Tao is impermanent

Bai Wuchang got up and stood up, condescendingly said to Hei Wuchang: "That's natural, I am Bai Wuchang."

His smile was light and shallow, but with a kind of confidence that he was determined to win.

Night fell quietly. Although this secluded capital is pitch-black every day and night, as a permanent resident living here, it is natural that the day and night can be clearly distinguished.

This night, after meditating and adjusting his breath, Hei Wuchang prepared to wash up and go to sleep as usual, but he didn't expect Xiaobai to come to his room from the opposite side, without even knocking on the door.

Hei Wuchang maintained a half-dressed posture, stunned.

Xiaobai seemed to be fine, walked up to Hei Wuchang generously, raised his chin, squinted at Hei Wuchang who was staring at him hesitantly, raised his eyebrows around his chest, and signaled with his eyes: "Go to bed."

"...Huh?" Hei Wuchang was stunned for a moment, but was stunned again.

Xiaobai didn't bother to explain, so he tore off Hei Wuchang's half-taken coat involuntarily, stretched out his hand to hold Hei Wuchang and walked to the edge of the bed, and then pushed hard.

Hei Wuchang staggered and sat down on the bed.

Xiaobai put a cold smile on his lips, and what he said was authoritarian and absolute. "Lie down."

Hei Wuchang took off his shoes and socks as he said, lay down silently, straightened his body, like a fish on a chopping board.

"Hey... Xiaobai, what are you going to do?" Hei Wuchang turned his head, one head and two big ones, who can explain to him who this person is in front of him?How can you say such... um... dirty words so naturally?

"What do you think?" Xiaobai asked with a serious face.

What kind of trouble is this kind of talk that is obviously teasing, teasing, but using the tone of everyday chatting?If they weren't both men, he would have mistakenly thought that Xiao Bai was molesting him.Hei Wuchang was in a turmoil, and had no choice but to kneel down to Xiaobai.

Maybe it's too cold, in order to keep out the cold, Xiaobai has put down his usual neat bun at this moment, his jet-black hair is spread out softly, some of it sticks to his cheeks, which sets off the Xiaobai's clear face, which was not big in the first place, was even more refined.

Heiwuchang looked away, the bull's head was not right with the horse's mouth. "Why are you here so late? Don't you rest?" Didn't you put your hair down?

Xiaobai slowly sat down, sitting on the edge of the bed with half of his body, his hair fell randomly on the plain white sheet, and black and white intersected for a while.With just one turn of the head, the tip of Heiwuchang's nose can touch the plain clothes that the person usually wears, and occasionally, the tip of the nose can smell the faint fragrance, very light, just like the fragrance of wintersweet.

Hei Wuchang could barely look away, took a deep breath unconsciously, and wondered in his heart whether Xiaobai had put some kind of powder on his body like the woman, it smelled so good.

Hmm... Or maybe it's the smell of that so-called little white sweetheart?

Heiwuchang was thinking silently, but saw Xiaobai draw a few words in mid-air with one hand, Heiwuchang was stunned for a moment, then his face darkened, he got up and half-sat immediately, stretched out his hand and quickly stopped the man's mid-stroke stroke .

"What are you doing?!" Heiwuchang roared, in a bad mood.The way to vent the anger in my heart is to hold Xiaobai's arm firmly.

Xiao Bai was in pain, but he didn't show it on his face, he just used his eyes to signal Hei Wuchang to let go.

Hei Wuchang would not listen to his words, he said fiercely, "I never thought of changing my life for another life."

Xiaobai froze for a moment, forgetting even the pain from his hand, he opened his mouth, looking at Heiwuchang's stinky face, refusing to show weakness. "Isn't it just a little cultivation, I can naturally cultivate it again."

Hei Wuchang sneered again and again, "A little? Qingming can be said, and it will only last half a year with your cultivation base."

Xiaobai knew that he was wrong, but he refused to show weakness on his face, he still looked so proud, as if there was no such thing at all.If Heiwuchang knew that Qingming would never joke about life, he would really think that Qingming was lying to him.

Heiwuchang took a deep breath, calmed down the strong anger from the bottom of his heart, slowly let go of his hand, and changed his grip to Xiaobai's shoulder, but the strength did not weaken. "Why do you do this?" He asked calmly, but there was a fire in his eyes that could not be ignored.

Xiaobai subconsciously stroked his red arm, pursed his lips and lowered his head without speaking.

Such a little white made Hei Wuchang unable to blame him any longer.Isn't everything Xiaobai did for him?It's just that he doesn't understand, really can't understand, why Xiaobai would do this for him.Could it be that he is a brother, so he should be so reckless?Does everyone do this, or only a fool like Xiaobai?

In the past, Heiwuchang, when he knew that Xiaobai was cleaning up the mess for him, he could still pretend to be heartless and stupid, but this time, he felt that his heart hurt like a knife, so forgive him No matter how unconscionable he is, he can't turn a blind eye to Xiaobai and continue doing this. This is not a trivial matter, it is a matter of life!

He held Xiaobai's shoulders tightly, and said directly: "Go, I don't need this kind of help." Hei Wuchang put down his almost unconscious palm, pulled up the quilt, and lay on the bed with his back facing outwards. It looks like a gesture of refusing to talk again.

