The padded coat that has been bloated for a whole winter can be taken off in the hotter weather. Nangong Shuoxi walked to the classroom with the mock volume that she just bought from the bookstore, and the hot sun shone directly on her body. , causing her neck to sweat, but her hands were occupied by the book, so she couldn't free up to wipe her sweat.

Sighing, she tossed her way to her own classroom, and said hello to the students who passed by her one by one, so she was free to sit on her seat covered with books, and sit down to calm down and enjoy the cool.

She is 17 years old this year. If she didn't drop a grade due to poor grades, she should appear in some corner of the world now, wandering around, instead of being buried in a pile of books like she is now.

The east wind was blowing again in the small building last night, and the homeland can't bear to look back in the bright moon.

Recalling that she went to school at the age of seven, she didn’t understand anything except in the first grade. Her mother thought that she would go to kindergarten in that year and let her stay in the first grade. She sat obediently in the square classroom I watched as the writing on the blackboard in front of me changed from "11=2" to "x, y, z", and the slogan on the wall behind changed from "study hard and make progress every day" to "lazy today If you don’t fight, you’ll sleep on the street tomorrow.” And the person standing on the podium, which is always half a meter higher than her seat, has changed from a chubby, white-haired grandmother to a mediocre middle-aged man wearing glasses with thick wine bottle bottoms. Man, the flowers bloom outside the window, the leaves fall outside the window, the sound of cicadas outside the window stops, the snow falls outside the window, she grows taller, her appearance grows, she grows up.

Sometimes, Nangong Shuoxi still has an unbelievable illusion. She often asks herself in the dead of night, have I really grown up?The silent darkness of the night magnified such anxiety, but made her even more afraid. Has she really grown up?

Has she really grown up?

More and more candles are inserted on the birthday cake, more and more love letters are received, and the distance from home is getting farther and farther away. Has she really grown up?

I was so scared and wanted to cry.The childhood of swinging on the swing at home was gradually squeezed by heavier and heavier schoolbags and more and more test papers. Looking at the printed words on it, Nangong Shuoxi felt cold in her heart. She knew that she had grown up Yes, before she knew it, or maybe when she was born, she had already grown up.

Lying on the table, Nangong Shuoxi looked at the sky outside the glass window of the classroom. It was gray. Recently, there were more and more people burning wheat straw around the school. It was very bright and the surrounding area was still foggy, surrounded by flying wheat straw ash all day long. Then, even the grass was covered with black ash, and people walking had to wear thick masks to block their mouths and noses until they suffocated.

"Nangong Shuoxi, the teacher in charge is calling you."

Nangong Shuoxi was taken aback when she heard the words, and when she raised her head, she realized that it was a boy with a wheat-colored skin sitting behind her who called her.

Nangong Shuoxi nodded slightly as a thank you, and started walking towards the office.When she walked to the door of the office, she found that the door was not closed. Her head teacher, a bald man in his 40s, was sitting behind the first desk at the door, bowing his head to correct homework.Maybe because he heard footsteps, he stopped the pen in his hand, raised his head and happened to see Nangong Shuoxi standing outside the door, so he smiled and waved to her, "What are you doing there? Come in."

Nangong Shuoxi entered the door step by step.

"Nangong Shuoxi, you should also know what I am looking for you for. Your mother also came over and talked to me many times." Seeing her walking over, the head teacher leaned back on the chair behind him and began to educate her earnestly , "You are still young and beautiful, how many good years are not enough in the future, how many people are there for you to choose from? Now the main thing is to study, you don't know, the principal made a rule for our head teacher, saying that each class should There are more than [-] important points, so I pushed you a little bit, but it is also for your own good. Look, there are several students in the next class who work so hard. You are smart and not inferior to them. There are still more than four months. The college entrance examination is coming, if at this juncture you..."

"Teacher in charge, I'm not in a relationship!" Nangong Shuoxi refused coldly.

"But your mother said..." She suddenly said no so resolutely, and the class teacher was also very surprised. Seeing the little girl's eye circles were red, she also realized that she was speaking a little harshly, so she said tactfully, "It's not that the teacher is hindering you, it's just that Your mother came to me several times, saying that your grades had dropped so badly, and I asked a few students in the class, and they said that you..."

"If I say no, it's not. If you don't believe me, teacher, there's nothing you can do. Then treat it as if I'm in a relationship. I'll go back and break up with my boyfriend now. Teacher, are you done asking? Then I can go."

"No, Nangong Shuoxi! You... well, let's go."

Seeing her teardrops rolling in her eye sockets and saying these words, the teacher in charge couldn't persuade her, she couldn't speak, so she sighed and said to her, "Think about it when you go back, the teacher and your mother are right. Hello."

Nangong Shuoxi was crying and ran out of the office without looking back.

The campus is not big, but there are always one or two clean places that someone loves, where you can always vent your anguish and pain to your heart's content.Just like Nangong Shuoxi, when he was wiping his tears and running, he still didn’t forget to zigzag to his favorite pure land, a dilapidated small gazebo, which existed when the school was just built , It has a history of more than 100 years, but later because the school built several new pavilions for students to relax, the pavilions that have been subjected to wind and rain for a hundred years are gradually forgotten, and the pavilions are covered with weeds. With so many people, it looked desolate. Gradually, only Nangong Shuoxi, who discovered it by accident, came to this place.

