[Gintama] Long hair and waist

late at night.

The faint movement outside the prison and the sound of small conversations awakened Qianchun, who was in a light sleep.Her ears sensitively caught the sound of something being inserted into the crack of the door, and then she smelled an unusual smell.She turned over and changed her position calmly, covered her mouth and nose with her sleeve, and paid attention to controlling her breathing.

After a few minutes, the cell door was opened.

She continued to pretend to be in a deep sleep, but actually pricked up her ears to listen attentively to the movement of the caller.The gas she had just given off was some kind of hypnotic drug, she thought.Fortunately, she covered her mouth and nose with her sleeve and didn't inhale too much. Although her head was a little dizzy, she didn't lose consciousness completely.

"Is this the girl... I think it's normal in this situation, she's just a little girl. Afutu came in, and then Xiao Zi, they are all the boy's confidantes. She really is a treasure."

"The object is just a young boy, how can he know how to pick a woman. But sir, don't underestimate this girl, she has skills comparable to that boy."

It was two men who came. From the address...it seems to be the relationship between the boss and the subordinate?But this spaceship is full of people from the Seventh Division, and the only boss is Shenwei who is the head of the regiment... Oh, and there is also the real boss, Uncle Afutu.So what happened to these people?Break in?A lost person who fell from the gap between time and space?

"What are you afraid of? She has been chained and starved for a few days now. She has no energy to fight at all. Even resisting us will be difficult. After the spring rain, find a chance to take her away. Tsk, she is indeed the two masters and apprentices." , Both generations of Night Kings were planted in the hands of women."

"My lord, you're right. It's a coincidence that Kamui's weakness was exposed. I was worried that I couldn't hold him down. For those guys who claim to be strong, their emotions are their biggest weakness."

"That's right. Captain Golang has a good idea! When dealing with that insidious and cunning woman Shiina Maha before, he used her younger brother's jealousy. The result? A big success! No matter how powerful a guy is, once someone cares, he will They will become extraordinarily weak. But for us, we just need to focus on their weak points and attack them. I think that kid has been upset for a long time. He is obviously a stupid kid who doesn’t understand anything, and he insists on occupying the position of the commander of the Seventh Division. Don't let it go. And that old rabbit who always indulges that kid, at that age, he should also retire. "

"Hey... my lord, can that Xiao Zi save her life? After all, she is a rare beauty, and it would be a pity to die. It's better to stay for the brothers to enjoy."

"Come on, when the admiral's purge is successful, it doesn't matter how many women you go to Yoshihara to find. What is a mere little purple? You spend more time on contacting the headquarters. This time the operation can only succeed. fail."

"Your Excellency, don't worry, the action plan this time is so thorough, and this little girl is in hand. That boy Shenwei... is definitely dead!"

……

After the two people left, Qianchun slowly opened her eyes, recalling what she heard just now, the more she thought about it, the more incredible it became.

So what's the situation now?These two people want to use her to threaten Shenwei?Are these people stupid? How is this possible?That guy wouldn't care about her life or death, and he wouldn't be in any trouble because of her... Besides, what does that guy's life and death have to do with her... No, it doesn't matter.

but……

Although he was not used to approaching her, she did not reject it, and she did not resist when she said "I like you the most" to him.

"Is it really okay..." She murmured softly, and in order to force herself to agree with something, she said softly but firmly to herself: "I should hate you."

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The next day, it was still Xiao Zi who came to deliver the meal.

Chiharu breathed a sigh of relief.Her head is in a mess now, and she really can't deal with Kamui anymore.As for the conversation she heard at night, she was still hesitant to tell Xiao Zi.She felt that she didn't have such a big influence, and Shenwei would not be caught by those guys so easily, so it didn't matter whether she said it or not.What if it was just a prank?Or Xiao Zi and the others didn't believe her, thinking it was just a lie she made up to escape?

So, it is better not to say.

After struggling for a long time, she finally made up her mind and decided that it would be better not to say anything, but when she remembered what the two men talked about that night, she couldn't help but worry again.Those two men seem to have a plan for this action. What if... what if it really succeeds?If she doesn't report the knowledge, will she hurt him?

She rubbed her head desperately.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuui I could still do it when I remembered him, but why can't I do it when I remember all the bad things he did to her since I was a child, and I hate him more and more in my heart?

"Are you annoying? I struggle with it for a long time every day. Your brain capacity is already pitifully small, and you will be overwhelmed if you think about it." Xiaozi rolled her eyes, "I hate it, I like it, I like it, what are you bothering about?" .” She didn’t intend to enlighten Qianchun, but simply couldn’t stand it.

"But, but!" Qianchun hesitated to speak.The thousands of words she wanted to say were stuck in her throat. It seemed that she should seek the answer by herself, but the problem was that she didn't seem to want to know the answer.

You know, reality is cruel.

"But what? I hate your slow-moving personality the most." Xiaozi curled her long hair with her fingers, saw the little girl's blank eyes, and remembered the injury on the little girl's foot that day. My heart couldn't help softening again, so I said impatiently: "If you want to ask anything, just ask quickly, I'm very busy."

"Hey, Xiao Zi. Like, love; dislike, hate. What is this? What's the difference? What will it become after mixing together? People's hearts, feelings, etc. It's so hard to understand. Could it be Can't you pretend that you don't know anything, and live in peace without thinking about these things." She lowered her eyes.At the beginning, I had to pay attention to the people around me, and gradually began to care about the changes in my mood. I can no longer pretend to be ignorant or forget, and I can no longer shrink in my own small world and only pay attention to what I want to pay attention to.Is this growing up?It turns out that growing up is such an uncomfortable thing.

