When the mirror ends

Mom and Dad:

I'm sorry, I didn't grow up well, and grow old with you.

I really can't help myself, I've worked so hard to be a good kid these days, I don't fit that role, I'm a sociopath at my core, and frankly I look down on you guys too.

There are too many bad roots of human beings in you.

Of course, I do not deny that you love your son, but I also tell you clearly that the "son" you love is not me, but your ideal.

I'm not worthy of being loved, because I don't love you either.

But I'm still very grateful to you for sending me to treatment, because this is how you can meet that person, and because of this, you can have good sons for a while, but heh, this will probably increase your pain, sorry.

But I think, maybe my funeral will be organized by him, because he loves me so much.Probably this was the first time he was in such a mess, he didn't cure his patient, and he didn't keep his heart.So, I hope you don't blame him, it's not that he's not capable enough, but that I'm really hopeless.

Why is there no cure? To put it simply, I can only choose between murder and suicide.

Mr. Peng is very good, I believe you will not blame him.

Of course, this is not your problem, because your education is not a problem, but I was born with these desires.So don’t look at those research reports on children’s psychology, where children’s growth is closely related to their parents’ education, etc. The source of children’s depression and various mental illnesses is their parents… Although there are many bases for this, but we Home is different.

You are very good.Even as I was before, you didn't fear me and give up on me, but treated me instead.Although the one in front of you is already beautified, it is still very annoying.So, thank you for your continued care.

One last thing for you, take good care of yourself, and my future siblings, and forget about me.

Also, give another letter to Mr. Peng.

虚沅