It is said that the wood that has not seen the sun for a long time will rot, it is said that the dodder climbing the big tree will be torn off, it is said that the food that has been exposed to rain will become moldy, and it is said that dark emotions will grow and spread in the human heart, and finally swallow the person completely.

*As is, so is ambition, so is guilt, so is resentment.

Bei Gongyang died.

Before he really felt this, Gongsun Shuoxi went to the recording studio on time at seven o’clock every morning as usual, sitting full of people, full of nasty smells, and occasionally meeting idiots’ trams, substituting himself into Going into the role, speaking those awkward and esoteric lines, occasionally going out for short trips, and occasionally walking aimlessly, just spent every day of her life like this.

Dreams will always wake up, fantasies will always be shattered. I thought it was just a few tears shed in sleep, but when I realized it, I found that it was not as simple as tears wetting the pillow cover.

If you hear that the tears flow for a long time, you will find that apart from the tightness in the chest and soreness in the corners of the eyes, there are no other signs that you can cry.

Already, no tears to shed.

Bei Gongyang's funeral was not held in China, and even Gongsun Shuoxi didn't even see her in mourning clothes. Less than an hour after her death, a few people in black clothes came from nowhere and brought her The body got on the plane and flew into the sky. The blue sky with white clouds made people want to cry.

"Shuoxi, don't be too tired, let's call it a day."

It was the end of another radio session. When Gongsun Shuoxi retreated to drink water, Zhou Ying, who was sitting next to her, looked at her blue and black eye circles and couldn't help but said.

Ever since Bei Gongyang passed away in a car accident, Gongsun Shuoxi seemed to be insane. She took over half a year's usual workload at one time, recording and recording non-stop every day. She felt tired after watching it.

"Then I'll be rude." Drinking water, Gongsun Shuoxi listened to Zhou Ying's words in silence, noticed the pity she looked at him, his heart twitched, and he said calmly.

Indeed, she should go back too.

"How did you agree so quickly today?"

Zhou Ying, who had searched a large basket of reasons to persuade her, was surprised that she agreed so readily. Usually, when she told her like this, she would first agree with a smile, and then try to find a reason to refuse it?

"Because there is a reason that I have to go back."

Smiling faintly, Gongsun Shuoxi looked at the sunlight that was about to fall to the top of the hill outside the recording studio, his crescent-like eyes shimmered, and under Zhou Ying's suspicious gaze, he carried his bag on his back and slowly opened the door of the recording studio. Door.

If you go back now, the time is just right.

Just in time for the patient to fall asleep.

"How is she?"

"I've been sedated and eaten. I'm in good condition. But Mrs. Gongsun has been clamoring to find her Xiao Shuoxi. Miss Si, do you recognize that little girl? Or, there are people around Miss Si. Is it called Shuoxi?"

"Sorry, I don't recognize her."

"Ah, then Madam Gongsun must be delusional again. It seems that our research and treatment will go a step further."

"Then trouble the doctor."

"You're welcome, it should be, then I will take my leave first."

"Walk slowly."

Seeing the doctor in a white coat turn away and disappear at the end of the hospital corridor, Gongsun Shuoxi quietly turned his head and looked at the people on the hospital bed through a layer of glass.

A month ago, she had stared at Bei Gongyang like this, but now, she unexpectedly stared at another person in the same manner.

Zhang Xin, her biological mother.

Gongsun Yixi died the day after Bei Gongyang died.

She jumped from the top floor of the hospital. Unfortunately, the hospital was still under construction, and before the workers could take away the steel bars, she was unbiasedly pierced by a steel bar through her chest, piercing her heart, and died on the spot.

Gongsun Shuoxi was still recording in the recording studio. Just as she was leaving the house, she heard Gongsun Zhi's secretary call her. She said, Miss, the second lady is dead, so you will take over the chairman's company and his property.

Gongsun Shuoxi answered the phone silently without saying a word.

For Gongsun Zhi, a child, no matter who it is, is just a means for him to continue his career.So he doesn't care about his dead second daughter, because he still has a living eldest daughter.

In the end, it's just because of selfishness.

She did attend Gongsun Yixi's funeral, and it can be said that she had no reason not to attend.

Just looking at that pale face that resembled her very closely, she still couldn't help feeling sick.

Seeing Gongsun Yixi lying there lifeless and motionless was as sad as seeing his own death with his own eyes.

After all, she and Gongsun Yixi are twins.

The involvement between people is always a very strange thing, and at the same time, the blood relationship of human beings is also a very strange thing.

It is obvious that Gongsun Yixi is dead and has no life left. When Gongsun Shuoxi stood indifferently and looked at Gongsun's family and the guests who were sad, he still seemed to be able to see her smiling proudly at him. That appearance seemed to say provocatively, Gongsun Shuoxi, look, I beat you once.

Bei Gongyang died, and Gongsun Yixi died too, but she didn't think that Gongsun Yixi died because of Bei Gongyang's death. Everyone knew that Gongsun Yixi liked Bei Gongyang very much.

