It's not too late to meet

Promises are a waste of time, so I had to say no to her.Rejecting her will inevitably not hurt her heart, hurting her heart is like stabbing a knife in my heart... The bad causal relationship, this is an equation that confuses me, I can't solve the answer after solving it for a long time, and then , the promise appears.

At that time, Song Lingli and Yuan Yuan had just been sent away.I have a better appetite and can eat something. Li Wan helps me peel the fruit.Fang Gang talked to Li Chun'en, told me which hospital I was staying in, and asked his brother-in-law to visit me directly after getting off the plane.I read the newspaper, or to be precise, pretended to read the newspaper, with a lot of things on my mind, concentrating on my thoughts, and staring blankly.How long Xu Nuo stood by my bed, I don't know, it must be because I suddenly realized that there was no sound in the ward, I came back to my senses, and saw Fang Gang and Li Wan sitting together, pursing their lips for fun, looking seriously at the insignificant red bird. Fuji Big Apple.Then, I sensed the smell of promise, and raised my eyes, she was condescending, looking at me, not the kind of eyes that were affectionate, but it seemed that she was here to ask the teacher for a crime.

I knew which teacher she asked about which sin, so I had to quickly arm myself, "Uh, I heard you have a new mission? You're so busy, don't come and see me."

Xu Nuo's eyes were clear and clear, and he was also full of anger. He didn't say much, and threw his glasses on the newspaper in front of me.

I knew her intentions and accused me of not wearing glasses while reading newspapers, clearly harboring ulterior motives.

This is not a ghost, so I seemed to explain to her, "You know, at my age, the nucleus of the lens of the eye gradually enlarges and hardens, the elasticity becomes smaller and smaller, and the strength of the ciliary muscle gradually weakens. I started to get old, and I don’t need myopia glasses for near-sightedness. In fact, I plan to buy a new pair of glasses. The right glasses power should be the algebraic sum of my original myopia degree and aging degree, and the result of canceling the two.”

Promise not to answer me, just look at me quietly, and I also look at her quietly, I don't know what she thinks, but I am really panicked, my heart is in a mess, and I see it in her eyes again Familiar with the crystal light, I feel that I can't hold on, and I really want to say, I'm sorry, I was wrong.The promise didn't give me a chance, she turned around and left with her big satchel that was always heavy on her back.Will she~~will come back again?I am afraid that she will come back, and I am afraid that she will not come back.

Fang Gang and Li Wan wailed together, "Dad, why are you doing this?"

I spoke lightly, picked up the newspaper, and pretended nothing had happened, "Young people are short-tempered. I just said that I am old, but I didn't say that she is old."

Salinger has a passage, "Some people think that love is sex, it is marriage, it is kisses at six o'clock in the morning, and it is a bunch of children. Maybe it is so, but you know what I think?"I think love is a hand that wants to touch and then withdraws. 】

Promise, forgive me for always withdrawing my hands that long to touch you.

30

Promise

I swear, I will never forgive those hands that keep pushing me away again.

But every time I wake up from the dream, I have to realize painfully that unforgiveness and no longer loving are two parallel lines that do not intersect. As much as there is unforgiveness, there will be as much as I care about.

For some reason, I have such a dream.

Mr. is teaching in a very simple and simple classroom,

The beautiful and bustling writing on the blackboard made him even more lonely;

He was wearing the usual dark gray Chinese tunic suit, still so rigorous, even the collar buttons were buttoned up neatly, the white line of the shirt exposed from the collar echoed his gray hair, he was still in good spirits, dignified and timeless;

Still that clean face, still slightly frowning, with a slightly stubborn and aloof temperament;

Black and white are still clear behind the lens, not like the eyes of the elderly;

Or an attitude that is too modest and alienated;

Under his podium, there were only three students. The gentleman bowed slightly and said, thank you for coming to my class...

I woke up with a start, and then burst into tears, and my heart ached like a cut, and I couldn't help myself.

I don't like to cry, not to the point of emotional breakdown, I don't know how to cry.Except for the family training when they were young, the children of the Xu family bleed but not cry. Due to their occupations these years, walking in the rivers and lakes, they are used to seeing and meeting, and it is inevitable that they will become numb.Touching this thing, doing it too much and being promiscuous, and my eyes sweating once more, it seems to damage my practice, and all kinds of things are not worth it.But for a tattered Fang Zhengwen with gray hair, I have repeatedly failed.If there is a quota for crying, for my husband, I spent all my previous savings and paid in advance for the next three years.

