[Bright Life] Lily's Bizarre Adventure

Dazai flinched.

regret.Scared.Wronged.

Regret that I said something that I should not have said.

I was afraid because Dazai realized what kind of desperate situation he was in just now through the words of "Lily", and when he stepped on the ground, "One thought of heaven, one thought of hell".

"Lily" is serious.

This made Dazai even more aggrieved.

He is easy to be lovable, and with his mind, he was almost invincible in the past, but this is useless in front of "Lily", but now he doesn't need to deliberately pretend, and he can make his vulnerable and wronged posture go away. Foot: "Lily, I just came back from the brink of life and death, don't you worry that my nerves will be damaged at all, and if I'm not careful, I won't be me anymore?"

Lin Meng: "Not at all. Because I have conducted a targeted test before, do you want to read the test report?"

Dazai: "...you know which bottle of medicine I will take."

"No." Lin Meng corrected, "You will definitely choose that bottle of medicine."

"I don't believe it." Dazai's self-esteem was hurt, and he said shamelessly: "Lily, you are still cheating on the instructions for use. That bottle of medicine clearly makes people's brains drop to the limit, and then they fall into a quiet and peaceful state, and there will never be any side effects."

"It can reduce the speed of brain operation. If the dose is sufficient, it can be reduced to the level of ordinary people. Isn't the mind of ordinary people quiet, gentle, and hardly in operation? It's a pity that when the side effects are abandoned, the effect is quick , it will fail quickly." Lin Meng smacked his lips regretfully at the end.

Dazai: "..." He urgently needs Ango.

This is the end of the question about the medicine here at Lin Meng. She instigated the sluggish Dazai to try the laboratory security system that had been repaired by her, and Lin Meng did not hesitate to speak highly of Dazai's previous approach. .

Dazai drooped his shoulders and said weakly, "I'm so happy."

What is this all about!

Dazai left in shame and anger, and when he calmed down completely when he was alone, he fell into entanglement as expected.Needless to say, regret, but this time Dazai caught a real look from "Lily" to "Osamu Dazai" for the first time, and he couldn't refuse.

Dazai reached out his hand towards the void, and at that moment he decided he wanted more.

Just "this moment".

When Lin Meng saw him again, the man brought over a large bag of dog food of different brands.

He explained confidently: "I bought all the dog food from that pet store. I want to kill that short-legged Corgi who was chasing after me barking."

A lie, a lie of course.

Dazai was trying to find an excuse for himself to advance or retreat—he neither blatantly denied the previous step, but he also showed "Lily" that he was not afraid of eating dog food, there is a kind of dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water mean.

And he was worried inside.

Dazai didn't dare to look at her at all. He bit the bullet, pretending that he was going to carry out the revenge on that corgi to the end, tearing open a bag of dog food with great interest, and ate it in big mouthfuls.

No one spoke.

Like the silence before the verdict.

Lin Meng really wasn't passing a verdict on Dazai. Of course, she understood Dazai's thoughts, but she was not disappointed.Firstly, the matter of diagnosis and treatment is centered on her and has nothing to do with Dazai, so wherever he goes, the only ones who can feel sad for him are him and those who care about him; secondly, she feels miraculous , because the fact that Dazai ate dog food was not within her prediction, and he ate dog food miraculously, making people feel that if it was Dazai, it would not be surprising at all.

It feels like Osamu Dazai's puzzle "live".

Lin Meng took out a notebook and asked curiously, "What does this dog food taste like?"

Dazai: "Huh??"

why is it like this?

Thinking of this, Dazai quickly cheered up, and then his timidity receded, surrounding "Lily", and began to desire more.

However, in Lin Meng's view, it is not so much a desire as it is a grasping that he is best at.

Using means to plan, using calculations to open the way, it is obvious that he wants to get other people's true feelings.

When playing online with Ranpo, Lin Meng mentioned Dazai.

Ranbu was surprised: "You are still paying attention to him, I thought you lost interest in him."

It's like a child who likes the new and dislikes the old, like a mathematician solves a puzzle and throws it away.

In other words, in this world, there are very few things or people that can interest Lin Meng and Luanbu for a long time. They all have a strong childishness, innocent and cruel.

"I'm surprised." Lin Meng thought for a while, but it still hasn't ended, because she knew very well that Dazai didn't do it on purpose this time, he was used to it. "Probably because pedestrians infected me."

Luanbu: "Why do you say such words that are fake and disgusting at first sight?"

"Actually, it's to attract pedestrians, and I have several novel projects going hand in hand." Lin Meng continued to tease: "So what souvenir did the pedestrians give you to make you so angry?"

Ranbu: "I don't want to tell you."

Lin Meng pretended to say: "You really didn't tell me anything, Luanbu."

Luanbu immediately yelled: "You're so annoying! So what if it's "Child Psychology"! Uncle would never read it, but he said, 'Lanbu, you've grown up'."

Lin Meng was silent for a while, and spontaneously skipped this sentence: "The passerby gave me a mechanical doll, and also gave me a copy of Vermeer."

