little uncle

The dual effects of psychological factors and alcohol caused Zhou Hongyuan to vomit in a mess. The dirty vomit splashed on Cheng Yu's trousers, and his shoes also stained his calloused hands.

Zhou Hongyuan suddenly felt extremely humiliated, humiliated for his biological mother in memory, and also humiliated for the embarrassment at this moment.As much as Zhou Hongyuan cared about Cheng Yu, he wanted to keep a good impression in his heart. Cheng Yu was the only person in the world who loved him. No matter what, he didn't want to disappoint Cheng Yu, but he was the weakest and most embarrassing. Cheng Yu looked at her appearance over and over again.This made him flustered.

Cheng Yu frowned, he didn't care about the mess all over the floor, let alone the stains on his clothes, he turned around and went to the bathroom to get a basin, took another glass of water, sat by the bed, holding the basin in one hand , handing water to Zhou Hongyuan with one hand, "Come on, Hongyuan, rinse your mouth, don't swallow it, spit it into the basin."

Zhou Hongyuan did as he said, and then Cheng Yu brought another glass of water for him to drink.Cheng Yu gently comforted Zhou Hongyuan along his back, and whispered, "It's all right, did you drink at the party? Are you still feeling sick?"

Zhou Hongyuan frowned tightly and did not speak. His stomach was still churning, with streams of sour water surging outward. He was afraid that he would spit out Cheng Yu again just when he opened his mouth.

Afterwards, there was an hour-long clean-up work. Zhou Hongyuan drank alcohol and vomited again. At this time, he was already exhausted and drowsy, but the shame in his heart burned him, and he couldn't rest for a moment. .

After Cheng Yu packed everything up and lay down on the bed, Zhou Hongyuan still couldn't meet Duke Zhou.After getting along for so long, Cheng Yu naturally knew Zhou Hongyuan's character, and took extra care of Zhou Hongyuan's sensitive and deep thoughts, knowing that the more he comforted him, the more tormented Zhou Hongyuan would be.So he just stretched out his hand and patted Zhou Hongyuan's shoulder gently, urging him to sleep softly, but there was no word of relief.

Zhou Hongyuan was immersed in the pain of the past, and completely forgot the more serious things that were about to come out. It was not until he returned to school on Monday and saw men and women hugging and kissing together in the back row of the classroom that he realized in a trance that he It may be impossible to have intimate contact with girls at all.

He can talk, joke, go home with girls, be ambiguous, test, and have a good impression with girls, but those more intimate holding hands, hugging, and kissing are a fantasy for him, he can't do it, even Thinking about it makes me sick.

At first, this idea just flashed by, and then it occupied his thoughts all the time, lingering in his mind, he was extremely flustered, he could only repeatedly recall the bits and pieces of his contact with all kinds of girls, and quickly played back The memory of him failed to comfort him, but deepened the thought.

Zhou Hongyuan's back felt numb for a while. It was a hot day in July, but he felt like falling into an ice cave. His limbs gradually became cold in this restless classroom. In the end, he seemed to lose consciousness until Zheng Mingkun's loud voice third It was only when he heard the sound next to his ear that he came back to his senses, his whole body jerked violently, and then he realized in a trance that school was already over.

Zheng Mingkun's eyes showed inexplicable, "What are you thinking, I've been out of my mind all day. Let's go and go home."

Zhou Hongyuan frowned, stuffed the books into his schoolbag, and whispered, "Well, you guys go first."

Zheng Mingkun opened his mouth, with a little surprise. Since Zhou Hongyuan transferred to this class, the three of them have been walking together for almost two years. They only separated when they were on duty. Suddenly Zhou Hongyuan wanted to split up. How could he not be curious?What's more, now Wu Siyuan is like a gunpowder keg, he will be blown up when he sees him, thanks to Zhou Hongyuan's side, he can live in peace, if Zhou Hongyuan is gone, the explosives will surely blow him up.Thinking of this, Zheng Mingkun smiled wryly. It was only for an instant, but he saw Li Weiyang behind him. His already bitter smile froze instantly on his wide face. He froze for five seconds before clasping his hands embarrassingly. No more words.

Zhou Hongyuan and Li Weiyang walked one after the other, neither of them spoke, until they were about to part ways, when their hands suddenly touched each other, and it was unknown who was doing it deliberately, or who was tempting.

Zhou Hongyuan was stunned, and his walking posture became unnatural at this moment. At this moment, he suddenly hated himself.

Zhou Hongyuan didn't long for love at first, but now he wants to be like other boys, holding his delicate and lovely body in his arms, and now he wants so much to have a normal relationship.

Contact again and again, day-to-day experiments, and rounds of memories, but you can only tell him over and over again that you can't do it.

Zhou Hongyuan's face was pale, and he was covered in cold sweat. In this scorching summer, his complexion was terrible. He pushed Li Weiyang's hand away calmly, and said in an almost inaudible voice, "Sorry, we are not suitable."

