I ate soft rice in those years

Chu Xingchen walked up to Zhuang Wen, looked at her with extremely cold eyes, and said expressionlessly, "Zhuang Wen, I want to ask you something."

Hearing the sound, Zhuang Wen stood up slowly and grabbed the edge of the table nervously, "What?"

"Tell me, why do they say you are my girlfriend?" Chu Xingchen looked at her, gritted his teeth and asked the question word by word, "Tell me, what is the relationship between me and you?"

At that moment, Zhuang Wen felt her mind was blank, as if a heavy object had been dropped on her head, and her mind was buzzing. In front of her eyes was Chu Xingchen's extreme and fierce expression. She took a step back helplessly, "I, I ..."

Chu Xingchen pulled her wrist forcefully, and said viciously: "I just want you to tell me whether this matter is true or not."

Lin Fanna saw that Chu Xingchen cornered Zhuang Wen with a horrified expression on his face, and quickly stood up to stop him, "Chu Xingchen, what's wrong with you?"

Chu Xingchen did not speak, but stared at Zhuang Wen, "Why didn't you tell me! What are you hesitating about? Don't you know whether it is true or not?"

"Chu Xingchen! Stop making trouble." Lin Fanna pulled Zhuang Wen from Chu Xingchen's hand, "Although you have lost your memory, you can't treat Zhuang Wen like this."

All she knew was that Chu Xingchen and Zhuang Wen had a relationship, so she just felt that Chu Xingchen's reaction was inexplicable. If Zhuang Wen hadn't asked her not to tell Chu Xingchen about their relationship, she would have said it directly up.

But she didn't understand the complexity of their relationship at all, and she didn't know how dirty and unbearable this relationship was, and she didn't know that the mood of these two people at the moment seemed to be falling apart.

Chu Xingchen stood up straight, blinked tremblingly, his eyes were bloodshot.

His voice was hoarse, as if he had lost all his strength, "I just want an answer. Zhuang Wen, tell me."

There was a dead silence, Zhuang Wen closed her eyes as if accepting her fate, and finally said a word, "Yes."

"I like you, you once pursued me. That's it."

Chu Xingchen laughed suddenly, he took a few steps back, and laughed at himself: "Disgusting, so disgusting."

How could he do such a disgusting thing.

The fact that he confessed to the girl his brother liked made him feel like he could spit it out in a second.

What the hell has he been doing all these years.

He brushed his sweat-soaked hair, took a deep breath, and left here without saying anything.

Zhuang Wen's body fell slowly and fell to the ground, finally weeping uncontrollably.

When Lin Zhifeng came home in the afternoon, she saw that the door was not closed, so she hurried into the house.

Nothing had changed in the living room, but when she returned to the bedroom, she found that everything had been turned out, and the cabinet where she kept Chu Xingchen's computer and video camera was also opened, and there was nothing in it now.She suddenly realized something, and quickly turned around and went to Chu Xingchen's room.

After hesitating a few times, she slowly stretched out her hand and twisted the doorknob to open the door.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the curtains were drawn. Chu Xingchen sat quietly at the desk with his back to her, and in front of him was the computer where he stored photos.

He pressed the keyboard again and again, making a clicking sound that paused from time to time.

He flipped through Zhuang Wen's photos one by one on the screen.

"Xingchen..."

Chu Xingchen silently flipped through all the remaining photos, staring at the last photo of Zhuang Wen's back, without saying a word for a long time.

Lin Zhifeng called his name again from behind.

Chu Xingchen turned his head, his eyes were faintly red, "What happened in the past few years?"

He didn't believe that he would do such a thing, even if the truth was in front of him, he felt it was impossible.

He and Zhuang Wen have known each other since childhood, and they have always treated her as a sister-in-law, so it is impossible for him to have that kind of thought.

Just because I was admitted to the same university and joined the same club, so I can't help it?

Chu Xingchen did not accept such a statement.

Lin Zhifeng looked away, and said lightly: "Let him pass the past, even if you know, there is nothing to fix. You listen to Mom, even if you don't like Zhuang Wen, you can find another girl, don't be serious. It's a thing of the past."

"Impossible." Chu Xingchen said these three words firmly, "I will remember it one day, and even if I can't remember it, I will find it."

"Why are you so stubborn!" Lin Zhifeng couldn't help but harden her tone, "The doctor said that you were stimulated because you didn't want to think about it."

Chu Xingchen is not in the mood to listen to her say such things now, so he stood up directly and walked outside, "I'm going to ask my brother for clarification."

"Impossible, Chu Wenlin won't see you again! He and Zhuang Wen already said when they divorced, and they won't come back again."

"I'll apologize to him." Chu Xingchen recklessly bypassed his mother's obstruction and went out the door.

Lin Zhifeng didn't know why Chu Xingchen reacted so strongly to this trivial matter she thought, but she could never understand why Chu Xingchen was so close to Chu Wenlin, even though he was just a half-brother.

-

Chu Xingchen went out of the house, glanced at the mobile phone that only had the contact information of his family members, turned around and went back to school.

At the gate of the school where people come and go, he stood there quietly waiting.

