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The sudden change to a new environment, coupled with the comfortable life of the past six months, made Dou Ze suddenly a little unaccustomed to the simple wire bed.He got up in the middle of the night, went to the ward to feel Liu Qing's pulse, and then went back to the living room to lie down again. The old man was old, and he was really afraid of any accidents.

Dou Ze didn't sleep well at night, and when he got up in the morning, his head was a little dazed, and his temples throbbed with pain.

Huo Siming mentioned their family's breakfast and waited downstairs in the ward, Dou Ze went downstairs to get it, and the two hid in the stairwell on the first floor and talked for a while.

Huo Siming hugged him and asked, "How is it? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Dou Ze sighed softly: "It's okay, don't worry, it may take a few days, you go back to eat and sleep well, and I'll be back in a few days."

"Let me tell her, your body can't be tossed like this." Huo Siming stroked Dou Ze's back.

Dou Ze put his forehead on Huo Siming's shoulder and leaned on Huo Siming's shoulder for a while, then put his arm around his waist, and held it tenderly for a while before letting go. "Don't go, she will scold you again when she sees you. I'll trick her into going to work later, and tell you when I get home."

Huo Siming nodded, touched his face reluctantly, and said, "The dark circles under the eyes have come out."

Dou Ze smiled at him, looked left and right to see if there was no one there, and leaned over to kiss him. "Okay, come back quickly."

Huo Siming watched Dou Ze get on the elevator with his meal before leaving the corridor of the ward.Liu Qing is not Dou Yuan, he can't treat Dou Ze's mother the same way he treats Huo Baohua, if the coercion and bribery really go wrong, Dou Ze will never forgive him for the rest of his life... Huo Siming stood downstairs in the ward, looking at Xiao Snow in the garden sighed.

Dou Yuan came down with the fritters that Huo Siming had just sent upstairs, and when he saw him standing at the entrance of the corridor, he was stunned for a moment and said hello.Huo Siming saw her and called out, "Elder Sister."

Dou Yuan stood still and looked at him: "I dare not be that."

"Reversing from here to the suburbs is too much trouble, I'll take you to work." Huo Siming extended an olive branch and gave her a friendly suggestion.

Dou Yuan smiled: "Just tell me what you have to say here." He glanced at him again and said: "If you want to change my mother's mind, it will be impossible in this life, you heard it last night , she even scolded me."

"I'm not going to change her mind, I just want her to recognize a fact." Huo Siming stood there, with one hand in his coat pocket, and said coldly: "I will never let Dou Ze go in this life. .”

Dou Yuan took a bite of the fritters and said, "What do you want to do to my mother? Tied her up? Tell her to see your tricks?" With contempt in her eyes, she let out a laugh from her nasal cavity and said, "Let me remind you, I If something happens to Mom, Dou Ze will not let you go, he will be the first to settle the score with you."

"..." Huo Siming pursed his lips and said, "I think, as a clear-headed family member, you should be able to help me persuade my aunt. For example...show her the hospital bills... ...However, I hope that this process will not be known to Dou Ze."

Dou Yuan frowned and looked up at him: "Mr. Huo, I will return this money to you sooner or later."

"Sooner or later, that is to say, not yet." Huo Siming protracted the pronunciation of the word 'late', looked at Dou Yuan, and said, "Sister, I very much hope that we can become a warm and harmonious family, if not My aunt insists on telling me to live in two places with Dou Ze. I will never bring up this matter as a threat, and I will never tell you how difficult Nannan’s kidney source is. We are a family, you can hate it Me, you can hate me, but you can't separate me from Dou Ze."

Dou Yuan ground his molars, didn't speak, and walked away with a clang on his high heels.

Huo Siming didn't care either. He stood there and waited for a while, preparing to go home with Dou Ze when he said he could go to work. Unexpectedly, after a while, he received a text message saying that Liu Qing already knew about Dou Ze's resignation... …

The ten-meter-high cedar in the small garden suddenly trembled, and a large piece of snow fell from the branches...

Sitting in the ward, Dou Ze cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks left over from breakfast, and said, "Mom, I'll go to see her in the Nannan ward."

Liu Qing didn't speak, and Dou Aiguo in the room asked, "Why didn't you go to work today? Did you sleep here yesterday?"

As soon as Dou Ze opened his mouth, Liu Qing answered for him: "The company closed down due to poor profitability, and the dormitory was also withdrawn."

