unspeakable desire

"Are you his guardian?" The delivery boy looked at Ge Jundong's current attire, shirt, trousers, and apron.

"No, I'm their servant."

"Oh." The young man took out the signing slip, "Then, please sign for it."

Ge Jundong took the signing slip he gave to himself, "Do you want to lead, or write the recipient's name?"

"Writing to the recipient."

"Okay." Write Yang Yi's name and show it to him. "Is that so?"

"Well, thank you." The young man took back the signed slip he gave him, tore out a ticket under the signed slip and gave it to Ge Jundong, "Do you want to move in?"

"No, I'll do it myself."

"So, I'm leaving."

"Ah."

The boy who delivered the goods left, and Ge Jundong picked up the box that the boy put on the ground, "Wow! It's so heavy." Entering the door, he kicked the door to close it, "My God," and walked slowly to the study...

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Song Xiaobei, a cute doll, really listened to Ge Jundong's thoughts, went to the market, got 2 keys, bought some fresh vegetables, and was about to go home, but Song Xiaobei met him in the market. The most familiar stranger - Song Xiaobei's ex-girlfriend, "Xiaoqin!"

She looked over and was stunned.

Song Xiaobei didn't expect it to be her. He smiled and ran over, "Long time no see." In Song Xiaobei's memory, her hair was not as long as it used to be, and the short hair curled back in the shape of a small mushroom. , touching her fair neck, her taste in clothes hasn't changed, but the intimacy that she should have is gone. Seeing her holding the dishes in her hand, "Are you coming back to settle down, or are you just staying for a while?"

Xiaoqin grabbed the plastic bag in her hand, "I have settled here for more than a year." Meeting again this time is not a happy thing for her, although they have a happy past.

"Oh," Song Xiaobei didn't mind her restraint, "Well, a small city is the most suitable place for people to live and raise children."

Xiao Tan nodded, "So, I'm back." He didn't plan to talk too much with him, lowered his head, and timidly raised one hand to stroke the hair covering his face.

"Come back by yourself?" Song Xiaobei asked deeply.

Xiaoqin wanted to answer him, but when she looked up at the man who was very good to her in the past, she hesitated, "Xiaobei, what about you? Are you still alone?" She seemed to be giving Yu Song Xiaobei hope.

"It's lonely alone." Song Xiaobei didn't answer her directly.

"Oh, yes, it's very lonely to be alone." Xiao Tan pursed her lips.

Song Xiaobei thought it was strange that she was reserved, "You...you are still alone, right?"

"Xiao Bei." Xiao Tan sighed, thinking that he still had fantasies about himself, "At that time, I'm really sorry, I..."

"It's okay, I can understand," said Song Xiaobei. As long as it is something the other party thinks is right, Song Xiaobei will try to convince himself, and then do what he thinks is right, gradually leave, gradually give up, and then Make it easier for everyone.

Xiaoqin smiled gently.

Her smile looked like a kind mother to Song Xiaobei, "You really look like a mother."

"Ah..." She made a surprised expression as if she had been seen through by Song Xiaobei.

"You really have a child?" Seeing her expression, Song Xiaobei was even more sure that he was right.

Xiaoqin nodded, "A boy."

"That's great, I want a baby too."

"Don't you have children?" Xiaoqian thought that Song Xiaobei would find a partner faster than himself.

"I think so, but he and I can't have children." Song Xiaobei likes children very much, but if he loses Ge Jundong because of his love for children, Song Xiaobei will never say what he wants. I want a child.

"Oh..." Xiaoqian lowered his head and thought for a while, then pulled loose Xiaobei, "Can we go to a place nearby to talk?"

Song Xiaobei saw people buying and selling vegetables all around, it was very chaotic, "Okay," where should I go, Song Xiaobei just saw a deserted corner in such a chaotic place, "Go there .”

"Yeah." Xiaoqin and Song Xiaobei went to that deserted corner, and after they stood up, "Xiaobei, I actually have 3 children, 2 daughters and 2 son. My husband is a high-level office worker who works in the unit. I Also in that unit, there is a regulation in the unit that employee couples can only have two children at most, for me, the first child is a daughter, and the second child is also, my husband wants a son, so..."

"You are..." Song Xiaobei never imagined that his ex-girlfriend would marry such a man. "My God!" What kind of lifestyle is this?

"My second child went to the hospital to confirm whether it was a boy or a girl, but...but it was born...a girl, and I couldn't help it. This...it's not my fault. I like girls too, but I Already have a daughter, so..."

"You gave birth in the hospital?"

Xiaoqian shook his head, "I was afraid that what they saw was inaccurate, so I asked for leave and went to the countryside to see that I was giving birth to a daughter. I couldn't bear to press her into the bucket to suffocate her, so I sent her to my mother's house in the countryside to rest by myself." Well, back to the unit, I told the unit that my child died at birth." Xiaoqin sniffed sadly, "If you don't dislike it, can you..."