Not only was he incompatible with Li Weiyang, it was clearly that he was incompatible with everyone.

Li Weiyang froze for a moment, and said "Huh?" as if he didn't understand what Zhou Hongyuan was saying. Then, his rationality returned to his brain, and his face flushed instantly.Li Weiyang couldn't figure it out, it was just a short weekend, why everything changed drastically, obviously they had their first kiss, obviously they got along very well, obviously Zhou Hongyuan rejected Zheng Mingkun's invitation today Deliberately go home with her... So many signs, so many evidences, but completely went astray a second before the finale, it became an absurd joke.

Zhou Hongyuan saw that there were two crystals lying in Li Weiyang's eyes, which were about to fall down.He felt embarrassed, lowered his head deeply, and said against his will, "It's not easy for my uncle to take care of me, so I don't want to, and I don't deserve to think about these things now, I'm sorry."

It wasn't the first time Li Weiyang was rejected by Zhou Hongyuan, but compared to the past, she couldn't accept the rejection at this time.It is obvious that infinite hope has been given, and it is only one step away from the end, but it has failed.

After hearing Zhou Hongyuan's remarks, she pulled her pretty face and was speechless for a long time.Li Weiyang has been a good girl for 14 years. She has never said a word of swearing, and she has never had any experience of quarreling with others. What's more, the opposite boy is a boy she has loved with all her heart and pursued with countless efforts. How can she Can you swear?

She was angry and sad at the same time, and the two emotions were mixed together, and finally she burst into tears. When the tears rolled down her face, she felt that it was too shameful to cry in front of Zhou Hongyuan, so she turned her head and ran away.

Looking at her disappearing figure, Zhou Hongyuan felt guilty and regretful, but also felt relieved for a long time. He breathed a sigh of relief, took out a tissue from his pocket, and vigorously wiped the place Li Weiyang touched just now.

Zhou Hongyuan thought that he probably did not deserve happiness all his life.

After having this idea, countless details in life have proved it. Looking at the gorgeous female students in the class, looking at the increasingly graceful bodies, Zhou Hongyuan only felt infinitely awkward.Those charming and tactful things that are unique to women make him physically sick, while those deliberate teasing and artificial coquettishness make him shudder.Those white arms, slender legs, and Li Yanhua's dirty tricks all appeared in his mind, whipping him repeatedly, torturing him back and forth.

Zhou Hongyuan thought that he would never be happy in his life.

Rumors spread faster than gossip, and gossip quickly spread to every corner of the classroom as if it had grown wings.In fact, no one needs to admit it, let alone mention it, just a few movements and a few eyes can piece together the direction of the story.Li Weiyang, who no longer appeared by Zhou Hongyuan's side, and Zhou Hongyuan, who deliberately avoided this topic, all indicated the complete disintegration and end of this unformed relationship.

Zheng Mingkun was very sorry about this, and wanted to mention it several times, but after seeing Zhou Hongyuan's dignified expression, he chose to swallow his words back.Wu Siyuan was very contemptuous of Zheng Mingkun's timidity, he sneered and said that Zheng Mingkun's mother-in-law was chirping and worthless, but he himself was equally secretive about this matter.

This is a secret that Wu Siyuan knows, but Zheng Mingkun doesn't.

Zhou Hongyuan, who has many secrets, and Wu Siyuan, who has many stories, soon formed an alliance. For the first time, the two left the third party and appeared in a milk tea shop near the school.

Milk tea for one piece and five cups is a high-end product for the two of them, and they carefully started the topic while sipping on the taste.

"It's not you who like Li Weiyang, but Zheng Mingkun, and what you like is none other than Zheng Mingkun himself." Zhou Hongyuan took the lead in throwing out the explosives.

Wu Siyuan was not as eager to refute as Zhou Hongyuan expected, he just blinked and asked, "You don't like girls either, do you?"

Zhou Hongyuan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. Sometimes the secret is too heavy, and he is always reluctant to vomit it. It seems that only by speaking can he vent and find someone to share.Zhou Hongyuan nodded, and after a while, he whispered yes.

The two fell into a long silence, until there were only the two of them left in the milk tea shop, and it was not until the proprietress walked around them for the tenth time that Wu Siyuan asked, "Do you have someone you like too?"

Zhou Hongyuan shook his head blankly, he said, "I don't like anyone, maybe I won't like anyone anymore."

Zhou Hongyuan couldn't get close to girls, and he also didn't like boys. In fact, he hated having physical contact with anyone other than Cheng Yu, but it was more unbearable for him to be in contact with girls.

Wu Siyuan smiled, "I used to think that I couldn't like anyone, until I fell in love with him."

Zhou Hongyuan's heart skipped a beat. He wanted to say that this was destined to be fruitless, but he bumped into Wu Siyuan's gloomy expression. At this moment, Zhou Hongyuan suddenly felt that Wu Siyuan definitely knew this truth better than anyone else.The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and no matter how much they said, they could only remain silent.

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