[Gintama] Long hair and waist

The cold wind blowing at night made her shiver.She rubbed her arms and looked around as if waking up from a dream.

On the floor, on the walls... there were bloodstains everywhere.In the air, there was also an unpleasant smell of blood that made people sick.Qianchun's eyes slowly began to roll—there was no smell of corpses, which meant that these people had just died.So what's going on here?

She felt sticky on her hands, as if something was stuck on them.

She looked down and saw blood on her palms, arms, and clothes.Startled, she cautiously stuck out her tongue and licked the corner of her mouth.Sure enough, the smell of blood stimulated her taste buds and revived her memory bit by bit.

By the way, she seemed to want to kill someone just now, but she couldn't control it and killed everyone.

This is not the first time.

It seemed that almost every time, as long as she made a move, she couldn't control herself.

She stood up, always feeling that she was extremely tired today.Not physically, but tired from the bottom of my heart.

Her foot accidentally touched a corpse, and she slowly lowered her head...

The boy lying on the ground, his white clothes were stained a strange red with blood.His eyes widened, and his out-of-focus eyes stared straight at her.The usual gentle smile was gone, replaced by a ferociousness distorted by too much pain.

She seemed to hear his screams before he died.

No, she didn't kill people.

She didn't kill Nan Xia!

Trembling all over, she fled the shrine by rolling and crawling.She hoped that this was just a nightmare of hers, and when she woke up, Nan Xia could still stand in front of her and smile at her tenderly, telling her not to be so capricious next time, causing him to worry all night.

Why did she kill Nan Xia?

Oh yes, she remembered.After he saw the corpses all over the floor, he asked her angrily, "Why did you do this? Mom and Dad are so kind to you, and you promised me and Asuka that you will suppress your killing intent and be a good person in the future. Do such a cruel thing! Why do you want to hurt my parents! They treat you like their own daughter! Qianchun, you are really crazy."

His gradually cold and disappointed face fell into her eyes, which was so dazzling.

She thought Nan Xia was special.

Nan Xia will not call her a lunatic, no matter how many wrong things she has done, Nan Xia will forgive her.

She loves him so much, how can he call her a lunatic?

"I didn't kill my parents, it was them! It was these bad guys, they wanted to kill my parents, and I would kill them to protect my parents! Nan Xia, why don't you understand me? Why don't you understand me?"

My heart hurts so much.

It turns out that when you are not understood, your heart hurts so much.

She put her hand on Nan Xia's chest, feeling the beat of his heart.

Pfft!Pfft!Pfft!

Is this a sign of Nanxia's survival?Is what is beating here the life of Nan Xia?Has she always loved the owner of this heart?

Her smile exuded excitement, and feeling Nan Xia's heartbeat, she also felt her heart beating faster and faster.I heard that her heart beats extra fast when she sees a boy she likes, so she really likes Nan Xia, otherwise how could her heart beat so fast, so fast that it seemed to fly out of her chest, so fast that it drove all the pain in her body? The blood also flowed quickly.

"Nanxia, ​​do you love Qianchun? Do you love me?"

Her crazy and terrifying face was reflected in his eyes.

It was the first time for Qianchun to see Nan Xia lose her temper like this.He has always been a very polite person, but for such a gentle and polite person, his eyes are as big as copper bells, "Can your feeling really be called love? I don't want your kind A love that brings destruction. I regret that I begged Asuka not to expose you, I really believed you wrong, I should have exposed you, a terrible monster, at that time."

You horrible monster.

Chiharu, you are a monster.

You are such a madman.

"Enough, enough, enough! I'm not crazy, I'm not! Nanxia, ​​Nanxia, ​​Nanxia, ​​only you in this world can't say that about me. Because we love each other, right? Otherwise why would you If you want to be so kind to me, it must be because you love me. Since you love me so much, then you must pretend to be me in your heart."

She laughed ferociously.

"Then, Qianchun wants to see what Qianchun looks like in Nanxia's heart."

Her hand pierced his heart fiercely.

She felt his warm heart beating in her hands.

When you come to your senses, everything is a foregone conclusion, and regretting it will not help.

Xishu Nanxia, ​​the person she said she loved the most, the gentle boy who warmed her whole world, died two years ago.Died by her hands, with the tragic farewell way of being gouged out, she will fall into a long sleep forever.

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"Live well? Live happily? The person you really want to say to him may not be able to do what you want. Let me guess, how did you kill the one you never forget? What about Nanxia's? Breaking the neck? Strangling? Breaking off the limbs? Piercing the abdomen? Or... digging out the heart? If you did it, it should be a very terrible way of death. Qianchun seems to have never left anyone. The whole body.^^"

The Kamui approaching step by step carried a heavy sense of oppression.

Qianchun knelt on the ground and covered her ears, yelling like crazy, "Stop talking! Stop talking! Shut up, shut up—! Qianchun didn't kill Nan Xia, Nan Xia is still alive , Nan Xia is still alive! He must be alive!"

As long as he is still alive, it means that what happened that day never happened at all, and she didn't personally destroy the person she cared about the most.

"At a time like this, do you still want to deceive yourself and others? You have been living in your own delusions, imagining that the world is beautiful, and escaping your ugly and bloody past." He grabbed the boy in white, who had already made up his mind to die , did not struggle, but quietly waited for his disposal.

"Did you see it? This is a substitute you carefully found. Don't you want to look at him again?" The boy's clean and innocent smile shows no trace of malice. People who don't know his nature will think that he is just I'm concerned about Chiharu.

Qianchun, who was yelling, stopped immediately, gasped nervously, and looked at him anxiously.

"You can't...you can't do this...you can't let Nanxia die a second time..."