From six o'clock to eight o'clock, and then to ten o'clock.

His thighs were already stiff, his back was covered with sweat, and the people around him were laughing and walking past him.

Even if he can't wait today, he will wait tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

But fortunately, just after ten o'clock, the number of people on the street began to decrease, but a familiar voice came from the front, "Chu Xingchen?"

Lin Fanna didn't plan to come out at night, but her roommate accompanied her to buy some supper at the snack street. When she saw Chu Xingchen standing by the side of the road, she thought she was dazzled, "Why are you still here?"

"Where's Zhuang Wen?"

"Why are you still looking for her?"

"I want my brother's phone number."

Lin Fanna thought for a while and said, "I can give it to you, but you can't trouble your brother."

"Why would I trouble my brother..."

"You don't have a good relationship with him, you always don't like his appearance." Lin Fanna forgot what Zhuang Wen said to her, and accidentally said it.

Chu Xingchen's hand suddenly became extremely cold.

He felt dizzy.

Unlike the feeling of just waking up, in just a few days, everything has overturned his previous cognition.

Lin Fanna had already left, but Chu Xingchen's cell phone heard a beep, but he suddenly felt a bit of coolness on this summer night.

He was worried that Chu Wenlin would not answer the phone, unwilling to listen to his explanation, and even more worried about hearing his cold tone.

In the middle of this constant worry, the phone was picked up.

He happily called brother, but a completely unfamiliar man's voice came from the opposite side, the voice was low and elegant, "Who is it?"

Both of them were silent for a while, and Chu Xingchen asked, "Isn't this Chu Wenlin's phone number?"

The man agreed: "It's from Chu Wenlin. But I hope you don't call again."

"who are you?"

"You don't have to know."

The man's tone was calm but with the attitude of a high-ranking person, which made Chu Xingchen a little angry, "I'm looking for my brother, not you."

"What reason do you think you have to see Chu Wenlin? I know you have lost your memory, but what you have done cannot be changed."

Chu Xingchen was left speechless by what he said, and Zhuang Zongyuan didn't want to talk to him anymore, so he hung up the phone directly.

Chu Xingchen was not such a person who gave up easily. He didn't want to go home, so he found an idle job in the city center, and then asked Lin Fanna for the address where Chu Wenlin lived now.

At noon the next day, he arrived at the manor by car.

Today's weather is very gloomy, as if it will rain in the next moment, the manor is silent, and there is no one outside the house.

He rang the doorbell.

There was a moment of silence, and after a while, a middle-aged man's face appeared on the screen.

Before he could explain why he came, he bowed his head politely and rejected him, "Hi, Mr. Chu is inconvenient to see people right now, so please go back."

When Chu Xingchen thought that it was Chu Wenlin who said that, he felt a little at a loss, "I just want to apologize to him, can we just see him once? Please tell me."

"No need." A somewhat familiar voice came from the other end of the screen, and the next second, a mature and handsome man appeared in front of him, "Chu Wenlin doesn't need your apology. You won't use it anymore."

"It's you again." Chu Xingchen always felt that he looked familiar, but couldn't remember, "I want to see my brother, let him talk to me."

Zhuang Zongyuan narrowed his eyes and smiled, looking at him indifferently, "He is right next to me, do you want to hear him reject you?"

Chu Xingchen was suddenly speechless at this moment, even though he could refute this man coldly, he couldn't see his brother loathing him.

Seeing him hesitate, Zhuang Zongyuan didn't say much to him, and the next moment the display screen went off.

Chu Xingchen looked at the quiet and simple building not far away, with a helpless expression.

When he woke up, he thought that everything was as usual, but he didn't expect that everything had reached the point of being irreversible.

Summer is always a rainy season, and after a while, raindrops fell from the sky, hitting his face sparsely, making him breathless due to the sweltering heat.

There is no taxi here, so he can only go down the mountain step by step and walk a long way until he catches a car and returns to the city.

-

"Sir, Chu Xingchen has left." The butler walked to Zhuang Zongyuan's side and said slowly, "Mr. Chu has also woken up."

Zhuang Zongyuan nodded, stood up and went upstairs to the bedroom.

Chu Wenlin had already woken up from his afternoon nap, but after drinking a glass of water, he couldn't bear the drowsiness and fell down again. When Zhuang Zongyuan came in, he was still sleeping under the quilt.

Zhuang Zongyuan sat by the bed, smiled slightly and lowered his head to rub Chu Wenlin's forehead, "It's time to get up."

"Hmm..." Chu Wenlin stretched and lazily got up.

Zhuang Zongyuan took a warm towel and gently wiped his face, "Your brother came today, I just let him go."

"Chu Xingchen? What is he doing here?"

"I said I wanted to apologize to you." Zhuang Zongyuan folded the towel and wiped Chu Wenlin's hands, "Do you want to see him?"

"Forget it. I'm too lazy to see him."

Chu Xingchen has lost his memory now, meeting him must be a mess again, there is nothing to say.

Zhuang Zongyuan smiled, and lightly pinched the back of Chu Wenlin's neck, "Let's go, the meal is almost ready."

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