After a while, it seemed that the people behind him hadn't left yet, Hei Wuchang forcibly resisted his desire to turn around, out of sight and out of mind.see.It's just that after a long time, the man still didn't move to leave.Heiwuchang had a headache and didn't know what to do.

When he was struggling, Xiao Bai, who had been silent for a long time behind him, spoke up, and he asked, "Didn't you say you don't want to die?" His voice was unsteady, as if trembling.

If it was normal, Hei Wuchang definitely wouldn't notice this trembling, but it was night and the room was surprisingly quiet, somehow Hei Wuchang could hear the slight instability and trembling voice.

Xiao Bai didn't hear Hei Wuchang's answer, guessing that the man didn't want to talk about this topic with him now, so he got up and prepared to leave.He stood up, but his body was unsteady, and he fell backwards. Xiaobai was secretly thinking that something was wrong, but he didn't expect that what he felt in the next moment was not the sharp pain, but someone's slightly cold embrace.

Xiao Bai raised his head in astonishment, and met the man's eyes.

Heiwuchang wrapped his arms around Xiaobai's neck tightly, and his feet firmly bound Xiaobai's waist, for fear that he would slip down.Suddenly, Heiwuchang's body froze, and his originally cold eyes were full of doubts.He stumbled and asked, "Xiaobai...you...are you crying?"

Xiaobai was taken aback for a moment, isn't it? His eyes were sore, and his eyes were blurred. Did he cry or something?He struggled out of Hei Wuchang's arms in an instant, with astonishing strength, and hit Hei Wuchang's body with an elbow, Hei Wuchang let go of his arm in pain and screamed.

"Aw—it hurts!"

Xiaobai immediately forgot to struggle, but immediately turned over and rolled to Heiwuchang's side, the tears were not dry yet, there were still rolling tears in his eyes, but he quickly cast a spell expressionlessly, driving away Black impermanence's flesh and blood pain.

Heiwuchang didn't hurt that much at all, but seeing Xiaobai crying like that and trying to escape, he subconsciously wanted to tease him, even Heiwuchang himself didn't know that he would find an inexplicable feeling in Xiaobai's crying. His satisfaction made him feel itchy.Is he actually a so-called sadist?

He rubbed his recovered waist and abdomen, staring straight at his face full of tears, slightly red behind his ears, but pretending to be a strong and cold person watching, he was excited for a while.Why is this man so beautiful when he starts to cry?It's a pity that I don't cry on weekdays.

Suppress this weird desire.Looking, Hei Wuchang scratched his head, couldn't hold back, and brought the tearful guy into his arms, and then gently patted his back one after another, comforting him without a word. "Okay, okay, don't cry."

He sighed and began to admit his mistake again. "I know I'm too ignorant, and I know you're doing it for my own good. It's really my fault that I refuse your kindness like this."

The person who was comforted was still stiff at first, but when he heard this sentence, he let out a cold breath from his nose, but his body relaxed a lot.

Hei Wuchang saw that his clumsy consolation might have helped, he was slightly relieved, but he thought it was funny, Xiaobai, who has lived for so many years, why is he still so petty?Why didn't I realize that he really looked like a cat before?On weekdays, he can't find Bei with arrogance, but when he is neglected by others, he cries as if he has been abandoned.

Heiwuchang continued to pat Xiaobai's back intermittently, and continued to murmur. "Don't cry. I was wrong." In a daze, a trance picture appeared in his mind inexplicably, and the man in white was also tearful, but when he wanted to see clearly, what happened? Can't see clearly either.

He silently thought that this seemed to be a dream he had before.

In that dream, a man in white was covered in blood, but he was still unrivaled in his arrogance. His slender body stood upright, arrogantly like the ruler of the whole world.However, just like today, no matter how he looks or thinks back, he still can't see the true face of that person.

He had no choice but to smile bitterly, and quickly regained his senses and continued to comfort Xiao Bai who was crying quietly like a cat in his arms.

I don't know how long it took, but the person in his arms finally finished venting, and the Heiwuchang clothes were soaked with tears. He silently thought that he would have to change clothes later before going to bed.

The body of the person in his arms became stiff again for some reason, he pushed Heiwuchang's chest, stepped aside, and seemed to explain it very naturally. "There was something in my eye just now." He seemed to be afraid of the dark and impermanent who would laugh at him, and taunted him first, "Do you think I might cry?"

Hei Wuchang thought it was funny, but he cooperated with him foolishly and gently. "Yes, you didn't cry. I believe you."

Xiaobai looked away, stood up, adjusted his slightly wrinkled white clothes, and said indifferently: "Since you don't like me helping you like this, I won't help you like this, and I will find another way after that." , he walked away.

Hei Wuchang looked at the tear-stained person pretending to be arrogant, and couldn't help but smile knowingly.He got up and changed into a coat before returning to the bed.However, the next moment, Hei Wuchang fell silent.

The bed was already messy, and there seemed to be a few black marks on the white sheet. Thinking about it, it should be the dust on the bottom of Xiao Bai's feet.Heiwuchang sighed, and had no choice but to look for the spare mattress in the closet.

When Xiaobai cried, his workload was huge.

The author has something to say: Actually, I think it's normal for Xiaobai to cry... because he has endured the pain of a secret love for so long, and knows that Xiaohei will leave him...

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☆、Chapter 9