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Finally, An Ningyu in the room still couldn't sit still, so she picked up her crutches and left the dormitory to walk towards Nalan Meng. Although the two other courtyards were not far apart, every step was torture for her who had just healed her wound, but she was still strong. Enduring the pain and moving forward, every moment of silent waiting is suffering.

In the past, there were too many secrets for An Ningyu to keep alone. She finally met someone who could open her heart, and she didn't want to miss it.And Nalan Meng is the only person who can accept and not reject, and the desire to understand has brought the relationship closer to each other. Unlike other people, it is a luxury for An Ningyu to meet someone who can understand in his life.

When he came to the gate of the courtyard, he happened to bump into Ji Wu who was about to leave. The unprepared An Ning asked coldly, "What are you doing here?"

With a throbbing pain in his heart, Ji Wu sneered and said, "You must have already guessed it, so why ask the question?"

Both of them knew in their hearts that there was an insurmountable gap between them, and the involvement of too many complicated things made the relationship complicated.Li Zhi is just a visible wall in front of them, and there are still many unsequential problems blocking the two sides.The intertwined love and hate make the familiar two become strange.

"Go back and tell him not to meddle in my affairs, you all stay away from my life." When speaking, An Ningyu deliberately avoided Ji Wu's face, fearing that her eyes would be seen covered in tears.Her life was full of lies and deceit, but she had never been hurt as badly as she is now.

It was very dark, even if Ji Wu stared at the other person's face, she couldn't see clearly the already moist eyes.Seeing her leaning on crutches without any sense of disobedience, she didn't expect to say such hurtful words, and Zai Duo's clothes couldn't resist the chill from the inside out, so she replied, "It's a pity here, you said Forget it, I believe I will meet again in the future.”

If hatred is the only way to maintain the relationship between the two, even if it is swallowed by hatred, they are not willing to let go.The last time An Ningyu was almost killed in the flower hall, Ji Wu woke up in panic after midnight dream. In the dream, she was holding a sharp knife stained with blood. .Every time I dream of here, I wake up scared, and I never know the ending of my dream.

An Ningyu roared with trembling voice, "Get lost."

Ji Wu left without looking back and disappeared into the shadows. Since it was irretrievable, at least let the hatred remain, so that he could occupy a place in the other party's heart. Even if he was so humble, he still couldn't control his incomplete heart.

Sadness raged in the dark night, and An Ningyu, who was standing in the cold wind, could clearly hear the sound of Ji Wu stepping on the ice and snow getting weaker and weaker, knowing that people were walking farther and farther.An Ningyu, who had been holding her breath before, breathed a sigh of relief. She didn't know why the relationship between the two had become so difficult. After she cleared her mind, she took another step and walked in the direction of Nalan Meng.

Walking into the room, An Ningyu didn't inquire but simply asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Why didn't you ask me why Ji Wu appeared here?" Nalan Meng, who was careless and careless, was also very delicate when talking about feelings. She shed tears for other women, even if she doesn't care about it on weekdays, she still feels uncomfortable.

"She asked you to leave me?" An Ningyu made a bold guess.

"So you already know that she is someone close to the emperor?"

"Well, if you're scared, it's still too late to quit now, and I believe he won't make it difficult for you." It's not that An Ningyu has no confidence in Nalan Meng, but now he is facing the most authoritative person in the world, and he wants to do it. No one can stop you.If he wanted to separate himself from Nalan Meng, it was no wonder that An Ningyu had no confidence.

"Let me go, is this what you want?" Nalan Meng was still a little angry even though he understood the meaning in An Ningyu's words. Other than that, no one can make me leave. If you dare to say such depressing words in the future, I will definitely let you go around. "

"Could it be that you want to beat me up?"

"This possibility cannot be ruled out."

"How many crazy things have you done to make you so fearless?"

"Falling in love with you is the craziest thing I've ever done."

"Fool, tell me what kind of problem he gave you, even if it's frightening, at least let me accompany you."

"Before I tell you, I want to confess something to you. You will be very angry when you hear it, but I don't want to keep hiding it from you, but you have to believe that I didn't mean to deceive you." After hesitating for a while However, Nalan Meng still mustered up his courage, "When you and the princess left Yangzhou, I actually followed you all the time. I asked her to go to the sister Yudie who you met in the 'Zuixiang Tower' when you were staying in Linxian County. The purpose of testing you is to know your weaknesses so that you can release Miss Ye who is imprisoned in the house."

Compared to Nalan Meng's uneasiness, An Ningyu's reaction was very flat when he heard the news, "Yeah."

