It's not too late to meet

Nothing else can make me feel relieved and let go.After seeing her hidden in the sketchbook, I can still be indifferent to my feelings, sitting here, really~~ I feel that I can be so wicked~~

I've always been slow to respond when it comes to dealing with emotional issues.I just realized that Xu Nuo thought that I dropped her phone on the night of New Year's Eve, so she must have been upset for a while, right?I still remember, at the door of my laboratory, I robbed her for documents for a long time, she insisted on leaving, I pulled her sleeve to ask her to come back, she turned and smiled at me, "Sir, what exactly do you want?"

I mean, Xu Nuo called me from Mr., to Professor Fang, and then back to Mr. Have I carefully considered Xu Nuo? What kind of changes has she experienced during this process?She~~ is so kind to me, she minds everything, but she is willing to forgive everything.Just in the early hours of this morning, her warmth and sweetness stayed in my chest.That kind of coquettishness and capriciousness, for Xu Nuo, only happens when he is facing me, right?Just like I will only be in front of her, unscrupulous, unrestrained... We are obviously in love, but why do I have to let us~~~ No, yes, together, together!

I'm 24 years older than her, I can't pass this test;

I don't believe that I can bring her happiness, and I can't pass this hurdle either;

I am afraid that I will be disappointed and hurt again, and I will not be able to survive this catastrophe!

So I can only promise bitterly, isn't this selfish?

But if I let myself go, am I less selfish?

Crackling, stabbing, who is setting off firecrackers outside, festive, lively, fiery trees and silver flowers never go night, like the night on New Year's Day.I seem to hear the warm voice of Xu Nuo again, "Sir, the past year has been the most meaningful and worthy of attention for me, that is, I met you." There are only her and me, her eyebrows, eyes, mouth and nose are just where I can touch my lips... I don't know where in my body this pain came from, I just know, At this moment, I want to promise, very, very, very much.

I heard someone's voice making noise in my ear, and I couldn't care less, that voice persisted, and it turned into an image in reality, it was Gang'er, waving his hand violently in front of my eyes, "Dad, what about you? gone?"

I quickly pulled myself together, "It's okay, it's okay, I haven't had a good rest these days, I'm sleepy."

Li Wan said, "Dad, let's go to the guest room and rest for a while."

I rubbed my forehead, "No, go back to the school dormitory..."

"No, we have to eat the New Year's Eve dumplings together anyway," Li Chun'en stopped me to persuade, "Let's make do with Li Wan's place first." He smiled, touched my teacup, "How can we Well, let’s spend New Year’s Day together and Spring Festival together.”

It's true, something that I didn't dare to think about before, I smiled in a trance, and drank tea with Li Chunen.

Li Chun'en said again, "By the way, Fang just suggested that while you live in the dormitory at school, he will take another winter vacation to tidy up the house for you. You agreed."

I woke up like a dream, "I promised?"

Fang Gang felt wronged, "Dad, what expression do you have? It's as if I blackmailed you."

I quickly explained, "No, Dad doesn't think it's necessary."

Li Wan, "Dad, think about the promise. The house is so old, it hasn't been tidied up for many years, and the kitchen is not easy to use. She will come home~~ Uh, I mean, as a friend, I will visit you at home, Firstly, she finds it inconvenient, and secondly, she has other ideas, right?"

Li Chunen chimed in, "That's right, women are very cautious."

Of course, I feel that this matter is very logically unreasonable. Where do I live and what living conditions do I have, does it have anything to do with the promise?However, emotionally, I can't refuse, and I'm not willing to promise another misunderstanding. Such a misunderstanding would hurt her too much.So I should~~

"Dad, if you keep quiet, I will take it as your acquiescence."

So I, Fang Gang, said, "The house is too old, so it's better to clean it up. Dad appreciates it because you take care of Dad's heart, which has nothing to do with Captain Xu. As for how to clean it up, you can figure it out. By the way, the decoration Dad Qian will call your account some time." After a sigh, I decided, "I'd better go to the guest room to rest for a while." Get up from the sofa.

Fang Gang and Li Wan acted like they were serving the crippled grandpa, both left and right, helping me together, but I don’t need to be grateful, the young couple worked together like a thunderbolt, “Dad, I just told you to invite Captain Xu to come, and you agreed ha."

I can't be insensitive, these two kids really didn't blackmail me?Suspicious eyes.

But the two of them were innocent as usual, "Dad, have you been too tired recently? Do you have any signs of momentary memory loss? Or, Dr. Yoro will do a checkup..."

I still haven't eaten the dumpling for the New Year's Eve, I had no choice but to stuff a sleeping pill into my mouth, I have to escape, otherwise, I don't know how to arrange my own desire born of promise, filled in my chest, unable to vent mood.