Luanbu: "...Why does he have to abide by those boring and incomprehensible social rules?"

Lin Meng couldn't help admiring: "He injured his arm because he rescued a stranger before, just because he asked him for help."

"That's because he didn't consider the problem comprehensively. If it's Master Ranpo—" Ranbu frowned, realizing something was wrong: "Lily, how did you know that his arm was injured? With that guy's character, he definitely wouldn't Tell you about this kind of thing, and if he wants to hide it, it is not impossible to hide it from you. You arranged surveillance around him? No, it goes further than this, it must be your unreleased, An invention beyond everyone's knowledge. Lily, are you a pervert?"

Lin Meng said with reason and evidence: "I have a healthy personality, and I am definitely not a pervert. Besides, the monitoring that the parties do not know is not called monitoring." Besides, she will only intervene when the other party's life is threatened (because other Yes, everyone can deduce it from each other), this is to give her a reassurance, so that she can gain peace of mind.

"It makes sense...what a ghost!" Luanbu said with flailing teeth and claws: "Lily, do you think I can't deduce that I have it too?"

Lin Meng asked: "Are you angry, Chaos?"

Ranpo: "Very, very! I won't forgive you easily!"

"I understand." Lin Meng felt that the new production line of Bozi soda could be arranged. As for monitoring?If Ranpo insists, she can transfer to President Fukuzawa to save the country with a curve.So, totally manly.

Don't say whether this is a flag, let's continue to talk about Dazai's issue first.

Lin Meng is still writing Dazai Osamu's observation diary, which can actually explain a problem, she still retains interest and curiosity about Dazai Osamu as an individual.Furthermore, even though Dazai was grabbing, it wasn't because he was retreating timidly, it was just that his aggressive approach couldn't meet her expectations. Could this be a big problem?

Absolutely not.

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Lin Meng does have several parallel projects at hand, one of which is aimed at the genetic disease of the only daughter of the leader of the "combination", Francis Scott Fitzgerald, and the additional project is that the "combination" has a very peculiar ability Howard Philip Lovecraft, the "Old Dominator" with abilities.

At least on the surface.

In fact, Lovecraft is inseparable from factors such as human experiments and religious fanaticism.

What's more, Lin Meng, who pretends to be the envoy of the ancient evil god, knows very well what the "old ruler" is. No matter how bad she is, she also knows Mr. Lovecraft, the writer, but he created the Cthulhu mythology system.Even if the Lovecraft in this world is just an external incarnation whose abilities are infinitely suppressed, it is enough to make her curious.She even intends to introduce Cthulhu into the virtual reality space, at least as a "copy", but this system is lacking in the literary world today, and she does not intend to write it herself.

Coupled with the relationship between random steps, Lin Meng thought of Ellen Poe who joined the "combination". In addition to being a rare detective, he is also a famous mystery writer with a variety of styles. He may be able to compete with Kesu Lu Yuanyuan created a different spark.

Speaking of the decline of the literary world, should it be said that most of the cartoonists that Lin Meng is familiar with in this world are still there?

But Lin Meng has given up chasing "All O Hunter", the author is too foolish.

Because the Louvre Museum launched the "When the Louvre Meets Manga" project before, Lin Meng began to follow "JOJO's Bizarre Adventure"-manga author Hirohiko Araki was an invitee to one of the exhibitions.

And when Dazai first saw her holding a comic book with relish, his expression was as subtle as when he saw her playing games.

Lin Meng: I am still human, thank you.

Having said that, regarding Miss Fitzgerald's genetic disease project, Lin Meng has given a feasible treatment plan a few days ago, and then her team will continue to follow up, expand the plan, and implement it on the patients .

As a result, Lin Meng, who was still enthusiastic about this problem, almost lost his curiosity in the blink of an eye.If there are no special circumstances, then she will stop asking.

And this incident gave Dazai a blow in the head, and knocked him back to his original form.

Strictly speaking, he had vaguely realized before that this time it was nothing more than luck.

When the "doctor-patient relationship" ends, will he be abandoned by "Lily" as well?

Why, I'm already working hard.

It's strange, this time, Dazai is amazingly calm while complaining about himself.

Dazai remembered the dog food incident.

He thought it was "Lily" who indulged him after looking down at him, but in fact it was not at all, and even she just felt novelty about him again, just like a virus that mutates in an uncontrollable direction.If he becomes oriented again, or gets resolved, then she won't be curious about him anymore.

How does this work.

Dazai said he understood.

It can't be said that his direction is wrong, it's just that this only treats the symptoms but not the root cause.

A week later, Ango Sakaguchi, who had been complained by Dazai several times, came looking for him exhausted.

Ango Sakaguchi was so worried that he wanted to burst into anger, but when he saw Dazai who had no missing arms or legs, Ango Sakaguchi only said: "Thank God, Dazai, you are still alive."

Dazai clasped his hands together and said without any apology, "I'm sorry, Ango, I forgot to tell you."

Sakaguchi Ango was very tired: "No need. In fact, someone asked about you, so I remembered that I haven't seen you for a long time."

