[Comprehensive] The Ghost and Animal Aesthetics of the Cruel Madonna

Akashi looked at me and seemed to want to say something, but he was interrupted by a sudden scream from the other side of the playground.My hearing is very good, Kise's name is included in the words that come with the sound of the wind, maybe I feel guilty for Bai Yu's deprivation of Kise's innocent heart, and I can't always ignore things related to him.

"Shall we go and have a look too?" Akashi suggested, he seemed to see through my concern, which made me a little uncomfortable.

When we went to the playground, the commotion was over. After asking the students around, we found out that it was Kise who suddenly passed out during the competition.My heart tightened, Damn, don't you really have a problem with your body because of missing a part?I don't know exactly what kind of existence the heart of innocence is, but judging from Bai Yu's reaction, it should be a very precious thing...

When Akashi and I came to the health room, the girls who were crowded there had already been sent away by the health teacher.Of course, please don’t think about what the health care teacher is, wearing black silk and a white robe with deep grooves. There are two health care teachers in our school, one is a kind aunt who is entering old age, and the other is a middle-aged uncle with a beard. It's Uncle Huadao on duty.

"Oh! Akashi! You came just in time. I heard that you have now taken over the position of head of the basketball department! I really want to tell you about the training intensity of your basketball department." stand up.

Akashi glanced at me and motioned me to go to see Kise first. When he walked behind the curtain, he heard Akashi say that he was afraid of disturbing Kise's rest, so he asked Mr. Huadao to talk outside.

I have a friend who is too sensitive, and the other party is too sensible, I feel really embarrassed...

I sat down beside the bed where Kise was lying, looked at his peaceful sleeping face, and felt a faint sense of suffocation in my heart. I didn't think I fell in love with Kise, and now I can't let go of all kinds of him, but I clearly In order to help Bai Yu take his important things, I used his feelings, but got his sincere treatment, which made me deeply ashamed.

But even so, I will not hesitate. Compared with the guilt at this moment, being thrown back to that hairless world by Bai Yu makes me suffer more. The choice is self-evident.

Gently brushing away the bangs on Kise's forehead, his hair slid over my palm, itchy and unbelievably soft.Usually there are so many expressions, sometimes super exaggerated, and when he is asleep, he looks too calm, like a still painting... He does have the ability to be proud, especially with this face.

I couldn't help but move my hand to his chest. Originally, there should be a heart shining softly here, but now I can't see anything.Kise's strong and steady heartbeat came from under his palm. Fortunately, he didn't die. Although he still doesn't know what bad aftereffects will be caused by losing the heart of innocence, I see that he shouldn't die... right? ...

"Kumada-senpai." Kise's voice woke me up from my thoughts, and I met his bright eyes suddenly, making me withdraw my hand with some shame, but he held it back.

After pumping a few times, I didn't withdraw my hand from him. I wanted to find an excuse to avoid embarrassment, and said, "You're awake, I'll ask Mr. Huadao to come in. Fainting can be a big or small thing. It's better to accept the precise inspection..."

"Kumada-senpai!" Kise firmly refused to let me escape, "What happened that day? I always felt like I had a memory gap." He held my wrist and pressed my hand to his In my heart, "This place feels empty for no reason. Originally... it should be filled with something... But even if I play basketball hard, I can't fill the hole here."

Huang Lai said, stretched out his other hand, spread out his palm, there was a crumpled piece of paper on it, there were a few words vaguely, it seemed to be "the person I like" or something... "I'm During the borrowing race, I got this piece of paper, and then I felt a terrible pain in my head and chest, especially in the chest, the kind of heart-piercing pain, until the senior sister sat next to me, it didn't stop..."

"Tell me the truth." His eyes were burning, making it hard for me to look directly at him.

I turned my head to look at the corner of the health room, caught off guard by my weakness at the moment.This is not right, I should be the strongest, the character design is like this, my body, my talents, including my heart, should be stronger than anyone else, and Kise is not the hero arranged for me by the author. When dealing with him, it is impossible for me to bear the DEBUFF that weakens the talent by 90.00%.

Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, Kise moved closer to me, his breath sprayed on my face, "Why don't you look at me?"

"We can leave here now." Bai Yu appeared in front of me with a face that had been moisturized, "Shall I give you some time to say goodbye?" She smiled very silver sword, which suddenly gave me infinite courage.

This deformed bastard is always like this, appearing in my barren life without warning, casually starting to use me, disappearing inexplicably and then reappearing inexplicably, completely ignoring my mood... Well, I was kicked again, A familiar pain came from his waist.

Even if you have absorbed some pure heart, your appearance is still so deformed, this is a fact, don't struggle!

"If I don't kick you for a few days, your skin will itch!" Bai Yu viciously kicked me several times.

I turned around and met Kise's eyes, maybe to make up for some of my regrets, I kissed his lips next to him.This kiss has no meaning, it's just lip to lip, with my selfishness.

"Just treat it as...you had a not-so-interesting dream..." After I finished speaking, Bai Yu politely let Kise fall asleep.

"Senior sister..." I'm afraid I will never forget the look before he closed his eyes.

Can everyone in this world erase their memories of me?

"Don't push yourself too hard, that kind of work is meaningless, so I won't waste my energy. You are no longer in this world, so why do you care about others? Anyway, they are all false relationships, so don't tell me you Don't give up, let's go!" Bai Yu urged, a black hole appeared in front of her, and Bai Yu walked in first.

I took one last look at Kise and followed her into the black hole.

That's right...it's all fake anyway...not to mention the fake memories, even when I get along with them later, I've always been acting.If everyone knows my true face, they will definitely be very disgusted, after all, their memory has been modified, and no one can accept such a thing.I'm very self-aware, and I won't let myself shine arbitrarily just because I get some sunshine.

Until I am truly free, there will be no real fetters, will I?