Be Dazai's mother

My body was one step ahead of my consciousness, I grabbed Master Xiuzhi's hand and ran out so quickly.

But just as my other hand was about to touch the door, a growth on its body that might have been a hand grabbed my calf.

"Why run away?" the thing asked as if it couldn't understand.

There was a shrill and sharp scream like a small animal being preyed by a hunter from my mouth.Its hands are not so much hands, but rather like ribbons, but the ribbons are not smooth at all, but are covered with sharp thorns.As soon as it grabbed it like this, my calf immediately bled.If it doesn't let go, I suspect that the flesh on my calf will be torn off just like that, leaving only white bones.

The shortness of breath made my chest hurt, and my mouth was disgusting like blood.With my brain blank, I couldn't make rational judgments at all.In other words, since I woke up suddenly, my brain has been groggy, as if in a hazy white mist.

"Xingzi!" Master Xiuzhi's voice came from beside him.

The sound woke me up again, I gritted my teeth, picked up the vase that was on the side, and slammed it at that thing.

The vase shattered into pieces and fell on the thing, causing it to make a confused and painful sound.

Throwing things is just an instinct in times of crisis, I don't expect to do any harm at all.I didn't expect that thing to be smashed.The hand that grabbed my calf was also withdrawn.Taking advantage of this moment, I hurriedly pulled Master Xiuzhi across to the opened door.

Everything is white everywhere.

The corridor outside the ward was filled with pale fog for some reason, making everything blurry.I thought of the dark twisted vortex I just saw outside the window, and I felt uneasy.After hesitating for half a second, he still chose to trust his intuition, and dragged Master Xiu Zhi to run up to the rooftop.

Although there is an unknown area on the rooftop, and it is possible to fall into an inescapable situation, but for some reason, I always feel that it is much better than the black vortex outside.

When I thought of the black whirlpool world I just saw outside the window, a strong hatred and fear arose in my heart.

With a "boom", there was a sound of the wall collapsing behind me, and I ran faster in fright.

But I am not a good athlete.Since Master Xiuzhi was still a child, his steps were not very big, so I had to pick him up and run.No matter how thin and weak Master Xiuzhi is, it would still be a bit difficult to pick him up and run wildly.Not to mention that my leg was injured, and the bursts of pain left me in a cold sweat.Even though it was so cold outside that it made people shiver, I was sweating all over in embarrassment.

It hurts to breathe, my lungs feel like they are about to explode.The bitter taste of rust in his mouth made his throat itchy, his mind went blank, and tears burst out unknowingly.

Contrary to me, the voice behind me did not slow down, but accelerated as I ran.In a trance, I even heard the sharp laughter of that thing, which made my nerves more tense, almost breaking like this.

The sound of dong dong dong made my hands and feet weak, I gritted my teeth, hugged Master Xiuzhi tightly and kept running, tears kept falling from fear, I am afraid I have never cried so hard since I was conscious. .

I barely ran to the stairs, but I couldn't continue running, and my unsteady breathing seemed to have declared my death sentence.

When I felt that thing approaching me, all I could do was close my eyes -- and feel my hands loosen.

I opened my eyes blankly, looking at my empty hand.

Master Xiuzhi who was originally held by me has disappeared.

My brain couldn't process the current news, and when I heard the noise, I realized that that thing had captured Master Xiuzhi when I just closed my eyes.

Master Xiuzhi probably broke free when he was caught, and I could hear his small footsteps gradually moving away from me.

I fell on the ground and couldn't stand up because my hands and feet were weak. I looked at the place behind that thing blankly, thinking incomprehensibly, wouldn't it kill me?

Isn't it because I'm guilty that you want me to be tortured in despair?

That thing didn't pay attention to me at all, it just "looked" at the direction in which Master Xiuzhi was running, and uttered vague and deep words.

"You have to swallow 'that' quickly." It opened its bright red mouth and let out a sick laugh: "Why is it only him...?"

It swallowed the rest of the words and let out a creepy laugh.

I have no idea what that thing is doing, I just know one thing - I don't seem to be his target.

Why don't you attack me and only attack Master Xiuzhi?What should we do now?

what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do what to do

Just run away like this?Anyway, that monster only ran after Master Xiuzhi.I don't want to be like this either, but I'm just an ordinary person, and just the matter of "surviving" makes me have to do my best to do it.

