[Gintama] Long hair and waist

After hugging for less than a minute, Chiharu took the lead in pushing Qianxia Asuka away.

She understood that she could no longer rely on the arms of others, and no matter what, she still had to learn to face some things alone.Nan Xia is right, she should not continue to hurt Qianxia Asuka for her own selfishness.Paper can't hold fire, and there's no way to hide it like this, it will only make both of them more and more painful.

"Asuka, I have something to tell you." Chiharu took a deep breath, still didn't have the courage to look up to see Qianxia Asuka's expression, but just stared at her hands - she could still smell them faintly, making her nauseous bloody smell.She was the hands that destroyed her loved ones again and again.

"Ah."

The other party deliberately lowered his voice with a strong nasal tone.

But Qianchun didn't have time to pay attention to such small details at this time. She rubbed her hands and pinched the fingers of her left hand with her right hand. I can't say anything.I thought in my heart, "I can't hide it anymore, I have to muster up the courage", but I still couldn't help being timid when I acted.

"Huh? What's the matter? If you don't know how to say it, then it doesn't matter if you talk about it later." While Qianchun was still bowing her head, Qianxia Asuka quickly wiped away the tears and snot on her face with her sleeve, trying to pretend nothing happened, "I'm starving to death, I didn't have breakfast today, why don't we go back and fill our stomachs..."

"No, this must be said!" Qianchun clenched her fists.

Qianxia Asuka was stunned, her eyes softened again, "Well, okay. Tell me, I'll listen." In front of Qianchun, she is used to putting herself in the position of a big sister, and she will try her best to restrain her teasing than essence.

"Asuka...Actually...I..."

"me……"

"What to do, I really don't know how to open my mouth..." Qianchun stretched out her hand to cover her face.It was too difficult for her to say such words.What should she say?Tell Asuka directly that she caused Nanxia's family to die at the shrine?Is she the real culprit, not the victim?

"It's okay, I'll wait for you after you think about it."

Such a simple sentence is like a warm sun in spring, dispelling the chill of winter.

However, this warm tolerance made her heart feel even heavier.

"Asuka, I'm sorry! Actually, actually...Nanxia...whether it's Mom or Dad...and other people...I did it...I ruined your original happy life...It's my fault , it's all my fault..." Qianchun gave an inexplicable explanation intermittently: "I really didn't mean it, I'm sorry Asuka, it's all me...it's..."

By the end, she was so out of breath from crying that she couldn't even finish her sentence.

Qianxia Asuka was stunned in place.

After a long time, she laughed three times stiffly: "Ha, ha, ha! Qianchun, what are you talking about, I didn't understand a word. Don't make such jokes at this time, go home, let's go home. " She wanted to pretend that she didn't understand anything, and went to hold Qianchun's hand, but her body continued to freeze in place.

More people are willing to listen to lies than the truth.The truth is true, but it also hurts.Although false words are hypocritical, they can still leave a good thought in people's hearts.

"Are you joking, right? What you said is false, right? You...you talk, why are you crying?! It's okay to keep lying to me about this kind of thing, at least answer me a word? Don't keep crying like this Crying all the time... just making it seem like I'm trying to find an excuse for you?!"

Chiharu's performance made Qianxia Asuka understand that Qianharu was not lying or joking. The truth of the matter was that Chiharu killed Yuki's family, and it was her and Nanxia's most beloved sister, Qianchun, who sent Nanxia away from this world with her own hands.

Qianxia Asuka felt like a fool—she was still worried that Qianharu would leave a serious psychological shadow because of seeing too bloody and terrifying pictures.The person she cared for so carefully was actually the initiator of the greatest tragedy in her life.

After all, she was just a young girl, no matter how kind and gentle she was, she couldn't calmly stroke Qianchun's head as usual and say she wasn't to blame.Chiharu is not mainly responsible for the matter of Maeda Yuri, she can forgive it after thinking about it carefully.But what about Xishu Nanxia?This kind of thing... Can she really forgive her?

"Why...why did you kill Nanxia? Why did you kill your uncle and aunt? Didn't they treat you badly? Wasn't I the only person you hated at the time? Then you can just do it to me! Why did you kill me?" They? What did they do wrong?!"

"I..." Faced with a series of question marks, Qianchun's heart became more and more sour.The Xishu family was really kind to her. If she was in a sober state, it would be impossible for her to do such a thing.The problem is, she had completely lost her mind at the time, she had no idea what she was doing, and all her actions followed her instinct.However, no matter what, it was indeed her fault, and she couldn't justify herself with the excuse of "unable to control Yetu's instinct".

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! Asuka, I... I just wanted to kill all the bad guys at the time, I didn't think about bringing my parents and Nanxia together...I never thought that things would turn out like this..."

"..."

Chiharu is a night rabbit clan.

This is what Hattori Quanzo told Qianxia Asuka.At the same time, he also told her not to get too close to Qianchun, because the night rabbits all have a warlike nature, and their natural strange power and super healing power keep them active at the forefront of the battle.This sentence means that if Qianchun wants to kill her, it is easier than crushing an ant, and it is basically impossible for her to resist Qianchun.

Chika Asuka has been ignoring Hattori Zenzo's warnings.

In her eyes, the night rabbit clan is not as scary as he said.For example, Kagura-chan from Wanshiwu, and her good sister Chiharu, both girls are very cute and kind, not like bloodthirsty people.However, Kagura's rampage in Yoshiwara and Chiharu's massacre made Qianxia Asuka truly realize that what Hattori Zenzo said was not a lie.They are kind by nature, but Yetu's brutal blood is still running freely in their bodies. Maybe they will be controlled by this terrifying bloodline after being stimulated, and become strange murderers.

