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After setting off the fireworks, the two returned to the cabin. Nalan Meng sat beside An Ningyu, resting her head on her shoulder, recalling the episode just now.In the past, I always felt that the two of us were close to each other, but now we are separated by a strip of water, which makes people feel unreal.An Ningyu carefully put the slipped blanket back on Nalan Meng's body.

The dry firewood in the stove burns through, the charcoal under the open flame is dazzling red, and occasionally sparks can be seen popping up, and the peace in the house makes people feel calm.Looking at the flames, Nalan Meng suddenly asked, "What are you thinking?"

"Are you sure this isn't a dream," Nalan Meng squeezed An Ningyu's arm just after she finished speaking, making her unable to restrain herself from saying, "It hurts."

"Pretend, I didn't try hard." Nalan Meng had already shown mercy, how could she have let An Ningyu go so easily before, and asked uneasily, holding An Ningyu's arm, "Are you regretting it?"

"No, it's just..." An Ningyu was afraid of being hurt and also worried about being hurt, and had never dared to face up to her inner desire.Even it was the same with Mo Ni at the beginning, but now facing Nalan Meng's confession, she doesn't know whether she was really moved by the exaggeration of emotions and fell in love with him.

Before the An Ningyu could finish speaking, Nalan Meng nervously stretched out his hand to cover her mouth, "Don't say anything."

Never thought that Nalan Meng still had such a girly side, An Ningyu held her, rubbed her warm and put her back under the blanket, "Nalan Meng, your hands are so cold."

"Your heart is colder. I know you still can't fully open your heart to accept my love for you. But it's not enough to make me fear and shrink back. I will wait patiently. You don't need to feel pressure, okay?" Nalan Meng has become so sensitive about the issue, even if An Ningyu didn't mention a word, she can still understand her thoughts, "One more thing, can you stop calling me by my first name in the future?"

"Don't let me call you Meng'er, and you can't call me Ning'er, such an intimate nickname makes my skin crawl." Anning Yu was still quite funny.

"As for?" Nalan Meng who was rejected seemed a little disappointed.

"Nalanmeng, what do you like about me? Did you notice my extraordinary appearance when you were young, so you made up your mind to marry me when you grow up?" An Ningyu teased presumptuously.

"Go to hell, you look like a human, why don't you speak human words? Who cares about your weak guy, this lady is sorry that no one wants you, so she reluctantly takes over."

"You will die if you admit defeat a little bit. No wonder you haven't been able to get married until now. Except for me, who else can bear your temper?"

"So we are destined to be together." Since confessing to An Ningyu, Nalan Meng boldly stated his inner feelings, showing his love for An Ningyu without any concealment, "Yu, I can feel your uneasiness , but it is not an excuse for us to stop. Please don't turn around and run away, I am already exhausted."

"I'm sorry." An Ningyu, who seemed to have been seen through, hugged Nalan Meng in her arms, lowered her head and kissed her forehead lightly. Everything broken in front of me is just the beauty of flowers in the mirror, "Are you really not afraid?"

"The only thing I'm afraid of is losing you."

It's a pity that what exists between them is not as simple as mutual affection. The current situation is quite complicated. The marriage granted by the imperial decree is a certainty. Let alone how to deal with the delicate relationship with Ji Wu, if she is a man, it may be possible. Everything is not a problem, but she is not.

The sweet snuggle made Nalan dream about what happened two days ago, no matter what, she didn't want An Ningyu to bear everything alone, so she said, "The loneliness in the past is long enough, let me accompany you on the next journey Go on together. No matter what unhappy things you encounter, I am willing to be your listener and let you know that you are not facing it alone."

An Ningyu, Nalan Meng, hugged her completely in his arms, feeling an unprecedented sense of satisfaction. He put his chin lightly on the other's head, hugged her waist with both hands and burst into tears, "Recently I lost an important person, she Die because of me."

"Did you do it on purpose?" Nalan Meng could clearly feel the loneliness of An Ningyu who hugged him tightly.

Time does not lessen the sadness, even though the scene of my aunt dying in her arms is still vivid in my mind, the heart-wrenching An Ningyu can no longer speak, so I can only shake my head to answer Nalan Meng's words.

"You shouldn't put all the responsibility on your head. No matter what, people can't be resurrected after death. The only thing they can do is to live well. I believe she won't blame you." Nalan Meng also put her arms around An Ningyu to hope for her strength. .

"If I had thought more thoughtfully at the time, maybe she wouldn't have died."

"Fool, many things can't be foreseen. We are so small in comparison. If you tried your best at the beginning and couldn't save her life in the end, it's not your fault. You shouldn't blame yourself for all the problems." Nalan Meng wrapped her arms around An Ningyu's waist, resting her head on her chest, feeling her sadness.

"My aunt made me feel the warmth of my loved ones, and made me feel that I was not abandoned. Although we have not had many opportunities to meet each other over the years, she always thought of me in every way, and even at the end of her life, she never resented her. A person." Thinking of Ji Yu's murderous hands again, An Ningyu was filled with grief and indignation when he killed his mother.

