It's not too late to meet

Mother, don't cry, the more you coax the child, the more you cry.

While listening, Yu Su comforted the wound on my forehead. Later, her kiss gently landed on my cheek...

At that time, I was like that, dumbfounded, with my mouth wide open, but like a drowning fish, I couldn't breathe properly.

It can happen when I'm 30, but it can't survive my age.

Wrong love, wrong love, from the time I met the promise until now, it has been a season since I realized it.

The essence of wrong love is a pair of shoes that don't fit your feet, and your feet hurt when you wear them, and your heart hurts when you throw them away. How can you let Xu Nuo suffer this crime?I let go of my hands over my face, warmed up a bit, my sanity revived, I thought I should drink something hot, my stomach ached.Accidentally, I bumped into a book, Yu Su's photo, and fell out of it.

In fact, this is an old book from more than 20 years ago. After Yu Su left, he never read it again and kept it on the top of the bookshelf.The last time Fang just came back, tidied things up, took it down again, and read it again~~ I finally knew why I was flustered for no reason when I promised to knock down this book last time, and why she lost her curiosity, and why her eyes waved when she left. Jumping lightly, why did she have that dreamy expression when she was facing me.

However, there is still time, this matter will not end so easily, there will always be someone from the Xu family who will come to me.I put the photo back into the book, I know how to reassure Xu Nuo, let me give up, and reassure Xu's family.

21

Fang Zhengwen

Xu Huaiyuan didn't make me wait too long.

After the New Year's Day holiday, the head of the department asked me to take over a small project. It was not difficult, but I was pressed for time.The director asked for my opinion to see if I could work harder, bring a few students, and finish the work before the Spring Festival.I was afraid that I would not agree, but the treatment was so good that I was surprised.I didn't have any other requirements. I said that I should live in the laboratory for a while. The director didn't say anything, and gave me a dormitory. At the same time, he arranged for the school doctor to give me a doctor. If I feel unwell, the doctor will be on call.In this world, you are either a slave to your emotions or a servant to your work. It is difficult to have real freedom, and it seems that there is no other way to go. I didn't say anything, and went home to pick up my luggage.

It was freezing cold, and while I was waiting for the car, the red military flag was parked in front of me. The clear car window slid down, and Xu Huaiyuan's stern face poked out, "Professor Fang."

I nod my head in greeting, it's time to come, I can't hide.His guard opened the door for me, I got in, and the car started.

"I often hear children talk about you," Xu Huaiyuan said politely at the beginning, "I just had a chance to meet you today. How old am I? I entrust the eldest brother to pretend to be me. Let us find a place to sit and drink Two cups?"

Human fetters, I like quick battles, try not to be muddy, "Recently I have a stomach upset, and I can't drink, so I won't spoil Brother Yuan. There is a park nearby, which is quite clean, why don't you go and have a chat?"

Xu Huaiyuan, "Alright."

The park is not far away, the snow has not melted, the artificial lake is still frozen, there is no wind, no sun, gray and cold, it is polite to describe it as clean, and it can be said that thousands of people have disappeared.

Xu Huaiyuan laughed suddenly, "We should sit in the car and chat for a while, it's so cold outside, we two sixty-year-olds came for a walk in an empty park, if a policeman like Nuonuo sees it, he must think we are doing something illegal. "

I don't understand, "Breaking the law and discipline?"

Xu Huaiyuan answered, "For example, in the drug trade, each person holds half a US dollar bill to pay."

I also laughed, such an idea is really only for a policeman like Nuonuo who is so eccentric.

"It's a pity to say it. The last time I had dinner with Lao Wu, brother, you didn't come for something, and we didn't see each other. Lao Wu and your office director, Lao Zhou, praised you a lot, especially for your seriousness and dedication to work. Concentration is particularly admirable.”

"They are all my good friends, and they like to say things that I like to hear." The book with Yu Su's photo is in my down pocket, and I wonder when is the best time to let the book fall out?

"You look younger than I thought." Xu Huaiyuan sized me up, "I'm getting older, it's really an advantage not to be fat, why didn't you dye your hair?"

I also looked at Xu Huaiyuan, "You're not fat, you don't look old, and you haven't dyed your hair."

Xu Huaiyuan confessed, "My family strictly controls my diet and doesn't allow me to dye my hair. She is a doctor and has an occupational disease. She says hair dye is poisonous."