Killing people may not be out of their original intention.

After killing such kind-hearted women, they will definitely feel very sad. She also knew about this kind of thing early on.It must be very hard for them to fight against their nature, she can imagine this kind of thing.

Thinking about it this way, she actually couldn't blame Qianchun for this matter.

Qianxia Asuka managed to stabilize her emotions, and finally regained a bit of sanity.She took a few deep breaths—it would make her feel clearer, and try to keep herself from saying irreparable words out of too much anger and surprise.

"I don't want to blame you." Qianxia Asuka covered her face with one hand, squatting on the ground powerlessly, "However, how do you want me to accept this truth. You really gave me a big problem... What should I do? ah……"

She didn't cry, she didn't laugh.

The other party's overly calm profile made Qianchun's heart flutter.

Qianchun would rather Qianxia Asuka scold her or take her life directly, rather than see the other party choose to remain silent.Anger is not terrible, resentment is not terrible, what is terrible is not showing any emotion.Not even leaving any clues to make people guess, but it makes people feel more panicked.

"Asuka..." Qianchun called the other party's name in a low voice, carefully peeking at the changes in her expression.

Qianxia Asuka pursed her lips in a complicated mood: "Let me be quiet first." She didn't want to say too much, she was afraid that her current self would be hurtful words.She finally understood why Shiina Maha kept targeting Toshiro Hijikata after the death of Tomoko Mizuhara. She had some forgiveness and couldn't say it easily.

"I'm sorry, I know it's useless to say anything now. Asuka, you kill me! I have nothing, I really don't know what else I can give you in return except this life. Please, kill me , I promise to control myself and not fight back! Anyway, if a person like me lives, it will only add sorrow to this world.”

I don't want to hurt the innocent any more, and I don't want to lose any more.

The only way to prevent the tragedy from happening again is to kill her.If you sleep forever, you can never meet again; if you don't meet again, you won't be sad.

Chiharu stuffed her umbrella into Chika Asuka's hand.

Qianxia Asuka pushed the umbrella away with her hand, and frowned deeply: "That's enough, stop talking, I don't want to hear such things for the time being. I said it, let me be quiet first."

"I know you must hate me too, you can't forgive me, and even think I'm a monster... I really want to beg you to kill me! Kill me, revenge for Nanxia, ​​revenge for mom and dad, and for your lily Auntie revenge." Chiharu stuffed the umbrella into Qianxia Asuka's hand again, "Use this to aim at my heart, and then shoot. Please, just treat it as a release and atonement."

"I've said enough! Shut up! Don't you understand?!" She couldn't bear it any longer, Qianxia Asuka threw the umbrella vigorously and yelled frantically.

Qianxia Asuka was always joking in front of her, not to mention losing her temper, she didn't even dare to say harsh words in front of Qianchun, for fear of scaring her shy and timid sister.I have never seen Qianxia Asuka lose such a temper, Qianchun froze in place all of a sudden, at a loss what to do.

"I really don't understand you guys. Why do you have to sacrifice your lives to others at will? Give up your life at will! There are so many people who want to live, Nan Xia wants to live, uncles and aunts must also want to live Well, if Aunt Lily didn't get sick, she would definitely want to live... But they are dead... Life, even if it can only live for a few days, is a great gift! Don't treat such a precious life as something you can give up at will Something, okay? It is indescribably precious to many people."

Ask her if she is sad?Nonsense, of course sad!

Ask her if she is angry?This is more nonsense, who will not be angry when encountering such a thing!

"Don't talk, listen to me! 'My life is worthless', 'I have done a lot of bad things', 'the world will be peaceful when I die' Are you trying to say that? Do you want to commit suicide just because of this? I will not comment on what you have done, but there is one point—the most important point. Life is equal, and no one's life is more despicable than others.

Also, what do I want your life for?Or - what is the use of your life?I killed you, can Nan Xia come back?Can Aunt Lily come back?The matter is a foregone conclusion, what's the use of hating you now?Nothing can be changed. "

Her shoulders kept shaking.

The tears I had been holding back for a long time in front of others finally fell.

"Woo...at this time...it's useless to say that I hate you or something...resent you or something...I don't want the pain to continue, and I don't want to live in hatred and lose myself in the end I'm just an ordinary person, I want to live with the boy I like and my favorite family... Even if it's not as beautiful as in the fairy tale, even if there are many obstacles in life and it won't be smooth sailing, I just want to live with them That's all..."

Every night in her dreams, she dreamed of him.

In winter, while pulling his face down and blaming her for not knowing how to add clothes to keep warm, he warmed her hands warmly.

When she forced a smile, he would sigh helplessly and tell her that if needed, he would always be by her side, and she could do whatever she wanted in front of him, and she no longer had to force herself to smile out of consideration for other people's feelings.

She also dreamed that they were just a whim back then, and they ran up the mountain hand in hand without telling the adults to watch the fireflies. In the end, the fireflies didn't see it, but she was so tired that she fell asleep on his shoulder, and he couldn't bear it. After waking her up, I let her lean on her all night, and the next day, that half of the shoulder was completely numb...

They also watched the sunrise on the mountain together, and he promised her that he would make her very happy and happy.

She rolled her eyes - how did you know that I must marry you?

He smiled narrowly, you have stayed with me alone all night, and if you don't marry me, who will I marry.

She thought that they could really live like this for the rest of their lives, even if there were quarrels and boredom in the middle, they would definitely be able to solve these problems.

But what she didn't expect was that the word "lifetime" was really too long.

So long, it turned out that she was just so careless, and the distance between him and her became so unreachable.

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