little uncle

Zhou Hongyuan was born handsome, tall, and he doesn't talk much on weekdays. He has a calm and reliable temperament all over his body. Although he is dressed in ordinary clothes, there are endless rumors about his family.They are all boys and girls in their [-]th or [-]th year, and the most indispensable thing is brain supplement and fantasy.Everyone knows that the more bizarre the background and the more mysterious the background, the easier it is to create a bizarre and graceful story, and this type of person is more concerned by the men and women in the class.However, for Zhou Hongyuan, it was "the hardest thing to bear the grace of a beauty". He couldn't respond, and felt that being too distant was too embarrassing. , nervous, but helpless.

Contrary to Zhou Hongyuan, Wang Yuan has repeatedly suffered Waterloo in love.But for him, falling in love is by no means an easy task, even in the financial department where the ratio of men to women is one to two.Although Wang Yuan from the southern tip of the motherland has an excellent background and aesthetics, he is helplessly short. Although he himself has repeatedly claimed that he is 1.7 meters tall and has reached the average height of Nanchang City, this is mostly said by northerners. The credibility of Beijing is almost zero.Zhou Hongyuan put a big question mark on the 1.7 meters in Wang Yuan's mouth. He had more than once secretly measured where Wang Yuan was, and wondered whether Wang Yuan was 1.6 meters five.University is the age when people love to dream the most, naturally the proud girls of the emperor have no reason to find a boyfriend who is about the same height as themselves.Wang Yuan was very distressed by this, and complained secretly in the phone calls to his parents more than once.

Like his parents who are officials, Wang Yuan is a person who cares about ostentation and saving face. He refuses to speak clearly, and loves to use his accent. His parents' tone on the phone is flat, "90.00% of dating is impossible now. To get married, one must pay attention to the right family, and the other is to have the same views and interests, a good girl is not in a hurry."

Wang Yuan replied one after another, and after a while, Wang Yuan's mother's slightly impatient voice leaked out of the phone, "You need to find a way to find a girlfriend, those girls from nouveau riche families There are people from villages, towns and counties, but they can't get along with us."

Although Wang Yuan hasn't said anything about his relationship, he was very excited when he heard this, "I know, how can people of that kind of background have a common language with us?"

What Wang Yuan's mother replied, Zhou Hongyuan couldn't hear clearly.There was a strange feeling in his heart, although he was not so heartless that he felt that Wang Yuan looked down on him, but it was uncomfortable anyway.

Wang Yuan loves to participate in social activities. He is known as a social expert in the finance department, but this social expert is self-proclaimed. Every time Zhao Jing hears about it, he will secretly fight with him.And as a social expert, no matter what the reason is because of the first group, Wang Yuan must blend in and show a full-fledged leader attitude.Sincerity is as good as gold and stone. After nearly half a semester of hard work, Wang Yuan finally fell in love before the first heavy snow in Beijing. The other party was a girl from the computer department. She was cheerful and humorous. Still a little bland, but with a bright smile from time to time, people will unconsciously like it when they see it.Zhou Hongyuan once greeted them in the cafeteria across the crowd, or met them by chance in a quiet library, or met each other in a hurry beside the tree-lined path...

In the evening, Wang Yuan cheerfully called his family to announce the good news. He first praised the computer department, such as the sunrise industry, state support, and annual income of hundreds of thousands is not a dream. Then, he reported the girl's family situation , What is a decent family, my father is the deputy director, and my mother is a teacher.

Wang Yuan's mother was very satisfied with this girl, and her usually calm and self-sufficient voice couldn't help adding a bit of excitement and pride, "This kind of girl is worthy of deep friendship. Those children who come from nouveau riche or ordinary families have low vision and poor quality. If you come to Peking University to study, you will not go far in the future. You and this girl have similar family backgrounds and education. If you can really get married in the future, it will definitely be of great benefit to the development of each other and the development of the two families. Your father and I can rest assured gone."

Although Wang Yuan was full of ambition at this time, he was still cautious. He poked his probe up and found that Zhao Jing was wearing earphones, and then said, "Of course. Those who do business at home only have a few bad money. I don’t have any social status at all, and I have always looked down upon them.” He also said, “I have nothing to do with those students who come from small families, their ideas are naive and ridiculous, and they don’t know what they want What is it, without a single thought about the future..."

Zhou Hongyuan didn't want to listen to Wang Yuan pretending to say such nonsense, but he didn't have valves in his ears, and after hearing this naked contempt, he couldn't read the vocabulary book in his hand anymore.Zhou Hongyuan lowered his head and pretended to be normal, but he already understood in his heart that among the four of them, Wang Yuan was actually the one who looked down on others the most.

