unspeakable desire

"I'm not worried about you causing trouble to the family, I just want you to have a good job, and life will not be difficult in the future."

"I don't think life will be difficult in the future, so the only way is to get rid of the poor boy now and find a long-term meal ticket with strength like Brother Jundong."

"Sister, how can you think so? How good he is to you. "

"Okay?" Sister Song Xiaobei chuckled, "Didn't you see how responsive and vicious he was when I quarreled with him? When we were with him, we were happy at first, but then..." I don't want to say more, "Everyone is 22 years old, he is still like a child, he thinks that love and economy are two different things, brother, you say, a person who only wants to enjoy love, and is not responsible for the person who should be responsible for himself Men together, have a future?"

"..." She matured quietly. When Song Xiaobei didn't notice the change, she had already shown her strength in front of Song Xiaobei.

"I am not a capitalist, but I am not a naive doll living in a harmonious society. I am realistic, and I hope he is realistic too."

"What are you going to do?"

"It depends on the situation, let's break up."

In such a society, it is not easy for anyone to maintain an unrealistic love. "Sister." He raised his hand and patted her head, "No matter what, brother, I only hope you can be happy."

"Ah."

Song Xiaobei and his younger sister walked out of the hospital, hired a taxi, and without telling their mother who was making porridge at home, Song Xiaobei and his younger sister returned home. When Song Xiaobei's younger sister opened the door and saw her busy mother, Song Xiaobei Xiaobei's mother took the porridge packed in an insulated box and said, "Xiaoling, it's just in time for you to come back, you can quickly take this porridge to your brother."

"Mom, don't worry about it, I won't be hospitalized." It wasn't Song Xiaobei's younger sister who spoke, but Song Xiaobei himself.

"Oh! Why are you back?"

"I'll be back when I'm fine." Song Xiaobei said as a matter of course.

"All right? You've been in a coma for a long time." Song Xiaobei's mother hurried to her son, checked his face, "Xiao Ling, hurry up and tidy up your brother's room."

"Okay," Song Xiaobei's younger sister, Xiaoling, immediately went to tidy up the room originally reserved for Song Xiaobei.

"No need." Song Xiaobei pulled Xiaoling back, "I'll go back after sitting down for a while."

"What are you doing back home? You're so hurt." Song Xiaobei's mother held him back.

"I..." Song Xiaobei couldn't find an excuse, but me, me, mine was speechless.

"Brother, let's stay overnight. I'll accompany you to the police station tomorrow." Xiaoling took Song Xiaobei away and held her hand, "I'm going to clean up."

"Ah... alright." Song Xiaobei couldn't refuse.

Xiaoling approached a small room, and as soon as the door was closed, Song Xiaobei's mother quickly pulled Song Xiaobei to sit by the sofa, pulled Song Xiaobei over with both hands, and held her tightly, she would be so cautious, so serious, even Without saying anything, Song Xiaobei knew what he wanted to say, smiled, and faced what he had to face with a peaceful mind.

"Xiaobei, do you have someone you like?"

"I..." Song Xiaobei will not admit it until he is not with the person he likes, "No."

"No? You are not young, how could you not?"

"I really don't."

"Then what will you do in the future? You can't live alone all the time, can you?"

"I, it's okay..." Song Xiaobei smiled, not knowing whether his life was good or bad, anyway, it was just like this.

Song Xiaobei's mother could see Song Xiaobei's sadness, and reached out to touch Song Xiaobei's face, "In a blink of an eye, you will be 31 years old. When you were young, I didn't take good care of you. I didn't take care of you until your brother died. Thinking about it, I lost the beautiful time with you because of myself," Song Xiaobei's mother rubbed his hair, "In college, mom didn't let you fall in love, and you fell in love with one. I thought you would fall in love after graduation. You will break up, but in the end you broke up after you each had a job. Your job has become stable, but because of your busy work, you no longer fall in love." Sigh... "Xiaobei, tell mom, is it because the girl you fancy despises you? Does your current job have no fronts?"

I think he dislikes me as a man. "No, they're all pretty good, but they're too naive." It's not that Song Xiaobei didn't meet girls who liked him in the noodle shop.

"young?"

"Well, they're all students." Song Xiaobei thought of their innocent smiling faces, begging him to give them their phone numbers.

"How can a student be, it's not deterministic." Song Xiaobei's mother would never agree with Song Xiaobei marrying a little girl.

"I think so too." Song Xiaobei wouldn't like them either.

"Then, let's do this. Mom will introduce you to one or two good ones some other day."

"Okay." Like it or not, Song Xiaobei didn't want to spoil her mood.

When Song Xiaobei's mother heard what he said, she laughed happily, and held on to Song Xiaobei's hand, "That's good, that's good... ha ha... I thought you... ha ha..."

"What am I?"

"It's nothing." Song Xiaobei's mother didn't say what was in her heart, but secretly understood.

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