It's not too late to meet

, has the ability to change, and is also the basis for material existence. Unfortunately, I have not changed anything, and he will not exist because I exist.

Look at this hypocrisy...

It was late when I got home, and the boutique I frequented was about to close, and the music box I liked so much was gone in the window.The last time I came here, I didn't buy it because I didn't bring enough money.I went into the store and asked the proprietress if there was any stock?The proprietress said no more, and the last one was bought by an old man and given to his wife.

The design of the music box is actually not surprising. Under the snowy glass cover, it is the same, and it is in circles. There are two small figures, a man and a woman. However, the little man has a big black face on his face. Framed glasses, sir... I can't even have a fake him.

On the weekend, I received a call from my aunt.My aunt said that she has called me in recent months, and it is rare for me to be at home.My aunt and uncle asked me enthusiastically, "When are you free to come to Chicago?"

I responded, "Soon, just a few days..."

I asked Zhao Hui to come to my house to take the written note, and I was ready to pack it.

My parents rolled their eyes at me violently, presumably because of my determined attitude, they suppressed it and said nothing.

Xu Yi was still thinking about his win-win situation, and acted as a lobbyist for Mr. Fang, "I don't want to take the initiative, but I'm afraid of delaying you.

I said coldly, "Now he has delayed me."

"Brother Xin, he will come to you as soon as he finishes his work on this project."

"No need, I just want him to find it now."

"You will regret it if you are so willful."

I struggled to carry my luggage to the car, "I think he should regret it more than me."

Xu Yi put his hands on his forehead, and he was always charming, "If you want to use Yuan Kai to stimulate Lao Fang, I advise you to give up this idea, Yuan Kai already has someone he likes."

I deliberately satirized, "I don't bother to use such a bad method, but did you use this method to catch up with Song Lingli?" Under Xu Yi's dissatisfied gaze, I closed the car door, "Zhao Hui, drive."

To be honest, when I was at the airport, I still had a little fantasies, or, the damn Fang Zhengwen would suddenly appear, as long as he would appear, I would not leave, but... I really can't watch too many foreign movies.

Although it is difficult to stage the plots of foreign movies in real life, the more reliable friends like Shao Yuankai, the better.His girlfriend is also of Chinese descent, with a bigger personality than me, and a womanizer.

Shao Yuankai has handsome eyebrows and clear bones, but her girlfriend is thick and thick, full of masculinity, but Shao Yuankai really likes that woman, "Susan has a good personality," Yuan Kai said.

Susan and I fell in love at first sight, and since then she has taken me around to play, and I really have no time to think about anything else.Then, the young couple and some friends went to Africa to watch the great migration of animals. They invited me to go with them, and I readily agreed.Traveling can make people forget many unhappy things. I need to forget, and I think I have forgotten.

One day, when I was preparing breakfast for friends in the cabin, I handed the milk to Susan and said, "Sir, here is the milk."

Susan teased me, "Does he really look so much like Mr.?"

I knew she misunderstood me and thought she looked like a man, so I was very embarrassed, "Of course not, sorry, slip of the tongue."

Susan said heartily, "It's better to look a little bit, so that I can pursue you..."

I followed suit, haha, confused, but my heart was full of turmoil, why can't I let him go?At the same time, I miss him deeply, wondering if he is doing well now?Usually slow and clumsy, but every time he catches up with the project, he starts to practice as a desperate Saburo, regardless of whether his heart can bear it. Besides, his stomach is weak, and he is hungry and full when he is busy... But I I hate myself for being like this again, unfortunately, just because I can't let go of him like this doesn't mean that he can't let go of me either.

Confused, at the end of the trip, I bought a gift for my aunt and uncle, a wooden elephant, yes, the elephant, the size is not small, hardwood texture, Yuan Kai and Susan looked at it when I paid Me, I opened my mouth wide, or they thought I could receive the information emitted by their expressions, but unfortunately my built-in receiving function has been up and down during this period, so~~

"How are you going to bring it back to Chicago?" Susan asked me.

I suddenly collapsed, looking at the wooden elephant, wanting to cry, this baby's round figure, which suitcase can hold it?

Yuan Kai said, "I can see it. You think my labor should not be wasted. When you come, you should pack lightly, and when you return, you will take all the clouds you can take with you."

I looked apologetic, "I'm sorry."

Susan put her arm around my shoulders, "It's ok, I figured we could buy a plane ticket for it..."

