The staff was still in a dilemma, Meng Rendong had already sent a message to Wang Luoshui on his own initiative, and when he received a reply, he turned on the phone screen in front of the person, and after the person moved away, she slowly put the phone in her pocket .

She tilted her head slightly, and was about to pretend to have a casual conversation with Ji Yu, but the other party just threw down a word of thanks in a hurry, and she rushed out like an arrow off the string——

Meng Rendong didn't notice it for a while, and the words hadn't come out yet, and then watched Ji Yu's back getting farther and farther away from her.

Her gaze sank, and when she raised her steps, she also hurried a bit.

Somehow, a conversation before the breakup suddenly appeared in her mind.

"Ji Yu, if you let me know that you make friends behind my back that you shouldn't make..."

At that time, she was already a little jealous, but she didn't know it. She just warned Ji Yu with harsh words, but the other party's answer was very satisfying to her, and almost instantly erased all her grievances:

"No friends, only you, I like you the most."

At that time, Meng Rendong really hadn't heard of anyone close to Ji Yu who had a good relationship with her. The girl in her impression was always alone in the big empty house, with only a brown puppy who was especially protective by her side. And Ji Yu said very little, only when he saw her, his eyes were like nights lit up by the stars.

no friend……?

Meng Rendong looked up Xu Xu, and found that Ji Yu's figure had run out of the dark corridor at the exit of the venue, and disappeared behind the door, which made her think involuntarily, what Ji Yu once said sweetly to her Is every word a lie?

Just to coax her, right?

In my impression, even the girl who is happy and excited is lingering and gentle. It is rare for her to show her emotions so clearly. Meng Rendong gradually walks from the stage lights to the shadowed corridor step by step, letting the dark Devouring myself, the bad thoughts in my heart are as noisy as if they have found a stage:

"When you went to find her before, you never saw her look so happy, did you, Meng Rendong?"

"You see, she really doesn't like you very much."

"Do you know who she is looking for? You don't know. You don't know anything about her life, her hobbies, or her social circle. Meng Rendong, what are you thinking about?"

Her breath gradually became heavier.

For a moment, even the corridor leading to the exit seemed so long, dark and endless, as if it wanted to keep her here forever.

……

Ji Yu showed the speed of the [-]-meter sprint in the previous physical examination.

She could clearly feel that the air in her chest was constantly being squeezed out, and every cell in her body was being squeezed to its limit, but she had no time to pay attention to these, even regardless of the beating rhythm of her heart. Always on the red dot shared by the system in my mind.

That was the distance between Si Tian and her.

It was obviously getting closer, but there were too many TEB fans and fans who supported the girl group members around the venue. They bypassed the section of the venue, and the street ahead was full of roaring electric cars. Cars, motorcycles, and even shared bicycles placed randomly, she had to slow down, and just this slowness, the exhaustion in her body came out belatedly.

Only then did she realize that she had already run a long way out of the arena.

But the distance with Si Tian didn't get any closer.

The other party is even drifting away.

Ji Yu looked at the red dot in his mind, stood on the spot and adjusted his breathing, and when he wanted to chase again, the communication on his body rang, and Wang Luoshui's voice came out from the earphones that hadn't been taken off:

"Ji Yu, didn't you mean to meet friends outside? Why are you running out of communication range?"

"Come back quickly. We are a closed competition here. Students are not allowed to go out casually. I made an exception for letting you out just now. Don't make things difficult for me, okay?"

"In case the surrounding media reporters take pictures... I don't want to see strange headlines like '"Dream Chasing 100" students escape" on tomorrow's hot search."

Wang Luoshui was vague about Meng Rendong's relationship, but the many factors listed were enough to make Ji Yu stop chasing her.

She looked in Si Tian's direction blankly, the red dot had stayed outside the venue for 5 minutes before, that is to say, Si Tian probably knew about this show and that she was here...

But why?

Is she coming out too slowly?

Ji Yu hadn't finished her breathing yet. At this moment, she saw the car lights on the road flickering like a long dragon, the tassel-like light strips hanging on the trees beside the road, and pedestrians walking by the road not far away holding Chuan'er, the smoke and fire surrounded her from all directions. It was such a prosperous scene, but it made her eye circles gradually turn red.