"Woooo..."

When she was alone, Nangong Shuoxi dared to cry unrestrainedly. She leaned her forehead against the mottled pillars of the gazebo and looked at the desolate scenery around her.

Because her mother did not catch up with the good times when she was young, she never read a book, and she ran outside to work for a few years without knowing a lot of characters. After that, her grandfather gave many gifts to the matchmaker. She gave it to her father who was only educated in junior high school. Although junior high school education seems to be a joke now, at that time, everyone regarded her as a mother, and her grandma had a serious patriarchal attitude. Three generations of single pass, her grandma is of course dissatisfied that her mother only gave birth to a money-losing baby, she gossips secretly all day long, and her father is filial, so she turns a blind eye to this situation, her mother has a stubborn temper Even if her grandma's eyes were all day long, she never argued with her grandma, she just taught her patiently.

Don't watch TV a lot, don't fall in love, and don't fall out of No.1 in the class.

She completely regarded her as a weapon against her grandma: Look, isn't the daughter I taught much better than other people's sons?

Nangong Shuoxi sometimes felt very tired, especially when she was in the third year of high school. Not only did she have to deal with her homework, but she also had to deal with her mother.Her mother is suspicious all day long, doesn't listen to her words, and always checks to prevent her dating from affecting her studies. This time, because she heard rumors from somewhere, she beat her at a relative's banquet, which made her full of grievances There is no way to say.

In the end, what am I living for?

The more she thought about it, the more her heart became sour. Nangong Shuoxi let go of her voice and cried. She was crying sadly, when she suddenly felt as if someone patted her on the shoulder. Still curious, she turned around slowly.

A soft and white silk veil was held and handed to her.

Nangong Shuoxi was stunned, ignoring her cat-like appearance full of tears, and slowly followed the silk handkerchief to the person holding it, only to see a girl standing in front of her with a smile.

Although many people praised Nangong Shuoxi for being good-looking, Nangong Shuoxi felt that the girl in front of him was even more beautiful.Even though she was wearing the most common student uniform in their school, she still couldn't hide the coquettish look in her eyes, which made people feel good at a glance.

Maybe because she was stunned, the girl smiled and grabbed her hand, stuffed the silk in her hand, pointed to her face, and then pointed to hers, motioning for her to wipe away the tears on her face. clean.

Nangong Shuoxi just woke up like a dream. Seeing the girl smiling, she took the handkerchief in her hand and wiped the tears off her face embarrassedly. After wiping, she wanted to return the handkerchief to her. After thinking about it, she had already used it, and returned it to her after she used it. What should she do if she dislikes being dirty, thinking, she blushed, and said to the girl, "Sorry, look at your clothes, you You are also a student of our school, this handkerchief is already dirty, I will take it home and wash it before returning it to you. By the way, may I ask your name and class?"

Nangong Shuoxi's eyes were sincere, and he saw the girl's exquisite face with a slight smile, and slowly took her hand, and put his hand on her palm, and in her confused eyes, he used his finger as a pen, With soft fingertips, she wrote stroke by stroke on the palm of her hand. The touch of the palm made Nangong Shuoxi's chest feel like being stung by a bee lightly. The tingling numbness made her tremble, and her gaze lifted up slightly. , but saw the girl fluttering her long and curly eyelashes seriously.

"Si... Ming... Yang... Your surname is Si Ming?"

Feeling the touch from her palm, Nangong Shuoxi asked with a smile, and sure enough, the girl smiled and nodded, showing that she was right.

"It's also a double surname." Nangong Shuoxi smiled, "I'm also a double surname. My name is Nangong Shuoxi, and I'm in Class [-]. How about you?"

The girl didn't answer, but pointed to the teaching building on the west side of the gazebo. Nangong Shuoxi looked at it, but it was the newly built building specially for the sophomore students, so she was surprised, "You are the sophomore ?”

"Dinglingling——" Before she could answer, the school bell rang. Nangong Shuoxi frowned, thinking that she ran out during self-study just to relax, and if she was late now If it is not, I am afraid that group of people will not know what kind of rumors they will make up for themselves. The opposite is not the result she wants, and it is better to go back now.

Thinking about it, she said apologetically to the girl who was still smiling, "Class is over, let's go back." Saying that, she came over to pull her away.

The girl shook her head, pointed to the teaching building to the west, then pointed to the building to the north, and smiled.

"That's right, we are not in the same grade, and we are going in different directions." Nangong Shuoxi also smiled, raised his wrist to look at the watch on it, and it was only 5 minutes before the official start of class, if he ran to the classroom You still have time.The girl seemed to have seen through her intentions, and waved her hand to let her go first.

"Then I'll go first, and you should hurry up."

Also in a hurry, Nangong Shuoxi gave her a few words of advice, grabbed the handkerchief the girl gave her, turned around and trotted away.

Watching her figure disappear around the corner, the girl smiled, shook her head, and disappeared.

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