I ate soft rice in those years

Suddenly another person came by the door, it was Zhuang Wen.

She had been in the bedroom just now, and only came out when she heard Chu Xingchen's voice.

She was wearing a white loose dress, her eyes were a little red, Chu Xingchen just glanced at her indifferently, and continued with his actions.

Chu Xingchen searched the entire room, found the books on the bookcase one by one, and searched through the items in the cabinet one by one, but he still couldn't find what he wanted.

Lin Zhifeng walked to the door, leaned against the door and looked at his figure worriedly, "Xingchen, what are you looking for?"

"You don't need to worry about it." Chu Xingchen returned expressionlessly, and he didn't stand up until his forehead was sweating.

Looking around, this bedroom is not very big, as long as you look carefully, you can definitely find it.

Provided he didn't throw away that diary.But Chu Xingchen was already a little uncertain.

Lin Zhifeng kept looking at Chu Xingchen silently, seeing him stop, said in a warm voice: "You rest for a while, I'll cook for you."

Chu Xingchen wanted to shake his head, but he suddenly saw a drawer at the bottom of the bed. He lifted the sheet and pulled it out, only to find that the diary was placed on the top side.

He flipped it open, and the front was full of immature notes from his junior high school days.

At the beginning, it was an assignment assigned by the teacher, so it was written very perfunctorily, probably the flowers at home are blooming today, and where will I go to play tomorrow.

Although he doesn't like to keep a diary, Chu Xingchen is a person who likes to preserve memories, so he wants to learn photography, and usually puts away some commemorative things.

Students who know his habit often say that he looks like a girl, and teachers often praise him with delicate thoughts.

He turned over page by page, from junior high school to high school, at the end there were only a few strokes on each page, and then a few pages were blank.

When he touched the next page, Chu Xingchen's movements suddenly became sluggish. He held his breath and thought for a moment before reaching out to open the crumpled paper that was half torn off and sandwiched in the middle. The writing on it Full of anger and resentment.

【all fake!He has been lying to me! 】

[Why didn't you come to save me, why, I've been waiting for you to explain to me. 】

[He escapes.Chu Wenlin is a coward, he didn't even leave me a word.Why don't you explain, even with one sentence. 】

The above words were confused, Chu Xingchen at that time was completely dominated by these negative emotions to leave these words.

Chu Xingchen looked confused, and didn't understand why he had to write like this. He hurriedly flipped through the pages, but there were all blank pages.

Seeing these words, Lin Zhifeng also guessed a little bit what they meant, so she was ready to use her tricks, knelt down and persuaded: "Xingchen, let him pass the past, your brother..."

Chu Xingchen looked up to see if she was there, then continued to lower his head.

After he was kidnapped, his nerves were fragile and he had no ability to think independently, but now Chu Xingchen was not. He wanted to know what the truth was because he believed in his brother.

The notebook was turned to the last page, Chu Xingchen saw the protruding marks, and turned that page over.

There are only three words, but the force is so deep that the paper is scratched.

【I was wrong】

Seeing these three words, Chu Xingchen seemed to have lost all his strength, and fell straight back, only relying on his wrists to hold on.

These three words are even more memorable and hard to let go than so many words before.So much so that with just one glance, he remembered all the facts he had forgotten.

How regretful he was when he wrote this sentence, how painful it is now.

He looked at Lin Zhifeng with only disappointment in his eyes.

Zhuang Wen next to her didn't know the grievances between them, so she stood nervously beside her, not knowing how to react.

Lin Zhifeng sat opposite him, with her expression fixed on her face, she knew that something she was afraid of was coming, "Xingchen, listen to me, listen to me."

Chu Xingchen supported the floor to stand up and walked out, but Lin Zhifeng quickly got up and pulled him back, "Chu Xingchen, you just listen to what Mom says, let's forget about the past, you have to focus on the present."

Chu Xingchen sneered, "Gu Qian?"

Lin Zhifeng ignored his indifference, walked to Zhuang Wen's side, and took her hand, "Zhuang Wen is pregnant. It's your child."

Chu Xingchen sneered on his face and fell silent.

He turned his head like a rusty machine, his voice hoarse, "Impossible."

His attitude is undoubtedly the greatest harm to Zhuang Wen, she looked at Lin Zhifeng in a daze, "Auntie..."