It was a kind of disappointment after the ultimate longing fell behind.

She looked at the direction Si Tian was leaving again. For a moment, she really wanted to abandon the so-called glory and dreams, chase after him regardless, and say those things that she couldn't say back then.

But the urging sound from the device sounded over and over again.

In the end, she could only walk towards the inside of the venue with extraordinarily heavy steps, and even because she didn't want others to see her, after passing the inspection, she deliberately went around to the back door of the venue, and looked up at the remote place. outside the window.

She muffled in her mind: "System."

The system hurriedly said: "It should be...it should be that Si Tian just passed by and noticed the excitement here, so he took a look and then went back. She probably didn't know you were here yet!"

Thinking of how long the red dot stayed, Ji Yu seemed to believe the words of the system, but also seemed to be convincing herself: "Really?"

The system quickly echoed: "That's right! Because you didn't have much footage of the previous episodes, wait until the first stage! Wait until you appear in the magazine! Wait until later! She will definitely see it!"

pat, pat.

Ji Yu lowered her head and saw the smooth tiles under her feet reflecting the hazy light from the floor-to-ceiling windows of the pavilion, and also saw two drops of water splashing on the tiles and blooming.

But she was indifferent, just kept her head down, and asked the system: "Is it because I'm not standing high enough now?"

The system didn't know how to comfort her for a while, wishing it could transform its main body, circle around her, comfort her with its tail up, or touch her palm with its furry head.

However, no.

So he could only feel the torment and pain in Ji Yu's heart, racked his brains to find those comforting corpus, wanted to say something to relieve Ji Yu's emotions, but Ji Yu had already fallen into the darkness like a madman In my thoughts, those joys and joys that rushed into Class A these days and won the C position of the theme song were suddenly hit into the abyss by the heavy hammer from the sky, as if everything had returned to the gloomy period.

She thought she might be about to be redeemed, but she wasn't.

The two misses with Si Tian brought out the emotions in her heart that were almost forgotten, and Ji Yu said to herself: "No...she won't forgive me...because I wasn't there at that time..."

In the past, she didn't show up when Si Tian needed it most, so she could only follow the carnival of the whole network to experience the tragedy that had happened repeatedly.

Now that her appearance is a remedy for a dead sheep?

No.

Those injuries that were cut on Si Tian's body will not disappear just like this. Now that Ji Yu appears in front of her, what can she do?Does Si Tian definitely need her company?Perhaps Si Tian was once disappointed in her in his heart, otherwise, before he left this world, why didn't he think of reaching out to Chao Jiyu and trying to get a chance to be saved?

Is it because Si Tian thinks he can't save her?

Ji Yu couldn't help thinking that when they first met, she was picked up from the water and sent to the hospital. The room was full of patients, only she had no relatives around her, no one to take care of her, but the girl in the next room who had flu Son came over to get close to her.

In the cold and frightening snow-white ward, it was Si Tian who gave her the warmth after losing all her memories, and made her feel lively even the cicadas singing outside the window in that midsummer.

At first Si Tian seemed to be not good at words, but because Ji Yu was more silent, he listened to her racking her brains to make up some interesting stories, which were still lifelike, as if they were real.

"I... I once had a friend. She was a very quiet person when she was a child, and she was very unpopular at home. In fact, her family background is very good. Her father is the leader of real estate, and she has a very smart brother. It stands to reason Said that she should be cared for like the little daughter of another family, but..."

"But she was quite unlucky. When she was born, her mother bled to death in the delivery room because of an abnormal fetal position. Her brother hated her because of this, and even regarded her as a transparent person. He never looked at her directly at home... and her father Well, she is also a very passionate person, just like those rich people's stories, her father has many lovers outside, even if his first wife dies, he will not hesitate to bring the new couple in."

"Her position in the family was once very embarrassing. Her father only valued her heir and didn't care much about her life. As long as she didn't starve to death and freeze to death, her brother hated her, and the new mother was the only one who treated her well. At that time, she didn't know that her little mother was flattering to everyone because she had the lowest status in the family, so she accepted the sweet milk that her little mother handed her, but her brother happened to bump into her."

