you are pregnant with my cub

Dou Ze was still wearing pajamas, dangling, only a little flesh on his stomach, looked at Huo Siming with his mouth pursed, and said, "Go home first."

Huo Siming stood there motionless, waiting for his answer.

Dou Ze also tensed his face, and asked: "...Do you want to hear what I have to say? Say 'OK, I am willing to be with you and accompany you forever'? Do you believe me when I tell you?"

"If you say it, I will believe it."

Dou Ze pursed his lips, and said for a while, "...I'm hungry, my stomach hurts."

Huo Siming didn't move, just looked at him like that, Dou Ze had no choice but to say again: "I want you to accompany me to dinner, I can't do without you, I won't talk bastard again, okay? Mr. Huo?"

Then he turned his heels and walked towards the elevator again. Dou Ze followed behind him, feeling helpless, sighed and said nothing.Huo Siming didn't speak either, his hands were in his trouser pockets, his face still had a displeased expression, Dou Ze glanced at him, and deliberately said, "Are you still angry?"

Huo Siming ignored him, his nose was ashamed before he left the school, so Dou Ze stopped talking.The two entered the house one after another. As soon as Huo Siming came in, he went to the study room. He didn't come out for more than 20 minutes. Normally, he should change his clothes and go downstairs in 5 minutes. In a fit of anger, I didn't even eat rice.

Because Dou Ze said sharp words first and hurt other people's hearts, he felt guilty and guilty. He went upstairs and knocked on the door of the study, but there was no movement inside. He asked outside, "Brother Huo, come out for dinner?"

Huo Siming ignored him, he thought for a while, opened the door and took a look, Huo Siming was processing documents inside, with a look of concentration, Dou Ze was afraid of disturbing his work, and said: "Brother Huo, remember to finish your work in a while." Go downstairs to eat."

Huo Siming let out a sound from his nasal cavity: "En."

Seeing that he was busy again, Dou Ze closed the door and went out. He didn't expect that Huo Siming would be so difficult to deal with when he got angry, like a child, childish and careless.After he had finished his dinner and Huo Siming hadn't come down yet, Dou Ze thought he was still busy, changed his clothes, and knocked on the door of the study before leaving, saying, "Brother Huo, I'm going to the hospital. Remember to eat later."

No one made a sound inside, Dou Ze sighed, went downstairs and left.Huo Siming lay on the door of the room and listened to the movement outside, thinking that if he said a few soft words, he would go down by himself, but unexpectedly, he heard the sound of the door being closed. .

For some unknown reason, the park only turned on a few street lights at night, and it would be dimmed every few lights. In addition, most of the paths inside were paved with cobblestones or bluestone slabs. Dou Ze had to be careful all the way, and slowly moved to the hospital. the door.

When I arrived at the ward, it was already past nine o'clock at night. Today, the pregnancy test was delayed for a while, and the garage was delayed for a while, and the trouble has come to this day.Dou Aiguo was lying on the bed, ready to watch TV for a while before falling asleep, saw him coming, and said: "It's so late, next time if you are busy, you don't have to come here, running around every day is not good for your health. "

Seeing him, Dou Yuan also said, "I thought you wouldn't be here today, is the company busy?"

Dou Ze replied: "I met another client after get off work, and it was delayed."

This kind of situation often happened in his work, and his family got used to it. After saying a few more words, Dou Aiguo's spirit has improved a lot, and he can sit on the bed and watch TV. Liu Qing said: "The doctor said that you can eat something tomorrow." something."

Dou Ze was also happy to hear that, and asked, "Dad, do you feel better yourself?"

Leaning on the pillow, Dou Aiguo could barely sit up with the help of the bed, and said with a smile, "It's much better, you don't have to worry, just go about your own business."

It was past ten o'clock at night when Dou Ze walked out of the ward, he was worried, he just came to see his father, before going out, Dou Yuan asked him: "Have you eaten yet?"

"Eat it, go back to sleep, sister."

Dou Yuan said again: "If you haven't eaten, you must buy something to cushion on the way, just bread or something, don't tire yourself out." In any case, she would never think that her younger brother was delayed in coming to the hospital because of the prenatal check-up , only when he was working overtime in the company, he felt a little distressed, and said: "I still have some small bread, can I bring it to you?"

"No need, sister, I have really eaten, and the customer is treating me tonight."

Hearing what he said, Dou Yuan no longer persisted, but said: "Then why don't you just take a taxi when you go back, it's so late, maybe the bus is gone."

Dou Ze nodded, urged her to go back to sleep, and then went downstairs.

