little uncle

The dead are like husbands, and they don't give up day and night, and it's June in a blink of an eye.

City J is a typical inland city in the north. Spring and autumn are short, while winter is cold and summer is extremely hot. It is already extremely hot in June. Fortunately, Cheng Yu's home now has an air conditioner, and it is turned on in the first half of the night. , Turning it off when it gets cold in the middle of the night, although it will consume a lot of electricity, it is better than being unable to sleep with a mat soaked in sweat.

Later, Zhou Hongyuan saw Zheng Mingkun and Wu Siyuan several times in school. They either went to the school supermarket together, or walked around in the woods. They were not overly intimate, and they never even touched each other's shoulders. If there is separation, it is a story that Zhou Hongyuan can't see.

Later, during the lunch break, Zhou Hongyuan and Wu Siyuan went up and down, and they bumped into each other in the stairwell. Wu Siyuan looked preoccupied, and the two of them went to the water bar and drank a cup of lemon tea. Before Zhou Hongyuan opened his mouth, Wu Siyuan He said to himself, "You've seen us, haven't you?"

Zhou Hongyuan froze for a moment, then nodded.

"I have looked at you several times, but fortunately he didn't notice, otherwise he wouldn't have left with me."

Several months passed, and Zhou Hongyuan naturally figured out what Zheng Mingkun was thinking.He couldn't let go of Wu Siyuan, but he was also unwilling and unable to be a homosexual. While avoiding intimacy and communication, he indulged in past affection.Sometimes, Zhou Hongyuan felt that Zheng Mingkun was more afraid of facing Zhou Hongyuan himself than facing Wu Siyuan.In front of Wu Siyuan, Zheng Mingkun has nothing to fear. He will not feel embarrassed, let alone feel embarrassed by his capriciousness. He can be a scum through and through, enjoying his lost friendship while making this inappropriate love Push far away.But Zhou Hongyuan couldn't notice all of this. When all the entangled and unclear feelings were exposed to the third person, shame would completely evaporate the last grace.Zhou Hongyuan is well aware of this.But even Wu Siyuan himself couldn't say that Zheng Mingkun was a scumbag, after all, he wanted all of this.He was the one who fell in love first, he fell in love with the person he shouldn't love the most, he couldn't get what he wanted, he tossed and turned, the only comfort that was better than nothing was the only flame in his gloomy life.

It was another year of thunderstorm season. After lightning and thunder, heavy rain fell like a torrential downpour.Zhou Hongyuan stood in front of the window, opened the window, the strong wind finally found the entrance, carried the muddy fragrance in the air and rolled into the room, lifted his pajamas, and messed up his hair.

Black clouds overwhelmed the city, and the overwhelming darkness swallowed Zhou Hongyuan whole.

Over the years, Zhou Hongyuan had overcome his fear of thunderstorms long ago. Those trembling in his sleep, those moments when he threw himself into his arms, and those murmurs after waking up were just plays to arouse Cheng Yu's care and pity.Now, he is already a 16-year-old boy, and it is always pretentious to act like he is afraid of thunder and lightning, but it works very well, at least with Cheng Yu.

Therefore, when Zhou Hongyuan pushed open Cheng Yu's door and slipped into Cheng Yu's Xia Liang quilt, Cheng Yu didn't feel puzzled, nor did he reject Zhou Hongyuan's few attempts to show weakness. Instead, he moved closer to Zhou Hongyuan's side, He even stretched out his arm specifically to wrap his nephew Xuxu into his arms. He was really exhausted, his eyes were still half-closed, and he muttered, "Why, do you want uncle to sleep with his arms around you?" In the middle, there was more or less teasing, which made Zhou Hongyuan a little ashamed, but he couldn't refuse.This is already a rare opportunity for Zhou Hongyuan to share the same bed with Cheng Yu.No matter what, he didn't want to let it go.

Zhou Hongyuan arched into Cheng Yu's arms, "hummed" a few times, coquettishly skilfully, but did not answer directly.Cheng Yu knew that Zhou Hongyuan was thin-skinned, so he just smiled, rubbed his soft hair, and didn't make fun of him anymore.

Cheng Yu has to spend three hours on the bus every day. Not only is the work cumbersome and complicated, but the staff in the sub-branch are often disobedient, and the leader always likes to "wear small shoes" for him, so he is tired physically and mentally. He was always exhausted, so the uncle and nephew only chatted a few gossips, and Cheng Yu's consciousness became a little blurred and he couldn't hold on any longer.Zhou Hongyuan didn't intend to disturb him to rest, he looked at him fixedly, and didn't speak any more, listening to Cheng Yu's breathing gradually eased in his ears.

