Infinitely terrifying boring life

My name is Li Dan, yes, this is not my screen name, stage name, QQ name or something, this is my name.A name that cannot be distinguished from a male or a female, a name that is used by thousands of people and forgotten by thousands of people, an ordinary name that cannot be more ordinary, and jointly, I who have this name are also ordinary and cannot be more ordinary.

I'm 20 years old this year, but I think, maybe I died when I was in 4th grade.Don't be afraid, I'm not a ghost, I'm still alive.Don't even think about my miserable life experience or anything, as I said, I am a mortal.There is nothing worth recalling in my life, it is more transparent than any water, like... a pool of stagnant water.Ha~ Maybe you're going to say I'm disease-free or something, but I really feel like I'm rotten.

What changed me was the first year of high school. My mother bought me a handheld computer, which is also a learning machine. I strongly asked to buy it to learn English, but later I used it to read novels.I remember that the first romance novel I read was "How Many Flowers Fall in Dreams", the first online game was "The King of Kings" and "The First Intimate Contact" were all read at that time.Later, I read too many books, one after another, out of control, and my grades, which were not outstanding at first, fell further and further behind.

Later, I saved money and bought an MP4, which was smaller, more convenient, and more interesting to store my novels in. The 4 G MP4 has 2 G novels installed, and the remaining space is used to prepare novels.After I went to college, I often told my friends that if one day I was gone, no matter if it was dead or missing, you would think that I had time-traveled.My classmates often laugh at me because I read too many novels.In fact, they don't know, I really think so.

Until I went to college, finished college, got a job, got a job, and to this day, I still think that way.

Everything starts from today, from this nothing special day.

On October 10th, a company came to the school to recruit. I went with a few classmates. I thought there were not many people. After all, they are not recruiting our majors. Most of them are recruiting students majoring in machinery and electrical appliances. Those who study asset appraisal are not majors in accounting, but they are recruiting majors in accounting. I really don't know what to choose.Finally, I took a fancy to a career in insurance telemarketing.It can't be said that he has taken a fancy to it, at most it is... There is no choice.Parents are in a hurry to help you up and down, asking for relationships everywhere.The classmates left the school one by one to go to the unit they found.I wasn't in a hurry at first, but... I had no choice but to go anyway.

I went to participate in the training on November 11, and I didn’t know how to live it for 1 days. It was like eating a half-eaten cake and letting it sit for a day. I feel like I can try it, but does it have the same taste as the beginning?What happened later, I passed the assessment, and I can start a formal life of cheap labor. I don't have much impression.In the blink of an eye, it was almost December, and the life of the so-called white-collar workers who got up at 10 o'clock every day and got home by 12 o'clock made me even more disgusted. "I really don't know what I am doing alive. I don't mean to seek death when I say this, but I am really confused. Sister, tell me, I work so hard every day just to earn that 7 salary! I It’s better to sell cold noodles. My colleague told me that he sold noodles with two friends for a month during the summer vacation and earned 8 yuan, and everyone bought more than 1689 yuan!” “Yes, you Why don't you try it?" "Forget it, people with my personality are content with reality and want to shatter reality. I don't think I'm an Aquarius at all. I should be a Gemini. If you use Hunter I’m a combination of transformation and reinforcement.” “What are you talking about, I’m going to sleep, and I have to go to work tomorrow.” “My God, why isn’t the world destroyed? Isn’t it almost 2? "Sleep!" "Hey! I know, I know, I really look like an old lady. I really don't know where your boyfriend came from, but he found you~ How about a pure and dedicated beauty like me?" No one is chasing me~ Let’s read my novels! I hope I can travel through time in my dreams~”

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Cold, hard, shaking...

When he regained consciousness, Li Dan felt confused. Who threw me on such a hard bed? My sister wasn't so cruel, she just slandered him.It was as cold as an iron plate, making people uncomfortable, and shaking, could it be that it was already morning, and I fell asleep on the subway?It's over!My 1689!

As soon as she opened her eyelids a little and was about to get up, she saw a person jumping up, which startled her.

A cold voice suddenly remembered.

"Yes, you are the one with the best quality among the people who came this time."

There is one more person?The person who spoke just now was a black-haired young man, about 24 or [-] years old, with an extremely ordinary appearance, but there were several scars on his face, which looked very hideous and terrifying. He held a half-burned cigarette in his hand, coldly He looked at the young man who looked like a white-collar worker standing aside.

Who are these two people?And this plot... so familiar... Could it be...

The scary-looking man saw Li Dan sit up and said, "Your quality is also good, and you are calmer than him."

