[Korean Entertainment Quick Wear] Why is the male protagonist TM again!

Choi Seung Hyun did not expect Kim Yoo Yeon's unreasonable request to come so quickly.After hearing what she said, he immediately stood up in a hurry, and his tone was full of accusations: "Why did you do this?!" He and several others have been so happy watching Quan Zhilong fall in love this year , he sincerely hoped that he and Yuyan could get along forever, but what did Yuyan say now?Actually let him cooperate with her in acting?Deliberately let Quan Zhilong misunderstand her for empathy?Then break up?Cui Shengxian received too many unbelievable messages all of a sudden, and he was a little overwhelmed. Without thinking, he said directly: "You want to break up with Zhilong? Why do you want to do this? Is it because you have had a bad time recently? You can talk to Zhilong Zhilong talk about it, why do you say such a thing?!"

In fact, Cui Shengxian is a person with a good temper, but he is very principled and has a bottom line. His bottom line is his family and friends. Quan Zhilong is such a good friend, and Jin Youyan is also his friend, so that he has not listened to her. After finishing speaking, he was a little unbelievable, so he didn't pay attention to the most important part of it - what Jin Youyan said was that he hoped that he could help to make Zhilong misunderstand that he had empathized with someone else.

Jin Youyan lowered her head and didn't speak. Cui Shengxian was really angry. For the first time, he felt that Jin Youyan was a little unreasonable. Even if the two of them had any unpleasantness, they should have a good talk to see where the problem is, and then The two of them solved it together. Jin Youyan's image in Cui Shengxian's mind was very good, so he couldn't accept her waywardness, so he picked up his bag and was about to leave. When he just walked to the door, Jin Youyan stopped him suddenly and said something to let him know. When he was stunned on the spot, she said in a low voice: "Brother Shengxian, I have a terminal illness, leukemia."

If you want Cui Shengxian to cooperate with her, you can only tell Cui Shengxian all the truth like the MV in the original plot.Sure enough, the next second Cui Shengxian turned his head, the disbelief in his eyes was even worse than before, he stared at her blankly, Jin Youyan knew that this matter was difficult for him to digest, she took out from her bag the things she went to get today According to the inspection report, her expression was unusually calm, as if she had resigned herself to her fate: "In the late stage. Even if I find a matching bone marrow, I probably won't be able to wait. Brother Shengxian, it seems... I won't survive Christmas this year."

The moment she got the inspection report this morning, she sat alone on the stairs of the safe passage, and sat in a daze all morning. She couldn't believe that the original owner didn't feel anything at all. These days, she can clearly feel that this body Her energy is really poor. Either she didn't sleep enough, or she felt very tired for no reason. Every time she thought about it, she just squinted for a while, but fell asleep immediately, and when she woke up, she didn't feel relaxed, but even more tired.This young body seems to have come to an end.This is the fourth time she has traveled through time, except for the first time she felt real fear, this time her melancholy seems to be deeper, her life is too simple, such plots are only seen in TV drama novels, in life Everyone around her was healthy, and now whether it was an unreal space or not, it was the first time she felt what it was like to be powerless.Life and death, the separation of yin and yang is the biggest obstacle, and it is also an obstacle that cannot be broken.

Cui Shengxian rushed over, snatched the pathology report in her hand, and read it carefully. When he saw the advanced stage of leukemia in the diagnosis, he put down the report and looked at Jin Youyan, his eyes were red, his hands were trembling, and his voice She was also trembling: "How could this be?" Only now did he suddenly discover the blind spots that he had ignored in the past, Yoo Yeon would always have nosebleeds, she always said that it would happen when the weather was too hot, and sometimes even had dinner together, only But after walking for a while, her face became extremely pale.Jin Youyan smiled at Cui Shengxian: "Probably bad luck. Brother Shengxian, please, please, I can't find anyone else... Please help me."

He was silent for about 10 minutes, then raised his head and said firmly: "No, I can't promise, you Yan, listen to me, it's not impossible, it's not impossible, your illness will be cured! Don't worry, even if I spend it With all the savings, I will not let you give up the chance to live."

