Ghoul's Cultivation Program

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Sasha did a psychological treatment for herself, and there was no way to do it. After all, I didn’t want to be too entangled with Kaneki, and the only doctor around me who could really put my mind at ease was Sasha.

"That is to say..." Sasha poked the record board in his hand and looked up at Sariel, "Have you entered... Jin Mu-kun's past?"

"kindness."

"His mother is injecting certain emotions without being able to control her emotions. This emotional injection may induce more serious psychological problems. Distortion of human nature, excessive attachment, and even rape and abuse may occur... And he is having this kind of lesion now." Sasha wrote something on the record board, "I think he needs more treatment."

"Some kind of emotion?"

"For example, if you treat him well at that time, it will mistakenly think that it is 'love' and he needs to respond to you so that you can continue to be by his side."

"Oh..." Sariel lay down on the sofa, "Well, I don't want to save him, but... how should I put it, Dr. Sasha, I...actually don't hate Kaneki."

"Well, I can see that you like Jinmu very much."

"His misunderstanding makes me very uncomfortable. I want to help him." Sariel sighed, looked at the ceiling, put his hands together on his waist and abdomen, and tried to make himself as comfortable as possible

"But... he is like that, I can't listen to it at all, and the right and wrong I know from his world are imposed on me"

"En..." Sasha nodded, "And then?"

"...I..." Sariel was a little stuck, and didn't know how to continue

"Sariel, if Kaneki doesn't pierce the paper, you will continue to live with him, right?"

"That's not cohabitation. I have no money, no identity, and no place to stay in that world." Sariel turned her head a little dissatisfied.

"However, the two of you hugged each other and slept. In terms of body language, you have recognized each other and given each other a sense of security and warmth." Sasha smiled and looked at Sariye "It's true, Sariye, you , is to have deep feelings for someone, isn’t it?”

"Yeah, I've always regarded him as my younger brother." Sariel gestured towards the air, "You don't know, he used to...weep a lot, especially...a kind of protective desire."

"Sariel, do you love Kaneki Ken?"

"I... like him." Sariel said uncertainly after closing his eyes for a while, "I like him, that's all."

"That kind of pathological possession, Sally, your departure is a normal choice for you, and you don't need too much self-blame." Sasha sighed and said softly

"...Doctor, can't you do something like hypnosis?" Sariel pouted, "I don't think it's going to be useful..."

"Hypnosis? Wouldn't it be more convenient for you to chop yourself?" Sasha hit Sariel's head with a board, "Don't be poor, continue, then, have you ever thought about falling in love with someone? Doctor There are a lot of girls' information on hand, and introducing them to you can be regarded as treatment."

"Oh!" Sariel sat up from the recliner at once, "I want that kind... It doesn't matter how tall I am, as long as he can accept me, be gentle, and it's better to be timid. Yes, the kind that needs to be quiet.”

"What about hair color?" Sasha drew something in the notebook

"Black, black looks good!"

"Where's the pupil?"

"Well, lead gray, grey, and white seem like a good choice too"

"White...poof" Sa Xia couldn't help laughing, "White pupils are congenitally deficient and hard to find."

"cut."

"Okay, let's take a look." Sasha handed over the recording board in his hand

Sally was stunned for a moment.

Kanagi

Although the hairstyle is a bit wrong, but this face... will not be mistaken

"..."

"I roughly sketched it based on your description. The cheeks of people of the yellow race in the east are more rounded. I don't know if there is anything that needs to be modified... Mr. Jin Mu." Sa Xia walked around and came behind Sariye, and patted Patted Sally on the shoulder, "Sally, are you afraid?"

"..." Sariel put the sketchpad on the side table and didn't speak

Pupil constriction, Sariel is afraid

"Judging from your reaction just now, it's time to admit a certain fact."

"No, it's impossible..."

"Then, Sariel, why are you so eager to escape? According to what you said, the average strength of ghouls is in the middle and lower reaches among hunters. With your ability, you can easily understand him. That's yours." Self-defense, you need to protect yourself, so, then, why? You escaped?"

"..."

"This is a normal reaction, Sally. When facing a loved one, the first reaction is fear."

"..." Sariye sat on the seat, pursed his lips, and wanted to object to this, but he couldn't find a strong rebuttal. At the beginning, when Jin Mu said that he and himself were just friends, he had a little awareness , just... don't want to

"Whether your hands are clean or not depends on your choice." Sasha smiled and said, "Obviously you can kill him, and you will never have trouble again. It's not like your style to soften your heart like this."