"She heard her brother say that the things she hates the most are these sweet things. The little mother lowered her head beside her. She didn't know what to do with the milk. Until the next day, she found that the milk at home was gone. During breakfast, my brother said to her at the dining table, do you think that woman really likes you? Fool, she is just used to please others, and only you, a poor bastard, will go everywhere to recognize your mother. "

"Later, she never hoped for anyone in that family again, until... a neighbor kid appeared in front of her."

"That kid's name is Ayu, he likes to dance, and he also likes to take his younger sister around. He doesn't dislike her for being too talkative. He takes her to play in her own circle, and even stuffs her with chocolates every day to make her quit. The sweet tooth hobby has been raised again—”

Speaking of this, Si Tian didn't want to talk about it anymore, she stopped and asked Ji Yu: "Do you like dancing?"

Ji Yu was listening at the side, but when he got here, he didn't answer directly. Instead, he asked casually: "You said it so carefully, are you the protagonist of the story?"

Si Tian: "...No."

Ji Yu groaned, and said again: "Then you are envious of the neighbor girl named Ayu next to her. Seeing that my name also has a homophone, so you want me to treat you like she treats a friend?"

This word is very roundabout.

But Si Tian understood. She sat in front of the hospital bed and was silent for a while. There seemed to be some pain in her eyes, but she quickly covered it up. Then she smiled unskillfully, "No."

Ji Yu heard her say: "Don't be A Yu, you, Ji Xiaoyu is fine, you are you, not anyone."

……

The warmth of the past has now fallen into the memory, and it has become a sharp knife.

Only then did Ji Yu discover that Si Tian was the light that illuminated her life the moment she appeared, but she, who was used to being illuminated, couldn't give any feedback. Now that the light was gone, she was also dimmed. Who is it?

How can she save Si Tian who has experienced pain?

Really, stupid.

She squatted on the ground and covered her face with her hands. At one moment, she couldn't help but hope that the other party would give her a chance, and at the same time, she wished that Si Tian would never forgive her, because she arrived too late.

What's the use of late love?

Tears overflowed from her fingers, Ji Yu was immersed in her own pain and couldn't extricate herself, suddenly, she heard the breath approaching at an unknown time:

"Why are you here?"

She didn't look up, but she could tell who this person was from the tone of her voice.

It was Meng Rendong.

Seeing her covering her face and weeping silently, Meng Rendong's heart got together for some reason, and she didn't know where the patience came from, so she squatted down, but she didn't know what to talk about, and after going around, she said:

"No... Didn't you say you don't have any friends?"

"Didn't you find anyone just now?"

"Why are you so sad about a friend?"

Ji Yu, who kept her head down all the time, didn't move much, even the slight ups and downs of her shoulders stopped. Meng Rendong handed her a tissue. After she took it, she kept her head down so that Meng Rendong could not see her face clearly. expression.

Meng Rendong actually wanted to hug her, but Ji Yu didn't move, so that in the end the hug failed. Because of the resistance she felt from Ji Yu, Meng Rendong couldn't help saying:

"I haven't seen what you look like."

So what if you cry?

She thought that Ji Yu disliked her ugly crying appearance, so she refused to let her see and hug her.

But Ji Yu exhaled lightly, wiped off the traces on her face with a tissue, then raised her tear-filled eyes, and said to her seriously;

"I'm sorry, Mr. Meng."

Meng Rendong was about to say it's okay, but Ji Yu said next: "That sentence was not meant for you."

Meng Rendong: "...what?"

She didn't seem to understand the meaning.

But Ji Yu repeated word by word: "I don't have any friends, I like you the most—this sentence is not meant for you."

Meng Rendong's mind suddenly went blank.

It seemed that he couldn't respond to Ji Yu's words.

There was a terrifying guess in her heart that wanted to emerge, but she pressed it down without even thinking about it.

She had no expression on her face, but she didn't know what expression to make. She was stunned for a while, and was about to get up and leave here, not to listen to the next content, but Ji Yu didn't give her a chance.

This girl is still looking at her with those beautiful eyes that are focused and affectionate. Even the fragile tears in the eyes have not disappeared, making people unconsciously think that she is soft, fragile and needs protection.

In this familiar illusion, Meng Rendong heard her say in a nasal voice, very softly:

"There is something that Mr. Meng may not know—"

"I have a friend who looks very much like you."

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