Fu Jie's girlfriend often comes to see him. She is not as proud and arrogant as Fu Jie, but a gentle and humble girl.Zhou Hongyuan once had dinner with the two of them. The two are worthy of being a couple who have been together for many years. Apart from being sweet, there is also a little more warmth of letting nature take its course.They don't have to talk deliberately, let alone explain to each other. Years of tacit understanding have made them more silent than loud.Although their temperaments and personalities are different, they complement each other very well.Sometimes Fu Jie was in a hurry, or encountered some grievances and troubles in school, and only his girlfriend's phone call could stabilize him.Although Fu Jie has a big temper and a kind of literati aloofness, he can only be docile and docile in front of his girlfriend.He told Zhou Hongyuan arrogantly in the dormitory several times that he must show his girlfriend to his parents this winter vacation.

Zhou Hongyuan's mouth opened. On this issue, he will never have the right to speak.He can't fall in love with girls, and the person he falls in love with is definitely not someone Cheng Yu wants to know.He chewed the word uncle repeatedly in his heart. This was the most depressing and darkest thing in him, the scars and scars in his life, which he couldn't let go of or forget, but in the end of this love, there was only despair.

In fact, he knew in his heart that this taboo feeling, this love that has spanned ten years and generations, is hard to bear fruit in the end.And he was the only one who devoured all the bitter fruit and all the pain.

Gradually, Zhou Hongyuan was even afraid of Cheng Yu's phone call.He didn't dare to face Cheng Yu's concern, nor could he respond to Cheng Yu's family affection, and it was even more difficult to express the most repressed obsession in his heart.For a few moments, Zhou Hongyuan even wanted to get rid of all of this. He thought, could he live a little easier by letting go of the kindness that he would never be able to repay, and the companionship of the past six years?Should he forget everything on purpose and make his heart stronger, so that he can live like a normal person.He already owed Cheng Yu too much, so much that he didn't know how to pay it back, or no matter how he owed it, it wasn't enough.It was a burden he was destined to carry for the rest of his life.Doumi's kindness rises to Mi's hatred, and in the end, the kindness has turned into a burden that cannot be thrown away.

To him, Cheng Yu's phone is like a hot yam. He clearly misses and misses everything about Cheng Yu, that magnetic voice, that handsome face, the tenderness and tolerance in his eyes... He clearly will Cheng Yu's old photos were on his body, in his bosom, and he refused to put them down for a moment. He clearly had to rely on his memories and imagination to get through the lonely and crazy night after night...

But he didn't want to do that anymore.

Every ringtone is a reminder, and every note is a struggle. He is like a fish on the chopping board, lifeless in the fright and torture every minute and every second, leaving only the sound of breathing like a broken bellows, from the lungs all the way up .

"Uncle, um, I'm used to eating, and the money is enough, so you don't need to give me money..."

Cheng Yu has already given Zhou Hongyuan enough money, he has not yet become a profligate hedonist, so he has a monthly balance of four to five hundred.

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Hongyuan let out a long sigh of relief, picked up the TOEFL book and continued reading.Compared with those children from big cities, Zhou Hongyuan’s weak point is English. His reading and writing are passable, but his listening and speaking are in a mess. Therefore, whenever he has free time on weekdays, he takes out TOEFL books to read, sometimes memorizing words, sometimes It is listening.

Before Zhou Hongyuan had finished reciting the first word, Zhao Jing suddenly said, "It's your long-legged uncle again? Honestly, what does it have to do with him?"

Zhou Hongyuan's complexion changed suddenly, he frowned, and his mouth was unnaturally pursed. He didn't want to pay attention to Zhao Jing, but he didn't expect Zhao Jing to pursue and hit him fiercely, "Why don't you talk? What the hell are you two doing?" What's the relationship? Why does he support you at such a young age? Where are your parents?"

Zhou Hongyuan was trembling with anger, he glared at Zhao Jing, opened and closed his lips several times, "Never mind your business." Zhou Hongyuan squeezed out a few words from his mouth coldly.

Zhao Jing rolled his eyes and said with a sneer, "If you don't say it, don't say it, why are you so anxious and fierce, anyway, it's spread all over the class."

Zhou Hongyuan put down his book, and was about to argue with Zhao Jing, Wang Yuan leaned over to make a fool of himself, "Okay, okay, stop arguing, let's all go to sleep."

Zhou Hongyuan glanced at Wang Yuan lightly, then moved his gaze to Zhao Jing, and let out a "hum" from his nose.

Outside the window, the moon is hidden in the smog, only gray.

The author has something to say:

Let me lay the groundwork 233333