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After breakfast, Zhou Luo started distributing leaflets to make money again. Today he has more experience than yesterday, and his luck is also good. He finished sending out leaflets a long time ago. It was only after three o'clock after receiving the money. He bought a bowl of wontons on that street. .

When Zhou Luo was eating wontons, he was thinking in his mind, 20 yuan a day, and one month before the Chinese New Year. If he sends it out for 600 days, it will be 2000 yuan. During this period, he can still do other jobs and earn more money. No matter what, it can exceed [-] yuan.

As for the place to live, Zhou Luo thought, he hopes to find a place where he can manage his work at night, even if it is dirty, tiring and less expensive, as long as he can manage it.Of course, he also planned that if he couldn't find such a job, the money for the accommodation should not exceed five hundred.

After eating wontons, Zhou Luo started looking for a place to live, but in Beijing, it was within the fourth ring road, where could he find such a cheap house to rent.

He searched for a long time but couldn't find it, not only the house, but also a suitable temporary job.

It was already past twelve o'clock at night, there were hardly many pedestrians on the road, and many shops were closed. Zhou Luo was walking on the quiet street, the cold weather made him shiver.

Or, just listen to Guo Bin's suggestion to go back to work in the hotel?

This idea came to Zhou Luo's mind, but he denied it the next moment.

Now he doesn't want to have too much contact with anyone in the past, even the enthusiastic Jiang Yuanyuan, he no longer wants to trouble others.

Zhou Luo is still very confused about the future, and he doesn't know where he will go in the end, but what he can be sure of is that he wants to start again, whether it's work or friends, he wants a brand new...

He didn't know what kind of mentality this was. He just felt that if he was still living in such an atmosphere and went around, he might return to Gao Yu's side.

Because he loves Gao Yu so much, from the ignorant love when he was young, to the years of physical and mental dedication that he has been obsessed with now, he loves willingly, but also loves so hard.

Zhou Luo walked aimlessly on the street, staring blankly at the front. For some reason, his vision became more and more blurred. He raised his hand to wipe it off, but it quickly blurred again, and finally tears rolled down his cheeks Flowed down and flowed into the mouth.

Zhou Luo gritted his teeth to keep himself from crying, but it was too uncomfortable. As long as he thought of Gao Yu, he couldn't help feeling uncomfortable.

Over the years, he gave up a lot of things for Gao Yu; for Gao Yu, he even lived without himself, and all his hard work was for Gao Yu.

Some people say that when a person lives only for others, then what is his own value?Therefore, Zhou Luo thought very thoroughly, he no longer wanted to live only for other people, he wanted to live for himself once.

But thinking of this, he was confused again, how should he live for himself?

Now he has no money, no place to live, no job, no education... nothing, he stopped and stood beside a bus stop, looking around, feeling confused.

Not long after, a bus stopped, and Zhou Luo had nothing to go anyway, so he got on the bus.Sitting in a window seat, the time displayed in the car was already one past four at night.

There were very few people in the car, just a man and a woman. Zhou Luo got into the car, and there were only four people including the driver.The man and woman looked like lovers, they were sitting in the car talking.

"Are you really not going home for the New Year's holiday?" the woman asked the man.

"Well, work here to make money."

"Then your parents won't talk about you."

"What do they say, they will be happy if I don't go home."

The girl curled her lips, she seemed to feel sorry for his boyfriend, and suggested in the next second: "Why don't you come home with me to celebrate the New Year."

The boy smiled slightly: "Don't worry."

"I still think you're going out alone for the New Year, it's too lonely, come home with me, anyway, my parents know that I have a boyfriend." The girl tugged at the boy's arm: "It just so happens that you go back with me during the New Year I'm taking you to meet your parents."

The boy was very moved, but he became worried: "I'll go home with you like this, I can't afford it, besides, I don't have much money on me...Forget it, I'll go after I earn money, Ok?"

"No!" The girl pouted: "Why can't you show your hand? You are gentle and considerate, and you cook good food. You have dreams and pursuits, and you are kind and upright. The most important thing is to love me. My parents have said that, If you want to find a husband, you have to find someone who knows how to hurt people."

The boy was embarrassed by the girl's praise, and scratched his head with a smile: "How can you say so well."

"There is, there is."

Listening to the sweet conversation between the two, Zhou Luo's heart also softened. He turned his head and looked out the car window, thinking, if his orientation was normal, if his body was normal, wouldn't he be so miserable?

