give me back my love

"Ding!" The lights in the operating room dimmed, and the doctor came out.

"Doctor, how is he?"

The doctor shook his head regretfully

"Sorry, we did our best."

……

Wang Haoran frowned and walked in the dark apartment, with wine bottles and cigarette ashes all over the floor.

Bai Jianian leaned on the edge of the sofa decadently, with one hand on his eyes, unable to see his expression clearly.

"Today is the day of his burial, won't you go?"

no one responded

"You don't cherish people when they are here, why are you so hypocritical now that they are gone!" Wang Haoran sarcastically said with a cold face, turned and left the apartment.

That's right, why should I be hypocritical, he had an accident because of me, so why should I go to his funeral to trouble him?

The dark environment covered the water stains on his face, as well as the unspeakable regret.

Wang Haoran stood at the bottom of the building and looked up, wondering if I did the right thing this time.

A year later, in a small town in Switzerland

"Good morning, Gu He! Are you going grocery shopping?"

"Mrs. Su Ya, good morning! Today is Wednesday, I'm going to see if there are any new ingredients in the supermarket."

"Good luck, Gu He!"

"Good luck to you too, Mrs. Suya!"

After saying hello to Mrs. Su Ya next door, Gu He headed towards the supermarket. Today is the day for the supermarket to stock up, hoping to buy fresh lake fish. When Gu He left last time, he kept complaining that he didn't eat enough.

Time flies so fast, it has been a year since that day.

At that time, I woke up once when I passed out and was taken to the hospital, and Wang Haoran was beside me.I begged him to let me go and he agreed.When I woke up again, I was already on this land, and every once in a while he would bring his advisors to visit him.

After buying the lake fish, go back to the house, turn on the computer, and find a letter, click on it:

Gu He, he went to Switzerland.

Just seven words made my heart skip a beat.

Calm down, Gu He!He just came to Switzerland, not necessarily to see you.You know he didn't even show up at that fake funeral, so why should you worry about him so much anymore!Don't be a bitch again!

When Gu He was about to go out to work the next day, he found that someone was moving things into the vacant house opposite.

"Gu He, good morning!"

"Good morning, Mrs. Su Ya! Did someone move in from the opposite side?" Gu He asked

"Yes, a very handsome Chinese! You will like him."

"Mrs. Su Ya!" Gu He interrupted her with a smile. He didn't hide his sexual orientation from Mrs. Su Ya. Fortunately, Mrs. Su Ya understood him very well, and sometimes she was very enthusiastic. She always liked to introduce him to someone. .

"Okay, I won't say anymore. But I really think he is very suitable for you." Mrs. Su Ya left with a smile.

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At night, when Gu He came home from work, he found the iron gate was open

Gu He didn't think much about it, thinking that he forgot to turn it off when he went out.The folk customs here are very simple, even if the door is open, there is nothing wrong.

Gu He opened the door, turned on the light, and threw the whole person on the sofa

"Finally I can rest~" Gu He enjoyed the relaxation after a tiring day.

By the way, the packed vegetables had to be put in the refrigerator, Gu He struggled to get up from the sofa.

He opened the refrigerator and put the vegetables in it. There were very few things in the refrigerator. Gu He thought about buying some more things to fill the refrigerator.

Then a voice came

"Gu He"

Gu He shook his hands, and with a bang, the refrigerator door slammed into Bai Jianian's face.

"Ah! It hurts!"

Gu He stared at Bai Jianian who was crying out in pain, unable to believe why he appeared here.

Seeing that no one came to comfort him, Bai Jianian also stopped crying out for pain, and opened his eyes to look at Gu He, his eyes were full of tenderness.

Gu He felt very uncomfortable under this gaze.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to find you..."

What do you want me to do, I have nothing to do with you.

Pain appeared in Gu He's eyes

"I don't want to have anything to do with you."

A trace of panic appeared on Bai Jianian's face when he heard it.