On the first day of the new year, I had to attend the group gathering. At the request of the leader, both our unit and the school had to go through the motions.For dinner, I plan to go back to school to accompany the students in school, and in the second day of junior high school, I will return to the laboratory, and I have to take back the time that was wasted before, and I have no time to deal with other things.

Putting the dumplings on the table early in the morning of the new year, Fang Gang and the Li family brothers and sisters said, "Then I can only hold a family meeting with you now."

I don't know, "A meeting?"

Fang Gang, "Dad, even if you don't care about everything when I host a banquet on the eighth day of the lunar new year, you have to attend the wedding dinner if your elder brother is the officiant. Can you give us a wedding speech or something?"

Li Wan, "Dad, are you wearing a suit or a tunic suit? I'll prepare the dress for you."

Li Chunen was half joking, "I think you need to know where the dinner party is at first."

I frowned, God, what's the taste in my mouth?After spitting out the dumpling, the dumpling with chives, shrimp and pork actually contained lumps of sugar.

Everyone applauded, Li Wan was very happy, his fair and delicate skin was flushed, "Dad, this indicates that you will live a happy and sweet life this year."

Well, the New Year’s Eve is filled with candies, coins or tofu, which means beautiful dumplings. Since Yu Su left, I haven’t touched this stuff for more than 20 years. Looking at Fang Gang's bright smiling face, I am sure that my "letting go" is worthwhile and correct.

And Li Wan and Li Chunen, brothers and sisters, put more dumplings on my plate and advised me, "Eat more, you didn't eat much last night."

I can feel the sweetness and happiness of my life, and they are sincerely happy, but why is this not my wish at the moment?I also put the dumplings on for Li Chunen, "Let's eat together." Thinking of something again, I took out the lucky red envelope that I had prepared for Yuan Yuan, "Ganger, are you going to see Yuan Yuan later? Give this to Dad take it."

"Okay," Fang Gang accepted, "You, I only think about my grandson."

"Isn't that what grandpas do?"

Li Wan interjected, "Dad, you went to bed early last night, Xu Yi, Uncle Xu, and Aunt Wen called to wish you New Year's greetings."

"Have you paid New Year's greetings for Dad?"

"Of course, I will also ask you to make a promise."

I looked at Li Wan's expression with anticipation, although I knew that I would get the best care and protection when I promised to go back to Wen Zhuyun's place, but I still want to know, has her fever subsided?But Li Wan and Fang Gang didn't have time to talk to me, they were all focused on Li Chunen

With just such a little effort, Li Chunen ate a few dumplings, one with money and one with sugar.

Fang Gang was full of envy and hatred, "Brother, are you planning to have both money and sex this year?" He dragged the whole plate of dumplings in front of him, showing the momentum of getting rich and sex even if he was desperate

Li Wan also had this desire, and grabbed the dumplings with Fang Gang, "Didn't you eat last night? I didn't have any."

Li Chunen thanked me, "Old Fang, you gave me these dumplings. It seems that brother, I want to have a little luck this year, so I can only count on you."

Hey, look at this prospect, I calmed down, "It's just a fun, you are serious."

The feeling of shutting myself in the laboratory again~~Yes, I am suitable for this place~~Yes, I waded into this river again, using work to numb myself.The only part that puzzles me is why I do it for women who don't love me, but why do I still do it for women who love me?Can't think about it.

But I haven't forgotten to find time to go to the bank, remit a large sum of money to Fang Gang's account, get married and clean up the house. As a father, I always get paid for my efforts.Later, Fang Gang called me, but I didn't have time to answer it. The student told me, teacher, your son-in-law complained about your disrespect, so I just smiled and let it go.

Li Chunen had to make an appointment to see the interview dress.On the evening of the seventh day of the seventh day, I finally had some free time. He brought a stylist and a box of clothes and shoes, and waited for me downstairs in the laboratory.I took them to the dormitory and said to Li Chun'en, "Just let your assistant walk around. How can you do this yourself?"

Li Chunen smiled warmly, "Oh, no, you don't understand, how happy I am to help Fang Gang complete a happy wedding, and I can take care of you in such a small matter." , "Don't blame me, I'm here for Yu Su. If she is still alive, she must want to see Fang Gang have a lively and successful wedding, and she will definitely be willing to take care of you as much as possible in this small matter that you are not good at."

I smiled and admitted, "Yes, she will." With the help of the stylist, I changed into a three-piece suit. I really have no interest in dressing up, and I think it will be fine.

Li Chunen is more interested than me, he simply enjoys it,