If that's the case, he won't fall in love with Gao Yu, won't be pregnant with his flesh and blood, and won't work so hard... He can find a girl to like, and like many men and women in this world, work hard together and live life together The past is booming...

Zhou Luo exhaled lightly, and smiled bitterly, maybe he can only think about it in this life.

Hugging the backpack in his arms, leaning his head against the car window, the neon lights flickering outside.Zhou Luo slowly became sleepy, closed his eyes, and soon fell asleep.

He was woken up by the master driver. The night bus was about to leave work, and the master driver told him to get off.

Zhou Luo was sleepy and staring, said sorry again and again, and then got out of the car in a daze.

It took him a long time to wake up. The place where he got off was a long street, and further north was the old Beijing Hutong.

Zhou Luo was stunned, not knowing what time it was, he stretched his waist, looked around, there was already a shop selling breakfast opened, and looked at the sky, it seemed that it was about four or five o'clock.

Zhou Luo went to the public restroom to rinse his mouth and wash his face. The water was so cold that he couldn't help frowning.

When he got out of the toilet, the cold wind blew into his neck, which also made him frown. He said it was so cold, shrunk his neck, and stood at the corner of the street, thinking about how he got here today.

The gurgling sound from his stomach made him withdraw his thoughts. Zhou Luo rubbed his stomach, what to do, what to say, let's fill his stomach first.

Zhou Luo sat down at a bun shop, ordered some buns and a bowl of porridge, and just as he sat down to eat, he saw a person sitting opposite him, and put the bird cage in his hand at his feet.

Zhou Luo first looked at the bird cage at his feet. Inside was a pair of beautiful little birds, chirping. He smiled at them, took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun and drank the porridge before lifting He looked at the person sitting opposite him.

After seeing the other person's face clearly, Zhou Luo was taken aback for a moment, and said pleasantly, "Master Cheng? How come it's such a coincidence that I met you here."

Cheng Gang, who was also eating steamed buns, glanced at him and said blankly: "My family lives nearby..." After eating the steamed stuffed bun, he looked at Zhou Luo and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I..." Zhou Luo frowned slightly: "I'm here to eat buns."

Cheng Gang: "...??" After eating some steamed stuffed buns again, he asked in doubt, "Come here to eat steamed stuffed buns from where you live?" He raised the steamed stuffed buns in his hand and said, "This steamed stuffed bun shop sells The steamed stuffed buns haven’t reached the point of being so delicious, have they?”

Zhou Luo lowered his head and slowly ate the buns: "I...I can't live there anymore." Looking up, he looked at Cheng Gang: "Master Cheng, I haven't had time to thank you for sending me to the hospital last time. "

"I haven't asked you yet. You fainted and had a fever, and you frightened that child Shiqin." Cheng Gang said, "What's wrong with you? You're so embarrassed? I see you're still carrying a bag." , you are?"

"I... I'm looking for a place to live." Zhou Luo said honestly.

"Looking for a place to live?" Cheng Gang was taken aback.

"Correct."

"did you find it?"

"No."

Cheng Gang glanced at him, then at the bag next to him, without saying a word, lowered his head and took a sip of porridge before asking, "Aren't you going home for the New Year?"

These words made Zhou Luo's expression stagnate, then he shook his head: "I, I am alone."

Seeing his expression, Cheng Gang also guessed that it was indistinguishable, and cleared his throat: "Since you can't find it, then go live with me."

After hearing this, Zhou Luo raised his head suddenly, and asked in surprise, "What?"

"You don't have ears? I'll let you live in my place." Cheng Gang put his face down.

Zhou Luo was taken aback for a moment, and then said gratefully: "Thank you, thank you Master Cheng."

"I'm not letting you live for free."

"I know, the rent..." Zhou Luo said, "I want to live for a month, how much is the rent?"

Cheng Gang thought for a while: "Let's talk about the rent when you leave. Let's eat first. The porridge is cold."

Zhou Luo nodded knowingly, secretly happy, thanking God for being so kind, allowing him to meet Cheng Gang.This solves the problem of accommodation.

He was a little happy.When he followed Cheng Gang home after dinner, he still wanted to buy him some gifts, but at six o'clock in the morning, except for the early ones, the other shops were not open yet.Zhou Luo thought, after he settles down, it won't be too late to buy next time.

When he got home, he packed up the house and made the bed. Zhou Luoxie went out to find a temporary worker to make money right away. Until dinner time, he bought some vegetables outside and cooked a meal when he returned home. He and Cheng Gang had dinner together. .