The night at the beginning of September was already a bit chilly. The autumn tiger had been restless for a while two days ago, but now it restrained its claws and claws, revealing an aloof and haughty beauty.Dou Ze hugged his shoulders and rubbed the goosebumps blown out by the night wind twice, it was really a bit cold.

When he reached the gate of the park, he saw a familiar figure again. Huo Siming was holding a thin coat, waiting for him under the street lamp, and when he saw him coming, he passed the coat over.Dou Ze was a little touched, took it over and put it on, and asked: "I thought you wouldn't come today." Then, he put his face in front of the person again, and said with a smile, "Aren't you angry with me?" To please him, he lightly touched Huo Siming's arm with the back of his hand.

Huo Siming glanced at him, but remained silent, turned on the flashlight, and walked forward alone.

Only then did Dou Ze realize that this person was still arguing awkwardly. In line with the principle that enemies should be resolved rather than knotted, he stretched out his hand and pulled Huo Siming's sleeve, and said, "Don't be angry, can you? I promise Don't talk about bastards from now on, okay?"

Huo Siming was dragged by him, although he didn't answer, he slowed down his pace for fear that he would fall.After a while, both of them came home, but Huo Siming still didn't say a word, Dou Ze asked him, "Don't you feel panicked by being so silent?"

Mr. Huo could hold back and ignored him.

"Are you deciding to ignore me from now on?" Dou Ze was a little anxious.

When the two returned home, Mr. Huo didn't say a word, and practiced domestic violence. This kind of behavior was very grueling for Dou Ze. He would rather have a fight or be beaten than accept the two. People live under one roof but don't speak every day.

The lights in the restaurant were still on, and Dou Ze deliberately left the food untouched, and it was placed on the dining table.Huo Siming changed his shoes with the shoe cabinet, and went upstairs again.Dou Ze called him, "Didn't you eat tonight?"

He agreed: "No appetite."

Seeing his response, Dou Ze was already very happy, and said quickly, "Eat as much as you want. I'll heat up the rice for you. Today's scallion pancakes are very good."

Mr. Huo stood on the stairs and watched him for a while, then came down condescendingly, made Dou Ze happy, washed his hands, turned back and went to work in the kitchen.

After the food was heated up, Huo Siming sat down and ate a little slowly, while Ren Dou Ze was chattering on the opposite side, occasionally uttering a few perfunctory words like 'um, yes, yes', in Dou Ze's eyes But he has softened a bit, and the two are about to reconcile.

After eating, the two went upstairs separately.

Early the next morning, Huo Siming was nowhere to be seen at home. Dou Ze walked around the living room twice, the door of the study was also open, but there was no one there, and the breakfast in the dining room showed no signs of being tampered with. .

Feeling uneasy, he called Huo Siming, but he was transferred to another place unexpectedly. The female secretary in his office answered the call, and asked him who it was in a business-like manner.Sitting at the dining table, Dou Ze was a little dazed. After a while, Bai Ruo'an called and said, "I'm downstairs, come down after you finish eating."

Dou Ze asked: "Huo Siming asked you to come? What about others?"

Bai Ruo'an didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said: "I still want to ask you, he called me at five o'clock in the morning this morning, and told me to pick you up at work, but he checked his itinerary and there was no business trip, so the two of you in argument?"

Dou Ze pursed his lips and fell silent.Is Huo Siming trying to draw a line with him?He carried his bag and went downstairs without eating breakfast or taking his usual snacks and fruit.

Bai Ruo'an was sitting in his little white car, saw him getting into the car, and gave him the paper bag on the storage table: "Here, breakfast, let's eat."

Dou Ze refused and said, "Eat it, I've eaten it at home."

Bai Ruo'an no longer forced himself, pointed the direction, and asked him, "What's wrong with you two again?"

Dou Ze remained silent, and Bai Ruoan stopped asking.After getting out of the car, Dou Ze called Huo Siming again, and it was still the female secretary's voice.It was still early when he joined the company. Dou Ze didn't eat breakfast today. He was afraid that the little monster in his stomach would make a fuss again, so he turned to the cafeteria upstairs and bought an egg pancake. After chewing, he smiled wryly: What's all this? .

In the evening, after get off work, Bai Ruo'an came to pick him up again. When he got home, Huo Siming was not there, and there was a ready-made dinner on the dining table.It was only then that Dou Ze realized that Huo Siming was practicing what he said in the garage, and at that time he was only temporarily compromising for the sake of his softness...

When he went to the hospital again that night, Huo Siming didn't come to pick him up. He just put a flashlight on the shelf of the shoe cabinet, probably telling him to take it with him when he left.