"I was really sorry at that time, I knew I was wrong, but..." I understood that I love you.

"Enough!" Gu He interrupted Bai Jianian, "I don't want to listen to you, this is my house, please go out." I finally erased the trace of you in my heart this year, You're messing with me again!Gu He thought painfully.

"Don't drive me away, I sincerely apologize!"

"I accept your apology, can you go now?"

"Don't be like this..., I, I really don't have a chance?" Bai Jianian's gaze dimmed following Gu He's words.

Opportunity, who gave me a chance back then!

"Don't say such things anymore! You pushed me out a year ago, you ordered others to beat me, and you disregarded my life and death. How dare you ask me to give you a chance now!" Gu He thought of a year ago. The former self had been happily preparing dinner and waiting for Bai Jianian, but what was waiting for him in the end.

"No! I..." Bai Jianian wanted to argue, but all the reasons were so pale.Is it really impossible to undo the mistakes you have made?

"Don't explain, I already have a lover now. Are you satisfied with this answer, can you leave?"

Of course, Bai Jianian knew that Gu He was lying, because he had thoroughly investigated Gu He's life in Switzerland when he knew that Gu He was still alive, but the tone of Gu He's words that no one was stronger than himself drove him crazy.

"No! How can you...how can you..."

Gu He looked at Bai Jianian with more and more dangerous eyes, which reminded him of the scene of being beaten up a year ago, and he involuntarily backed away.

"You, don't mess around. I'm going to call the police!"

Bai Jianian ignored Gu He's words at all, stepped forward and grabbed Gu He's hand, forcing Gu He to approach him.

"You are mine, don't leave!"

"Let go! It hurts! Let go..." Gu He tried his best to resist Bai Jianian's atrocities, and the fear in his heart rose to the extreme.

And Bai Jianian was completely immersed in Gu He's resentment that he wanted to leave himself and throw himself into the arms of others.Do you know that people have told me that you are dead this year, but I don't believe it, how could you die?Obviously the day before I was still struggling with all kinds of coldness and rudeness to you, you made up your mind not to leave, but someone told me to leave completely the next day, I should obviously breathe a sigh of relief, but the truth is that I am uncomfortable Nearly dying, that's when I realized how much I love you.I have been depraved by myself for a year, forget about how many times I thought about going with you like this, but luckily told me that you are still alive, I broke through the obstruction of the company's senior management to come here, but you told me that you have to choose someone else!I will never allow it!I'm going to tie you by my side so that you can't go anywhere...

Gu He was struggling with Bai Jianian's shackles, and suddenly felt water dripping on his face. When he looked up, he found that Bai Jianian's ferocious face was full of tears.

Gu He was startled, and all the struggling stopped.

"Don't leave me..." Bai Jia went straight down without finishing her sentence

"Fortunately it's not too late." Wang Haoran stood behind Bai Jianian holding a syringe.

"Ahe, are you okay!" Gu Shi ran up, up, down, left, and right to check Gu He carefully.

Seeing Bai Jianian collapsed, Gu He anxiously looked at Wang Haoran

"What did you do to him? He'll be fine!"

A trace of helplessness appeared on Wang Haoran's Bingshan face.Perhaps this is Zhou Yu beating Huang Gai, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer.She still cares about him now.

"It's okay, he is often injected by the nurse sister because he is not good, he will be fine soon!" Gu Shi said innocently

often!inject!

"what happened?"

"It's just depression plus mania, it's okay!"

How can this be all right!

"How could he have such a disease? He was fine before!" Gu He said anxiously

"He thought you were dead and wanted to go with you."

Wang Haoran said this sentence calmly, but when Gu He heard it, his heart felt like a tornado was blowing.What does it mean to want to go with me, is it to die?Why, you obviously didn't care about me before I left.Now cry for my depression, for me.Oops, why is my heart throbbing again.