"Aren't you angry at all?" Nalan Meng never thought of such a reaction, she didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

"Although you didn't show up at that time, based on what I know about you, I probably guessed that you were hiding in a corner. Otherwise, Ji Wu would never have suddenly asked me to let Ye Fei go, except for you being so meddlesome." , I can’t think of anyone else who likes to make a fuss like you.” Everything seems to be under control, and An Ningyu, who still cares about telling jokes, pretends to be humorous, “We met in Ci’en Temple, and you still denied that you were not following me. This lie should be self-defeating. I never thought that the famous and proud daughter of the Nalan family would do such a self-deprecating thing for me."

This time I really couldn't get rid of it by jumping into the Yellow River. The meeting at the Temple of Mercy was obviously an accident, but Nalan Meng knew that no matter how she explained now, An Ningyu would not believe it. Who made her a stalker before.

"So you know everything about me, but I don't know anything about you." Nalan Meng seemed a little disappointed, after all, as she said, she didn't understand An Ning language at all.

"It's not that I'm too smart, it's that you're not good at hiding. It's also because of your frank personality that brought us together, so there's no need to feel sad." An Ningyu walked up to Nalan Meng and raised his hand to caress her on her cheeks, seeing herself reflected in her clear pupils.

Nalan Meng held An Ning Yu's hand to her face, looked at her and said softly, "It's not easy for us to come here together, but you always have a reason to reject me. I just want to tell you You wait until you are ready, I am willing to listen to your story and participate in your life. I just ask you to give me a chance to walk into your heart, okay?"

"It's not that I want to hide it from you, but what happened to me is too complicated to explain clearly in a few words. What's more, the truth may lead to disaster and cause you unnecessary harm. This is the last thing I want to see It's not easy for An Ningyu to look back on the sad past, how can she share the pain that is full of memories with Nalan Meng.

"Sometimes the question may be complicated, but the answer is simple. I don't want to force you, but at least you have to make me feel your efforts. A normal relationship should not be one-sided. You can't protect me from harm. Refuse to let me know about your life."

"Actually, it's because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that you will leave me after you know everything." Admitting cowardice is the last thing An Ningyu wants to do, but she can always face it calmly in front of Nalan Meng.In the past, the word fear was undoubtedly her fatal weakness. Every step she took, she put on armor and armor, hiding all her emotions in a cold shell, just worried that she would become someone else's prey. In reality, if you know how to cover up, you can survive. Everyone may become an enemy who will kill you in the end. These words are my mother's advice, which made her come to the present without any danger.

Nalan Meng seemed to have seen An Ningyu's uneasiness, walked in front of her and wrapped her arms around her waist, resting his chin lightly on her shoulder, stroking her back with both hands and said softly, "Nalan Meng you know Is it that scary?"

"I know you're not afraid, but I'm afraid. The reason why the emperor made things difficult for you to let you go is to tell me that no one can disobey his orders, even I can't disobey this rule. In and out of life at will, but I don't want to admit his existence. If it wasn't for him, my father wouldn't have died, and I wouldn't have grown up in such an environment." It seems that An Ningyu put all the blame on Li Zhi However, there seems to be nothing wrong with him. If Li Zhi hadn't sent someone to assassinate An Tai back then, perhaps the following things would not have happened.

"It's because of him that you've been reluctant to reveal it for so long." All this seemed to make sense, and Nalan Meng was not surprised but happy when the fog of confusion for a long time cleared away. So far, she has moved a little further into the tranquil language.

"All of this is not what I want. I only long for a peaceful life, and it seems impossible." It seems that everything will end with Bu Tianfan's death, now it seems fanciful.

"You said Master An's death was related to the emperor?" Nalan Meng seemed to be beginning to understand why An Ningyu kept silent, and how much responsibility she had to bear in her life. It seemed that the secret of women disguised as men was not the biggest problem in suppressing An Ningyu. , Carrying so much pain but still standing still, it is this kind of charm that deeply attracted Nalan Meng, "The truth must make you very sad."

"Recently I found out that the emperor is my real father, and the reason why he wanted to kill my father was to protect me. It's ridiculous that I have been deprived of even the chance to hate. Who do you want me to blame for the current situation? "An Ningyu, who had already been torn apart, couldn't make a sound.

Hearing this, Nalan Meng was really frightened, and she didn't know how to comfort him.Finally, she understood why An Ningyu was unwilling to talk about this topic. It really wasn't something she could afford.Even so, Nalan Meng hugged the trembling An Ning language and said comfortingly, "The grievances of the previous life, you must know that this is not your fault, and you shouldn't bear it alone."

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