"..." Dou Ze was amazed at his mother's ability to lie without blinking an eye, and even couldn't help laughing.

Dou Aiguo struggled to sit up in the room, and asked, "Why didn't I hear you mention such a big thing? You lost your job, isn't this hospital even worse?"

Dou Ze quickly walked two steps in and helped him up.

Liu Qing said while sweeping the floor outside, "Isn't the child afraid of us worrying?"

"Hey, if you don't tell me, wouldn't I be more worried?" Dou Aiguo patted Dou Ze's shoulder lightly and said, "It's just right, you should hurry up and talk to the doctor about changing the medicine, so you don't need to waste that money. "

Dou Ze helped him turn on the TV in the room, and said, "Then you sit here and rest for a while, and when you get tired, let my mother lie down for you."

When he went out, Liu Qing stared at him again, as if afraid that he would sneak away.Dou Ze sighed softly and said, "I'll be right back."

Dou Ze walked out of the door of the ward and leaned against the wall of the corridor to take a breath. Nurse Xiao Lu had just come to work, and when she saw his appearance, she asked softly, "What's the matter? Is there any discomfort?"

Dou Ze forced a smile on his face, shook his head at her: "It's okay." Then he walked towards the doctor's office with a shuffling pace.

The hospital is permeated with a cold and serious atmosphere all the year round, which makes people feel the solemnity of life the moment they step into the hospital.

When Dou Ze walked into the doctor's office, the old professor had just come back from his ward rounds. As soon as he saw him, he knew he was a family member in bed 23 of the senior cadre ward.

Dou Ze sat down, thought for a while, and then said: "Doctor, what is the current situation of my father's illness, can you tell me?"

The old doctor glanced at him, pushed the medical records on the table aside, and said: "Actually, the operation was very successful at that time, and considering your father's age, there was great hope. But the current situation is indeed not optimistic. The patient The psychological state is not very good, for cancer patients, the role of psychology is very powerful."

Dou Ze pursed his lips and asked, "How long can you live with chemotherapy?"

"If there is no recurrence, it will be about five years." The old doctor clasped his hands on the table in front of his chest, and added: "This number also varies from person to person."

Dou Ze asked again: "What if there is no chemotherapy?"

"Chemotherapy is to reduce the chance of recurrence and metastasis. Once it recurs, the speed is very fast. If it survives naturally, it usually does not exceed half a year." The old doctor copied his hands and said, "No one dares to guarantee it."

Dou Ze lowered his head and thought for a while, then said, "My father has almost lost the will to live now..."

"The side effects of chemotherapy will indeed cause a certain amount of psychological pressure on the patient." The old doctor paused, as if thinking for a while, and said, "It's really not possible. My suggestion is that the cycle of chemotherapy can be slightly extended. In addition, you also need Enlighten him well, when you are old, you will sometimes feel that you are a burden to your children, do you understand what I mean?" The old doctor smiled: "When you are older, you will talk more, don't mind."

Dou Ze shook his head, thanked the old doctor, and left.

When he returned to the ward, Liu Qing was standing at the door of the ward waiting for him like a sentinel. Seeing his listless look, he asked, "What's wrong? What did the doctor say? Your father..."

"The doctor said that the patient's mentality is very important. Let us chat with him to relieve boredom when we are free, divert his attention, and let him stop thinking about illness." Dou Ze supported the handrail in the corridor, One hand unconsciously supported his lower back, but after walking two extra steps and saying a few more words, he became a little tired and his stomach slumped.

Seeing his movements, Liu Qing thought of the contents of his stomach again, and persuaded him earnestly: "Xiao Ze, I have never heard of a man giving birth to a child throughout the ages. Who knows what it is? You listen to the mother, don't use that surname anymore. Huo's contacts, go and take this thing out, okay?"

"Keep your voice down." Listening to her words, Dou Ze felt helpless and bitter. He held on to the railing, with cold sweat on his forehead, and couldn't help but say, "Mom, I didn't want to tell you this at first. Thing, do you know how much it costs for my father’s medical treatment and Nan Nan’s medical treatment? Do you know where the money comes from? Do you think that my sister and I’s salary of three melons and two dates per month can cover Can it live in these tens of millions of holes?"

"That much money?" Liu Qing was stunned by what he said.