Nonsense, with the mental strength I have read novels for 7 years and often practiced all night, even if I am a mortal, this psychological quality is still a bit good.

No need to guess, just seeing that face full of scars, and this monkey-like man, coupled with the cold and trembling carriage, just these familiar attributives, I can be sure, here It's... infinite horror...

"Where is this place? Who are you? Why am I here?" The white-collar youth asked loudly again and again, and because there were foreigners there, he deliberately asked twice in Chinese and English.

It's just that those foreigners didn't seem to hear him, and completely ignored him. The scar-faced man took a deep breath and said, "Think about it carefully, it should have implanted all this in your mind."

Li Dan didn't care about the familiar dialogues in the original novel, she just curled up in the corner and whispered to herself, "It's been through! It's great~~" The light in her eyes was inexplicably weird.

Suddenly I heard the scar-faced man say: "Look at the watch, is there a name on the upper left, read it."

"Matthew Addison!"

As everyone recited the name, a black man among the foreign soldiers glowed faintly. This light only lasted for a moment, and then the black man returned to normal.

"This is the captain of the mercenary in the movie. This movie belongs to a horror movie in a specific region. The plot of the horror movie only takes place in this laboratory. In order to limit the difficulty of the 'Lord God', it is impossible to escape too far from the plot area in such a horror movie. Yeah, leave this Matthew Addison 100 meters away, and we'll just... boom, nothing, get it? When he dies in the plot, this restriction will be added to the rest of the plot characters , are intertwined, we can only desperately survive in this horror movie." The scar-faced man explained.

The white-collar youth suddenly asked: "What is that 'Lord God'? You have been saying this name before."

"'Lord God' should be the thing that manages us to enter this cycle of horror movies. It gives us reward points, and the exchange is also carried out there. 'Lord God' is a light group. In fact, I don’t know what it is at all." Black The young man raised his hand and said.

The girl wearing glasses next to her nodded and asked, "One last question... what does this number represent?" She pointed to the number on the watch that was counting down.

"The time you have to stay in this horror movie, once the time is over, you can return to the 'Lord God' alive, receive the reward, and then face the next horror movie." The scar-faced man took a deep breath of his cigarette.

At this moment, the carriage began to slow down slowly. After taking a few puffs of cigarettes, the scar-faced man took out the pistol from his pocket and said, "Okay, the plot starts now, and they can listen to it from now on." When it comes to our conversation, remember, ten points will be deducted if they hear our topic, ten points for each sentence, and the negative part will be deducted from the next reward, rookies... Live well!"

The carriage gradually stopped, and the dozen or so foreign mercenaries walked out cautiously with guns in hand. The scar-faced man walked out carelessly, and the others followed.Li Dan was the last to look at the box in the corner, and without hesitation, took a tube of T-virus and a tube of antidote and quietly followed the troops when no one was paying attention.The reason why they don’t take all of them is because they don’t have the physical strength, and they are too conspicuous. After all, the characters in the plot don’t know what it is, but Zhang Jie and the others know that if something happens at that time, it will be hard to explain, such as “Why are you Ask questions like "Why didn't you tell us to take it together".

Li Dan has never watched Resident Evil, but only knows the plot of infinite horror, so when Alice asked the infinitely famous "What about them?", Li Dan was still very calm, because she is now thinking about a very serious matter. The question is, what character does she want to show in front of the Zhongzhou team?Because this question is too serious, and because Li Dan has the habit of glancing around while thinking, he gives the impression of a cold and cautious 16- to 7-year-old girl who walks at the end of the line and does not forget to observe the environment, but she The pajamas she was wearing still betrayed her identity.So Matthew Edison's sentence "They are also the security guards here, the company has their information registered... But I doubt whether the instructions of the company's upper management are wrong, except that the yellow man is a qualified fighter, these people are not at all They are ordinary citizens." Looking at my clothes, his words were particularly convincing.

The closed door of the beehive gradually opened, and the inside was pitch black, and nothing could be seen except the darkness. Matthew Addison said to a mercenary beside him: "J·D!"

The man nodded and put on the night vision goggles. Matthew Addison hesitated for a moment, then turned his head and said to the scar-faced man, "Zhang Jie!" Nei walked away carelessly.Soon, Zhang Jie turned on the light switch inside, and the room gradually became brighter, especially the windows on the wall showed the scenery among the high-rise buildings in the city. The outside was sunny and the sky was blue, which was no different from the usual scenery.

The mercenary and everyone walked into the room, looking for the younger Matt, who was looking for his sister, and Zheng Zha came to the window together, looking at the virtual scenery.Although it is a false sunshine, it also makes people feel a lot more relaxed.

