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The room fell into silence, only Qiye Yingying's panting breath tore through the air.

Uchiha Madara closed his eyes, his gray-black pupils looked ordinary, like two dirty stones.

He glanced at the people who were on the verge of firing, and the girl with silver hair and green eyes that everyone paid attention to.

He watched Qiyeying seriously, and easily noticed the wound on the neck of Qiyeying who was not wearing a silk scarf at home.

The trend of that scar is very conspicuous to a ninja who has experienced many battles, as if everything is on the bright side.

This is the wound left by cutting the neck with a knife.

Uchiha Madara's ears still echoed Nanaya Hotaru's angry questioning.

"Polaris." Uchiha Madara slowly spit out the name.

Qiyeying's expression changed, but she sneered in the next moment, "That's right, I do have a pseudonym called Polaris, and I have worked hard for ten years with this pseudonym to open up the wisdom of the people, but I never thought that today I would hear extremely absurd arguments in my own home. Sure enough, if you die, you should stop everything, why bother to come back alive and be humiliated again and again by the secular world?"

Now that it is confirmed that the other party is Polaris, Uchiha Madara's attitude has also changed... At least he does not intend to get angry because of Nana Yeying's words and deeds.

"You think I'm not trying to save the world?"

"How could you possibly want to save the world?"

"You also think Uchiha is an evil family?"

"Where in the world can there be love and hate for no reason?"

"..."

The sneer on Qiyeying's face gradually receded, replaced by a quiet tolerance.

Her posture and temperament changed imperceptibly, and the words she said were no longer full of hostility and sarcasm.

"I have known about your past. You have been losing it since you were a child. Even if you get something precious, it is just for the more pain after losing it. Your relatives are dead, your friends parted ways with you, and you Your family has abandoned you, and everyone in the world calls you Shura Yasha——Mr. Uchiha Madara, you want me to believe that such a person loves the world? Do you think such a person will love the world?"

"...No matter what you think, all I do is..."

"No, it's not whatever I think, but what you think. Before leaving Konoha, you told the first Hokage that your path is the right one. This is the truth."

"..."

"Your love and hatred for this world is not the root of your actions, but your pride is. You can't stand your only pride being smashed by Konoha. You saw the Infinity Tsukiyomi from some stone tablet, which said it was A trick that can save the world, so you believe it—you are not trying to save the world, but just to prove that you are more correct than Senju Hashirama."

"The reason why you chose to talk to Mr. Lao Zi after knowing the changes in the world these years is not because you finally started to doubt the Moon Eye plan, but because the person you want to defeat has already been defeated by me. Tejuma was crucified on the wrong side, and in a way stood on your side, agreeing with the plan to unify the ninja world decades ago."

"You should be a person who called this world hell like Obito Uchiha. He obviously didn't want to save the world. He just wanted to destroy the current world. As for the eyes of the moon, he didn't care at all. No People will want to save hell, and everyone just wants to escape from hell."

"You didn't become like him because you have been gifted since you were a child and you still have the last thing you haven't lost, which is your pride. Your self-esteem doesn't allow you to admit your failure, so you insist on Senju Bashirama Your dreams are wrong and unrealistic, and sticking to you is the right thing to do.”

"This is the truth. Decades of conspiracy, the pain and blood of countless people, the real root behind it is nothing more than a powerful person losing his temper. This is the nature of this twisted and ugly world. The eye of the moon is a dream , this world is a nightmare."

Qiye Ying curled the corners of her mouth and said with a sigh: "Perhaps we have already fallen into a dream, and the sober people are laughing outside the dream at this moment, can't we see through greed, anger, ignorance and hatred?"

Perhaps at this moment, there is still a Qiye Ying holding a smartphone that she has forgotten how to use, looking at the person on the screen wanting to dream in a dream, maybe rolling on the bed laughing.

Qiyeying suddenly felt very boring.

She is probably old.

Holding on to the beginning and the end of the idea, Qiye Ying barely pulled himself together, and finally said, "Is the idea of ​​letting everyone have a good dream and then die? Is it a good idea? Just look at how everyone is fighting for the future now." I understand... Even if you still feel that there is no cure in this world, you have to admit that there are only a very small number of people who have lost so much like you and have been beaten repeatedly by this world, and most people still think this world is good Yes, those are the people you despise, let them fend for themselves, why bother to waste your energy?"

Qiyue Ying turned around and squeezed Gaara and Fengmon away, "Admitting some simple facts will not waste your IQ. Of course, if you refuse to admit it, others will have nothing to do with you. Returning from the pure land to the mortal world, is it better or not?" Not good, only you understand."

Qiye Ying left the house and went to the messy and bare courtyard.

After a while, Uchiha Itachi appeared from the corner of the front yard, and his gaze fell on Nanaya Hotaru who was sitting beside Yuan.

He couldn't see the expression on Qiyeying's face clearly, nor could he guess what her expression would be now.

He walked over and felt Qiyeying's gaze fell on him. He thought Qiyeying would call him, but she didn't.

Qiyeying just remained silent, looking at him without speaking.

Uchiha Itachi's heart was filled with emotions that he had suppressed countless times, which seemed indifferent to him. He walked over quickly with a gentle expression, and sat next to Nanaya Ying, with the same gentle voice, "What are you doing?" ?”