Lin Zhifeng patted her hand reassuringly, and said to Chu Xingchen, "The report is in my bedroom, you go and see it."

Her voice was very soft, but it undoubtedly sounded like a blow to Chu Xingchen's heart.

At this moment, he was like a lifeless bone, standing blankly by the door.

Suddenly he covered his mouth and rushed out of the bedroom, ran to the bathroom, and vomited.

Lin Zhifeng patted him on the back, "Xingchen, are you okay. What's wrong?"

Chu Xingchen raised his head, his eyes were cold, it was just because the things he did were extremely disgusting.

"No." He turned his head slowly and looked at the worried Zhuang Wen outside the door, "This child should not have been born."

After hearing what he said, Zhuang Wen's face turned pale instantly, she covered her stomach and shook her head.

"You can do whatever you want, I can give you whatever compensation you want, and you can put me in jail, but I can't have this child."

Zhuang Wen's heart fell to the bottom following these words.

She knew she was pregnant before, and she didn't know what to do at the time, but Chu Xingchen lost her memory, so she had to hide it first, as time went by, Zhuang Wen felt that she couldn't keep it secret, so she could only come to Lin Zhifeng.

She could feel the existence of that life, so she couldn't bear it, even if Chu Xingchen didn't like it, she still couldn't bear it.

Zhuang Wen turned her head away and said firmly: "This is my child, and I want to give birth."

"Don't you feel disgusted?" Chu Xingchen laughed, stood up and slowly approached Zhuang Wen, "I secretly conceived with my fiancé's younger brother. I'm so disgusted that I almost spit out all my internal organs, you But you don't feel anything? Don't you have any shame?"

"..." The continuous questioning made Zhuang Wen's complexion more and more ugly, but what made her feel more uneasy was his forced footsteps.

She stepped back, but Chu Xingchen grabbed her wrist. The expression on her face made Zhuang Wen's heart tremble, "Chu Xingchen, what do you want? I just want to give birth. Please." Lin Zhifeng also Startled by him, she hurried up to help Zhuang Wen pull Chu Xingchen's hand away, "Xingchen."

Both of them looked at her pleadingly, Chu Xingchen closed his eyes, feeling extremely painful, "He shouldn't have been born, you also hurt him by giving birth to him."

"No, I will take good care of him." Zhuang Wen said in a panic, but Chu Xingchen's footsteps suddenly faltered, and then he lost consciousness.

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"Mr. Zhuang, the doctor is here for an examination." The housekeeper knocked on the bedroom door and reminded.

"Let the doctor wait for a while," Zhuang Zongyuan, who was lying on the bed, heard the voice say to the outside, and then turned his eyes to Chu Wenlin who was beside him, breathing shallowly, and his face was very healthy.

He stretched out his hand across Chu Wenlin's face, and then stayed on the neck.

It was beating regularly, and Zhuang Zongyuan could feel the warmth there, and his heart also settled down.

Zhuang Zongyuan lowered his head and kissed Chu Wenlin's forehead, gently waking him up.

After returning from the hospital that day, Zhuang Zongyuan arranged for a doctor to come for a small checkup every day, and a physical checkup at the hospital every other day. Chu Wenlin's condition has always been very good, but Zhuang Zongyuan basically never left Chu Wenlin for half a step.

"Mr. Chu is fine today." The doctor stood up after the examination.

After Chu Wenlin got dressed, he apologized, "I'm sorry, I kept you waiting just now."

The doctor shook his head politely, "It's nothing. I usually exercise more and don't sleep too long."

After speaking, he nodded and followed the housekeeper out.

Chu Wenlin turned his neck, and Zhuang Zongyuan asked him to lower his head and pat his back. It was a little stiff, probably because he often lowered his head to draw, "I'll press it for you."

"Okay." Chu Wenlin smiled, "I'll help you later."

While talking, Chu Wenlin's phone rang.

作者有话要说：虐弟弟我好爽0w0感谢在2020-09-0922:25:08~2020-09-1121:51:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: catch 1 tuna in coconut milk;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Xunyaocao, Ah Chang, and Shang Lingluo;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：阿晏20瓶；椰汁钓金枪鱼10瓶；廿矣、浪漫逃生通道、罂溟5瓶；步寺、苍茫小胖子3瓶；温温柔柔不可抗拒、离经素手1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!