little uncle

When Cheng Yu returned home, Zhou Hongyuan was no longer there.When he saw the food on the table, his heart trembled twice, followed by a sour and swollen taste, his face changed unnaturally several times.Cheng Yu was exhausted after working in the library for a whole day. Although he didn't want to have anything to do with Zhou Hongyuan again, he didn't want to make trouble with himself. He added a few slices of cabbage and put it in his mouth, then frowned, thinking to himself Now, how can Zhou Hongyuan make this meal less delicious than it was ten years ago?Cheng Yu only ate a few mouthfuls before losing interest, picked up the plate and went to the kitchen, and dumped all the food into the trash can.

When I saw Zhou Hongyuan again, it was in the evening five days later. At that time, Cheng Yu was walking out of the elevator with the vegetables he had bought. When he looked up, he saw Zhou Hongyuan standing in front of his house in a dark gray suit.Zhou Hongyuan is 1.8 meters seven tall, with broad shoulders and long legs. He is like a wall when he is there, which cannot be ignored.Cheng Yu frowned a couple of times due to an inexplicable sense of oppression and the irritability that his life had been disrupted again. He looked rather displeased and asked bluntly, "Why are you here again?"

Zhou Hongyuan lowered his head, as if he didn't dare to face Cheng Yu's question. After a few seconds, he said timidly, "Uncle, I miss you Uncle."

Cheng Yu's brows suddenly relaxed, and he bent over with a smile as if hearing a joke. After a while, he said calmly, "You miss me? Do you still miss me?"

Zhou Hongyuan nodded solemnly twice, "I miss you every day, every second."

Cheng Yu clenched his fists hard, and the veins seemed to jump out from under his skin. The deep sorrow and pain were buried in the countless past, but the tombstone was still there. He suppressed his voice and said forcefully, "You In the year when I first went to Beijing, when you first went to the United States, I missed you very much, every day, every second."

Zhou Hongyuan took a step back inadvertently, and stuck tightly to the wooden door panel, staring at the ground so hard that he couldn't even find the courage to look into Cheng Yu's eyes.

"You don't answer my calls, don't reply to my messages. I finally waited for you to go on winter vacation and waited for you to go home every day, but you didn't come back until the 27th of the new year." Although Cheng Yu's voice was soft, it was very Urgently, "How many days have you stayed at home during Chinese New Year? During the summer vacation, you sent a text message saying that you were busy and that I was not allowed to make a call. I took it for real, but what happened? You ran away to the United States without a word. You know you can't be contacted." How anxious I was during that time? Do you know how I felt when I heard that your phone was in arrears and shut down? You know that I found your school and your dormitory alone, and your roommate pointed at your empty space. How did you feel when the bed told me that you had gone to America a long time ago?" At the end of the speech, Cheng Yu couldn't continue, his eyes were red, his throat was sore and dry, and his throat was more like dry and cracked land , There are also snakes and snakes crawling inside.Cheng Yu has always had a good temper, and he seldom loses his temper with others, but he yelled at Zhou Hongyuan recklessly, and after the yelling, he was in a daze.His face was flushed red, and his hands were shaking while holding the shopping bag.

Facing Cheng Yu's questioning, Zhou Hongyuan retreated steadily.He didn't have any difficulties, and he didn't have any compulsions. All his choices were just out of a despicable villain's darkest and most selfish desire for the bustling world.Just as Cheng Yu can never understand his determination to climb up, he also can't explain this deep-seated desire.

"You said you miss me, I don't think you miss me. You are just alone for too long, tired and bored, you just want to find someone to relieve your boredom, you just want to find a support. But I have to be like you Do you wish?" Cheng Yu's throat choked up, and he was speechless.He closed his eyes hard, paused for a few seconds, and then continued, "Go away, don't come looking for me, and don't say things like thinking about me anymore."

Zhou Hongyuan tugged at his hair. He bent down, lowered his head, and supported Cheng Yu's shoulders with both hands, "Uncle, I was wrong, I was really wrong. Please, please forgive me."

Cheng Yu turned his head away and didn't look at him, but tears dripped down uncontrollably.Zhou Hongyuan's heart flinched suddenly, and he stretched out his hand to wipe it off, and the tears one after another hit the back of his hand.

Zhou Hongyuan was suddenly terrified.When he was beaten to pieces by Zhou Yunwei, when he was scolded by Li Yanhua until he trembled all over, when he was ridiculed by neighbors and bullied by classmates countless times, he was not so afraid or flustered.He was really afraid of losing the person in front of him forever, and he was even more afraid that this person would treat him as dust and rubbish, and flick him away lightly with two simple strokes.But Cheng Yu is clearly the person who loves him the most and loves him the most in this world.Without Cheng Yu, he doesn't know who else is willing to accommodate his dirty and despicable soul; without Cheng Yu, he doesn't know where to hide his deepest attachment and cowardice; Who will love him, and who can he love.At this moment, he is no longer the leader of Laoshizi's IPO, and he no longer cares about the Wanqing Group's feathers. He is just a man who wants to own and save him. He tries his best but gets what he wants.He didn't remember his grand plans, let alone those glory and brilliance, he just wanted to go back to the past, embrace the helpless, painful and anxious Cheng Yu ten years ago, and tell him that everything was his fault.

He is selfish, he is despicable, he is utilitarian, he is secular, he is advancing all the way, overcoming obstacles, stepping on the corpses of countless people, he straddles the edge of morality, he thinks he has countless, until this moment he is in a trance Understand, it turns out that I am just a poor wretch with nothing.He obtained a degree from a world-renowned school, entered a leading company in the country, and became the financial director of a listed company at a young age; he lived in a luxurious apartment and wore clothes worth tens of thousands of dollars, but at this moment he was the same as he was at the beginning. What is the difference between that little boy kneeling in the courtyard waiting for alms and adoption.

All distracting thoughts vanished into nothingness, leaving only one thought in the sea of ​​consciousness, to keep this person...

Zhou Hongyuan took Cheng Yu's hand, and there seemed to be a thousand words in his eyes, and the next second, he knelt down straight.

Cheng Yu opened his eyes wide and stared straight at the kneeling man in front of him. His mouth opened and closed, and he was startled for a moment, not knowing what to say. Squeeze out a sentence, "What are you doing! Get up!"

Zhou Hongyuan was determined. He stared at Cheng Yu, as if he wanted to imprint every inch of his skin and every expression on his heart, "Uncle, take me in again, take me in again, okay?" People are not enough to be as low as dust, so is it enough to add countless guilt and debt, plus ten years of absurdity?Today's Zhou Hongyuan didn't even dare to ask for forgiveness, he only wanted Cheng Yu to take him in again, he only wanted this door to be open for him.

The sound of the elevator running pierced Cheng Yu's ears, and he could even hear the lady at the opposite door chattering about trivial matters in the elevator. His appearance was watched by others, and he was ridiculed for no reason. He lowered his voice and said, "Get up, someone is coming! I promise you, I will take you in!"

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Today's update~ Meme.Shameless Xiao Zhou, such a kind uncle