It's not too late to meet

My strength and ideas are gone, and I don't want to talk.

Xu Yi thought it was to adjust the atmosphere, saying that the two colleagues in their office looked at each other and were very nervous about each other. His brother said, "That posture is like an old dog who protects the food for fear that his mouth will fly away. , so true love is two people who look like pigs, and they are afraid that the other party will be snatched away, so they want to do more all day long."

I really don't like to hear such words, so I immediately retorted, "Don't parents think the same about children?"

As a result, the adjustment of the atmosphere on the scene failed, and my parents and parents seemed to be in a better mood than me, so they sat there silently.

Xu Yi hit the nail on the head, "Nuo Nuo, to be honest, if you hadn't asked Professor Fang to help you mess things up, he wouldn't have met Mr. Li, and Professor Fang wouldn't have been embarrassed."

That's embarrassing?Isn't that a malicious injury?I believe that at that time, the blood flow in my arteries must have exceeded 50 centimeters per second rushing to my brain.

I heard my dad again, "Dad went to see Professor Fang today."

He still went to see Mr. Fang?The fast-flowing blood seemed to stop abruptly again.

The father's expression was unpredictable, "He still has a photo of his ex-wife on his body, a very long-term lover."

Without thinking about it, I responded to my dad like a reflex, "I know, I saw it before. He used the photo of his ex-wife as a bookmark." Xu Tian, ​​the eyes of the three of them are all on me.At that time, it was hard to explain. There was a moment of blankness in my mind, like the silence before the atomic bomb exploded. Immediately, all my thoughts were revived, and I didn’t know where the strength and anger came from. I jumped up and didn’t care, my father died. My brother doesn't love me, my mother doesn't recognize me, and I don't want to care about it anymore. For the first time in my life, I said to my mother, "Ms. Wen Zhuyun, is your daughter a widow now? "

The three of them, silent.

I said, "Not yet, oh? Then, is your daughter already wasting the rest of her life to take care of a semi-disabled old man in a wheelchair?"

the three of them, silence

"Continue to ask Ms. Wen Zhuyun, are you sure that your daughter will never be able to enjoy the fun of being a mother in this life?"

Silent

"Finally, did you see with your own eyes that your daughter encountered obstacles in male and female sex, and was her desire dissatisfied?"

Silence, they all just looked at me without saying a word.

"Nothing has had time to happen. I am still here. I have no disaster, no illness, no pain, but you are already trying to hurt others. Could it be that I was raised by my biological parents? I should live a happy life and be healthy forever, but others They all popped out of the cracks in the rocks, they have no flesh and blood, no feelings, and no self-respect, right?"

Still silent.

Because of this silence, my sanity seemed to come back a little bit, and I always felt weird, but under the rage, I couldn't analyze so much, so I just focused on finishing my anger, and still rushed at my mother. My sixth sense told me, Other than my big BOSS, no one else could think of this bad move. I raised my voice an octave higher than usual, "Have you taken the sketchbook? I haven't scribbled anymore, have I? You let me Have I practiced calligraphy? I really lost a hair. When you hurt others, it always has something to do with self-defense, but now I have not lost a single hair. You just teach me benevolence, fairness, and being kind to others, are they all fake? You are the most selfish person in the real chapter, isn’t it too hypocritical?”

This is not enough, I pointed to Xu Yi, facing my mother, "Ms. Wen, are you satisfied with the woman your son is going to marry back then? Do you like it? He is going to get married, you raise your glass to bless him, and later he will How can you be so magnanimous and noble when you are divorced? Just because Lu Xiumin and Xu Yi are about the same age, so it is reasonable for them to mess around? When it comes to me, I haven't even thought about it yet. Is Fang Zhengwen your class enemy? Or does he have a conflict of interest with you? What did he do wrong? Just because he is 24 years older than me ? So you are not stingy with using the methods you use to engage in office politics against him?"

Finally, the father spoke up, majesticly, "Promise!"

I rushed to my dad again, "According to the agreement, I won, and you can no longer dictate my life."

My dad didn't continue his majesty to the end?He chose to shut up?

I was so red-eyed that I couldn't stop, "Mr. Xu Huaiyuan, I don't know what position you used to meet Professor Fang? Did he show love to your daughter? He dated your daughter? He seduced your daughter and ran away from home ? Or did he tell the world that he eloped with your daughter?" My voice was trembling uncontrollably, "When did people pay attention to me in fact? Didn't they greet me, didn't send me I spent, never invited me to dinner, when I was hiding from me, it was like I was the No. You gave him cold medicine and he threw it at the door and dismissed it. I don’t know what position you took to meet him? Then he told you that he only missed his ex-wife, how is it, very happy, are you satisfied?”

