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Before, she was looking forward to leaving the cage she was trapped in, but now, in An Ningyu's view, the solid walls of the prison block the cruel reality outside, allowing her to breathe.In the past few days, Ji Wu's words kept reappearing in her mind, as if she had fallen into an endless loop and faced a difficult choice again, as if her life had never been perfect.

Finally, she was willing to leave the cold prison cell and came to the nunnery in the outskirts. The snow on the ground had begun to melt, and green shoots sprouted from the ground. Wanting to turn back, the pace has become so difficult.

Cigarettes were lingering in the empty nunnery, and Nalan Meng knelt before the Buddha and prayed devoutly. He had never seen her so helpless.I remembered that she said that only lost people would kneel down to worship gods and Buddhas for peace of mind. I don’t know how long I stood there before I asked, “Did I make you feel uneasy?”

Compared to Anning Yu's cold voice, Nalan Meng jumped up from the futon happily, rushed over and hugged Anning Yu's waist tightly, sobbing, revealing a bit of pity that made people heartbroken.

"I still remember that you took me to the cabin on the outskirts of the city on New Year's Eve, where you told me that you liked me. Now I want to tell you, Nalan Meng, that I also like you."

At this time, Nalan Meng looked up at him with tears in his eyes, "Is this a dream? Quickly pinch me." It seems that time has really turned back. At that time, Nalan Meng took the initiative to confess. Now Changing the An Ning language made Nalan Meng ask the same question.Is this a dream?

"I won't pinch you, because I don't want to let you suffer even a little pain." An Ningyu continued, "I don't know how many good things I did in my previous life to meet you in this life who have no regrets. You are hurt and you are sad, and you are always by my side, making me feel no longer alone.”

"Ning Yu, what's wrong with you?" Nalan Meng seemed to feel something was wrong, she looked at An Ning Yu in front of her worriedly, "Don't scare me."

"At that time you said that the only thing I was afraid of was losing me. Do you know what the only thing I am afraid of now?" Every word and every expression of Nalan Meng in the past flashed in An Ningyu's mind, tears blurred his eyes She couldn't see Nalan Meng's face clearly.

"With me here, you don't have to be afraid of anything." The increasingly ominous premonition made Nalan Meng anxious, and she was really worried about what An Ningyu would say next.

"I'm afraid you'll be hurt again and again because of me."

"Fool, I will protect myself and protect you, please don't say that." Nalan Meng even spoke with a trembling voice, and she couldn't stop her tears even if she didn't want to cry.

"But I'm really scared. I've never felt as scared as I do now."

"Then what about wandering the world we promised? What about eternity we promised? What about happiness we promised? How can you promise everything at will, and now you have to shrink back when you face a little difficulty, so ruthlessly take away everything you give. How can you do this? This is what I finally got."

"sorry."

"You said you didn't want to see me get hurt a little bit, but in the end it was you who hurt me badly, how could you be so cruel?" Nalan Meng supported An Ning Yu's waist and stood on tiptoe, kissing her lightly The forehead said, "An Ningyu, if you never dare to take a step towards me, no matter how hard I try, I will not be able to catch up with you. I am really tired and I can't run anymore. You really want to separate Then I will make your wish come true."

This was the first time Nalan Meng let go of An Ningyu on her own initiative, she stumbled out of the nunnery and left An Ningyu alone.After forcing Nalan Meng to go away, An Ningyu finally broke down and knelt down on the ground, crying bitterly.

Standing on the towering city wall, watching the carriage carrying Nalan Meng and the following team slowly go away, disappearing at the end of the road for a long time, An Ningyu was still unwilling to leave, and the night began to cover the entire capital, and the noise could not cover up this burst of sadness .

"People have gone far, why are you bothering? Go back when the night is cool." Ji Wu walked up to the city gate and put a cloak on An Ningyu.

In the days that followed, An Ningyu was conferred the title of Prince of the County, King Cong Yipin, and owned the mansion "Prince King's Mansion" in the capital. He only had a title and salary but no land or rights. He was just a prince in name.Perhaps in order to make up for Li Zhi's orderly decoration of the palace, the mansion comparable to the prince of the capital once attracted criticism.Everyone in the court has doubts about Anning Yu's identity. Many grasshoppers have already worn rich gifts to enter and leave the palace. Unfortunately, no one has ever seen this new prince. Ji Wu is helping with everything in the palace. deal with.

Since Nalan Meng left, An Ningyu became silent and hid in her room all day long, unwilling to go out. Even Ji Wu accepted the imperial decree for her.From the eyes of the servants in the mansion, there is no difference between their prince and the living dead, after all, even they rarely see their master.

