REMIX

I want to kiss him.

But what if he doesn't like me?

Once this question flashed, I couldn't ignore it. I calmed down, and when I thought that I was no longer a child who could do whatever he wanted, and had to consider the consequences when things happened, I was discouraged first.

I can't guarantee that I have the ability to take full responsibility for "flirtatiously quick".

It seems that some people can't take risks.

The man on the other side knocked a second time.

"Please come in." Gong Junye finally took his interested eyes away from me, and landed on the person who walked straight through the door.

"I have something to ask you."

The person who came in was the purple hair outside, who seemed to want to talk to Gong Junye.No one reminded me to avoid suspicion, but when he approached Gong Junye and whispered in Gong Junye's ear, I still turned my face away, don't listen to evil.

However, my eyes fell on his hands wearing two rings, which were within an inch of my fingertips, and I could touch them a little further.

——What if he likes me a little bit?

Didn't he run out of the hospital with injuries just because he was afraid that I would be tricked by Lin Rui'an?

Hold on, that's the end of this question.I understand that I worry about gains and losses in my bones, and I would rather think less and not give myself too much hope, it is better than being sad to death after failing.

After Zimao left, he might have to deal with his personal affairs. Thinking of this, I tactfully expressed my intention to leave.He didn't keep me, he just called me before I got up, "Xia rest."

"Ok?"

I couldn't resist this deep and emotional voice, and I almost lost my footing when I turned around suddenly.

He hooked his hand at me.I thought I'd made a mistake, he was asking me to get closer.

Without guessing what he wanted to do, I leaned out hesitantly, and suddenly he grabbed the back of my neck and pulled my entire upper body forward. His right hand clasped my chin, and the pad of his thumb rubbed against my lower lip. It is more important than the action of wiping.

——It's like making up for the kiss I missed.

"I saw just now," he said slowly, "that it was a little dusty."

The way he speaks in a low, not hoarse baritone voice, slowing down like a flirt, kills me ten times a second.

But he said it so sincerely that I couldn't allow me to have a little doubt.

"……thanks."

I didn't dare to be obsessed with the world anymore, so I fled away with my hands on the door.

I didn't see him for a few days after that, and of course I didn't see Lin Rui'an again—the man disappeared from my life without a trace.

I am not surprised by this ending. In other words, in the face of the overwhelming academic pressure, all ghosts and monsters have to stand aside.

Maybe I have to thank Gong Junye for not coming to my life every now and then to create a sense of presence, which makes those restless emotions restless when I see him temporarily.Whenever I think of this person, I will hypnotize myself over and over again, confession after the college entrance examination, confession after the college entrance examination, do you have the guts to wait until the college entrance examination is over before confessing.

Only then did I realize that when I didn't realize it, that kind of endless emotional investment emptied me from the inside out. Even if there was only a skin left, my body and mind would still repeat the action of pouring outward.

It feels like dying.

But I know that I will not die, or rather, I am not afraid of death.

I was going to tell him after all.

I did well in the final exam, and my grades improved slightly in every subject. At the parent meeting, I was named and praised by the teacher, "If I can maintain this level of progress, the chances of getting a heavy grade are still very high."

Both Xia and I are very happy, and with the Spring Festival approaching, it makes people feel that this year has been full of hardships and joys, stumbled, and finally another year has passed.

The day before New Year's Eve, I called He Gu and said, we haven't seen each other for a long time, we get together to celebrate the New Year, don't be bored in the house watching the Spring Festival Gala, let's have something new.

Why did you smash your mouth on the other end of the phone and say, go to the mountains to set off fireworks?Don't forget to bring meat and wine.

If you have a friend like this, what more can you ask for.

I thought so in my heart, but I said on my mouth, are you stupid? The wind on the mountain is so strong that people are blown into dogs, and you climb up to set off fireworks in winter.

He Gu snorted and sneered coldly in the microphone, joke, I have never been afraid of the wind with this tonnage!

Shameless.

This matter must be settled. On the evening of New Year's Eve, according to the division of labor, Li Qianlan and Qiao Xinxin and I went to the market to buy fireworks and bought some snacks along the way; Xia Jie cooked meals at home, fried pork chops, pancakes, braised pork, etc. The convenient food, lunch box and bento were packed, and we went to the bar in advance; and why he stuffed the whole box of beer into the trunk of the car early, just waiting for the three of us to rush back to meet up.

We haven't seen Qiao Xinxin for half a semester, and we don't feel the difference when we get together, and it's still the same as before; we walked all the way, looking at all kinds of new things while choosing the new year's goods to buy, Li Qianlan is wearing a pair of clothes The huge scarf covering her face rolled her eyes tragically when she squeezed out from the crowd, and she held Qiao Xinxin with her other hand without giving up. He took out three bunches of red candied haws.

I held a bag of fireworks of various colors in my left hand, and held them up tremblingly in my right hand to take pictures of them.

After dark, we drove up the mountain. On the way, we met many young people who had the same destination as us, talking and laughing, and it was very lively.We parked the car halfway up the mountain, where there are several watchtowers with a wide view around the mountain, built with simple stone tables and benches, and there are pavilions and convenience stores for people to take a rest.

We ate something while it was hot, the sky was dark, and it was half an hour before the New Year's Eve. The three of us sat on the big rock in the distance, looking for the best viewing angle, to see Xia Jie and He Gu alone. Take a cigarette butt, and set up fireworks on the open space to set off.

When the first fireworks rose into the sky, I put down the beer bottle in my hand in the cold north wind, and while I was drunk, I sent a text message to Gong Junye, saying Happy New Year.

Unexpectedly, he called.

The group next door lit their fireworks too, and I heard him over the cheers, "First thing in the new year."

"Let me see you."