I am still alive.

In the end, he should die, but the end is not as expected.I was sent to the rear hospital of the communist army, which can be said to have gone deep into the enemy camp; but they treated me very well, with young and skilled nurses specially taking care of my daily life. I noticed it privately, and it seemed that they treated me better Advanced.

The rear hospital is the newly occupied Manchuria Medical University. This place is my old partner, because the Puppet Manchukuo Police Station is across the street.I have been working here for more than ten years, and it is ridiculous to turn around and become a prisoner.

After I opened my eyes, I couldn't get out of bed and walk around for the time being. The little nurse was careful and collected a few novels for me.I finally read "The Family of Gold Powder" completely, and when I closed the last page, it was the beginning of spring next year, and the cherry blossoms in Kasuga Park were in bloom.

Early in the morning, after eating and drinking the medicine, the little nurse helped me up. There was nothing wrong with my leg, and the wound was gradually healed, so I could go out and wander around.I looked at the spring light outside the window and said, "Let's go to the park for a walk."

After all, I have a special status, and the park does not belong to the scope of the hospital. The little nurse naturally has concerns; I smiled, raised my arm and pointed to the tightly bound bandage on my chest, and said with a smile: "What are you worried about? Where can I run like this?" go?"

In the end, we each took a step back, and after applying to our superiors, the approval was issued quickly, saying that in addition to the nurses, two regiment-level cadres who were also recovering from injuries in the hospital would accompany us.The four of us walked leisurely towards Kasuga Park.I don't remember whether the two were the head of the regiment or the political commissar, but I only remember that they were enthusiastic and ordered to encourage me to instigate rebellion.

I just want to come out to take a breath and admire the flowers, but it's a pity that the two arty around me are not as good as the little nurse who understands allusions in poetry and books;We walked under the largest cherry blossom tree in the center of the park, and the breeze was blowing, warm but not warm, and the spring was in harmony.

There was a bench under the tree, but it was climbed up first; clusters of flowers and branches were separated by a curtain, and the figures of the two people on the bench could be vaguely seen.

The little nurse pointed forward and said, "Hey, isn't that Mr. Liu! He's back?"

The other two said: "I heard that I was wounded on the front line, and it has been sent here for a while." After finishing speaking, one of them turned to me and said, "Eh? Master, you and Master Liu are old friends, don't fight Hello?"

With a smile on my lips, I stared straight at the young girl next to Liu Guoqing, tightened my clothes methodically, and said, "At this moment, please don't bother me."

The little nurse said excitedly: "Yo, it's Qingman, I said why she has been absent-minded these two days, it seems that a good thing is coming!"

I smiled and said, "Are all the nurses in your hospital as beautiful as you?"

The little nurse blushed, and said embarrassingly: "Teacher, what nonsense are you talking about! We are a small family, how can we compare with that eldest lady," she pouted at Qingman, "She came back from overseas! The art team was transferred to the hospital when the front line was in dire straits."

The other two said: "I have also heard of Zhao Qingman's name. Her family background is not good, but she is very picky. She doesn't like many officers. The organization is a headache for her. I didn't expect Mr. Liu to accept her in the end." Let's go, a man with a talent and a woman with a beautiful appearance are really a good match."

I felt like I had swallowed a nail in my heart, and my eyeballs were sore, so I changed the subject and said, "Ingredient? What do you mean?"

"Ha, it's okay, we are not only compositionalists, we mainly look at performance."

This topic was perfunctory with a smile, so I didn't ask any more questions; because of this episode, I lost my interest in hanging out and went back to the hospital early.

Liu Guoqing and I haven't seen each other since we were shot. All winter, I only heard that he recovered from his injuries and went to the front line. Now he is back.

I want to leave.

A few days later, I met him in the garden of the hospital, and the nurse beside him was that Miss Zhao Qingman.I smiled at him, as alienated as an old friend; he lowered his eyes and said to Ms. Zhao: "Go and do other things first, I'll talk to Mr. Yi."

I also sent away the little nurse who took care of me, and found an empty gazebo with him to sit in.There was no tea or wine, sitting like this was quite uncomfortable, so I had to look at him and ask, "I heard you were injured, are you alright?"

He nodded and said: "It's not a serious injury, it's okay, but how is your recovery?"

I smiled cynically and said, "You guys treated me very well, I'm really embarrassed."

He stared at me with dark eyes, and said for a while: "If it feels good..."

I interrupted him, glanced at Miss Zhao who was chatting with people not far from the gazebo, and said, "You guys are good at organizing welfare, and you will also consider the marriage of officers—that Miss Zhao, the little girl is only in her twenties , you are an old cow eating tender grass."