During the meal, Cheng Gang asked him what kind of work he was doing.

Zhou Luo said honestly, "I'm handing out leaflets."

"Distributing leaflets? How much can you earn in a day?"

"I didn't make much in the first two days, but I made a lot today." Talking about this week, Luo was a little excited: "Today I made a hundred and thirty."

Cheng Gang was stunned, nodded: "Not bad." After a pause, he asked puzzledly: "Why don't you go back to the hotel? Or find a regular job?"

Zhou Luo was silent for a while before replying: "I didn't plan to look for a job a few years ago, so I just looked for some temporary workers. I plan to leave Beijing." Then he said: "The cost of living here is too high. A little bit of the city settled down."

Cheng Gang put down the chopsticks in his hand and looked at him seriously: "Are you in your twenties?"

"23, in fact, the new year is coming soon, and I will be 24 after the new year."

Cheng Gang frowned: "Oh, at this age... Hey, you can learn something, or if you have the conditions, you can continue to study. My daughter is thirty and still in school."

Zhou Luo also put down his chopsticks and pursed his lips: "Actually, I'm still a half-student. I've been on a leave of absence for two years, and I plan to go back to school."

"Then go back to school." Cheng Gang picked up the chopsticks: "I think young people's career is important, but study is also very important. Your environment is so good now, unlike ours at that time, even if you want to go to school, you can't get it... Boy, since If you have this opportunity, go back to school and study hard, and you won’t have to do this kind of cheap labor when you come out later.”

Zhou Luo looked at Cheng Gang, feeling very confused. He really wanted to go back to school, finish his studies, and come out to find a stable job; but his money did not support him to study at all.

But on second thought, he can go to school while working part-time, and he can also apply for student loans, and now that the school provides a lot of care for poor students, it should not be difficult to complete his studies...

Thinking of this, Zhou Luo nodded resolutely: "Well, that's what I plan too, and I'll go back to school when I earn some money."

Cheng Gang was stunned for a while, but didn't make a sound.After eating, Zhou Luo cleaned up the dishes, and after cleaning up, he mopped the floor again. Cheng Gang just sat by the stove and read the newspaper.

After Zhou Luo finished cleaning everything, he said, "Okay, let's have a rest, come here and sit."

Zhou Luo carefully sat opposite Cheng Gang, Cheng Gang didn't even look at him, but just talked to him without saying a word while reading the newspaper.

Whatever Cheng Gang asked, Zhou Luo would answer honestly, and when he got to the end, Cheng Gang said, "That kid Shiqin is calling me."

Zhou Luo was taken aback, a little nervous, and Cheng Gang said in the next sentence: "I told him, you are here with me, let him rest assured, and let him go about his own business, don't bother you."

After hearing this, Zhou Luo let out a sigh of relief, and looked at Cheng Gang gratefully: "Thank you, Master Cheng."

Cheng Gang raised his eyelids and glanced at him, but didn't answer. After waiting for a while, he said, "Are you in Beijing or not?"

Zhou Luo frowned, and said weakly: "I don't know yet."

Cheng Gang let out an "oh" and didn't say any more.

In the days to come, Zhou Luo went to find a job to earn money every day after breakfast, and the time of his return was uncertain, sometimes earlier, sometimes later, Cheng Gang never asked, no matter how late he would leave the door open.

The two of them didn't communicate much, but they didn't feel awkward. Most of the time they talked about homework. Of course, as a cook, Zhou Luo also likes to cook. Naturally, the two of them talked most about how to cook. During this period, Zhou Luo I also learned to cook a lot of dishes with Cheng Gang, and I gained a lot.

Such a quiet day made his heart slowly calm down. Without Gao Yu's disturbance, although he always felt that there was something missing in his heart, time is the medicine that heals everything. After a while, he will gradually get used to the absence of Gao Yu.

Today on the Laba Festival, Zhou Luo got up early in the morning and was about to cook eight-treasure porridge. When the knock on the door rang, he had just put the pot on the stove.

Wiping his hands quickly, he got up to open the door. When he saw Gao Yu standing at the door, Zhou Luo was startled, and then he was about to close the door, but was stopped by Gao Yu, and he strode in and took two steps. Zhou Luo caught it back.

Gao Yu dragged and hugged Zhou Luo into a car at the door, got into the car himself, and closed the door casually.

Zhou Luo was about to open the car door on the other side in a panic, but found that it couldn't be opened at all. He leaned against the window, huddled into a ball and hugged his arms, and looked timidly at Gao Yu in front of him.