"You mean Odasaku?" Dazai's eyes lit up, and seeing Ango Sakaguchi's concealed expression, he waved his hand: "Don't worry, Ango, don't you still think that your last vest is still on your body? Right? Only the bald man is so optimistic."

Ango Sakaguchi pushed his glasses, and said with no fluctuations in his tone: "In fact, there are more optimistic ones. I may be transferred to Tokyo before next year." The Supernatural Secret Service Division may feel embarrassed, but the upper echelon is very happy. He continued to stay at Torchwood, not to mention anything else, but in terms of defense, Torchwood has long been famous, and many governments in Europe have carried out in-depth cooperation with it on defense.In the face of this, I am afraid that it will be useless for the Supernatural Secret Service to persist, and it will attract more criticism. It is too light to label it as a conspiracy theory.

Dazai sighed nonchalantly: "I'm really starting to worry about my job prospects now."

This will not work.

Odasaku is still working in the Supernatural Secret Service Division. He has already escaped Mr. Mori's calculations, so he has to realize his dream of becoming a writer no matter what.

Dazai suddenly caught something.

The scenes of getting along with "Lily" began to replay in his mind.

In the end, Dazai leaned flat on the bar counter: "I'd rather calculate the extraordinary zero point of the Riemann function—" It's too much for Lily to ask for the truth.

Ango:? ?

This is really embarrassing.

In the final analysis, don't look at Dazai's ability to express his true feelings anytime and anywhere, so that the women who are fascinated by him follow suit one after another, but that is simply because he is disguising, pretentious, and there are calculations in it... and all disguising is in front of "Lily". The wood is big and the wood is big.

Half-truths don't work.

Among them, paying the first point is the most difficult thing for Dazai.

Fortunately, this time he took the first step himself, which is undoubtedly correct.

Dazai began to have a little personal color in Lin Meng's eyes. She called him over for the first time during the non-treatment time and asked him to play online games together, although she wanted him to lead the handicapped Luanbu.

Dazai knew about Luanbu before, but he had never been in close contact with it. Now after contacting him through the Internet, he is autistic.

The boyish detective on the opposite side had never met him before, but he was able to tell him the truth with the tone of "today there is a new flavor of bozi soda, which is not bad".

Dazai hugged himself tightly, the color of his body turned gray, and he shouted aggrievedly: "I'm autistic!"

Lin Meng felt that he was unreasonable: "Are you autistic?"

Dazai: "..."

Dazai stood up, staring at her with iris-colored eyes, and made a coquettish gesture: "Lily, I have learned one thing from this period of experience, the more you play tricks, the more you will Discovered that human beings have limits. I'm not a human anymore, Lily!"

Lin Meng caught the stalk from JOJO: "Poor and weak." This poor and weak is also a word in JOJO.

Dazai shook his head: "Lily, your Japanese is not good enough."

Lin Meng: "My English is as good as it gets." Japanese English is the only one, but it has a special flavor under the interpretation of voice actors in anime.

"My English is also very good." Dazai showed off his cuteness without any sense of disobedience, and never said that it was because he was transferred to his good English, but because he was in Paris, he didn't speak English much. Next Comes in handy when watching movies.

The movie is called The Butterfly Effect.

This movie is very classic. The plot is simply that the protagonist can use his diary as a trigger to go back to the past and change a tiny detail in the past, which can trigger a butterfly effect. The ending producer has produced several, among which The most meaningful one is that after saving the past several times and failing to achieve consummation for himself and his relatives and friends at the same time, the protagonist decides to sacrifice himself, returns to his mother’s womb, and ends his life with the umbilical cord, which is equivalent to not having He was born, and his relatives and friends will have a happy life in the secular sense in the future without him.

Lin Meng liked this ending the most.

And Dazai, plunged into the darkness, asked in a low voice: "Lily, given the known future, what choice would you make?"

Lin Meng felt that he didn't say the whole thing, 'With the future known, if I were in the protagonist's situation, would I go back to the past again and again to change the past? '

No.

"will not."

No matter how much more, Lin Meng is unwilling to say more.

She can't go back to the past, even if she has the ability to turn back time, she can't go back to the exact timeline, because this is the supreme rule against her.Furthermore, everything in the past has made her who she is now, and she will only keep looking forward, never regretting, never regretting, never.

Lin Meng was decisive and resolute, and wanted to turn this chapter over.

It's just that when something happens, it will inevitably leave traces, even if it's just a little ripple.

Same goes for Dazai.

That night, he had a dream. After waking up, he didn't say what the dream was, but——

"You are crying, Osamu Dazai." Lin Meng, who was called over by the violent brain wave fluctuations in his dream, said softly, and made the verdict: "You see, you still have the qualifications to love and be loved."

We are all.

she thinks.

And from this moment on, Osamu Dazai, a good boy like a god, is no longer disqualified in the world.

The author has something to say: - The update is late, mainly because I want to finish this section.

-Jae, the leader of the if line, really sacrificed himself to help others.

- Mengmei's cp, everyone is her little wing, hehe.

- There are also random red envelopes in this chapter~~