"She asked you to give up revenge out of protection. Both you and that person are very important to her. She doesn't want you both to be involved in the cruel road of revenge. I know it is difficult for you to accept, not only because she is your respect People are also the ones you love, so you should work hard to fulfill her last wish. Don't let hatred cloud your heart, don't let darkness dictate your actions, don't let anger erode your reason." Nalan Meng knows the words of tranquility She lost her father when she was young, and she didn't understand why her mother Roland changed her fate without authorization, and raised her in a man's disguise. There must be a sad story hidden behind it, which caused An Ningyu's paranoid personality.

Ever since Nalanmeng recognized it, he felt that the Anfu in Yangzhou was extremely mysterious, as if it was shrouded in a powerful aura, making those who approached feel oppressed and suffocated.When I was young, I could only stand in the distance and look at An Ningyu, who came in and out under the support of everyone, but I couldn't see the innocence on the face of the young age, and the cold face looked chilling.

Listening to adults coming in to talk about the legend of An Tai, An Tai gave birth to his eldest son An Jinyan within a year after marrying Roland. Pregnant, An Jin said that she was actually a child of someone else's family. This person was high in the temple and powerful, but no one ever knew who it was.

The turmoil caused ripples in Yangzhou for a while, but after rumors emerged that people were assassinated one after another, no one dared to whisper anything about Anfu in private.An's mansion returned to its former peace. Not long after, Roland became pregnant with her second child, which was An Ningyu who was born later, and the person Nalan Meng fell in love with afterward.

"Yu, why don't we leave here and wander around the world together. I can't pretend to be okay and watch you marry another woman." After thinking about it, Nalan Meng felt that this was the only way to completely get rid of everything and start over. How scary, but Nalan Meng hopes to give An Ningyu a different future.

"Jealous?"

"I do not have."

"It's fine if you don't admit it."

"The thirteenth princess is a woman, how can you be with her?"

"Then you are not a man, why do you like me?"

"You can't be serious. What is going to be discussed now is not the issue between us, but that you can't marry Ji Nuo at all."

"Why can't I marry her?"

"Knowingly asking."

"I really do not know."

Nalan Meng was angry and annoyed, took a deep breath, closed her eyes tightly and said, "After you get married, you will have a bridal chamber. If you let Ji Nuo know that you are a woman and tell the emperor, then you have committed the crime of deceiving the emperor and will be killed." Discuss your head." After speaking in one breath, Nalan Meng covered his hot face with his hands, and the unsightly and hot scene of Ji Nuo and An Ningyu's bridal chamber lingered in his mind.

"Why did the bridal chamber let her see through my identity?"

"An Ningyu, you are trying to annoy me on purpose, right?"

"I'm wronged, I've never been married, so how do I know what the bridal chamber wedding night is? Could it be that our eldest lady of the Nalan family knows the secrets of it, why don't you tell me a little about it, so that I can learn more." Actually Earlier, the Ministry of Rites had sent someone to send erotic pictures and documents, which vividly and specifically described how to have sex.

"How would I know?" Nalan Meng could clearly feel the hotness of his body, and nestled in An Ning Yu's arms at a close distance, surrounded by her breath. He couldn't even control his hands and feet, and even began to breathe rapidly. But he had to hold back his composure.

Worried that if she is not careful, she will not be able to restrain the desire in her heart. It's not that she doesn't want to have a closer contact with An Ningyu, but she is worried that the relationship between the two has just been confirmed and is not stable. If she is too hasty, she may scare An Ningyu away .

"I can't leave for the time being. There are some things that I need to figure out." In the end, An Ningyu decided to go against her aunt's last wish.

"What makes you so persistent?"

"This incident has changed my life. No matter what the price is, I must figure it out." An Ningyu has been involved in past disputes, and seeing the tense situation, the secret that has been hidden for many years may be revealed to the world.

No matter what, Nalan Meng still couldn't pretend, she didn't want to watch An Ningyu being bound by the painful past, "Then you have thought that maybe you inadvertently hurt the person who loves you and yourself when you persist, even if you let So what if you know the reason? You can’t get back what you lost, so let it go and you will be free.”

Even though she was by her side, Nalan Meng held An Ning Yu away, no matter how hard she hugged him tightly, she still couldn't make up for the emptiness in her heart. The door closed again.

Although the two of them didn't tell the truth, Nalan Meng watched An Ningyu get stuck in the mud countless times along the way. No matter what pulled her detection, it must be extremely dangerous.No matter how hard Nalan Meng tried, she couldn't stop her progress.

At the same time, Brown stood in the cold wind and looked at the light cabin in the dark. He let the snow fall on his body, dyed his hair and eyebrows white, and the cold could not dispel his belief in leaving, so he endured silently.For so many years, he has always been hiding behind An Ningyu, guarding her inexhaustible back pain, until this moment, after all, he couldn't get her to look back.