This is the worst state of my career. My colleagues and I work in shifts day and night to monitor a group of drug dealers.I didn’t have much rest time at first, and I should try to ensure my sleep as much as possible, but now, I only hope to have wings under my ribs, fly back to his hospital bed, pick him up and interrogate him, “You love me , push me away, love me with your life, and reject me at the same time, are you schizophrenic?" But I can't go back, can't see, countless resentment turned into a nightmare.

The only way to calm my mind is to open my sketchbook.In the snow season in the northern country far away from him, I was finally able to draw his face at a distance of [-] kilometers. Things, so far confused.

The sketchbook was taken away by my mother, and she handed it back to me, saying, "He is a worthy person. If I blindly demand him with realistic conditions, it will be unfair to him, but it does not mean that I think he is Suitable to be your husband. Nuonuo, I will return this to you not only because he saved you."

But for me now, I don't mind what attitude the Gaotang elders have towards Fang Zhengwen. I love him.From what Xu Yi said, my parents were frightened by me.When my husband was in first aid, my parents rushed to the hospital after hearing the news. I was squatting against the wall at the door of the operating room. After so many times in the world, seeing me like that at that time, my legs are weak.

My father whispered to my mother in private, "Zhuyun, do you remember, one year you received the news of my death, you were very calm, didn't say anything, just shut yourself in the room, fortunately I came back in time, pushed you out of the room Door, you are pointing a gun at your head, I will never forget your face at that time in my life, but I never thought that we would see that expression on our Nuo Nuo's face again."

"Second Miss, at that moment, let alone you and an old man, even if you want to marry a pig, we will agree." Xu Yi said badly, "But at that moment, you have already missed the opportunity, Now if you want to marry a pig, we still have to think about it."

I was too lazy to talk to Xu Yi, and I couldn't tell him that they made a mistake. Pointing a gun at my temple is not my style. At that time, I just thought, if my husband is lying in the operating room and can't come out again, I will go find him. Put the MG42 chug everything around.Fortunately, Mr. escaped from danger.Thanks to the small wound on his carotid artery, fortunately, I have studied medicine for four years and learned some common sense of first aid. Fortunately, when the first explosion occurred, the firefighters and the nearest colleagues rushed to the scene and rushed upstairs.

I stayed by his hospital bed for more than ten hours, thinking about one thing, since I knew him these days, has he always been in my heart?Have you ever thought about letting go of me?I know, I have plans to give up on him.When my mother took away my sketchbook and showed me the differences between me and my husband, I gave in.Basically, I'm a layman with a moderate desire for love, and I have no intention of dedicating myself to it.Occasionally I joked with him, we both could see the universe and the stars, but our hearts were full of philistines and vulgarity.

The time my family arranged for Li Chun'en to be given to me, I didn't know how to escape. In the shopping mall, I prayed helplessly, "Sir, help me." Looking up, he was not far from me, wearing a dark gray Chinese tunic suit, with an armband on his arm. Wearing his black coat, he is elegant and elegant, his gaze behind the lens is slightly flustered, with some doubts, he doesn't believe it, frowns, seems to be curious why I'm there too?He seemed to be complaining that my presence disturbed him.At that moment, I should be intimidated by fate, but it seems that all the things I have given up gathered together in an instant, like a tree, growing firmly back in my heart, and taking root and sprouting in an instant, until the branches and leaves are luxuriant, I smile and feel It's okay for time to stop like this.

Well, for sir, he vowed not to leave me in danger before, he held me tightly when the explosion happened and told me not to be afraid, before he didn't care about his injuries and only the trivial dust on my face Before, when you regarded me as an irrelevant person, what were you thinking?Are you going to give up on me?To be honest, I don't understand him.But he made me believe that he loves me, and that he can pay the price of his life for love.

In times of crisis, he loves me with his life, but in normal times, he is cold as if he dislikes me.When I was so busy and dizzy, the information from my family was that Professor Fang was very resistant to getting along with Xu's family, which made me very depressed.

Before leaving, I took some time to go to the hospital, but what I got was resistance. Why?Is it because of Yu Su again?Do you want to keep guarding endlessly for other people's wives?A person who is clearly sober, clearly staring at me secretly, the heat in his eyes will make me blush with embarrassment, and the deer bumping my chest.I was so angry that I did one thing. I wanted to find the imaginary enemy standing between me and my husband. I disregarded the obstruction of his teaching assistant and ransacked his laboratory and office. I found nothing, and there was nothing left for me. Su Su's picture, and no clue of any other women, I don't know what went wrong with him.

Go home and pack my luggage, my face is too ugly and evil