So, why did Gongsun Yixi want to die?So, why does Gongsun Yixi like Bei Gongyang so much?

I'm afraid even Zhang Xin, who has spoiled her for decades, can't understand this question. Why, Gongsun Yixi wants to seek death?

Gongsun Shuoxi sighed.

Even if you ask her, as the sister of twins, she will not understand why Gongsun Yixi is committed to snatching things from her. From the moment she first came to the Gongsun family's mansion at the age of 16, she has been non-stop. He was fighting with himself for things, from toys to books, from food to drinks, and finally to Beigong Yang.

Gongsun Yixi is like a child who can't grow up, she has been on guard against her, afraid that she will steal her things, but I'm afraid only she knows what she took away, and she chose to die, probably not because Bei Gongyang died, but because even Bei Gongyang died.

Even Bei Gongyang is gone, what else can she grab from her?

If she loses her goals and fun, she might as well die. Perhaps for her, that would be a relief.

But for Zhang Xin, that was torture.

The only child she relied on died, how could she survive?

Gongsun Yixi is her only spiritual support, a good medicine for her to relieve her guilt and pain. If the medicine is gone, what should the patient do?

Gongsun Yixi died, but she was timid and dared not commit suicide to follow Gongsun Yixi, so she went crazy.

Before Gongsun Zhi was taken into prison by the police, he didn't say anything else, he just took a deep look at Gongsun Shuoxi and said to her, "Take care of your mother, she is not easy, if...you are really busy , send her to a mental hospital for recuperation."

Gongsun Shuoxi didn't speak, watching him being taken away by the police like a bereaved dog, and seeing his back that seemed to have hunched a lot overnight, Gongsun Shuoxi discovered that it turned out that Gongsun Zhi was really his father. It is really his child, and they are all people who do whatever it takes to achieve their goals.

She was originally unwilling to compete with Gongsun Yixi for anything, but in that atmosphere, she gradually changed, and she also used Bei Gongyang as a tool, just like Gongsun Zhi, using her.

What she used was affection and honor, but Gongsun Zhi actually gained benefits.

The Gongsun family and the Beigong family are like the knights and lords in ancient times. The only difference is that Gongsunzhi was originally just an ordinary businessman, relying on the Beigong family in foreign countries to gain a firm foothold. , but he is not as loyal as the ancient knights. When the lord's family was suffering from political disputes, he not only failed to rescue him, but even took away the only daughter of the lord's family, in order to take her as a hostage and threaten the Beigong family to take care of him. career and his family.Fortunately, because the lord was afraid that his daughter would be affected by the regime and suffer accidents, he watched Gongsun Zhi take Bei Gongyang back and didn't say a word. Bei Gongyang stayed in Gongsun's family for more than ten years until she died.

The only daughter of the lord of the Beigong family died, and Gongsun Zhishou, who brought her back, bore the brunt of the culprit.

Therefore, whether it was his company or the foundation he worked so hard to save, he changed his surname overnight.He himself was thrown into prison.

The tree fell and the monkeys scattered, leaving only a young lady surnamed Si and a crazy madam in the Gongsun family overnight.

Gongsun Shuoxi is glad that she has no habit of spending money recklessly, and also glad that although Zhang Xin always treats her coldly, he is never stingy with the pocket money that should be given.

Good and evil will eventually be rewarded. If you plant the cause yourself, you must bear the consequences yourself.

So Gongsun Shuoxi sent Zhang Xin to the mental hospital and used the pocket money she gave her before.

Even if he was scolded for being unfilial, Gongsun Shuoxi still couldn't bear to face a mother like Zhang Xin every day.

Especially, after knowing that the reason she didn't like her very much was because, when Gongsun Zhi hadn't made a fortune and they lived together in poverty, she lost herself in a crowded temple fair.

The cowardly mother who can't face the loss of her beloved daughter, every time she sees her eldest daughter's face, she will think of her sins, so she wants to dote on her younger daughter more to make up for her sins, so she hates her eldest daughter so much Daughter, because that's not her daughter, it's her sin.

What a psycho.

Gongsun Shuoxi looked at the old man on the hospital bed through the glass and shook his head like an 80-year-old woman. Such cowardice, such fragile psychological endurance, how could he not go crazy after Gongsun Yixi died?

Fortunately, although her father has Alzheimer's disease, he is still in good spirits; fortunately, her mother is still healthy although her eyes are broken; fortunately, her brother has also found a job and is about to start a family; Well, she herself has been recognized by many people because of her outstanding appearance and voice, and now she can be regarded as a saying in the seiyuu world.

So, you see, the world is like this.

What is suppressed will explode sooner or later, good or bad, sooner or later there will be results.

It was past nine o'clock when Gongsun Shuoxi came out of the psychiatric hospital. When the night was dark, she slowly raised her head and looked at the sky. There were many unknown stars, big and small. I don't know if they were hundreds of millions of light years ago. starlight.

"すみません、爱してる."

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