Dressed as a top-notch stand-in for the president

Unbelievable unfolding, slowly telling the events that happened in another world——

Meng Rendong has always lived in Si Tian's body. Even if she debuted one step ahead of Ji Yu, she has never forgotten him. Relying on the education she received since she was a child, coupled with hard work and hard work, she thrives in the circle. , trying to pave a way for Ji Yu.

In the process, it was not without hindrance.

It's just that compared to Ji Yu, those are not too important.

Meng Rendong made a complete life plan for herself in that world. After debuting in the women's group, she can use the two years of this group to continuously improve herself, earn enough money, accumulate enough resources and contacts, and strive for Successful transformation, so that after the disbandment of the girl group, you can set up your own studio.

In this way, Meng Rendong can sign Ji Yu to his studio.

You can also distribute the resources at hand to her.

In the process of achieving her goal, Meng Rendong will inevitably have moments when she has no skills to spare. She gradually becomes busy, and even the chances of meeting Ji Yu are decreasing——

But she clearly knows that these sacrifices are meaningful.

A brief separation is for a longer reunion.

At that time, she thought that she would stay with Ji Yu in that world for a long, long time, and it didn't matter even if she never returned to her own world.

……

"But……"

"It was the summer of the third year you came, and it was also half a year after you formed the group."

"One morning, you disappeared without warning."

There was only half of the hot water in Si Tian's cup, and her eyes fell on the irregular black stone patterns on the table. When she said this, she paused for a long time, as if she didn't know how to explain the next thing to Meng Rendong.

But those tragedies that happened will not disappear just because she doesn't face them.

Meng Rendong's eyes fell on the spoon of the coaster. Just now after she stirred the coffee, she put the spoon beside her casually, so there were a little brown marks on the white coaster.

She could vaguely guess what happened next.

Since meeting Si Tian, ​​including the impressions of getting along in the dream, Meng Rendong can roughly judge that his sudden departure must have caused Si Tian a lot of trouble, so that she was not ready to face the world. And he put her on too high a step——

Come to think of it must not be a very pleasant experience.

"When I woke up and regained control of my body, I really hoped that it was a dream." Si Tian put the glass that was not so hot on the table again, and pressed his reddish palm against the cold table as he spoke. Sometimes I get used to avoiding Meng Rendong's gaze: "Because you are the one who learned to dance, and you are the one who debuted, and you are the one who shoots commercials, runs announcements, works hard to make money, and wins the love of fans..."

"Just dealing with the advertisements and commercial performances left when you were here is enough to make me exhausted. When I have time to rest, I often wonder if it is possible that I am the escaped personality, and this Life is yours? Otherwise, why would I be like a clown who stole someone else’s costume and awkwardly stood on the stage, facing the eyes of the audience, I would panic like that, and even uncontrollably see all kinds of things about me when I surf the Internet Bad news for..."

"Every time I hear someone say, 'Si Tian's current state is not as good as before', 'Si Tian's performance is a bit coping now', 'Si Tian's stage is actually lip-synching this time', etc., I will I feel scared, I am afraid that they will find out the truth, pick out my inconsistencies, and find that I am a schizophrenic patient..."

"I don't even dare to see Ji Yu."

It wasn't until this time that she raised her head and looked at Meng Rendong, even though she quickly lowered her gaze, her eyes seemed to be apologetic, as if she was blaming herself for not taking good care of the friend he once cared about.

Meng Rendong heard her continue to say:

"I am very scared, afraid that she will find out that something is wrong with me, and I am afraid that she will blame me if she knows that I have lost you... I am very envious of the relationship between you, and I know how much she values ​​you. I don't want to be the one who broke her Fantasy people."

"It's just that the situation has become more and more difficult for me to handle."

"Someone in the troupe doesn't like you very much. Maybe you don't care when you're here, but I...maybe it's because I'm very sensitive to other people's opinions. Every time the performance is not good, the resources are taken away from the manager by the other party. , or being ridiculed by her occasionally with a gun and a stick, I will silently remember it in my heart."