"Jinmu...just a child..." Sariel murmured, "It's just...a child"

"Sariel, you are giving yourself another psychological hint. You have always regarded yourself as an elder brother, protector, and guardian, but the other party has always said that you are regarded as the same existence. When the other party makes you realize the difference in identity, you I chose to leave and give up." Sasha sat next to Sariel and said, "You choose to protect yourself because you feel that the other party can't give you the feeling of equality you want, or...are you afraid of this feeling?"

"Sally, you keep repeating the same mistakes." Sasha rubbed Sally's hair. "Sometimes, you don't abandon you, but you give up on your own initiative."

"I don't have one." Sally closed her eyes and took a deep breath, "I didn't!"

"Master still doesn't want to see me." Sariye turned to look at Sasha, "Doctor, why?"

"This..." Sasha paused, "Sometimes, leaving is a helpless way."

"...Then, my leaving is also a kind of helplessness." Sariel stood up and said, "Doctor, I know what problem you need me to face, I think this is fine, I will use my own ideas to do it. "

"Then, I wish you good luck, my Sally." Sasha paused and said, "I hope you will be happy."

"But... things like Xin Fu." Sally stood at the door and turned his head. "Everyone's profile is different. I hope I can always protect my lover as a protector."

"Love is relative. After all, he is a person, and he will also want to protect you."

"So... once there is a conflict, no one can predict what this non-human will do. I like him, and I will not hurt him." Sariel felt his eyes turn sore, "Really... as long as he is honest Just accept it."

"Sariye, you are tired, do you want some sleeping pills?" Sasha tapped on the writing board and said

"no need"

Sasha looked at the leaving Sariye and wrote a few simple sentences in the notebook

"Thank you." A pair of slender hands took away the writing board in Sasha's hand, and carefully looked at it.

"Well, after all, it's Sariye." Sasha rubbed his forehead, "It's caused by the capriciousness of the changes and the manifested nervousness... Stubbornness and repeated self-suggestion, no need for drug treatment"

"That's the so-called deadly tsundere." The visitor smiled and said, "That's how cute it is."

"...Sariel is a good boy"

"I know, I passed it too." The other party smiled, "According to the agreement"

"Of course I will give you what you want." Sasha got up, "If... Sariel didn't admit it just now, what are you going to do?"

"I don't care anymore," the other party said with a smile, "do I still care about this little time? No matter it is now or in the future, mine can only belong to me. No matter how many times I try, I will make Sariel fall in love with me." of"

"..." Sure enough, it was the one who needed more treatment, Sasha rubbed his forehead, "Although I don't know what you're going to do, but explain that to Sariel slowly, after all, it's my father."

"I will"

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Sally lay on the bed, tossing and turning

Human desires are endless, so the same mistakes are repeated all the time

is it wrong?

Only when people are in a desperate situation, will they know how to resist and will never turn back

Did you push Kaneki to a desperate situation?

Sariye shook her head, then lay on the bed, in the dream someone was crying heartbreakingly, begging

My throat can no longer make any sound because of excessive shouting, but it is persistently calling,

At this time, the window slammed, and Sariel quickly summoned a sickle to cut at the direction of the sound.

"Mr. Sally, the task you entrusted has been completed." The visitor easily dodged Sally's first wave of attacks.

"...the one who beat the enemy's Hakka" is pretty fast. After all, I haven't found it after searching for so many years. I have been saving money to hire a powerful intelligence hunter, but Kaiwei is also a hunter, and he joined earlier than me. There are many... Needless to say, the power

"Because I missed many calls, I delivered the goods to my door. This is stated in the contract." The Maoyan youth blinked and took out a mobile phone with a credit card function from behind him.

current technology

Sariel can only pay

"This is my business card." The other party took out another business card and handed it to Sariel.

"Ilmi Beat the Enemy..." Sariel said the name again, "Okay, Mr. Ilmi, I will contact you if necessary."

"Because you are my father's client, if you hire me, I can give you a [-]% discount." The other party tapped his palm and seemed to think of something and said, "Well, I'm a good deal."

Be

Good deal

Sariel looked at the consumption expenditures in his mobile phone, and he felt a little uncomfortable, it's really fucking expensive

After Elmi left, Sariel leaned on the pillow and looked through the materials in the information bag. Kaiwei had undergone many plastic surgeries, and at the end, Sariel paused

Doctor Sasha?

Looking at the photo in his hand, Sariel was completely stunned.

They also investigated Sasha, who died of unknown reasons 10 years ago