"Qianchun, don't you want to make up for him? You see that he is so pitiful, and indirectly killed his sweetheart, wouldn't it be more painful to let him live? Besides, it must be more painful for you who suppressed your own nature? In order not to let Both of you are in pain, I think killing this guy is the best way~"

She grabbed her clothes vigorously with her hands, repeating the same sentence mechanically.

"I can't... I can't..."

"Look, just like you killed him back then, grab his neck first." He deliberately lowered his voice to make the excitement in his tone more obvious, "Then, just like that, kill him easily oh."

The human skull fell to the floor and rolled away for nearly two meters.

In the headless corpse, blood continued to flow out from the cut of the neck, staining the white clothes layer by layer.

Thinking of the red color on the boy's chest that night, Qianchun couldn't help shivering.She stared blankly at the tragedy unfolding in front of her eyes again, neither sad nor happy nor troubled, her empty eyes stared fixedly at the body of the boy in white, as if she was looking at him, but not like looking at him.

This kind of deathly look in her eyes was exactly the same as when Shenwei met her for the first time.

——A look of hopelessness.

After a long time, the blood stains had changed from bright red to maroon.She raised her head and smiled slightly at the boy who had been waiting for her to speak.

"Shenwei, this is very interesting, isn't it?"

"You have always been like this, destroying my life, destroying my sustenance one after another."

"It's fun to do, isn't it?"

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During the days of staying at Kamura's house, Chiharu has been very happy. Although Kamui has a bad personality and always loves to bully her, she has gradually adapted to his methods.What's more, with Shen Le's mother protecting him, this kid didn't dare to do anything terrible to her.She could feel even more that after getting along for a period of time, this guy's hostility towards her was much less.

Everything changed after that person came back.

She knew the man's name, Master Xinghaifang.

In fact, she knew the man, and the man knew her.

But she didn't want to know him, so she told herself desperately that she didn't remember his face, she wouldn't remember his face... Maybe it was because she thought about it too much, and in the end, she also felt that she wouldn't remember him Face.Later, she didn't want to contact other people more and more, so she developed the habit of "don't want to remember others", and her recognition of human faces became weaker and weaker.

It's all because she wants to erase the past too much and is too afraid of contacting others, so she makes such psychological hints to herself.

In fact, that man had talked to her in private.

She was wary at first, and he smiled when he saw how tense and prickly she was.

"You really look like your father, especially the fierce eyes. But I didn't come to fight with you. I do think you are a ticking time bomb, but as a sister, you are very competent. If you are sincere about that Two children, I hope you can take good care of them for me."

Qianchun was puzzled: "Your own child, why don't you take care of it yourself, but leave it to me?"

Master Xinghaifang folded his hands nervously. This man who stood at the top of the Yetu tribe was actually a coward who loved to avoid family problems.He stammered: "I... I don't know how to face Kamui and Kagura. You should be able to understand, right? The pain of fratricide."

Chiharu didn't speak.

Thinking that Qianchun didn't understand what he meant, Xinghai Fangzhu sighed mockingly: "You don't understand? That's right. What the hell am I doing? Why am I complaining to a 12-year-old girl and handing the child to a girl their age? Almost a little girl. Forget it, you go, you just pretend that I am drunk and talking nonsense."

She understands what Master Xinghaifang said, and she understands even more the pain of close relatives killing each other.

She understands all this.

That day, in the kitchen, when Shenwei asked her father what kind of person he was, she knew that the conflict between him and Xinghai Fangzhu had accumulated to a certain level and was about to explode.But she doesn't want to be a sensible person, she knows that knowing nothing is the happiest thing.So she ignored their conflicts and watched more and more gaps between them, and finally the glass bottle couldn't stand it anymore, and it shattered with a ping-pong sound.

Fragments beautifully like fireworks blooming.

The shards of glass that shone dazzlingly scratched the arm, causing bright red blood to flow out of the arm.

That day, watching the father and son in the struggle, the memory box that she had been holding tightly down finally popped out.She couldn't keep pretending that she was a fool anymore, and the memories of the past kept rolling in her brain, telling what a murderous and bloody existence she was.

Seeing Kagura crying out of breath, she wanted to go up and hug her sister to comfort her.

But she was so scared, so afraid that she would suddenly hurt Kagura, and so afraid that this lovely sister would become a cold corpse under her hands.

So, she chose to walk away indifferently, no longer getting close to them.

"Oh, son of the devil, did you become like this because the incident between me and the bald man reminded you of your past?" Kamui leaned against her door, obviously waiting for her to return to the room.He opened the door for her with a smile, walked into her room naturally, and sat on her bed unceremoniously, "I knew a long time ago that we are the same."

She was silent.

"I thought those legends were false, but I can see from your reaction, maybe not all of them are true... But the point, is it right?"

She remained silent.

"By the way, let me tell you one thing. I want to leave here. If I stay here, I will not become stronger. One day, I will kill that bald man. And then, I will kill you."

She finally reacted.

"Why did I die later? You really think highly of me, don't you think I will be more difficult to deal with than Master Xinghaifang?" She never used this kind of barbed tone when speaking to people, Kamui was an exception.

He thought for a while, and the dumb hair on his head moved, looking very cute: "Because I think your painful expression is very interesting. Before I kill you, I will put your happy memories into pieces bit by bit. Destroy it. Don't worry, before you die, I will still create some good memories for you, so that you can go on the road with peace of mind. ^^"

The author has something to say: Mr. Nan Xia, who has a bento face, has already received the bento at the beginning of the main story, so stop thinking about him. . . . . 】

In fact, in Chapter 6, I hinted at the tragedy of Nanxia's family.Looking back, the legend of the Winter Night Murderer arose two years ago. The first case was the murder of all 56 people in the shrine.

Why is this volume so long ==