"The more I don't want to care about it, the more I actually care about it. Once I care about it, the next time I'm on the same stage with her, the pressure will be the greatest, but I'm still in the C position..."

"I don't know when it started, the public opinion is getting worse and worse, I saw someone asking me to get out of this group online, and I was also harassed and attacked strangely during the performance, I can't help but look forward to your return, I think I was rescued again, but I didn't wait for another miracle, I waited for my parents."

The spoon Meng Rendong just picked up hit the edge of the cup.

She moved her lips, even though she couldn't remember what happened at that time, she already realized what she did wrong.

She shouldn't decide life for others because of her own selfishness.

If she had just looked at Ji Yu silently in Si Tian's body back then, and hadn't made up her own mind and lived for Si Tian, ​​wouldn't Si Tian have been forced to die later?

It was she who pushed the seedlings back and pulled Si Tian up to the clouds abruptly, but let go.

"sorry."

Sweat dripped from Meng Rendong's forehead, thinking of the story Ji Yu told, she even felt a little restless, for a moment, she felt that she had hurt Si Tian.

Hearing her apology, Si Tian froze for a moment, then shook his head lightly: "No, I didn't say this to make you apologize... Besides, I'm not sensible."

"I have been escaping forever. Since you appeared, I have been huddled in the corner with peace of mind, watching the successful life you have created for me, so as to realize my own dream. It's like walking out of your feet—”

"But it wasn't until you left that I realized that the person who has been waiting for someone to save him, even if he was lucky enough to get that helping hand this time, the next time, the next time, and one time...she can only watch the torrent roll towards her. Come, swallow her up, and she can't do anything, because she has given up countless opportunities to learn to save herself when passing by the swimming pool."

"When you were still here, when you practiced singing and dancing all night, when you were filming commercials, or when you were studying scripts, even if I would come out and let you teach me these things... I would never fall into that The situation is that I didn't seize the opportunity."

Meng Rendong hesitated to speak, as if racking his brains to comfort something.

But she was so bad at this that Si Tian inadvertently caught a glimpse of her face from the corner of her eye while speaking, the corners of her lips curled up, and she took the initiative to turn the topic back to the original track:

"Later, you should have heard Ji Yu say on the show that I don't have your skills. After my parents were taught a lesson by you, they have experience in blackmailing me this time, and I still can't get rid of it. Their control, even after seeing their faces many years later, still makes me feel breathless..."

"The persecution of public opinion, the anxiety of not being able to get along with the members of the group, and the manager gradually felt that I had no financial value, etc. My parents stepped forward and added the biggest fire to these things—"

"I wanted to escape again."

"I don't know how to live with this world."

Hearing these last words, the atmosphere in the private room became a little more serious.

Perhaps it was because "life and death" was always a heavy topic, and even an apology seemed pale, Meng Rendong pursed his lips, not knowing what to do to make up for the hurt Si Tian had experienced.

Sensing her mood, Si Tian pretended to be relaxed and picked up the glass, and touched her coffee cup. After a "ding", she showed a very shallow smile:

"But I opened my eyes again."

"In this world, I saw you again."

"At first, I thought it was God who hadn't let go of teasing me, and planned to live this boring life like a walking dead, and vowed not to provide it with any entertainment..."

"But when I met you today, I suddenly realized that God actually cares for me."

"It brought you into my world when I was the most helpless in my childhood, and let me know that the correct way to face setbacks is to be self-reliant and stand up wherever I fall. I understood; then when I gave up again, it gave me a new lease on life and started again, this time with me in control of my life.”

"Besides, now I don't have to feel guilty for lying to Ji Yu anymore, and I don't have to take this secret between me and you into the grave. I can finally stand in front of her confidently and tell her: Hello, I'm Si Tian, I'm your fan, and I like your radiant appearance when you stand on the stage."