"o-Phenylenediamine," I said casually, "it's safe not to confuse it with strong acids. It's stable..." I saw Xu Huaiyuan's eyebrows raised, and realized that I was pulling away, so I tried my best to get the topic out of the way. Pull back, "Well, time is the most irresistible thing in the universe. If anyone stands up and says that he wants to compete with time, he will only die of exhaustion. Make yourself wrinkle-free, dye your hair black, and finish work every day, young man We can't go out to play ball, sing and play the guitar, we can't, backache, old age is old, no one can lie, it's not that I don't want to hide it, but I have to accept it calmly. What's more, no matter how bright the appearance is, the mood will be very It's different, otherwise, how could there be a generation gap?" I think these words are a statement of the purpose of Xu Huaiyuan's trip.

Of course Xu Huaiyuan would not stop there, "That's not the case. In terms of mood, you are not old. For example, on the issue of blind date, you and the younger generation have very consistent views."

This is a good starting point, and I came prepared, "I had the opportunity to hear Captain Xu mention the past between you and Mrs. Zun, and I was very moved."

"Nonuo told you this?" Xu Huaiyuan was a little surprised, "It seems that she trusts you."

I can't make any incidents here, so I hurried to make amends, "It's just that the whole story sounds a bit like the plot of a Hong Kong drama. What Captain Xu talked to me probably isn't all of you."

Xu Huaiyuan's words were astonishing, or Xu Nuo was an astonishing child, "Oh, "Shanghai Beach" and "18 Years of Enemy Camp", two of Nuonuo's favorite stories, she mixed them up for fun.

I~~ I'm running out of strength, why things will become messy and uncontrollable when it comes to Xu promise.

Xu Huaiyuan said again, "It seems that Xu Nuo really trusts you. She never tells anyone other than her family the stories she made up for fun."

So, she didn't lie to me?I was stupid for a moment, so I decided to go on, collected my mind, and bit the bullet, "Uh, what I mean is, you and Mrs. Zun didn't know each other on a blind date, did they?"

Xu Huaiyuan was quite emotional, "We became husband and wife after many twists and turns, and the complexity of the process is not inferior to the stories our daughter made up."

"Has Brother Yuan ever had a blind date?"

Xu Huaiyuan shook his head, wondering again, "What does it matter?"

"Yes, my ex-wife and I met through someone's introduction." I looked at Xu Huaiyuan, gentle and calm.

This is the ending, they are all over 60 years old, he has a family, his wife is virtuous and his son is filial, the flowers are bright and the moon is full,

And I was lackluster, cold and lonely, and alone.

He looks like a man well taken care of by his family, with a straight waist, a loud voice, and a windy walk.

And I am a model of desk work, with a stooped back, few words, and staggering steps,

No matter who he is with, he can be grandiose, and he can say everything to others. His family is a golden sunflower living in the sun.

And no matter who I am with, I must hide myself. I have nothing to say to others. I am a passerby in the snow season. Once the sun rises, there is no trace.

On the cold and hard ground of the park, under the bare ginkgo trees, Xu Huaiyuan and I looked at each other silently, there was no need to say more, he understood what I was going to say.Of course, he can use Li Chunen's existence to warn me not to wishful thinking, so he already knows my ending so well, I am not stingy to tell him my ending, why is there any reason to force Xu Nuo to go on a blind date?Only by freely receiving and giving love can we reap happiness.

I think I should add something more, "I like Xu Nuo very much." Facing Xu Huaiyuan's sullen and wide eyes, I emphasized, "Because she is a child worthy of liking, you and Mrs. Zun have raised her very well. , Enthusiastic, cheerful, with a sense of justice, jealous of evil. She is a little self-willed and reckless, but has a lot of great kindness and great wisdom. If I have such a daughter, I am reluctant to force her to go on a blind date. Brother Yuan has never experienced it , so you don’t feel that way, do you?”

Xu Huaiyuan frowned, "Isn't it just a way to get to know one more friend? It's not a bad thing for anyone."

"Maybe Captain Xu doesn't think she needs to get to know those friends more. It's more likely that she thinks that sitting there is like a commodity, being picked and praised by others, and worried that she will be bought and become a mermaid instead of being bought. , It seems that I have not passed the quality inspection, and it is a substandard product." I paused, and said softly, "I am also a parent, and I don't want my child to suffer this crime. Brother Yuan, I'm sorry, I ruined your daughter's good things a few times, but in all fairness , I don’t regret it. Having children, we can afford them, and we can afford them naturally. We can’t say that her life trajectory didn’t follow the route we planned, and she didn’t become the kind of person we hoped to be. We were angry and angry with her. intervene in life."

Xu Huaiyuan was embarrassed by these words, his face turned red and white.

However, I also risked it all, and talked eloquently, "The most important thing is that Captain Xu saved me twice, and also saved my grandson Yuanyuan, as her father, or you think, that's her job Yes, because you are the one who benefits, so the feeling is different from the one that benefits me. For me, if Captain Xu needs my help, I can’t say no. After all, I am dying, and I can repay Captain Xu for the opportunity in my lifetime