"Should we move him to the bed?" Gu Shi poked Bai Jianian who was lying on the ground

"No, let him sleep here today." Wang Haoran said gently to Gu Shi

Gu He heard that there are black lines all over his head, this seems to be my house.

☆, 10

Of course, in the end, under Gu He's repeated protests, Bai Jianian was taken away by Wang Haoran.

at the door

"No! I want to live with Ah He!" Gu Shi pouted and looked at Wang Haoran who was about to take him away complainingly, and glanced at Gu He from time to time halfway, his face full of expectation.

"Good boy! My little persimmon is the best! Come back with me, you won't be restricted from eating snacks today, you can eat as much as you want." Wang Haoran had a coaxing expression on his face, and his words were as gentle as possible.

However, Wang Haoran carried Bai Jianian with one hand and comforted Gu He with the other, so he was in a mess.

"You really don't want to restrict me from eating snacks?" Gu Shi looked at Wang Haoran with an expression of expectation and suspicion.

"Really, I really don't restrict you." Wang Haoran promised again and again, but no one knew what he was thinking.

Hearing this, Gu Shi frowned, his expression very tangled.

Gu He looked at the loving couple in front of him, feeling extremely helpless.

Hello!Anyway, there is a single dog here.It's against the law for you to show your affection so openly.

I don't know what Wang Haoran likes about Gu Shi, and he can actually reverse his ten thousand year iceberg face for him.Forget it, is this supposed to be the so-called fate?Anyway, it can be regarded as an explanation to the dead parents.

What about mine?

Gu He subconsciously looked at Bai Jianian who was sleeping deeply, then looked away in a panic, and focused on Gu Shi who was playing tricks.

"I'll go back with you, you are not allowed to restrict me from eating snacks, and you are not allowed to do strange things to me at night!" Gu Shi said to Wang Haoran with a determined face.

"Okay, yes."

No wonder!

Gu He: ...

"Okay, stop discussing such inappropriate topics at my door." Gu He raised his forehead, "It's getting late, you guys should go back quickly."

"Goodbye Ah He!" The contented Gu Shi said goodbye to Gu He.

Gu He also waved goodbye to them.

Then, Gu He watched as Wang Haoran carried Bai Jianian on his shoulders, led Gu Shi, left the house, walked straight, crossed the road, and went straight into the opposite house.

Gu He: ...

……

Before entering the door, Wang Haoran turned his head

"I forgot to tell you, Bai Jianian bought this house"

His expression was flat the whole time, with the same iceberg face, but Gu He could see the banter in it.

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At night, Gu He lay on the bed, staring at the soft and cold moon outside the window.

What happened today was really shocking. It was like a small stone thrown into the river of his heart, causing ripples in his heart that had been calm for a year.But what followed were painful memories of that day.

In fact, Bai Jianian's beating and scolding were not the saddest thing for him, what made him desperate was that he knew that he was just a pastime for him to come and go as soon as he used it.When he was in love with me, he thought of someone else.I really can't accept my stupidity at that time.

☆, end chapter

early morning

"Ahe..."

Gu He, who couldn't wake up in the morning because he struggled too late last night, struggled to open his eyes, and a pursed mouth just stuck in his sight.

Gu He lost all sleepiness in an instant, and quickly pushed Bai Jianian away to sit up.

"Bai Jianian! Why are you here?!"

"I came in over the wall." Bai Jianian looked at Gu He with love on his face.

Over the wall!This is breaking into a private house!Are you crazy!

I am really speechless to him.

Gu He got up from the bed, bypassed Bai Jianian who was still looking at him with a stupid face, and prepared to wash up.

Seeing Gu He ignoring him so much, Bai Jianian's eyes darkened a little, but then he restrained himself and followed Gu He.

Gu He completely ignored Bai Jianian's enthusiasm, and he really didn't know how to face Bai Jianian now.

And Bai Jianian happily followed Gu He.

