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1. Insects are the pets of green vegetables. It comes from the story of my friend Qinglin Yihua. The original concept is that the worms in the apple are the pets raised by the apple.

2. The part "Chemistry is life" comes from the American drama "Breaking Bad Tree"

3. The analogy between chemistry and life in the article comes from the Internet. It was reposted on Kaixin.com a few years ago, and it is not original

I remember when I was studying, because I was tall, the seniors of the basketball club approached me several times a year, "Fang Zhengwen, come to our basketball club, don't be afraid that you won't be able to learn, you are good enough..." How many times he approached me, I refused How many times, without him, without interest, I still prefer chemistry.

Later, at work, comrades from the trade union came to me, "Xiao Fang, your head is so convenient to shoot, we will count on you..." I refused as usual, because my time and minutes are not enough to spend on the construction of new China. Where is the time to play.

After that, everyone who knew my temper and my clumsiness didn't bother me anymore.

Who would have thought that when I was old, in order to live up to a junior in my 20s, I took some time every day to practice on the court.When I patted the ball up and down, all I could think about was her face, smiling, angry, annoyed, mischievous, and nonsense. I was thinking, if I played the ball skillfully, Will she be happy?I don't know whether Xu Nuo understands, what kind of heart I have, and I work hard to practice, but obviously, the seriousness of my practice has attracted...

"Old Fang, your head is easy to shoot. We have an event..."

I can actually hallucinate that image, me sweating on the court in my jersey.Not far away, she loudly cheered, applauded, and danced for me.And I was also happy because of her enthusiasm, grinning to the fullest...

So, I agreed, "Okay..."

My colleague couldn't believe it, "You agreed? I thought I'd have to try my best to persuade you. Oh, old Fang, you've changed..."

I have changed. This is not only the evaluation of me by my colleagues, but also my student Guan Gu.

That kid doesn't know what he's been up to lately. He keeps making mistakes. He messes up even the simplest filtering. I ask him to redo it.It's just a redo, but he bowed ninety degrees to thank me, which is too exaggerated.

Guan Gu doesn't think it's exaggerated, "Because the teacher told me that the meaning of filtering is to remove the chaff and preserve the essence. To filter out the unpleasant and keep the worthwhile. In this process, filtering is inevitable, and there is nothing to complain about..."

It's not my style, "Did I say that?" feels unbelievable.

Guan Gu, "It's absolutely true."

Uh~~ so embarrassing.

Guan Gu is very helpful to this, he told me his heart and soul, his last test result was not satisfactory, and then he separated from his girlfriend... In short, he is very annoying, he hates this kind of messy life.

"Tossing is sometimes necessary, just like extraction, you must toss, the point is to open the piston after tossing, release the pressure, otherwise it will explode." I tried my best to comfort Guan Gu, "Give yourself some time, don't push yourself too hard."

Guan Gu stared at me for a long time, "God, professor, what's wrong with you? You've changed so much..."

Yeah?changed a lot?

Many years ago, when I was young, with black hair, tight skin, and a straight waist, a student who had come to our institute as an intern sighed in front of the titration table, "Academically speaking, chemistry is the study of substances. Science, but in fact, should be the science of studying change. We know that electrons can change their energy levels, and molecules can change their chemical bonds. Imagine that when these elements are combined to form compounds, isn’t it the life of all life? Is it composed of forms? This is a constant, cyclical process, from growth to decay, to decomposition and dissolution, and so on. I met all kinds of people in this reactor, some were carbonized at the bottom of the bottle because they were too indulgent; some left because they were too impetuous; things; some people may be too maverick to integrate and become a by-product; in the end, when you meet the right person, hold hands, and don’t decompose until the end of the reaction, it is considered a success..."

At that time, Yu Su and I were newly married, and I thought we were successful. Of course, I was wrong, or I was just an overdose of reactants, and fell asleep for a long time in the cold, and came back to life when I encountered a substance called promise.

Yes, it should be back, not change

When Xu Nuo wandered around me like an elf, without hesitation, shaking her sunshine to every corner of my small room, no matter how thick the clouds were, it couldn't block her brilliance, and it was hard not to be infected.

Last week, Xu Nuo and Yuan Yuan were in the kitchen choosing vegetables to make a meal. I was working in the study when Yuan Yuan shouted, "Oh, there are bugs in the cabbage."

Xu Nuo murmured, "Have you ever seen a bug? Do you need such a big noise? Grandpa is reading a book, keep your voice down. You expect a pencil inside for less than [-] cents."

