When the mirror ends

"Are they really worth your forgiveness?"

Peng Zefeng asked this question for two reasons, one was that he wanted to strengthen Fang Yincheng's thoughts, and the other was to convince himself.

Fang Yincheng didn't want revenge because he was kind by nature, but Peng Zefeng was different.If he was in Fang Yincheng's situation and he was the one who was treated so unfairly, he would never choose to face the past because he didn't want revenge, he would only face it because he couldn't let it go without facing the past.

To put it simply, he will not choose just because revenge is fun, he will let himself not be impulsive, and then choose the option that maximizes the benefits.

He and Fang Yincheng have different ideas and ways of thinking about things.But he needs to be as close to Fang Yincheng's thoughts as possible in order to guide him better.So he has to convince himself that "they deserve to be forgiven", not just "it's better not to hold grudges".He knew that Fang Yincheng's answer must be yes.

"Yeah." Fang Yincheng struggled, but finally nodded, and said firmly: "I don't want to take revenge, I... want to remember the things in my life."

I was ready, ready to face those problems.

"Well, let's start with the memories of your life."

After Zhong Qingxi heard this sentence, he added a new talisman to Fang Yincheng, which was a sympathy talisman, which could connect the feelings of the two.They usually use this kind of talisman when eliminating the obsession with the spirit body, but they are to see the past from the soul of the spirit body, and Peng Zefeng is to convey what he sees to Fang Yincheng.

The directions of the arrows are different and cannot be the same.Passing it from the spirit body to them means that the two have the same amount of information, but now Peng Zefeng wants to hide some things, so he is the one who informs the spirit body of the past, rather than the spirit body sharing information with him.

After Peng Zefeng eliminated the unnecessary things he saw, he told Fang Yincheng what happened during his lifetime.

Unnecessary things include what Fang Yincheng didn't know originally, and a small part of the dark past.

In the part about his life, Peng Zefeng mainly talked about his family, that is, the sweet part, and briefly skipped about the villagers.He didn't want the former friendship between the villagers and him to become a knife of grief when he told the following things, which would injure Fang Yincheng severely.

It was just an ordinary friendship at the beginning, even if it was betrayed, it would not be such a heartbreaking thing.

Maybe this is not what a psychiatrist should do, but Peng Zefeng thinks it's good.

In addition, Peng Zefeng was able to control his emotions, and Fang Yincheng was also affected when he told him about his life. He was always calm.

In the end, after hearing all the events of his life, he didn't have much reaction.

Peng Zefeng was not sure that it was because his verbal strategy worked, he always felt that Fang Yincheng's nature was the dominant factor.Even if he concealed something, Fang Yincheng was... actually clear about those things.

What I have experienced, my own thoughts, my own feelings, who can know better than myself.It just depends on whether the parties are willing to admit it or not, and whether they are willing to face it.

After Peng Zefeng finished speaking, Fang Yincheng lowered his head quietly, but the corners of his mouth were always slightly upward.

After that, he looked up at Peng Zefeng and smiled softly.

There was no hatred in his eyes as he said.

"Thank you for telling me so much." Fang Yincheng lowered his eyes slightly, and said softly: "Thank you for being willing to suppress your anger for me and put the most rational choice in front of me."

"Yeah." Peng Zefeng looked at Fang Yincheng: "You know all about it."

"When you said it, I remembered it. Those memories enriched themselves uncontrollably, especially their kindness to me once, and their merciless appearance in the end." Fang Yincheng's tone was light, as if just Talking about an unimportant thing.

When they were young, their mother was the only labor force in their family, so people in the village took care of them to some extent.Although everyone is poor and can't help much, occasionally a few steamed buns, some rice and vegetables are enough to add color to their lives.

During the most difficult time, they depended on the people in the village so that they could eat luxuriously.

These kindnesses are not much in exchange for silver, but under such circumstances, they are as heavy as Mount Tai.

If it is true that taking his own life can change the peace of the whole village, then he will be this person.Although, they didn't ask his opinion and took him away forcibly, he just hated it for a while.Because if he was allowed to choose, he would be willing to be a sacrifice.

This was something he had originally decided to do, but it was just changed in a different way.

Moreover, didn't he meet a very warm person?

That person forced himself to be ruthless, and tried hard to suppress his emotions, just to let him make the best choice.He has no relatives and no reason, but he is very good to him, just like they used to be.

It's just that this person should be the kind of person who decides to be nice to someone and he will be nice to the end, so he feels wronged for him.

"But even if they turn their backs and deny people in the end, it doesn't mean that their kindness to me was fake. I am willing to forgive their later mistakes for those good things, and do my best to pay back." Fang Yincheng stood up, "So I won't hate it."

He will not hate, that is to say, he will completely let go of the past of more than 600 years that made him wasted, and start again.

So there is no need to worry about him, worrying about him being dragged down by hatred.

He stretched out his hand to Zhong Qingxi, "Send me away."

Zhong Qing looked to Peng Zefeng for confirmation, Peng Zefeng nodded, indicating that he should just do what Fang Yincheng said.

Peng Zefeng actually thought about whether Fang Yincheng accepted it so calmly, could he tell him what happened after his death, after all, he has the right to know.

But he forgave it out of love, if he knew that none of them survived because of him, and instead caused disaster in advance...Can he still let go of this past?

Peng Zefeng couldn't bear to tell him, and he didn't want to have anything to do with Fang Yincheng's death.

"I see." Zhong Qingxi began to draw the death talisman.

In fact, he carried a lot of painted talisman papers on his back, and the reason why he repainted on the spot was just to give Fang Yincheng a little more time.

Fang Yincheng bowed to Peng Zefeng in the gap between Zhong Qing's talismans, "I always knew that they didn't take their kindness to my family into consideration. They gave up on me only for themselves. So my choice is meaningless, but If I escaped, wouldn’t that be a testament to the selfishness of human nature? Someone should break this point and leave some good thoughts for time.”

"En." Peng Zefeng nodded.

"There is no shortage of kindness in the world, and there are many good people, but there are too few single-minded people." Fang Yincheng couldn't touch living people, so he could only express his gratitude and comfort with a smile, "So thank you, thank you for a A single-minded person truly feels the injustice."

It is because of me that I have such an emotion, which makes me feel very happy, and makes me feel stupid that someone loves me.So thank you.

Thank you, in the end... I still concealed the result enough to make my actions lose all meaning.

Thank you for making me less embarrassed when no one gets happiness because of me.

Thank you for watching me to the end.