[Gintama] Long hair and waist

Her childhood was too gray and white, and it was all about meaningless battles.Gradually, she began to discover how she was different from others.She has a keen sense of smell and hearing, honed from dealing with various crises.So she could smell the blood on her body, which was a thousand times heavier than that on other people.

Maybe that's why everyone hates her.

She lowered her eyes sadly, and turned into that secluded alley.This is her father's place, and it's the place she's stayed the longest in her memory.It can be said that she grew up in this dirty alley.Everyone here is afraid of her, because she is the daughter of evil spirits.

Evil ghosts are the king here, even though everyone here has their own ghosts, no one dares to disobey him.

As the king's daughter, she was treated in the same way.However, some young and energetic newcomers will not submit to such a little girl.In this place, only the winner has the right to speak.She has been more fully exercised in this place where the jungle preys on the jungle, and her strength is growing day by day.

The stronger you are, the more lonely you are.

She would sometimes sit and sleep on a tree in the playground, and when she woke up, she would peek at other children and their families from the tree.The tree is tall, with lush branches and leaves, and it has a different painting style from the one in front of her house.How gentle their father was, and how kind their mother was.If only her parents could care about her like this...

She hid in a tree, and the swaying branches disturbed her heart.

How she longed for this kind of warm family.

So, in her mind, the image of her father gradually changed.He is no longer the brutal alcoholic, but a good father who looks rough but is gentle in heart.On this side, he would pretend to be angry and preach to Qianchun, and then hold his daughter in his arms, warming her heart with silent tenderness.And her mother would not throw her aside.

In the world she created, she has an ordinary and warm family.

This was originally just a small way for her to comfort herself, but after a long time, she was unwilling to wake up from this false dream.

Only in the future will her memory become more and more confused, and she can no longer tell which part is real and which part is illusion.

Compared with the real situation, she is more willing to believe the part she imagined.Her attitude began to change, she was no longer cold like an emotionless machine, she learned to laugh, and finally acted like a baby in front of her mother again after several years.Although her mother still ignored her, she was very happy.

This kind of false happiness ended after the evil spirit realized the possibility hidden in Qianchun.

Even though this man, the evil ghost, has a terrifyingly powerful strength, he still cannot surpass Fengxian and Xinghaifangzhu in his whole life.The reason is that he is too conceited and too afraid of losing his so-called "king" throne.In order to eliminate the possibility of anyone around him taking away his status and kicking him off the stage, even if he is a "brother" who has been born and died several times, he will not hesitate to use despicable methods to take the life of the other party.

To put it bluntly, he just can't see others being better than him.

Win by vile means, blind yourself with falsehoods.Chasing this kind of powerful him is doomed to fail to become a real strong man.To be strong should come from the inside out—from the mind to the body.Blindly clinging to the strength of power without letting one's heart become a container capable of bearing this strength can only be a waste of gold and jade.

"Hey, little ghost, do you think you can surpass me?" The evil ghost dragged his scarred body, and ruthlessly strangled his own daughter's neck.He couldn't remember how old his daughter was, nor did he remember the day her daughter was born.If it wasn't for the hooligans in the alley to remind him, he also felt that he had almost forgotten this daughter.

Unconsciously, it turns out that this little girl has grown to the point where she can subdue some hooligans with her own strength and form her own sphere of influence.Although the number is small, but after a long time, it is hard to guarantee that she will not swallow up all his sphere of influence.It's a long night and dreams. He wants to get rid of her hidden danger while the child is still young.

The opponent just now kept taunting him before dying——

"Evil ghost, your punching strength has become smaller, your speed has also slowed down, and your reaction has become slow. Hey, I said, you must be old, right? Hahaha, soon you will be attacked by your scary daughter surpassed."

"Sooner or later, she will succeed you and become the next king here. I think in a few years, you should abdicate, hahaha."

No, how could he be old!

He will always be the king here, and no one can covet his throne.

Regardless of rest, after a fierce battle, he frantically found Qianchun.He thought that no matter how powerful she was, she was just a useless girl.She had been pushed to the ground and against the wall countless times by him, and she was scarred and dying.Such a weak little guy, he could crush her to death with one finger.

In the beginning, the evil spirits did have the upper hand.But slowly, his movements slowed down significantly.The reason is very simple, before his physical strength recovered, he began to consume it again, no matter how powerful a person is, he will feel tired.Unlike the evil ghost, Qianchun is getting more and more into the state.At this time, she no longer knew who the person opposite was, and only remembered the smell of blood and the battle in her mind.

The father who underestimated the enemy PK the daughter who was in a runaway state gradually turned into a tug of war.

From mentality to physical condition to the length of the battle, all aspects did not take advantage of the evil spirits.As a result, the death of the evil spirit became a matter of course.