Jin Youyan looked at Cui Shengxian in a daze, and felt the grateful emotion in the original subject. Cui Shengxian is really good. It is already very good for a friend to do this. She looked at Cui Shengxian with a sad smile: "I'm afraid I won't be able to wait." , Brother Shengxian, the doctor said that if you are lucky, there may be four or five months, but I know that I belong to the worst situation, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow, I won’t be able to wait. And the operation will take time It's a lot of money, you know my family's situation, and there is no bone marrow match for me at home, I can't afford it anymore, and I don't want to make people around me suffer because of my disease...Anyway ...I'm going to die anyway." Jin Youyan no longer feels that the plot is mandatory, she can know that even if it is real life, even if the original owner is still there, she will choose this way, everyone lives in this world , After I gradually mature, I think more about not dragging down the people around me. I have already lived such a hard life, so don't let the people around me work hard with me.

Cui Shengxian was silent.For the first time, he felt powerless.For the first time, I felt the toughness of fate.People can't resist fate.

She continued: "When I watched TV dramas before, I always couldn't understand the heroine's thoughts. If two people really love each other, shouldn't they tell the hero about their true situation, and the things they do are not what the hero wants. Ah, why don't you cherish the last time. Now I seem to understand that sometimes all he wants is to be with me, whether I am healthy or sick, but I can't do that, I can't let him Watching me lose my anger little by little, and die little by little, I can't help but want to make what I think is a good decision for him, and I also hope that I am the best-looking in his memory, not My face is gradually pale, and I am frail when others see it. I don’t want him to see that I am going to leave him at any time. Brother Shengxian, my hair is falling out very badly these days, maybe two weeks , no, it hasn't been that long, my hair is gone, I'm going to go to dialysis, I'm going to go to chemotherapy, at that time... Can you imagine, if I was like that in his last memory, I wouldn't let Is he in pain? What will he do after I leave? So... I can only be selfish for once, maybe after breaking up, he will be in pain, but long-term pain is better than short-term pain, hate is easier to let go than love, I don’t want him to see When I die bit by bit, I want him to start a tomorrow without me as soon as possible, maybe one day he will know the truth, probably at that time I will not be there, but compared to staying with me in the end, he will be deeper every day One day of pain, finally knowing the truth, he will also suffer, but the pain will be reduced, I don't want him to try the feeling of watching his lover die bit by bit, and he can't do anything, I hope, he has that kind of feeling in the heart In front of me, the feeling of omnipotence."

Jin Youyan has never experienced this kind of feeling, but she has seen it. She used to go to her grandmother's house in the country during the holidays. At that time, there was a couple living next door. She always remembered that day when the aunt held her grandmother's hand and kept crying. She was still young and couldn't understand the feeling in her words, but now she seems to feel a little empathy. The auntie cried very sadly. She said that until now, thinking of the days when her mother was in the hospital for the last time, her heart hurts, because in the end My mother was in too much pain, completely unconscious. In the end, she was in a severe coma, but she would groan/groan because of the pain in her body. No matter how much money was spent, it could not reduce the pain of mother at all. So now thinking about it, my mother After being away for so long, it still feels very, very painful.Because it is very, very distressing, it is a memory that will never be forgotten. Whenever I think of it, my heart will hurt.

Whether it's the original owner or her now, they don't want Quan Zhilong to be like that aunt back then. In the days to come, whenever he thinks of her last pain, he will feel pain.She would rather he knew the truth in the end, when she was no longer around, and he couldn't see her pain with his own eyes, that would be the best.

She didn't know what kind of struggle Cui Shengxian had experienced. In the early hours of that night, she received a text message from Cui Shengxian, which only had one word.

[good. By. Seunghyun hyung. ]

Quan Zhilong saw Cui Shengxian returning to the dormitory in a daze. Cui Shengxian seemed to have lost his soul. Hearing his answer from inside, he opened the door and entered. Cui Shengxian was playing computer. Seeing that it was Quan Zhilong, he hurriedly wanted to turn off the computer, but Quan Zhilong still saw... the webpage he just opened data on leukemia.

"Have you eaten yet?" Quan Zhilong pretended not to notice, and clenched his hands behind his back into fists. He tried his best to keep his voice very stable, fearing that if he couldn't help it, all his emotions would be revealed come out.