Just like when he was very young, he always rushed to the appointed place after finishing some things, Qiye Yingying had been waiting there, sometimes in a daze, sometimes watching the scenery, no matter what he was doing, watching from a distance In the past, he was always lonely and pitiful, but he couldn't calm down at all, and he definitely didn't have to walk if he could run.

Running over, Qiye Ying became happy when she saw him. He asked her what she was doing, and she happily said that she had a big pass.

"I'm counting the stars, but Uchiha-kun can probably count the moons now."

Tonight is a new moon night, such a faint light contrasts with the low night and the starlight.

Uchiha Itachi raised his head, his vision was cloudy black, he felt that the moon must be shaking very badly now.

"Well, how many did you count?"

"I counted a lot of them carefully, but I forgot as soon as you came here... It's not interesting to start from the beginning."

Really boring.

Uchiha Itachi silently agreed with Nanaya Hotaru's words.

The girl next to her seemed to laugh slightly, "If you have power, you will be arrogant, and if you have knowledge, you will be arrogant... The result is nothing but a mess."

This is true.

Uchiha Itachi agreed in his heart, but didn't show it on his face.

He looked up at the starry sky imitating Qiye Yingying, with a smile on his face. He couldn't help laughing recently, as if he wanted to make up for all the smiles that were lacking in his past life.

"I don't really want to come back. If you knew I wasn't dead, you wouldn't want me to come back, would you?"

Indeed it is.

Uchiha Itachi nodded with a smile, his voice was gentle and without haze, "My only expectation for Nanaya-san is to live happily and happily, as long as I can achieve this, I don't care much about whether my dreams come true. I just feel that Qiye-san will be very happy if he can always run on the road to the end of his dream, and that's enough."

But she didn't make it.

His only honesty and sincerity was exchanged for her only deception.

She said that she went to realize her dream, but in the end she gave up a healthy life, gave up her own dream, and fell headlong into the vortex of his fate foolishly.

When he thought she was living a good life, she was enduring pain that he didn't think she could bear.He thought everything was finally turning around, and when she could finally relax a little, she killed herself with her own hands.

……

All the undercurrents were suppressed again and again by Uchiha Itachi's innate rationality and calmness, his face was calm, just like the bright moon in the dark night, no one could feel the thousands of miles away , under the tremor.

"Yes, but I was still very naive at that time, and I didn't understand how precious blessings Uchiha-kun gave me. I thought that when I was alive, I always had to do something, and believers who were bewitched by romance would eventually be abandoned by romance... …I would sacrifice my life to create a good story, and to put it bluntly, I really don’t want to live here.”

He understands.

Uchiha Itachi knew that Nanaya Hotaru hadn't finished speaking, and also knew what she was going to say.Just like when he was very young, he knew what Qiyeying was going to say, but he still listened to her happily for most of the day, and didn't think there was anything wrong with it.

When he was very young, he also fantasized about listening to the voice of Qiye Yingying like this until the end of his life, or the end of his life.

"Self-sacrifice is something that not only moves others, but also moves oneself. It seems that as long as you do this, your own life, which is struggling and ugly when you are alive, will become pure and noble... But if this The price of sacrifice is paid by others, and the result can only be described as ironic."

Uchiha Itachi couldn't see the expression on Nanaya Hotaru's face, but for some reason, he could now guess what kind of expression she would have on her face.

Probably Nanaya Hotaru also felt that she had exposed herself. After being silent for a while, her voice regained her vitality. She leaned over, put her arms around his arm, smiled, and looked at him, "Uchiha-kun, do you know? There is an author in There is such a sentence written in the book: if something you once owned is taken away, it does not mean that you will return to the time when you did not have that kind of thing. I think this sentence can be inferred from one instance. "

Owning what has been lost does not mean that you can return to the time when you have not lost it.

"You don't have to smile at me."

Uchiha Itachi pretended not to understand Nanaya Hotaru's subtext, thought for a while, and answered: "I know."

The black-haired, black-eyed young man with a gentle look on his face looked gentle. He looked at the thin little girl in his memory and recalled her smiling face. He guessed that the moon had already been shattered by the unprecedented catastrophe, leaving only a small crescent. Xinyue lingered dimly, not knowing when it would completely disappear and become pure.

When they were very young and also very naive, he had fantasized and looked forward to... When Nana Yeying asked "Do you know?" one day, he could give the answer "I know".

He was very innocent at that time, that is to say, very ignorant, and he was full of hope for the future. He had no doubt at all how happy Qiye Ying would be if he heard this answer.

He just imagined that Qiyeying would be so happy and couldn't help but be happy.

The happiness in childhood is so pure and rich, so real that happiness itself is equal to happiness.

So much so that when I grow up, no matter how unrealistically I dream, I dare not dream that I can go back to my childhood.

Uchiha Itachi smiled, quietly listening to Nanaya Hotaru's heartbeat, and convinced himself countless times.

It doesn't matter.

He sank in his own swamp, content with his own destiny, and didn't want her to intervene, as long as she lived well, that was enough.

However, even if things don't work out in the end, it turns out that his very existence is a wall in her path... Now that she's grown up, then... so be it.

It doesn't matter.