Zhou Hongyuan's eyes stayed on Cheng Yu's body for a long time, he didn't even blink, and seeing the man beside him fell into a deep sleep, he couldn't help but get closer.The two people were head to head, shoulder to shoulder, even from a distance, they looked extremely lingering.Zhou Hongyuan took two deep breaths. It was a smell that belonged to Cheng Yu, dry and warm.The rain was still falling outside the window, the thunder was endless, and the surrounding area was filled with annoying humidity. Such and such weather should have been what Zhou Hongyuan hated the most, but at this moment, his heart was extremely peaceful.He will no longer be tired of the roaring bursts that try to destroy the world, he will no longer be troubled by the wet air, he will not think of tomorrow's exam and those unsolved problems, and he will not forget all the piles and piles. Shunxin's class affairs were all left behind.All the irritability and anxiety, all the gloom and sorrow, all disappeared by Cheng Yu's side, in this quiet and warm night.

Lying next to him is Zhou Hongyuan's most deformed and taboo love, a secret he hides deep in his heart that he cannot reveal, a sense of security that he cannot give up forever, and even the shore of happiness that he is destined to never reach.Zhou Hongyuan knew that these small happiness, broken love, unrepeatable future, and refreshing nights were all stolen from him. The other side of happiness was not carnival, but forced caution.

The moonlight was blocked by layers of dark clouds, so Zhou Hongyuan could only use his eyes to repeatedly describe Cheng Yu's face in the darkness. His deep eyes, his tall nose, and his delicate mouth, the proper facial features, each of which was in the In Zhou Hongyuan's heart, with a gentle brilliance and a symbol of kindness, it was imprinted in Zhou Hongyuan's soul.

Zhou Hongyuan got closer, their heads were close together, nose to nose, Zhou Hongyuan became playful, and rubbed lightly, this movement was so indescribably intimate that the 16-year-old boy Couldn't help showing a sweet smile.Cheng Yu was still asleep, and his regular breathing hit Zhou Hongyuan's face, making Zhou Hongyuan's face itchy, as well as his heart.

Zhou Hongyuan leaned forward a little, and then put his mouth between Cheng Yu's thin lips, and couldn't help but press a soft kiss. All this was very natural, just like lying on the bed. The person here is not his uncle at all, and he should have kissed this man in deep sleep like this.

After doing all this, Zhou Hongyuan realized what he had done in a trance. He lay back on the bed with a "bang", his face was flushed, and then he was dizzy and flustered, like He flew to the clouds, and seemed to sink into the bottom of the sea, and in the next second, the fire fermented on his cheeks began to burn violently, burning his entire skin.The intense emotion made him tremble uncontrollably. He closed his eyes tightly, not daring to look at Cheng Yu again.Desire is like a flood, once you find an opening, there is only one way to go, and there is no turning back.

The next day, Zhou Hongyuan got up before dawn.He still has a whole day of exams to deal with, and even with thick dark circles under his eyes, he still has to work hard to move forward.He sat up, stretched out his hand and carefully touched Cheng Yu's face, and then uncontrollably tapped Cheng Yu's lips with his finger.After doing all this, I got up cautiously, and then went to the bathroom to wash up.And the moment Zhou Hongyuan turned to leave, Cheng Yu opened his blood red eyes.

The whole night, Cheng Yu never really fell asleep.He knew that Zhou Hongyuan was afraid of thunderstorms, but now that Zhou Hongyuan had become an older child, he would no longer wake up from nightmares, and he couldn't sleep soundly. The next day's exam.Therefore, when a hot mass of flesh approached in the dark, when Zhou Hongyuan kissed his cheek, Cheng Yu was basically awake.

But even if he is awake, what can Cheng Yu do?Was it reprimanded on the spot?Still expose his stubbornness.Fear, panic, helplessness and shame, all kinds of emotions stirred repeatedly in Cheng Yu's heart, and the darkness concealed his emotions. Zhou Hongyuan couldn't see his blushing face, let alone hear the cry in his heart, stop, stop quickly .

Cheng Yu stretched out one hand to cover his eyes, while the other hand subconsciously touched the mat where Zhou Hongyuan slept.

Undoubtedly, Cheng Yu loves Zhou Hongyuan, and Cheng Yu's love is devotion without expecting anything in return and kindness without preconditions.The ignorant Zhou Hongyuan didn't know that before dawn, he was forgiven by God again.

The author has something to say:

Explain why Cheng Yu didn't expose it. One is that Zhou Hongyuan has an exam that day; the other is that Zhou Hongyuan's behavior is actually very mild, a fleeting kiss. Although Cheng Yu was surprised and worried, he didn't. I didn't take it too seriously, I just felt that Zhou Hongyuan was very curious about the relationship between men and women, and I didn't know that Zhou Hongyuan's thoughts on him had long been abnormal... After all, in that era...straight men rarely had the opportunity to touch these things...he couldn't think of himself Nephew has always liked himself...