Or should I be cheering?Great, great, its target is not me but Master Xiu Zhi, so I can escape!Very good!

...Very good.

Because I want to live.

I want to live, I want to live, I want to live, I want to live—

I was shaking all over.I just want to live, why did I encounter such a thing?Obviously, it was hard to get a new life——

I just want to live, more than anyone else.

So, just run away right here.Although I don't know what's going on on the rooftop, at least take a gamble, run to the rooftop, and then think of a way to escape from here.

Only one spider thread fell into hell, even if I kicked everyone else down, I must be saved and survive.

I'm such a selfish person, so—

I got up from the ground, turned around, and prepared to run to the roof alone.

But, at this moment, something popped into my head.

--""Mother"."

Those were false, dream words.

The young boy was standing in the corridor next to the cherry trees, and he smiled at me and called out.

""Mother"."

——“Family is a special existence to me.”

That was my voice, the words I said during the day when I was talking to Master Xiuzhi.And at that time, while muttering "heavy and twisted love..." Master Xiuzhi showed a thoughtful expression.

At that time, he didn't say the words that seemed too intimate. Even so, through his eyes, I could understand what he originally wanted to say.

What Master Xiuzhi wanted to say at the time was——

——"Sachiko is yearning in her heart, right? Longing to have her own family."

There were scars all over his body, and he looked at me quietly with a calm boy who didn't meet his age. He looked at me with that kind of eyes that seemed to see through everything in me, but he gently didn't tear off my rotten scars.

And I just followed his gentleness, pretending that I didn't know what Master Xiuzhi wanted to say.

I, who originally wanted to run to the rooftop, stopped, clenched my fists, and showed an extremely hideous expression.

It's false, false, false! !

Originally, I had false feelings for Master Shuji only because of the lingering shadow of the dead Mei.But I don't want to continue to be in that shadow.From now on I will live for myself!

What's more, it's just my ridiculous dream that Master Xiuzhi would call me mother.

These are all false!

However, even if this is false.Because the child called me "Mom" in the dream, so——

...

...

...

It came to a boy named Shuji Tsushima.At this time, they were in the open space between the stairs. When Shuji Tsushima ran here, it jumped directly from the stairs and blocked Shuji Tsushima's way.

The boy who escaped unharmed at the beginning because he was not found was very good at hiding, and he has been hiding for countless nights so far.

After finally catching him tonight, it—or the body of resentment doesn't want to miss another chance.

"Why?" It had no eyes at all, and it shed blood, which looked like tears.

"Why are you the only one who survived?" said the crying resentment body.

"...Who knows?" Shuji Tsushima said with the usual smile, "Obviously I'm the one who can't find the meaning of living, isn't it?"

He paused, then said, "Maybe it's because..."

Shuji Tsushima didn't say why, because even he couldn't believe it, the figure of the woman named Sachiko flashed in his mind at this time.

What does this mean? This is the current feeling that Shuji Tsushima can't understand, or doesn't want to understand.

But no matter what, as a body of resentment, it will not stop.It walked up to Shuji Tsushima and opened its mouth full of fangs.

Shuji Tsushima closed his eyes.

At this time, a voice that neither of the two parties expected came over, as if someone jumped down from the stairs suddenly, and jumped down with the danger of breaking his leg or even jumping directly.

The person landed straight on it, clung to it like a ferocious beast, ignoring the fact that his body was bloodied by the black vortex as if he didn't feel pain.She was so angry that her voice became as piercing as a raven's chirping.

"Get out of here——!" I roared angrily, as if an unprecedented and powerful force burst out from a certain organ inside my body.

"Give me from Master Xiuzhi's side—"

From the side of my "children"—

"Go away!!!"

The author has something to say: In fact, Sachiko’s emotions in this chapter are a bit too excited (?), probably the kind where emotions are infinitely magnified.But Sachiko herself is an unstable type.

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Although it doesn't seem to have much connection with ordinary people (hey), Sachiko in my mind is indeed just an ordinary "person".Indecisive, timid, greedy for life and afraid of death, and will do some bad things for their own selfishness.

It's one of my favorite plots where ordinary people become brave and selfless for the things that matter most (bad fun(.

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Thanks for the time:

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of Qing; it is Xun Yu not Gou or 1 bottle;

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