This conceited and cold-blooded man finally died at the hands of his own daughter because of his arrogance and excessive contempt.

Originally, to Chiharu, this shouldn't be a big deal.But she couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion, she thought that she had killed her gentle and loving father by mistake, regret and self-blame welled up in her heart.After this battle, she was also injured extremely badly, but she knew that this level would not allow her to die with her father, and she could feel that her wound was healing.

She desperately crawled forward on the ground, and finally climbed to the door of a house, and met the pair of brothers and sisters.It was snowing in the sky at that time, and the cold snowflakes fell on the wound. It was very cold and painful, but it made her feel at ease.Her head was hurting, and the worst blow from the evil spirit was on her head. She almost thought that her head would be blown off.Maybe it's because my head is too hard, so I can't die. I must tell the opponent not to attack her head in the future.As she thought this way, she smelled blood.

Qianchun raised her head, she seemed to see her father's face in a daze.

How badly he died!Because of the lack of oxygen, he had to breathe hard, his face was more hideous than ever, as if he was shouting with every cell in his body.The look in his eyes was terrifying, which made Qianchun even more excited. She couldn't wait to pinch her father's neck tightly with her hands and feet, feeling his life passing by every minute and every second.In fact, it doesn't matter if she doesn't need to use such force, she has already poked a big hole in his abdomen, no matter what, he won't live long.She was just helping him out early...

But...that was still her father...a father who was very kind and gentle to her...

No, not right!She hated her father very much, because he always ignored her, and made her whole life fall into a bloody world.

During the struggle, her vision gradually changed from blurred to clear.She saw the face of a boy whose umbrella was pressed against the wound on her head—it turned out that this was the source of the pain in her head.

"Hey, are you going to kill me? Hurry up, hurry up! I don't want to wait for a second, kill me quickly! Hurry up! I don't want to live anymore! Waiting a second is not good for me Words are torture!"

This boy must also regard her as a crime, so he must eradicate her.That being the case, let him do it, she really doesn't want to live this kind of life anymore!She really wanted to go to hell to find that person, her father!She really wanted to ask why he gave birth to her, and what kind of existence she was to him.That kind of heinous person must go to hell when he dies.

A natural sinner like her will surely go to hell after death.

Don't... don't... I really want to forget such a memory.

If you can forget the past, remember nothing.

Thinking like this, with the pain in her head, she really forgot some of the painful memories.It's just that some things are still deeply engraved in her heart and cannot be completely erased.For example, the dark alley, the title of "Son of the Evil Ghost", or... the thought of committing suicide.

Trapped in this state, she met Kamui Kagura and their mother.Perhaps because she was afraid that they would stay away from her after they learned the truth, except for revealing her title when they first met, she never mentioned her past in the following days.

The peaceful days always pass very quickly for Chiharu, Kagura and her mother are very kind to her.As for Shenwei... She knew in her heart that she said she hated her, and she kept forcing herself to hate her, but in fact, she didn't hate this guy.Because he was one of the very few who didn't see her as a sin.

Also, they are very similar.

She could understand the stubbornness under his smile, and she could understand his hatred for his father.

For such a person with a fate similar to her own, she couldn't hate it at first.

But when he also noticed this, he kept forcing her to think of her hatred for her father, and after finding out that something was wrong with her, he would deliberately test her attitude.The sentence "What kind of person is Qianchun's father" in the kitchen that day and the half-smile expression are the best evidence.

Children like them are the most afraid of being alone.That's why he desperately wanted to bring her back to reality from self-deception, let her and him spin in the powerful vortex of hatred and pursuit.However, this is a one-way street.

The person who is most afraid of loneliness chooses a path destined to be lonely.

That's why we avoid emotions, or even abandon emotions.

The author has something to say: There are several psychological issues involved here.

The first is the so-called "self-deception" phenomenon.Because she was under too much mental pressure, she imagined another model to deceive herself.But this kind of situation actually makes things remember more clearly, so she is also very confused

The second is her selective amnesia after being hit hard on the head.In fact, the so-called selective amnesia is passive? QAQ, although it is selective, but what to forget and what to forget is beyond the control of people.So she only forgot part of it, and did not completely forget the painful memories of the past

The third is the problem of depression.If you look back, you will find that Daichun often has performances such as gnawing fingers and rubbing arms. In fact, these are all physical manifestations of depression.This is quite easy to understand. 2333 The long-term depressive environment is not good for the child's physical and mental development. She also often has suicidal thoughts. In addition, she blames herself more after hurting important people, and her condition becomes more serious. 2333 Daily state The slow reaction time probably has something to do with this [serious face].

==In fact, the author is very good at nonsense, and often talks a lot of things that look high-end but are actually nonsense【【【【

If there is a bug, really leave me alone, let me squat in the toilet and cry for a while 23333333

I hope this volume can be finished around Chapter 6