Still no one spoke, and I should be the most satisfied one. After losing my temper and making a fuss, I wanted to cry, but unfortunately, the children of the Xu family bleed and not cry. I gritted my teeth and tried to stay calm, "I'm sorry , I'm going to rest." Turning around and walking upstairs.

"Nonuo." This time it's my mother.

I turned my back to her, "Do you feel that what I did is very beautiful? Do you give yourself a thumbs up in your heart? Feel that you have my destiny in your hands, don't you? It doesn't matter, you will always understand what it means in the future It's God's will."

"Nonuo." My mother called me again, her voice was very weak.

I broke my heart, "Don't bother me unless you think it's best for me to move out." I forgot how I went back to the room, closed the door, tears came down, and I said over and over in my heart, Fang Zhengwen, you fell When you promised to make a phone call, did you ever think that promise would cry?The most unbearable thing for me is that I found out that what I care about the most is such a little thing, he doesn't love me, but I already love him very much.

In this way, what cannot be said is said; what cannot be done is done; what should not be thought is thought about; tears that should not be shed are also shed.But the next morning I got up very early to make breakfast for my family, there was no way, I love my family.I bowed to my parents who got up early and did morning exercises, and said sorry.

Parents are worried, "Wake up so early? Did you sleep last night?"

"Of course." I gathered up my energy, "You know me, as long as you lose your temper, just let it go."

My dad stumbled, "Off, off, about Professor Fang..."

"Don't mention it." I gave Dad a bowl of hot soy milk, "It seems that this person is not in harmony with our family's aura, and the quarrel is very disturbing. I won't mention him in the future."

Parents said in unison, "Okay."

However, during this period of time, everyone seemed to want to say something but couldn't say it, including Yang Lu. According to my previous temperament, I had to break the casserole and ask the end no matter what, but now, don't ask!To be precise, I dare not ask. It is not easy for me to maintain the current state. If there is a little more blow, I am afraid that I will collapse. It is too ugly. I am careful and maintain such a self.

The only thing that cannot be avoided is this matter, take Yang Lu to show her husband.In our line of work, it is easy to find out. I know he is busy at school, and no matter how busy he is, he will take time to see his grandson on weekends.I followed him from school to Song Lingli's house, and watched him take Yuanyuan to buy toys, and stroll in the park at noon on a good day.I saw him sitting on the steps, holding his grandson in his arms, talking to him.His actions towards Yuan Yuan were very, very gentle, as if he was holding a piece of precious fine porcelain in his hand, and he was afraid that he would knock the porcelain in his hand with too much force.In the past, he must have used all kinds of tenderness to treat Yu Su, right?How strong does it have to be to be so deeply in love with a woman who has let her down?If you don't look in front of you, you can't go back.

After all, I am still that meaningless person, listening to what I shouldn’t listen to, seeing what I shouldn’t see, ignoring what I should want, thinking about what I can’t get.Late at night, the wind and bamboo beat melancholy, how desolate and boring I am, how afraid I am to see him.

23

Fang Zhengwen

I was so afraid to see her, but she still came.

The head of the department called me and told the police that someone was coming for consultation. He had asked his secretary to bring him to the laboratory and asked me to cooperate. You are very polite, I wrote a special letter of introduction, I was supposed to entertain at noon, but I have other things to deal with here, please accompany me..."

know me?Surname Xu?Lesbian?Is it a promise?And a letter of introduction?I'm a little dizzy.

The head of the department was still there to explain, "They will definitely ask about Wang Xuedong, Lao Fang, you have to handle it carefully, I can trust you..."

Wang Xuedong?What happened to Lao Wang?While I agreed casually, my mind was in a mess.The head of the department over there hung up the phone, and I was still holding the phone in a daze.Out of the corner of his eye, he saw that the student didn't apply vacuum grease to the stopper of the separating funnel, so he came back to his soul, and said coldly, "Are you afraid that it won't burn with ether later?" This is the most lucky thing in the laboratory For a few doctoral students, it is impossible to stare at them a little less.

I put down the phone and thought to myself, or I can see Xu Nuo later, can we live in peace?Although I know that every time I see her, I can never calm down and achieve "peace and peace", I still feel a little lucky in my heart, neither surprised nor surprised,