"Yi Ge!" He lowered his voice, frowned and scolded angrily, "What are you talking about, I have nothing to do with her!"

I fell silent, the ups and downs of the past few days finally found a breakthrough, and my brain rushed to the top of my head.

He hurriedly got closer to me, touched my eyes in a panic: "Why are you crying..."

My eyes were red and there was no moisture at all, so I grabbed his hand. His hand was covered with scars, most of which were scabs. I held it and didn't want to let go.

"I didn't cry, but I was a little disturbed. There have been more and more people instigating rebellion in the past two days."

He pursed his lips and said, "Then... what do you think?"

I looked far away, landed on the white pigeons hovering on the roof, and said slowly: "Liu Guoqing, I have been a traitor for half my life, and I finally took off my hat. What do you think I will think?"

"But you also said just now that you think this place is good..."

I laughed out loud: "I stayed, and then what? Then you see your husband and wife are deeply affectionate and have children in groups?"

"I'm not married."

"Does your organization agree?"

"...they can't force me."

"I don't even believe this, don't talk about you," I let go of his hand, "This is just one, and the other, I heard you value it more, what is it called, composition? My family has three generations. There is no worker and peasant class, I am still a prisoner of rebellion, and I have worked for the Japanese in Manchukuo, can I have good fruit if I stay?"

"...You said that you don't want to get involved in politics. Now that you can finally leave, you just stay and don't have to do anything. I will support you and you can be my wife."

I shook my head and said, "I can't get away, Secretary of State, you and I are both division commanders, not soldiers, how many pairs of eyes are staring at us."

Times have changed and everything has changed.

After I woke up, I never saw Xiao Zhou again. I don’t know if he has rebelled against him. This child was born in hardship, he is still young, and he still has a lot of good times to squander. As long as there is life, it’s not bad to stay choose.

But I am different. To be precise, it is me and Liu Guoqing who are different from Xiao Zhou.

We were indecisive and sloppy all the way, pinning our hope on tomorrow, but we didn’t know that we were falling in the abyss, sinking deep in the mire, and when the darkness and muddy water eroded to our chest, we realized that there was never hope, but it was too late.

I miss too much—family, friends, him; he misses too much—organization, belief, me.So we are destined to be losers.

I took a deep breath and said again: "Besides, my decision is not completely whimsical, Peng Darui, you know he is supernatural, but he has some skills. If you are trapped in the shoal, go southeast and wait until you are surrounded by water on all sides, then you will be able to survive. As for you... your fate is in your own hands, and how you choose is entirely up to you."

A tear slipped quietly from the corner of Liu Guoqing's eye, he hurriedly turned his face to cover it, and said, "I really don't want to meet you again..."

What can I do, his tears seem to weigh a lot, and they hit my heart, almost making me breathless, what can I do?

"Secretary of the State, help me go, I can't stay here. It's a good thing to instigate rebellion, and when the old account is revealed in the future, you will also be implicated."

"I do not--"

"You must help me!"

Everything is a transaction, and he is the only one who can demand "must" willfully.

He shook his head in panic. He was completely defeated in this quarrel, but he still insisted on himself.

I stood up abruptly: "Liu Guoqing!"

With a loud voice, she jumped out of the gazebo. Zhao Qingman looked towards us, as if she suspected that we had a dispute. She called "Mr. Liu" cautiously, while guarding against me.

I didn't want to look at her, closed my eyelashes, and said bluntly: "Mr. Liu, it's time too, see you next time."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked away first. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw his clenched fist, which was so strong that it seemed to crush the bones of his fingers.

After all, my heart softened, and I turned to look at him, only to hear an exclamation, Zhao Qingman held up his hand and scolded him: "Master, you can't use your hand yet!"

I laughed abruptly, both mocking myself and pointing out: "Mr. Liu must take care of his health, lest there is a beautiful woman by his side, but his heart is powerless."

He poked his eyes out and retracted his mouth, with grievances in his anger: "Yige!"

Zhao Qingman's face was flushed red, and without saying a word, she dragged Liu Guoqing to the consulting room to re-fix the bandage on her arm.Liu Guoqing was like a tree, standing motionless on the spot, staring at me with his eyes, as if he wanted to stare at me like a tree.

I sighed and said distressedly: "What are you doing in a daze? Hurry up and get rid of the injury. If there is something to do, we can talk about it tomorrow."

The author has something to say: Open your mouth and eat candy~ Visually, there are less than five chapters left and it will definitely be over!Sugar should be cherished!

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