non-human secret history

Human life is always like cherry blossoms, gorgeous but too short.

Kazama Chikage once sighed like this.

During the turbulent years back then, Chikage Kazama brought Amagiri Jiuju and Shiranui to the human world to seek a living. It was a coincidence that they met a group of guys in the human world who were quite famous even in later generations.

The appearance of their blooms always reminds Chikage Kazama, and their flowering period seems to be shorter than that of ordinary humans.

I always feel that perhaps it is because those people's lifespan is extremely short that they work harder than anyone else to bloom in their limited life, and it is precisely because of this that the flowers they bloom are more beautiful than anyone else .

Compared with them, the long lifespan of the ghost clan is like the tasteless and evergreen pines and cypresses. They never have to worry about the flowers falling in late spring, because they will never be as brilliant as cherry blossoms throughout their lives.

Sometimes I also think that, in fact, life is short and fragile, maybe there is nothing wrong with it.

Ke Yueyan never thought that way.He has not yet ushered in the real bloom, so he is really eager to live and live in a healthy posture-he even does everything he can to grab those things he doesn't have.

This is also human nature, and we are always very attached to those things we can't ask for.

And it just so happens that Tsukihiko Ubuyashiki seems to be more greedy than ordinary people.

Because from childhood to adulthood, the satisfaction he can gain is too little.

Sitting under the corridor, I flipped through a script book borrowed from Yaotong Xuecun.The human world has always been peaceful in recent years, and the places where women live together are especially quiet.Perhaps it was to pass the time. Among the educated female officials, the work of copying scripts seemed to be very popular.

This volume of Xuecun's is not known where it came from. It tells the story of a general and his wife who will be separated from each other due to fate, and finally completely dispersed.

"But it's clear that they can meet again? They are still thinking about each other, why did they come to the point where they have to separate?" I muttered softly, because I was really not satisfied with this ending.

"This is indeed a very bad ending." Tsukihiko leaned against the pillar next to him, at Mr. Susan's request, even though the weather was quite warm, he was still wearing a thick haori.He didn't tie his hair up, and his slightly curly long hair hung down naturally like an ink-colored waterfall. He had a gentle smile on his face: "Obviously it could be held in the palm of my hand, but I missed it because of my wavering."

"But it's always like this these days. There are always many regrettable things." I propped my chin with one hand: "Obviously the life span of human beings is so short, so it's okay to do things that can't be helped, but there is still room for change. Why do we have to Do you have any regrets for yourself?"

"Yeah, why?" He echoed: "If it's something you really want, you should hold it in your hand and never let go of it."

"What if I can't grasp it?" I put down the book and looked at him sideways: "What if there is something that I can't grasp anyway? What if I have to let go because of irresistible reasons?"

"That must be taken back." He met my gaze, his eyes were a little hot: "Just like I will find you that day, at least if you suddenly disappeared, I will definitely take it back no matter what. You get it back."

Here again, it's embarrassing if you don't agree with each other, right?

Rao is used to his ambiguous words that pop out from time to time, but when such words are first heard in my ears, they still inexplicably set off a ripple in my heart.

This is more like a train of thought. On the one hand, he clearly knows that he is a scourge and cannot be approached, but on the other hand, he has to approach him due to various reasons, and then gradually sinks into the quagmire and cannot escape.

She obviously still hated him deep in her heart, but she still gradually accepted his existence around her.Even I myself feel that I am simply unreasonable.

Is it fate?It's fate.

Sometimes fate is really a good excuse, which can make people do something that violates ethics but quietly meets inner expectations.I am like this, Tsukihiko is like this, Mr. Susan is like this, and the people of the Ubayashiki family are like this too.

After Tsukihiko's body gradually recovered, Mr. Susan's clinic reopened, and the people of Miyayashiki's family got the news soon, so the contemporary Patriarch, Tsukihiko's ** line specially chose a day to run away Come to the hospital to visit my brother.

"The child of the Yashiki family I gave birth to is blessed by the gods." This elder brother who is seven years older than Tsukihiko is almost exactly like him, but the expression between his eyebrows and eyes is always gentler than Tsukihiko's - as if with The gentleness of the mask.

There is nothing wrong with his gestures, every frown and smile are carefully measured, he is an impeccable nobleman, the well-deserved head of the Miyayashiki family, but in him, I smell a kind of Nearly rotten breath.

I don't know what ulterior secrets are hidden under his glamorous appearance, but I'm sure that the desire in his heart is not less than that of Yue Yan.

It's just that Yue Yan seldom hides it, but he can always hide it tightly.

——But obviously he is the one who is cared for, the one who has everything!

Yue Yan obviously knew that man better than I did, and he didn't respond much to his brother's even hypocritical concern.

"It's Mr. Xu Zuo who bothered." He said: "God or something, if it really favors me, I'm afraid my brother will embarrass me."

Yue Yan's words were sharp and tinged with an inexplicable irony, but Hikyo didn't seem to care at all. He stretched out his hand and stroked the hair on the top of Yue Yan's head affectionately: "Look at your temperament, you've been sick for so long. I haven’t worn it down a bit, but I’m still so self-willed.”

Yue Yan turned his head away, avoiding Hikyo's hand: "Don't touch me."

Sunshine laughed lightly.

It seemed that he had a slightly pampering expression, as if he really cared for his younger brother who unfortunately suffered from a serious illness.

But even I know that this is just an illusion, because Yue Yanzheng has lived here for so long, he has never visited him once, and he has never even sent someone to ask about his condition.

Of course Tsukihiko knew it too.

"Since it's all over, let's go home." Hikyo said, "We can't keep making trouble for Mr. Susan."

"But I don't want to cause trouble for you." Yue Yan's lips curved into a sarcastic arc: "You obviously don't want me to be a burden, so why bother. Even if I don't go back, it won't be a burden to the childbirth." The virtuous reputation of the Yashiki family, simply as if I no longer exist, is this what you expect, brother, isn't it?"