The Book of Death by Heart Poison

Jia Bing explained Zhao Tianjun's more than ten years of revenge, and how he went from a devout believer to Zhao Tianjun to the end of Zhao Tianjun's life.

Fifteen years ago, Jia Bing, who was only 15 years old, ran out from Xinliu Village alone after his mother died of illness and his stepfather abused him, and came to Chuanming City by begging all the way. His only wish was to get rid of his stepfather and live a normal life. .

An organization for children in need found him and gave him a temporary place to stay.His student status is in Xinliu Village, and his stepfather is his guardian in name.Volunteers went to Xinliu Village many times for him, and finally reached an agreement with his stepfather. His student status was transferred from Xinliu Village, and his stepfather no longer interfered in his life.

The following year, with the help of volunteers, he finally enrolled.

But school life is different from what he imagined. All the classmates around him have happy families, but he has only one stepfather who lives far away in the countryside.Others wear brand new clothes, but he only has school uniforms and clothes donated by caring people.

The support organization aims to let more children enter the school. The members are young people who work with enthusiasm and are not perfect internally. When a child is successfully sent to the school, their focus will shift to other children. .

At first, Jia Bing regarded them as the kindest and most beautiful gods, but as time passed, he found that the gods abandoned him.

He studied with other children, yet sensitively knew that he was special.He couldn't integrate into the class, and his classmates were unwilling to accept him.Even his deskmate seriously warned him not to cross the "[-]th line" on the desk.

The incompatibility was culminated in a later incident.

That winter, the Organization for Helping Children in Difficulties sent him two sets of thick clothes, one was a blue padded sportswear, and the other was a red down jacket and jeans.

The elder brother who sent the clothes said that although the clothes were not brand new, the donors hadn’t worn them a few times, and they were [-]% new and very warm.

Jia Bing put on the down jacket, but was reluctant to take it off immediately.

He had never worn such warm clothes, it was so soft and comfortable to the touch, and after wearing it, the cold that wanted to penetrate his bones seemed to dissipate.

The next day, he couldn't wait to wear his down jacket to class, but when he got to class, he received a few strange eyes.

During extracurricular activities, he heard the students talking about——

"Xu Zhen, isn't this your clothes? Why are you wearing it on Jia Bing?"

"That's right, I saw you wear it once last year."

"Oh, those are my clothes, my mother brought them back from abroad."

"Then what happened to him?"

"I've grown so tall that I can't wear them anymore. My mother donates clothes to needy children every year. He should have shared my clothes."

"What? Jia Bing is a difficult child?"

On this day, Jia Bing quietly left the campus without finishing her extracurricular activities.

Since then, he has a new name - Difficult Children.The frankness and curiosity of the children sometimes hurt people. They discussed his life experience and cast pitiful glances at him from time to time.

Every time he is looked at like this, he feels like sitting on pins and needles.He gradually realized that what he longed for was not just sitting in the classroom, but also longing for a home, an elder who cared about him.

Later, he met Zhao Tianjun.

It was a gloomy evening, with a cold snap and the prospect of rain.

He is no longer a rescue target of the organization for children in need. Apart from going to school every day, he has to do odd jobs secretly.

The boss paid him a week's wages, and he carefully collected the money, but when he passed the Weijia Alley, he was stopped by three gangsters and asked him to take out the money.

The money was his living expenses, and he tried his best to protect it, but after a lot of beatings and kicks, the money was still snatched away by gangsters.

The rain finally fell.He was thinly dressed and trembling.Few shops dared to employ child labor. He finally found one that was willing to let him work, but the money was robbed just like that.

The grievance and despair accumulated for a long time suddenly broke out, and he sat in the sewage, crying loudly.

At this time, the bell of the bicycle rang beside him.He raised his head and saw a middle-aged man looking at him.

The middle-aged man is none other than Zhao Tianjun.

At that time, Zhao Tianjun's hair was not yet gray, but his legs and feet were as lame as they are now, and he was pushing the handle of the bicycle. Behind the bicycle was a cart with various stewed vegetables on it.

"It's raining so hard, why are you sitting in the water?" Zhao Tianjun stepped forward holding his umbrella, and grabbed his arm, "Get up."