Finally, Gu He couldn't bear it and broke out.

"Bai Jianian, can you stop following me!"

It's been three days!No matter where I go, Bai Jianian will always appear by my side, making people feel oppressed by being watched.

"Yes, I'm sorry!" Bai Jianian looked at the angry Gu He in a panic, afraid that Gu He would disappear again if he didn't pay attention.

Seeing Bai Jianian's weakness, Gu He's original anger also eased.

That's all?Anyway, Bai Jianian has helped me a lot in the past few days.

No, no!Don't be softhearted!

"I don't need your apology, I just need you to stay away from my life."

Yes, just be tough, otherwise he will think I'm easy to bully like back then.

"How can it be, I don't want to leave you..." Bai Jia looked at Gu He helplessly,

Gu He looked helplessly at Bai Jianian who was once again trapped in his own world. As soon as he said that he wanted to leave him these days, he would be completely wrong, and he would be talking about it.

"I'm not going to leave you, I just want you not to be around me all the time..." Gu He explained.

"Don't! Don't leave me!" Bai Jianian suddenly grabbed Gu He's shoulders tightly with both hands.

"Oh! It hurts! Bai Jianian, why are you crazy!" Gu He struggled to restrain Bai Jianian.

Bai Jianian couldn't hear anything at this time, and hugged Gu He tightly, with an expression like he was about to cry.

"Gu He, don't leave me! Even if you want to leave, take me with you! Take me away, I will follow you even if I die!"

Stung by Bai Jianian's desperate tone, Gu He looked up at Bai Jianian with a crazy expression, completely different from the always handsome Bai Jianian in his memory, but at this moment, for some reason, Gu He felt that his heartbeat had never been the same Fast forward.

"Let's die together! Together..."

Bai Jianian suddenly fell down, behind him was Wang Haoran holding a needle.

Gu He: ...

This scene feels so familiar.

Wang Haoran looked at Gu He expressionlessly, and Gu He also looked at him expressionlessly.

It's over, it's so embarrassing now!

"He, I took him away." Wang Haoran, who was not caring about things, was still an iceberg.

"That..." Gu He wanted to say something

"this is for you"

Wang Haoran didn't pay attention to what Gu He said, dropped an envelope and left with Bai Jianian on his shoulders.

Gu He picked up the envelope, which contained a CD.

Gu He had a premonition that this CD was about the year I was away.He put the disc in the player, and a familiar room appeared on the screen.

Bai Jianian lay on the bed he had picked out all afternoon, motionless.

Gu He looked at Bai Jianian from a year ago, and his heart shuddered.

The villain on the screen was motionless, and suddenly after an unknown amount of time, the villain suddenly twitched all over.

A group of men in white also ran into the room shortly after. Some held white restraint belts to immobilize the twitching Bai Jianian, and some held needles trying to pierce Bai Jianian's skin. A group of people surrounded Bai Jianian.And among the crowd of white coats, Bai Jianian struggled desperately, shouting something all the time.

Gu He in front of the screen was already in tears, because he knew what the people on the screen were shouting.

He was shouting: "Gu He... Gu He..."

The next morning

Gu He woke up and saw Bai Jianian looking at him cautiously.

"Ahe, I'm sorry! Yesterday I..." Bai Jianian explained in a low voice

"It's okay" Gu He said

Xu Shi was frightened by Gu He's calm expression, but Bai Jianian's expression became even more flustered

"Yes, I'm sorry! I will never be around you again. Don't leave me..." The tone was already pleading.

Gu He felt as if he was overplaying, so he eased his expression and said with a smile, "It's okay."

"What?" Bai Jianian was suddenly overwhelmed by Gu He's smile, and didn't think about the meaning of the words.

Sighing, Gu He leaned over to Bai Jianian, and lightly touched Bai Jianian's lips.

"I said, it's okay, I allow you to surround me all the time."

This time I give you my love, don't lose it

……

END

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