Si Tian thought about it again, and suddenly realized——

The current self seemed to be exactly what she had been looking forward to in her childhood.

In this world, she doesn't have to face her original parents anymore, and she doesn't have to be forced to go both ways and see people's faces, because she is an independent adult, and the experience left by those crappy performances in the past can now let her find it easily. Some good counseling work, and she doesn't have to feel guilty when facing her former friends... Whether it's the familiar Meng Rendong, or the unilaterally already acquainted Ji Yu.

It turned out that this was her best look.

Turns out that's what it's like to be reborn.

So much so that she actually had a little expectation for the world and the future of life.

……

The story falls.

Si Tian drank all the remaining water in the glass, then put the empty glass aside, put his hands on the table, and looked at Meng Rendong opposite him with his chin up like a good girl.

Meng Rendong was taken aback by her expectant eyes:

"you……"

Si Tian pulled away the smile on her lips in an excellent mood. After telling these stories, she felt really relieved, so even her smile was much brighter:

"I've already thought about it!"

"I didn't dare to go to Ji Yu before, because I was afraid of revealing my secrets. Now I just need to drag you over and tell her the truth, and you can get along for a hundred years!"

Obviously, she always knew what Meng Rendong's intentions were for Ji Yu——

Unexpectedly, Meng Rendong gave an answer in an instant:

"No."

Si Tian: "?"

Si Tian: "Why? You paid so much for Ji Yu back then, don't you want her to know that you did it?"

Meng Rendong: "..."

I really want to.

pity.

She said with a little chest pain: "I...mainly, I remembered some things too late."

Si Tian was confused: "For example?"

She thought of Meng Rendong's attitude towards Ji Yu in the past few years, and then thought of how Ji Yu was about to reach the pinnacle of idols now, and she still couldn't forget the Meng Rendong who was once under her own body. How difficult is it.

According to Si Tian's thinking, Meng Rendong and Ji Yu in her eyes are the kind of rhythm that confesses in one second and pulls into the marriage hall in the next second, and then goes straight to the bridal chamber in the next moment!

Meng Rendong was a little bit embarrassed: "Actually...according to what you said about 'two worlds', Ji Yu should have come to this world a few years ago."

Si Tian: "Huh?"

Meng Rendong thought of the very out-of-season summer dress that the other party wore when they first met.

And the light in his eyes when he saw himself.

Gradually guess the truth in my mind.

This also made her next words even weaker: "But... I don't remember anything at the time, and I don't know what's going on in my head, so maybe it's because the soul is a little silly after leaving the body..."

Si Tian couldn't help but said, "So you didn't recognize her?"

Meng Rendong shook his head, "No."

She expressed it implicitly: "We fell in love at first sight."

Si Tian: "...?"

Meng Rendong said again: "Then she just stayed by my side."

Si Tian was confused: "Isn't this very good? You can seize the opportunity to chase her, and with your current conditions—"

Meng Rendong looked down at the coffee expressionlessly, and ruthlessly revealed the truth to the first and possibly only CP fans of her and Ji Yu:

"I didn't cherish her."

"She stayed by my side for four years, but I didn't pay attention to her every move, and regarded her as a pastime in my spare time."

"So she dumped me some time ago."

"And now I'm looking for you with all my heart and eyes."

Si Tian: "..."

She was so shocked by this turning point that she didn't know what to say for a while.

After a while, she said dryly, "So..."

Meng Rendong nodded sadly, and echoed: "So if she now knows that the Si Tian who used to get along with her is not you, but me—"

Si Tian touched his chin lightly, and gave her advice in a gentle voice:

"Why don't you pay attention in your next life?"

Xu Shi said it was too heartless, so she added: "Every Qingming, I will remember to visit you."

Meng Rendong: "..."

Meng Rendong: "..."

So she really has only one dead end, right? ?