"A lot of things can't be avoided by saying that you can't face them or think about them. When the time comes, no matter how much you want to avoid them, they will still happen. Especially, love." Xiao Zi shrugged her shoulders, trying to say it with a relaxed expression These words, but the bitterness in her heart covered her face with an incomprehensible sadness, "Before I met him, I didn't believe in love at first sight. You should be thinking about his affairs."

Qianchun raised his head suddenly, looking at Xiao Zi in surprise.

"Why are you looking at me like this? I didn't deliberately hide that I like him. I've always followed the aboveboard route, okay? It's you...you're all too dull and too egotistical to care about me This kind of little person." Looking at Chun Yuli, the only person who would ignore her feelings except Kamui is Chiharu.In fact, there are quite a few people who say in private that Xiao Zi doesn't have the modesty of a girl's reserve, so she shamelessly chases after a man who has never looked at her in the eye, and still chases so vigorously.Xiao Zi doesn't take it seriously - she loves the person she loves to the bottom of her heart, and it doesn't matter how many changes she makes for him.

Some people say that she lost herself for love.She just wanted to say with a smile that those who say this are just not brave enough to change themselves for the one they love.If you love, you are in love. It is your own business to choose which method to love, so why bother with what other people say.

"Xiaozi... the person she likes is Shenwei?" Qianchun, who finally noticed it, couldn't believe it.She knew that Xiaozi had someone she liked, but she didn't expect that it was Shenwei.

"Please, you really can't see it at all, can you? Although I didn't take the initiative to fight for it, I didn't hide it either." Xiaozi was speechless at Qianchun's slowness.

"Didn't see it. QAQ"

"..."

"Is he the one you want to love for the rest of your life?" Qianchun observed the other party intently, for fear of missing any detail on Xiao Zi's expression.After Xiaozi nodded generously, Qianchun raised a big smile again, "It's great, it's great to meet someone you like for the rest of your life and never get tired of."

The little girl's eyes have always been bright purple, but now they are covered with a layer of gray, making the originally too simple and easy-to-understand colors complicated.Qianchun won't lie, no matter how she looks now, she doesn't feel happy.

"Blessing me with a sad expression, I can understand that this is a kind of mockery?" I have to say, the mood of being blessed by a rival in love is quite complicated.

Qianchun was startled, and his expression became more and more hurt, "...Xiao Zi really doesn't like Qianchun very much, is it because Qianchun looks like your sister?"

Xiao Zi only mentioned it casually once, but Qian Chun never thought that she would keep it in her heart.She nodded casually, which is indeed one of the reasons, she didn't lie.

"Don't worry, Qianchun is different from your sister. She will never grab things from your parents, let alone someone she likes. Qianchun will definitely not like someone Xiaozi likes."

"What do you mean by that? Do you think I'll be happy if I do this? I don't need your backing down, nor your sympathy." Hearing that her love rival took the initiative to say that she would not rob her, Xiao Zi admitted that There was still a little joy, but more anger.If her happiness needs the sympathy of another person, then she would rather not have this false happiness.

No, no, no, all of this should be based on "she wants to have a good relationship with the leader".But that can only be done in a dream, in reality she doesn't want it to be like this at all!

"I'm not afraid to tell you that I just want to be with him, and I never thought about developing with him. In other words, I like him, this is a fact. But I never thought about being with him .Understand? In my heart, he should live freely and freely. Once he has emotional ties, it will be difficult to go back to the free life in the past." Besides, she also knew that the other party didn't like her at all.Being able to silently guard by his side is already her greatest happiness.

"So, it's better if he doesn't need feelings? Would it be better for people who don't care? Will liking something, loving something, only bring harm?" Qianchun thought, she probably began to understand Kamui has been talking about the strong theory.All things have two sides. Good feelings can indeed make people's hearts stronger, but at the same time, they can also become bonds.For a guy like Kamui who lives for the kill and seeks to be powerful, maybe his point of view at the beginning is correct.Not touching feelings is the best protection for him.

"...It should be like this, right." Xiao Zi, who had been following the leader wholeheartedly, nodded against her will.Selfishly speaking, Xiaozi certainly doesn't like Shenwei and the little girl being together, and also feels that the little girl staying here is of no benefit to Shenwei, but all this is his decision, she can't disobey it, she can only obey.

"That's right."

It seemed that I began to understand why I didn't want to know the answer.

Just vaguely guessing the answer like this, you will choke up from the bottom of your heart, and you can't even speak properly, you can only squeeze out a sentence of "that's it" like squeezing toothpaste.If you want to ask later, you can't ask all of them.Qianchun has always known that she is a very timid child. She is afraid of change, afraid that her heart will be hurt, afraid that the people around her will be hurt because of her, and even more afraid that one day she will find that she is redundant and unwanted. .

No love, no pain.

The answer is ready to come out.

She wiped away her tears with her sleeves, and instead of crying like she used to, she raised her head and tried not to let the tears fall.When I was young, I could act like a baby as much as I wanted, so I could cry for a long time when encountering anything.When I grow up, I gradually understand that the people around you who will wipe your tears will leave sooner or later, and the only one who can always be by your side is yourself.And some tears, the more shed, the less firm the heart.So, slowly, I also learned to endure tears.

For some things, just swallow them well and wait for them to rot and digest slowly.

"Xiao Zi, I want to tell you something. Will you believe me?"

The author has something to say: to like is presumptuous, but to love is to restrain