unspeakable desire

This is the truth. Song Xiaobei never doubted that his brother's death was not an accidental truth. It is sad and shameful to have such a father.There was a sudden bang, and Song Xiaobei's mind went blank. No matter how much you shed tears or blame yourself for this kind of thing, you can't come back to life after death.

Song Xiaobei would accept it, but it would take time. He slowly let go of his hand holding her, and sat on the edge of the bed blankly, watching his mother blame herself.He couldn't say she was wrong, because she was his biological mother, and he couldn't blame her, because he didn't have that power, what else could he say?Whether she is right or wrong, he has to tolerate,

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The time passed quickly, and the evening——

Ge Jundong thought that after the boss and the young master went to the night market after dinner, he could easily spend the night at the boss's house, but Ge Jundong didn't expect that Ge Jundong would be called by the boss to a place before 10 o'clock. To pick them up, Ge Jundong hurried out of Luo's house and drove to the destination the boss said, "Boss!" Ge Jundong hurried into the store, "I'm here." Panting.

"I know you're here," Yang Yi was the first to return to Ge Jundong. Yang Yi talked the most. If it wasn't Yang Yi, who could it be? "Where's the car?"

"I said, young master, do you really think I'm walking? The car is outside, of course." Ge Jundong showed the car key, "Do you want me to follow?"

"If I say yes."

Ge Jundong was dizzy for a moment, "Ge Jundong, Ge Jundong, you are doomed to work hard, the boss tells you to work overtime, and the younger ones work overtime." There was no way, Ge Jundong didn't ask the boss to let him go.

Luo picked up Yang Yi, and Yang Yi leaned against Luo, and said foolishly, "Hehe...Of course you don't want to go, you are as big as a light bulb, and if you want to do anything, you have to be notified first to avoid it. If it is urgent, call you Take your time."

There were too many unhealthy messages in Yang Yi's tone, and Ge Jundong rubbed his ears, "Master, don't say that your sex is good, I'm not a star human, I'm very traditional, please don't influence me, okay, there is no future .”

When Yang Yi and Ge Jundong met, they really talked a lot, talking nonsense, Luo resisted these useless words, hugged Yang Yi, walked past Ge Jundong and took the key from Ge Jundong's hand, Yang Yi looked at Ge Jundong with a sad face, "I will go to see the car with you another day, and I will buy a super awesome car for you to drive, don't be sad."

"Oh...young master..." For the first time, for the first time, Ge Jundong finally heard the human words from Yang Yi's mouth, "You are so caring, those words deeply moved me." He gestured to wipe away his tears .

"Then give me your first time." Yang Yi said loudly.

Ge Jundong's face turned blue immediately.

"Haha..." Yang Yi's laughter stopped with the sound of Luo closing the car door.

With such a demon around, Ge Jundong knew that his good life was hopeless.Ge Jundong, who didn't have a car, didn't intend to hire a taxi. He walked alone on the sidewalk, watching the stars while walking, and arrived at his home.

The lights were not on at home, Ge Jundong sighed, when will this kind of lonely and unintelligible days last?Ge Jundong has tried his best to get used to this kind of loneliness, but this kind of loneliness hurts Ge Jundong at different levels.Taking out the key, Ge Jundong opened the door and entered, turned on the light, closed the door, changed shoes, entered the living room, reached into the wine cabinet to get a bottle of white wine, opened the lid unrefinedly, faced the mouth of the wine bottle, opened his mouth to take a few sips, Recalling the pain and injuries I have suffered, watching strangers come and die, another face of Ge Jundong is reflected in the pool of blood, day by day, every day, Ge Jundong is in pain Having fun, the smile disappeared after a few sips of wine.

Ge Jundong tried his best not to get drunk, so after 7 minutes of drinking, Ge Jundong stopped drinking, put the bottle on the coffee table, fell on the sofa, closed his eyes, and gradually fell asleep.

When Ge Jundong woke up, it was already past 3 o'clock in the morning. In the dark, Ge Jundong was lying on the big bed in his room. He could think that it was Song Xiaobei who came home and carried him upstairs, "Hmm..." The head is a little uncomfortable, touching my temples, the tip of the nose smells the smell of sweat and wine from time to time, "Ah... it smells really bad." Get up from the bed, go to the bathroom to take a shower, after taking a shower, Ge comes out wearing a bathrobe Jundong didn't fall asleep right away, when he came out of the bedroom, he saw that the light in the living room was on, and Song Xiaobei was sleeping on the sofa where he just lay down today, wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants (as pajamas). above. "Xiaobei?" Ge Jundong wondered, why Song Xiaobei didn't sleep in a good bed, went to sleep on the sofa in the living room, and turned on the light. Isn't this a crime?Sleeping on the sofa is easy to get frozen shoulder.

Ge Jundong went downstairs quickly, came to the sofa, squatted down slowly, and patted Song Xiaobei's face, "Xiaobei, Xiaobei..."

"Hmm...um..." Song Xiaobei slowly opened his eyes after being awakened by the alarm, and saw that it was Ge Jundong, "Jundong?"

"Why are you sleeping here?" Ge Jundong withdrew his hand from patting his face.

"I..." Song Xiaobei stood up and looked around, "I fell asleep?"

"Yes, in the living room."