What kind of logic is this?It's like eating a bowl of noodles in a restaurant. If you eat flies, the shopkeeper will tell you, do you expect to get a gold ring for a dollar of noodles?It will only cause the guests to smash their noodles on the boss's head, it doesn't make sense, this policeman is so unreasonable.

I couldn't help laughing, I froze my ears, and listened to Fang Yuan's silence for a while, struggling, "Why do we buy vegetables with worms?"

"Because worms are pets kept by Qingcai," Xu Nuo said flickeringly, "We must allow Qingcai to keep pets."

Fang Yuan, "Vegetables can be pets, why can't I?"

This is really a problem, Fang Yuan has always wanted to raise a kitten, but he is sensitive to animal hair, Xiao Song refuses.

Xu Nuo explained, "But you are a pet, have you ever seen a pet keep a pet?"

Fang Yuan was stunned, "I'm a pet? I'm a bug?"

"Oh, baby, the pets raised by Qingcai are called worms, you are different, you are a grandson, raised by your grandfather..."

I lay down on the desk and laughed out loud, "Promise, you are too good at dealing with it."

Then he took Fang Yuan to the hospital to visit Xiao Song. Xu Yi had just finished rehabilitation with Song Lingli. Fang Yuan relayed the passage "I am grandpa's pet" to the two of them. Fang Yuan told his mother, "Grandpa laughed and cried Out."

Xu Yi was skeptical, "Isn't it? There's nothing funny about this episode, why is it funny?" He pursed his elegant thin lips, teasing lightly, "Old Fang, have you been bewitched by my sister?"

For me, Promise is the bridge extending from the white laboratory back to the world, and she brings me back to the world, where I perceive the colors and splendor of life.

But if the promise is a kind of Gu poison, I have no regrets or complaints, and I will be happy with it.

In the dead of night, I would also be terrified of such a self. On the one hand, I have deep desires and greed, and on the other hand, I have clear reason and difficult self-control.This is a logically contradictory, incompatible concept, attitude, and emotion. I know that there is a trade-off, but I am stuck in it, unable to extricate myself. I am so self-abuse, it is obvious that I can’t get along with myself and the world, and I don’t know how to live in the future?So Xu Xu came and went in and out of my house like a butterfly, and even the pancake sellers at the alley were doubtful. Taking care of my little grandson..."

It’s not that I’m guilty of using such an excuse, and I’m trying to excuse myself. In fact, she just came to help me occasionally, and I promised Gang’er to accept her help. In short, we didn’t do anything beyond the rules.Of course, my life experience told me many years ago that not exceeding the behavior does not mean that there will be no accidents, such as Li Chunen and Yu Su back then...

One day, I had a phone call with Lao Wu, and Lao Wu learned that Xu Nuo always walked around my house, so he came to teach again, "Old Fang, do you know what is the explanation of food and sex? That is to say, if we can eat together, we will sleep together sooner or later. Let's talk rough and rationale together, as long as you are not a eunuch..."

I evaded, "chewing my tongue..." and put the phone down.But flustered all afternoon, that feeling is more chaotic than a heart attack.

There is no taboo about partial promises, and I have always taken care of me in every possible way.It's just crossing the road, either they hold my arm and don't let go, or they hold my hand and forget to let go.Just like now, she is afraid that I will be old and helpless, so she holds my hand when crossing the road, and even if I know that I can't love her and delay her, she only cares about her, but she just doesn't want to let go. open her.As if it happened naturally, we dragged our hands until we walked to the gate of Yuanyuan Primary School, mingled among the parents waiting for our children, chatting casually about trivial matters.I secretly curled up her fingers one by one and held them in my palm~~ Don't ask me why I did this, there is no answer, and I don't know... For a moment of trance, she couldn't hear me when she was talking , dazed, looking at the shadows, me and her reflected on the glass window of the roadside shop, her hair is full of black hair, and I have three thousand hair~~ I try my best to straighten my waist and comfort myself, it’s nothing, it’s not that kind of relationship , she is nothing but admiration, I will hide my love.

"My guests haven't left yet." Xu Nuo shook my arm and asked me like a flying fairy, "What do you think should be done?"

Do you ask me for advice on this kind of family matter?I shook my head and didn't know.I have a question that I am concerned about, "Why did you think of coming to school to find me?" I still have doubts, is it true that you wear such a beautiful dress for a blind date?