Matt on the side suddenly said: "This device is used to improve the underground working environment. No one wants to see the lifeless and dusty steel walls all day long. If they can see the sunlight, they will think that they are living It's on the ground."

Li Dan, who had just finished thinking, heard this sentence, and replied directly: "Fake is fake, and he is fake if he deceives himself." It's like I have to hypnotize myself before waking up every day.It's finally a day... 囧

The white-collar young man seemed to be choked, and he stretched out his hand to Matt and said, "Zha Zheng... Uh, maybe it's the security guard here."

On the other side, after the mercenaries confirmed that the elevator was unable to work, Matthew Addison ordered with a blue face: "Take the stairs, you must reach the ground floor within 10 minutes, everyone follow!"

Naturally, there is not much to say about the quality of the mercenaries. As the security supervisor, the heroine's physical fitness is naturally far superior to others. The other two male protagonists, Ryan and Matt, are not bad either.That Zhang Jie has been through horror movies three times. Even if he only uses a small part of rewards to strengthen himself, his physical strength is definitely beyond ordinary people.Zheng Zha, Zhan Lan, Li Xiaoyi and Mou Gang still followed Zhang Jie closely according to the original book. Li Dan knew that he had been in college for 3 years, and his physical strength must be poor. He had already stood in front of the passageway before Matthew spoke. After he finished speaking, he had already run to the first floor. Although he was overtaken by mercenaries later, he managed to stay in the middle of the team.

"boom!"

There was a violent explosion above the stairs, and one was out!The one who died was the little fat man.

The mercenaries and the hero and heroine didn't seem to hear the explosion, and they didn't even notice that the mercenaries had already walked down the stairs at this moment.

Zhang Jie turned around and looked at the panting crowd with a sneer, shook his head and said, "Keep going, you should thank God if you can survive. To be honest, your luck is good enough. This horror movie is dangerous. Very small film, in fact, this is one of the few horror films that can solve problems with bullets. Keep going, as long as you can survive this horror film, you will have a thousand bonus points to improve your physique. "

What was Li Dan thinking at this moment?

Li Dan, leaning against the wall, was thinking at this moment: "This is disillusionment, haha~ I knew that physical strength might be the biggest drawback after I crossed, but I still didn't exercise well. If I didn't suddenly think of it at first, I'm really dead, but there's no need to use points to improve my physique. My useless body is purely a waste of points. It's better to change to a new body... No... How can I think like this? Rotten, that's mine too. Although I know that time travel is just two words, but it's not that simple, I didn't expect...

Could it be that I can't even pass the first level?Then I am so obsessed with wanting to travel, to change, to be unrestrained, and to be lawless, are all impossible to realize!Then I gave up so much for it, how can it be!don't want!Can't!no! "

Small episode (edited)

"I have always known that I am an ordinary person. I have been in a middle-of-the-road state since I was a child, with average grades, average appearance, and average popularity. This state of being in the middle all the time does not give anyone any special feeling. Whether it is friends, teachers and students , Colleagues are all dispensable. No one will care how much you have contributed today, and no one will care how much trouble you have caused. This kind of thinking has always existed since the beginning of sensible In the depths of my heart, I occasionally erupted because of some things, but I immediately forced myself to endure it. After a long period of time, I finally walked into the world of novels when I was about to be unbearable. As if I found an outlet, I read books crazily , Every book is a life. The more you read, the more you will integrate yourself into it. In this way, the more you read, the longer you 'live'. Although I am only 20 years old, my heart has really grown The vicissitudes. When it comes to work, it is even more difficult to live without novels, and you will find nothing to do, and you will feel flustered or even panicked! The confusion is not only about the future, but also about the meaning of my own existence now. I can’t say it What a great meaning of existence is needed, that is, someone can tell me what I live for. Because I really... don't know...

I didn't understand until I saw "Infinite Horror" later.What I lack is "enlightenment". When I am not afraid of death... I am not afraid of living anymore.

"Spirit threshold breakthrough! Reward points 500 points, mental value increased by 20 points, nerve reaction speed increased by 30 points!"

When the unique voice of the main god sounded in his ears, Li Dan strengthened his belief even more.Because, now that she has a goal, to get out alive, this is not in vain for her persistent desire to time travel, change, and... prove that she is still a human being.

Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, forgive me for being such a bastard before, and I completely put you in the back of my mind. I thought that the world after time travel might not be so beautiful, but without my future, the rest of your life will not be beautiful ...I... I'm a jerk.

Wait for me, I will definitely live, I want to find the meaning of my existence, I want to find the goal of my struggle, when you see me again, you will find that your daughter has grown up.