Nalan Meng, who is far away in Yangzhou, is also depressed, and stays in the boudoir all day long.Every time the servant girl Haitang brought the food in, she saw it intact and said distressedly, "Miss, what happened while you were away from home? Why did you seem to be a different person after you came back? You don't eat or drink like this. , Master and Madam are very worried about you."

As a result, Nalan Meng lying on the bed was still motionless. Haitang was going to take away the cold food on the table as usual, and said, "Miss, do you know? Bringing the emperor to Yangzhou to congratulate Mrs. An in person last time. The ones from the capital are different. Even the congratulatory team is very grand, with a long line from the street to the end of the street... and I heard that Master Ning Yu is going to be Tubo Consort."

Suddenly, Nalan Meng jumped up from the bed like a lightning strike, firmly grabbed Haitang's shoulder and asked with wide eyes, "What did you say just now?"

"Miss, it hurts me because you caught me." Haitang was so frightened that even the bowls and chopsticks in her hand fell to the ground and shattered.

"I asked you what was the last thing you said?"

"I also heard from the master's friends in the business world. They just came back from the capital and said that Master Ning Yu is going to marry a princess from Tubo." Hai Tang felt that Nalan Meng's hand was about to sink into the flesh, and was about to cry out in pain. "Miss, let go of your hand, it hurts so much."

After a while of silence, Nalan Meng ran out of the room without looking back.This was the first time Haitang saw her willing to leave the room in so many days since she came back, and Haitang, who was worried about an accident, hurriedly followed.

In the end, I followed the master's study room, rushed in and heard Nalan Meng's first words were, "Father, I want to compete in martial arts to recruit relatives."

Nalande, who was obviously frightened, looked at the disheveled daughter in front of him. Her disheveled hair looked like a woman who had just been released from a prison. She didn't look like a lady, "Girl, who are you?"

"Father, I won't say it a second time, don't think I'm joking with you." Nalan Meng's serious expression didn't seem like a joke at all.

"Meng'er, do you feel uncomfortable there? Haitang, hurry up and find a doctor to take care of the lady." Nalande nervously winked at Haitang at the door.

"Yes, master." Just as Haitang turned around, Nalan Meng, who was quick-eyed and quick-handed, grabbed her by the collar.

"I know you guys think I'm crazy, if you're like this, then I'll go to the street and put on a ring by myself." After speaking, Nalan Meng let go of Haitang.

It was rare for his daughter to leave the room and start talking. Of course, Nalande wanted it very much, and would never refuse any request, "Okay, okay, you can do whatever you want, daddy will order someone to make arrangements for you right away."

After Nalan Meng left, Nalande called Haitang to his side, "Haitang, what's wrong with Miss?"

"Master, I don't know. She didn't say a word for the past few days when she came back, until I told her that Master Ning Yu was going to marry Princess Tubo, she ran to you like crazy." Haitang recalled that moment just now. , My shoulder still hurts a bit.

Annoyed, Nalande hammered the table hard, causing the teacup to turn sideways. He gritted his teeth and said, "It's that damn peace language again. Did my Meng'er owe her in the past life, and she will never recover for her in this life. What's more, that kid If you want to get married, what does it have to do with Meng'er's martial arts competition?"

"I think Miss is disheartened this time, which is why she made such a hasty decision." Haitang pretended to be meaningful.

"Then do you think the old man wants to follow her wishes and help her organize this martial arts competition? Or find some random people to play with her, and tell her the truth when she calms down, lest she regret today's impulsive decision in the future . ” Nalande took great pains for this daughter.

"Master, you are the head of the family, how can you be so uninitiated. Besides, the lady is your daughter, and I have never been a father. How can I tell you what to do? So don't ask me, I don't want to be a sinner, let the lady know what to do. You can't kill me." Haitang resolutely put aside the relationship, she was not willing to join forces with Nalande.

"It's not big or small. The master has so many children, and none of them are as troublesome as your miss. Even if you don't help me, what should I do?" In the end, Nalande broke the jar, "Whatever, anyway. As long as she feels happy, take one step at a time, even if she finds someone she doesn't like in the end, at worst, she will divorce him at that time, and the old man will support her for the rest of her life. Go and see the young lady as soon as possible, and take her to have a bath if you can Shower and change clothes, just now she ran over and startled me, all men who are so sloppy will be scared away by her."

"Yes, master." Haitang left in response.

"Hey... this child..." Nalande often sighed while sitting on the grand master's chair. In fact, the reason why he indulged Nalan Meng so much was because her mother died early, and the one who raised her was only the one he married later. fill house.Thinking that she did not have a mother to take care of her since she was a child, Nalande was even more infatuated with his original wife, and Aiwujiwu would be so indulgent to Nalanmeng.That's what led to such a self-willedness that is not afraid of anything, sometimes I think about it, I don't know whether it is loving her or hurting her.