then added: "Of course, we can't ignore Songyang now, and we will stay here for the time being..."

Gao Shan seemed relieved, and said, "It's okay for you to plan to leave the earth. At worst, I will go with you after you rescue Mr. Songyang. You can go wherever you like."

I stared at Takasugi dumbfounded, he was so enlightened that I was ashamed.At this time, I suddenly remembered that I had talked a lot with him, but I didn't ask him what he wanted. It seemed that I had made a self-righteous conclusion at the beginning, thinking that Takasugi was definitely not in love with me.

...you can't think that way anymore.

Although there are some things that I can probably guess from the conversation so far, but I don't want to ask.When my escape psychology comes again, as long as I don't really say it clearly, I can pretend that I don't have it.Maybe I feel sorry for Takasugi, but I have no love for him at all, let alone staying in this world I don't like for him.

This is the end of my conversation with Takasugi. Takasugi thought I had compromised. He is very young and has the vigor and arrogance that young people should have. Even if he knew in his heart that I did not admire him as a man, he was confident that Can conquer my heart one day.

Compared to me, leaving without saying goodbye or something, once acquainted with each other, wait for Bai Yu to show up and take me away, even if Takasugi searched all over the world, I couldn’t find it, my guilt became numb.

——In any case, Bai Yu couldn't be angered anymore.

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"It's easy to do things with money", this sentence is perfectly reflected in Sakamoto and Takasugi.Both of these guys were born into super rich people. As the heirs raised by the family, they naturally have a lot of authority to mobilize funds at this age.

In one month, the materials and personnel were almost prepared, and a lot of money was spent, and the work was done very quickly.There are a lot of displaced people these years. There are ronin who have no king to serve, farmers who have no fields to grow, and merchants who have no goods to sell. Regardless of whether they can fight or not, everyone is forced to take up arms in the end.Joining the rebel army is just to get money and a place to live.

There are not a few troops on standby in Changzhou.Most of Changzhou's troops were gathered together because of Songyang, not for money, but only to save the benefactor in their hearts.

Based on this calculation, I think it is true that the government thinks Song Yang is a dangerous person.If Songyang was more ambitious, it would not be a problem for him to occupy the land as king.

After the preparations were almost done, Takasugi and the others were about to leave for Changzhou, and I... fell ill again...

On the day before my departure, they said they were going to drink, and my feeling of being dominated by sex overwhelmed me again, so I rejected their invitation with my rationality, and stayed in the room alone.

I bought a watch last year! !I was so stupid to think that Bai Yu punished myself once and it was over! !

I suddenly remembered what Bai Yu said when he left a month ago - "Even if it is formed, it can be destroyed."

She wants to destroy me...Although it is only chastity, it is also a part of my personality... Thinking of Bai Yu's cold eyes, I can't help shivering.

Whether it is extravagant hope or naive, Bai Yu once appeared when I completely gave up hope. She gave me the hope of living, took me to many worlds, and saw a lot of things.Although bad things happened, compared to the pale and desolate past, these days have accumulated and I don’t know how colorful they are.

At that time, Bai Yu was physically incomplete and lost most of her strength, while I was helplessly trapped in the abandoned world, with no way out.It can be said that the period when we met was the most embarrassing time for both of us... I should not deny that I have unrealistic expectations for Bai Yu.

No matter how many chess pieces she has, or the fact that I am just a prop, I think I should be special in her mind.

But when I was punished by Bai Yu, I learned that she had other contractors, the little Wenxin in the past was smashed to pieces, and I woke up from my unrealistic fantasy in an instant.What kind of contractors, what kind of dependents, it's not about how many you want.

"Even if it becomes like this, there's no need to cry." Gao Shan entered my room at some point, and he wiped my tears very softly, his face was completely gone from the previous tyranny, only a touch of gentleness remained.

I grabbed his shoulders tightly like a drowning man.

——Since you wish to destroy it, I will do it for you.

The author has something to say: Thank you Chitin, Chimpanzees, Shadow Forest, and Landmines of Juehai! !

In particular, Yinglin Changkong also voted for one of my saved manuscripts, huh! !

Bai Yu's weight in Xiong Zi's heart is very important.Appeared when she was most desperate, and later rescued her in distress several times.

I don't know whether to describe it as a fledgling plot or a drawbridge effect.In short, Xiong Zi's feelings for Bai Yu are quite complicated.

After Xiong Zi found out that he had no weight in Bai Yu's heart, he was hit hard.