non-human secret history

The first person Hua Ji killed was that woman's child.

At that time, he was caught in extremely complicated emotions and couldn't extricate himself, but Hua Ji easily stabbed his body with her dagger, from behind, when he still trusted her very much.

How stupid.

He actually believed that she was on his side so easily, and gave her his back so defenselessly.

When looking at the guy's body lying on the ground, Hua Ji didn't even have any more twists and turns in her heart - even though this was the first time she did such a thing, it wasn't the beginning of her degeneration into a demon.

In fact, the devil has always been there, living in her heart, and when she stretched out her hand to the little girl with a confused face for the first time, the beast sleeping in her heart would never be peaceful again.

Hua Ji knew this.She knows this better than anyone.

There was nothing wrong with that child, but she was born in Genji, she inherited that kind of blood, so naturally she should share the fault——

When Hua Ji held the baby in her arms for the first time, Hua Ji thought so.

"Master Hua Ji, look, Miss Qian Ya looks very much like you."

The woman who could be regarded as her daughter-in-law said this, with an indescribable tenderness of a first-time mother in her eyes.

——What she said is true, it is very similar, because many, many years ago, Hua Ji was born in this world amidst the expectations and love around her.

"Genji finally has a son. When she grows up, she will become an excellent historian."

The woman continued Xu Xu: "At that time, Qiancheng will also be able to take off the burden on his shoulders, and then he can do the things we agreed on earlier."

She didn't have any malice when she said these words, she just simply expressed her longing for the future, but in Hua Ji's ears, such words were extremely ironic.

——Why.

Hua Ji is always thinking this way.

Obviously she is also a pure-blooded family ghost, obviously she is the wife of Minamoto Chiwa, the head of the Genji family, and obviously she has longed for that man since she was a little girl, but why, why when she finally stood beside him Sometimes, he managed to keep his gaze on her, but his gaze was empty, as if he was looking at another person through her.

Yes, he was looking at another person, the human woman who had died in the Heian era.

"You were deceived by her, right? Because she also bears the surname of the ghost family, so you were deceived by her, right?"

Hua Ji once believed that she wanted to hear the answer she wanted from that man's mouth.

But the man just looked at her, and after a long silence, he said: "...I'm sorry."

In fact, he didn't treat her badly, even because of his emotional debt, he always treated her as a wife extra generously.He respects her, protects her, and will always give her everything she wants——

In the eyes of outsiders, they are no different from ordinary couples. Even the head of this legendary gentle and modest historian is more considerate than ordinary people, but these things are nothing in Hua Ji's eyes.

Those things that Minamoto gave her, she could always get them when she was at home before, and maybe even better than what she got at Gen’s house, but what she really longed for, what she had longed for from the beginning, that But the man refused to give her a little bit no matter what.

"I'm sorry, I can't control my feelings after all. But at least we are family now."

……family?

But if such a description can make people feel satisfied, why should she feel delicious for no reason on the day her child gets married?

Why?

Why can they get that kind of happiness but she can't?Just because there had been such a woman before her?

——Yukimura Nana.

Hua Ji hated this name, and even once ordered people around her not to mention any words similar to this name.But even so, the name still coiled around her like a curse.

Even after hundreds of years, when dreaming back in the middle of the night, Minamoto would still murmur occasionally. When he said this name, his voice carried the tenderness that Hua Ji couldn't ask for.

Genji, all of this is probably Genji's fault.

Such resentment kept piling up in her mind, like a rope that was getting tighter day by day, and finally one day, the thread called "reason" was completely broken.

She frantically used her spiritual power to corrode the body of the defenseless little girl.Looking at her painful expression, feeling that her blood is constantly filling under the urging of spiritual power, almost breaking the whole body——

Looking at other people's misfortune is not something that can bring happiness to people, but Hua Ji has gained a distorted sense of revenge-like pleasure for the first time in such behavior.

——Maybe this is fake, but once such a bad thing starts, it is impossible to stop.

But even after such a thing happened, the little girl still relied on her.Because the child's parents are always immersed in the deep affection with each other, they have never asked about the child's situation, and besides Hua Ji, she seems to have no other person to rely on.

"Master Hua Ji, I feel so uncomfortable..."

When the child tremblingly said this sentence like a gnat, Hua Ji just replied lightly: "Be patient a little longer."

So she really obediently stopped her voice, bit her lip and endured silently.No struggle or resistance at all.

—but shouldn't she resist?Shouldn't he be hysterically saying hateful words and trying to wrestle out of her grip?

Why can such misfortune be endured quietly!

Don't you have a little bit of resistance in your heart?

stand up!Cry!Struggling!

If someone didn't know how to resist such abuse, wouldn't it be too strange to be distorted to the point of madness because of misfortune?

Hua Ji couldn't bear such a thing, so her bad behavior became more and more serious-but the little girl seemed to be a puppet customized for Genji, and she could accept it even in the face of forced misfortune.

——Perhaps not so.

What Hua Ji didn't expect was that this child probably never experienced what happiness should look like, so he took such misfortune as a matter of course.

And when she finally understood this point, she lost most of her interest in this little girl in an instant—until she saw the child again.

Hua Ji finally saw the disgust she had been expecting on the child's face.

Watching Genji's proud bloodline being polluted, Hua Ji didn't feel as happy as expected, instead she seemed to be blocked by something.

Is that all?

But even if it destroys the happiness of others, there is no way to save yourself from misfortune. In the end, it just makes more people fall into misfortune.

In this absurd world, living with their own misfortunes, there is no way to make people happy with such an ending.

——"Then simply destroy this world as well."

The masked monster Okikahime stretched out his hand: "Break the order of time and space, change the orbit of the entire time axis, plunge this world into chaos, and then re-establish order."

"Perhaps in the new order, you too can be happy."

This is really a beautiful and seductive lie.

Having lived twisted for so many years, Hua Ji is not so stupid as to believe everything others say.But the desire for the word "happiness" in my heart finally defeated other thoughts at that moment.

Even if the other party simply wants to cheat her of her power, so what, even if this boring world is destroyed, it doesn't matter.

"Welcome to join us."

"Our name is - Time Retrograde Army."

The time retrograde army has the ability to go back to the past, and once a huge change occurs in the past, it will cause the entire time and space to be distorted and shifted, causing the world to fall into complete chaos.

This is the result they want, but of course things will not go so smoothly.

"There are inspectors and a group of boring Fusangshen under Shizheng called 'Sword Men' who often interfere with our actions. If we want to deal with them, the strength of the ordinary retrograde army is really weak."

Hua Ji also knew very well that the so-called weak strength was actually just an excuse made by the other party. Their real purpose in finding her was to throw her out to compete with those who interfered with the action. If she can win, of course everyone will be happy. If Unfortunately, she had an accident, and she was the only one who suffered damage.

——And she can also use the same routine.

Because of her spiritual power, she could have erased the memory of the child named "Yuan Chiya" arbitrarily, and when she had the illusion of being in a dream, she was sent to the past——

"What did you do to her?" When the man pinched her neck with a blood ghost technique and lifted her up from the ground with an angry face, Hua Ji had a very smug smile on her face.

She didn't expect any relationship between that child and this man, and it was an unexpected surprise for her to be able to separate this pair of people who cared about each other.

"Ghost dance Tsuji... no misery."

With some difficulty, she said so.

"Of course you can...kill me, control me to live...it's no different from being dead..."

Squinting her eyes, the corners of Hua Ji's lips curled up in a mocking arc.

"But if...you kill me...that child...will never...will come back."

"You will never meet again, this is my curse on you."