"Oh... I've eaten." Cui Shengxian didn't dare to look into Quan Zhilong's eyes at all. The latter didn't intend to torture him like this anymore, so he just said something and left.Seeing Quan Zhilong bring him to the door, Cui Shengxian heaved a sigh of relief.

Quan Zhilong stood in front of the bathroom mirror, watching with a blank expression.

The plot will begin now.

Sure enough, within a few days, he and Yongpei were just about to return to the dormitory when they saw Cui Shengxian holding Jin Youyan's hand at the street corner, the two were very intimate, and he even stroked her hair for her.

Dong Yongpei looked at Quan Zhilong worriedly.

Jin Youyan actually saw Quan Zhilong, and Cui Shengxian also saw it. Today's scene is for Quan Zhilong.Her mood is very complicated, Cui Shengxian will not be better than her, Jin Youyan said silently in her heart, Quan Zhilong, although I can understand all this at the beginning, I hope you can understand, even if she is still there, she will be like this Do, cruel and sometimes gentle.Maybe after a while you will understand.With a sad expression on her face, she slowly took off the ring on her ring finger, and in an instant she felt the reluctance and sadness of the original owner.

Quan Zhilong watched this scene from a distance, and found that even though all this was just acting, he was still inevitably sad.Naturally, he wasn't as angry as in the plot MV, he was not jealous when he saw Kim Yoo-yeon and Choi Seung-hyun being so close, he was just sad.Sad that Yoo Yeon was suffering from illness, he was just sad, sad that Cui Shengxian knew all this, how much effort he had to make up his mind to do all this.

Life is like a drama, and drama is like life. Quan Zhilong only now deeply understands this sentence.

Even in order to cooperate with Kim Yoo-yeon and Choi Seung-hyun, he has to pretend not to know, not just for the plot, but for the painstaking efforts of these two people.He pretended to be very angry, touched the couple ring on his ring finger and was about to rush up, Jin Youyan turned and left, just as she turned around, she couldn't help but her eyes were red.

Sorry, sorry, are you sad now?It'll be fine in no time, I promise.

Right away you will know that your Yoo Yeon still loves you, loves you very, very much.

It's just... She shouldn't be here at that time.

"Are you fucking brother or not?! The woman who robbed me, are you still a human?" Quan Zhilong went straight up and pushed Cui Shengxian, but the strength was just right, so he wouldn't fall down.Cui Shengxian didn't want to talk to him, he didn't want to talk, he wanted to leave, but Quan Zhilong obviously didn't intend to let him go, he was still talking nonsense, completely forgetting the old brotherhood: "I tell you, my woman don't want anyone Want to move, especially you!"

Quan Zhilong looked at Cui Shengxian's eyes that were slowly getting really angry, and he was inexplicably relieved.

get angry!Be angry!

He really wanted to be able to have a good fight now.Even if he is beaten, he is willing, and it is better than this numb feeling that even if he is not ordered by the system, he still cannot bear his fate.

"She is not with you anymore, she doesn't like you anymore, you are useless! You are useless!" Yes!Useless!We are useless, we watched her little by little unable to resist fate, and she is about to leave forever, but there is nothing I can do, Zhilong, you are useless, you can't protect your own woman, and I am useless, I can do nothing for my friends.None of us!Total rubbish!Useless!

Neither of them wanted to hide the sadness in their hearts... and their powerlessness.

Without any catalyst, Quan Zhilong punched him first, and Cui Shengxian was also angry, but not with Quan Zhilong, but with himself, and the two wrestled together like those passionate young people.Quan Zhilong is venting, and Cui Shengxian is also venting.

The most primitive way for a man to express anger, sadness, and powerlessness is with fists.

In fact, both of them are very carefree. Quan Zhilong has not fought for a long time. After he matures, the way to vent his sadness seems to be drinking or shutting himself in the room and ignoring everyone, silently licking his wounds.Cui Shengxian was also very happy. During the fight, even if he was beaten, he didn't feel anything. He only felt that the powerlessness in his heart was vented at this moment.

Useless people deserve to be beaten.

Zhilong, you are useless, you can't protect your own woman, you deserve to be beaten.

Cui Shengxian, you are useless, you can't protect your friends, you deserve to be beaten.

Cui Shengxian thought so.