In fact, the dollar cost of packing and consigning this wood carving is not much cheaper than an air ticket, not to mention the physical effort spent on it along the way.Because of this heavy gift, Susan and Yuan Kai couldn't go home to rest properly, so they had to accompany me to carry this thing back to my aunt's house.

When we entered the house, we were waiting for our housekeeper to inform us that there were guests at home, and my uncle and aunt were talking to them in the tea room on the top floor.Presumably it is a very important guest. The tea room on the top floor is designed with full glass, and you can enjoy the garden and swimming pool downstairs from a height. It is usually a place for the family to relax and chat. Uncles and aunts talk about things with people, and most of them invite people to their respective study rooms.

"Where is the guest from?" I casually asked the housekeeper

The housekeeper said in broken English, "Same as you, from Beijing, and said he came to see you."

I'm suspicious, I don't know if it's my mother, my father, or my brother?

The butler said again, "Oh, he speaks very good English. He wears glasses, is polite, very decent, and must have read a lot of books. Nuo, your friends are so outstanding..."

Susan interjected, "I have to use your bathroom, can I?"

I stared at the direction of the stairs, my heart was beating wildly, "You can use whatever you want." I lifted my feet and ran upstairs

Yuan Kai was behind me, "Hey, what's that expression on your face? Are you familiar with the customer? Oh, oh, Nuo, wait for me."

52

The person sitting in the tea room is really my husband.I suppressed my breath, hid behind the curtain beside the tea room door, and looked at him greedily.He is still the same, thin, tall, pale, with slender fingers holding a teacup, full of bookishness, in a strict dark Chinese tunic suit, lined with a light-colored shirt, his hair is still snow-colored, and his eyes behind the lenses are black and white. , There is still a touch of worry between the brows.I saw his familiar black coat and gray scarf on the back of the chair, and his usual black leather briefcase inside the chair. For some reason, I felt the excitement of rushing in to grab him and run to the airport together.But, no, I'm not sure why he came, I can't act rashly, and I can't just ruin my self-esteem.

I don't know what my uncle and aunt asked my husband, but he said happily, "I have been thinking about this question since the first time I met Xu Nuo. Every time I see her, I think about it a little more. I always thought that as long as I think about it If I am considerate enough, use my rationality, and control my behavior and emotions, she will eventually gain peace and happiness. But in the final analysis, I just made her hurt and sad again and again. What makes me even more ashamed is that no matter where she is with me, No matter how sad and disappointing she was, she still used her energy to try her best to take care of me and protect me. From the first day I knew her to the day she left me, this kind of care and protection has not changed. Pass."

Speaking of this, Mr.'s voice was slightly hoarse. He paused, restrained his emotions, and continued, "Yes, her protection for me has never changed. No matter how I treat her, it has never changed. In my lifetime, Fang Zhengwen did not often receive such favors. Logically speaking, I should do my best to repay her. But because of my worries, age difference, and fear of being hurt again, I am cowardly, timid, and avoid , As a result, what I did was not repaying, but hurting, hurting again and again. In the end, I let that laughing, strong, beautiful woman who was always working hard for me cry in front of me. She asked me why Obviously have the ability to make her happy but are stingy with giving? What is the point of living like this? I re-reflected, is my concern worthwhile? She asked a good question. I thought that I would be good to her by avoiding it. Suppressing and sacrificing my feelings is for her own good, which is mostly wrong. I treat her well in a way that I think is wishful thinking, not in a way that she is willing to accept, which means that I am still doing it for myself. I am still selfish. I have no right to be selfish in front of a woman who gives her wholeheartedly for me, so I have to change. Now, I think that if she promises to be with me, then I will be with her, I will try my best to live a long life for her, and I am willing to live for her until the age of 99. I want to tell her that when I wake up from the hospital bed and see her by my side, she is already my concern, I never let her go..."

I'm going to rush in, shake him out of the chair, and call him an asshole. Why don't you ever say such sweet words to me in front of me?It's too much, it caused me to leave my hometown and run to such a cold place, and I walked in a mess, I might offend my leader, and the worst thing is to make me go crazy and buy a broken wooden elephant, I'm as tired as an old dog , shipped back to Chicago from Africa.

However, it was Shao Yuankai who walked out from behind the curtain before me. With emotion and enthusiasm, he greeted his husband in broken American Chinese, "You are Fang Zhengwen? That great chemical expert? Xu Yi mentioned it to me You, Nuonuo also told me