Although the two of them didn't meet face to face, Huo Siming still wanted to come back at night.Dou Ze can feel the traces of his life left behind, the changed clothes and slippers, the cup for drinking water, the leftover fruit plate... living two lives under the same roof, just like strangers.After a few days like this, Dou Ze couldn't take it anymore. That night he told the hospital that he had something to do, so instead of visiting Dou Aiguo, he sat in the living room and waited for Huo Siming, with his legs crossed, like a divorced woman, until In the middle of the night, I heard the sound of the door opening, and I still waited for him.

Huo Siming changed his shoes and wanted to go upstairs. Dou Ze stopped him and asked, "Are you busy these days? Come back so late every day."

Mr. Huo nodded perfunctorily as a response, and continued to go upstairs.

Dou Ze waited for him for a long time before he got someone. How could he let him go, so he said, "Why don't you eat at home now? Do you eat outside every day?"

"Eat with customers." Huo Siming loosened his tie, cherishing words like gold.Seeing that Dou Ze didn't speak, he put on a posture to leave again.

Dou Ze couldn't hold back anymore, he gritted his teeth and asked, "How long are you going to make trouble?"

"...Isn't this the life you want?" Huo Siming took off his tie, looked at him blankly, and continued: "The two of us will not interfere with each other, and you don't have to be troubled by my outrageous behavior anymore ,Is not it good?"

"..." Dou Ze looked up at him, even having difficulty breathing, and said, "Do you have to do this?"

"This is your own request."

Dou Ze pursed his lips and said, "You work so hard every day when you go out early and return home late, so don't make such a fuss. This is your house, so don't bother with your company because you can't go home every day just to avoid me." Employees work overtime." He was still wearing pajamas, and originally planned to confess his mistake to Huo Siming with nice words, but at this moment he was so choked that he couldn't speak a word, and he also stepped on the stairs, and walked past Huo Siming a few steps. Siming said, "You don't have to go, I'll go."

Huo Siming stood a few steps below him, looking up at him with his mouth pursed.

Dou Ze went upstairs and said, "What's the trouble? I'm just a tenant in this house. Do you want the master to accommodate me?" He went into the master bedroom and packed his luggage one by one. Take it out, it is the posture of preparing to pack things.

Huo Siming stood at the door, pursed his mouth, his hands and feet were shaking with anger, and he heard Dou Ze say while packing his clothes, "Brother Huo, thank you for taking care of me so much during this time, I will keep it in my heart."

He didn't have much clothes, so he cleaned them up in a few strokes, went downstairs to the balcony to get the underwear hanging on it, and said loudly to the upstairs while cleaning up: "Brother Huo, I treat you as my own brother, regardless of whether I raped you or not." Not pregnant, I have always regarded you as my own brother. Even if you exploded my ass, I will try to understand you, the "brother" for several years is not for nothing."

Huo Siming walked down the steps, seeing that Dou Ze had packed his luggage and his face was covered with frost, he didn't speak, but heard him continue to say: "Since you are leaving, let's talk about it, you asked yesterday I, I don't want to give birth to you..."

Dou Ze paused for a moment, with a sad smile on his face: "It's not just you, I have lived for more than 20 years and never thought of giving birth to anyone. How could I have thought that my 1.9-meter-high man would one day give birth to someone else?" A man having a baby? Would you like it? Go to the company meeting with a big belly, let your subordinates see, 'Fuck, the man is pregnant'..." Dou Ze said, his eyes turned red , He sniffed, pulled his slippers, lowered his head and wiped his face, tears flowed down his fingers, and said in a nasal voice: "I am the bastard who exchanged children for money. I will be sorry for him for the rest of my life. If you agree , let me look at him from a distance from now on..."

Huo Siming listened to him, his heart was overwhelmed, his head was hanging down, and even his fingertips were trembling. "Stop talking..."

"I will always remember your kindness, and I will pay you back the money..." He raised his head and looked at Huo Siming again, and asked, "If you really want my body, I can give it to you... Do you want it?" Dou Ze looked at him with red eyes, and tears dripped down his resolute chin: "I really thank you, if it weren't for you, my dad wouldn't be able to have the operation."

He wept bitterly, he was driven to a corner by life, and finally met Huo Siming, and now, he was pushed to a corner by Huo Siming again.Full of grievances spoken out today, bitter and helpless... Standing there, innocent like an abandoned wolf dog.

Huo Siming felt sorry for him as well as himself. He was silent for a long time, and after waiting for a long time, he took a deep breath and said, "Dou Ze...is it really that difficult to accept a man?"