"We used to sell our house for Nannan's monthly dialysis. Do you want so much money?" Dou Ze looked at her: "Mom, do you know how ugly what you said about my sister last night? Back then My sister knows about this, do you know what she said to me? She said that she would rather Nan Nan not be cured than me to follow Huo Siming, she has scolded herself so many times, how can you hurt her like this Where is your heart?"

Liu Qing couldn't hold back the tears again, blindfolded his eyes, and asked him crying: "Then why are you still following that Huo? Your sister even said that she couldn't be cured..."

"Mom... I know you love me, but we have to have a conscience, right? Even if you were so cruel and refused to treat the child, then Huo Siming gave so much money back then, wouldn't you just turn around and refuse to accept it? He bent slightly, put his hands on Liu Qing's shoulders, and said, "Mom...you can think about the best and leave me alone, okay?"

Liu Qing was already crying, Dou Ze took her to the stairwell at the end of the corridor, comforting her while wiping her tears.The old man grabbed Dou Ze's arm and said unreasonably: "I'm shameless, I just don't have a conscience, Ozawa, mother gave birth to you, I can't let you live your whole life in such an unclear way... Your father said that he would rather die than let you do this..."

"So don't tell him." Dou Ze hugged her, wiped her tears, patted her back to smooth her air, and called her softly: "Mom..."

Liu Qing couldn't stop crying. She cried out of breath and asked him: "You really plan to spend your whole life with that Huo? What if a monster is born in your stomach? Ah ?”

"I'm not a monster in my stomach, he's very healthy." Dou Ze pursed his lips and said, "Mom, you have given birth to two children, and you should understand how I feel now. He is connected to me by blood. If he It's a monster, so what am I? What are you?"

Dou Ze couldn't help but get red eyes, and said, "He's not a monster, I'm not a monster, Huo Siming is not a monster either, we are just like any other family..."

Liu Qing gritted her teeth, raised her hand and slapped him, squinted her eyes, and looked at him with tears in her eyes: "You are determined to be with that Huo man, aren't you?"

Dou Ze remained silent. Liu Qing looked at him and said fiercely, "I'll tell your father right now to see if he recognizes you as a filial son!"

"Mom!" Dou Ze shouted.

Liu Qing turned her head, looked at him, and threatened: "Will you break with him?"

Dou Ze didn't speak, but pursed his lips, tears kept streaming out.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Liu Qing turned around to leave, and Dou Ze called her again: "Mom! Do you know how long my dad can live?! I'm not afraid that he will know, I'm afraid that after he knows..."

Liu Qing stopped again, her back was hunched, she was a little older than before, she stood for a while, sighed, moved her steps, and walked away step by step.

Dou Ze leaned on the railing of the stairs and slowly sat down on the steps. He was so tired, from more than four months ago until now, he has never had a time to catch his breath.He stretched out his hand to rub his eyes and wiped away his tears. His stomach still hurt a little, so he sat for a while and felt better.

He stood up, went to the public restroom to wash his face, and then went to Xie Xiaonan's ward to see her.Xie Xiaonan was sitting on the bed, and between her legs was the "Children's Encyclopedia" that Huo Siming bought for her. It was thicker than a brick, and it rested on her tiny legs, reading it with gusto.

Dou Ze sat down beside her bed, only then did she realize that someone was coming, raised her small face to look at him, and called out: "Uncle."

"Where's the escort?" Dou Ze asked.

Xie Xiaonan's face was filled with a brilliance that was not there before, and he said innocently: "Going out to do some business."

Dou Ze didn't ask the irresponsible escort any more, but stroked Xie Xiaonan's hair, and didn't speak for a long time.

Xie Xiaonan looked at his face, and asked in a low voice, "Uncle, what's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, you can read." Dou Ze pursed his lips, stood up and called the escort who slipped away during working hours, telling her not to come again after today.

He sat in Xie Xiaonan's ward for a while before going back to Dou Aiguo's ward.Liu Qing had already collected his emotions, probably he didn't say anything to Dou Aiguo, the old man was lying on the bed, watching the forum of various schools of thought, and listening to Yuan Tengfei's "Two Songs".

The mother and son did not speak.

At noon, Huo Siming brought lunch over.Dou Ze went downstairs to get it, and couldn't help pulling him to the small garden, where he stood holding hands for a while without speaking.Huo Siming pulled him into his arms and asked, "What's wrong? Auntie quarreled with you again?"