Because of his part-time job, he has to pass by Weijia Alley every day, and has met Zhao Tianjun many times.The stewed vegetable stall's business was very good, and he could smell the aroma when he passed by from a distance.He once really wanted to buy a piece of dried tofu. He heard from others that dried tofu costs [-] cents a piece, and it is especially delicious when wrapped in seasonings and marinade.

But he couldn't bear the fifty cents.

He never expected that the owner of the stewed vegetable stall would take the initiative to greet him.

"I've seen what happened just now. There are a lot of gangsters here. They see you alone and thin, so they love to attack you." Zhao Tianjun said, "Son, get up and come with me to change into clean clothes."

Maybe Zhao Tianjun looks very gentle, maybe it's the braised vegetables on the cart exuding an attractive aroma.He stood up, followed Zhao Tianjun silently, and came to Zhao Tianjun's home.

"Sit down, you're welcome." Zhao Tianjun mixed a glass of juice for him, and brought him clean clothes, "Go take a shower, and you can eat when you come out."

In the simple tube building, Jia Bing ate the most impressive dinner in memory.For the first time, he felt that he, too, was valued.

"I used to be a teacher, and I was murdered, so I had to leave the campus." Zhao Tianjun said, "If you don't understand anything, you can ask me. If you want to eat braised vegetables, just come to me. I saw you Many times, it's not easy for a child like you, and it's not easy for a middle-aged person like me. If you want, just call me teacher, and I can help you."

Before Zhao Tianjun, everyone who appeared in Jia Bing's life was a passer-by, including his mother, who died, his stepfather, who treated him as a beast and goods, and volunteers, who only accompanied him for a short distance. Lu, only Zhao Tianjun, while caring for him, promised him "you can rely on me".

Jia Bing lived on campus, and occasionally came to Zhao Tianjun's house, just like a student returning home.Zhao Tianjun has no children and treats him like his own son.He even had the idea of ​​asking Zhao Tianjun to hold a parent-teacher meeting for him, but Zhao Tianjun shook his head with a smile, and told him while apologizing: "The school casts too much shadow on me, and I still can't accept the fact that I was fired at the beginning."

"What happened back then?" Jia Bing asked.

"Am I a good teacher?" Zhao Tianjun asked back.

Jia Bing nodded vigorously, "Of course you are! You are not only a good teacher, but also a good person!"

Zhao Tianjun smiled wryly, "I also consider myself a good teacher, but because of a small mistake I made, I fell into such a situation. They didn't give me a chance, and I fell from the mountain to save the students. What happened in the end? Good people don't get rewarded."

Jia Bing was ignorant.

He was only in junior high school at that time, and it was an important moment for the formation of the Three Views. Even if he couldn't understand what Zhao Tianjun told him for a while, he still believed that Zhao Tianjun was right.

"Why do they hate teachers who make mistakes so much?" Zhao Tianjun said, "Can't teachers make a little bit of mistakes? Can't the contributions I have made for the students be worth the mistakes I made?"

After a long time, Zhao Tianjun said again: "The most disgusting thing is that every time they flatter a teacher, they will step on us teachers who have made mistakes, as if we are street rats, and everyone shouts and beats us."

Zhao Tianjun looked at Jia Bing, "If you were asked to rate the teacher, how many points would you give the perfect teacher?"

Jia Bing thought for a long time, "100 points."

"What about the teacher who made the mistake?"

"... 90 points?"

Zhao Tianjun sighed, "No, there are only two types of scores for the teacher, either 100 or 0."

Jia Bing was puzzled, "Why?"

"Because teachers cannot make mistakes, teachers have no chance to reform themselves." Zhao Tianjun's voice trembled, "They think teachers should be born perfect, and imperfect teachers are trash."

Jia Bing was emotionally infected, and gradually became agitated. He shook his head and said, "It shouldn't be like this. My stepfather, a scum like my stepfather has a chance to reform himself."

"Because he's not a teacher." Zhao Tianjun's eyes were flushed, "I often wonder if people's expectations for the profession of teachers are too high. If a teacher makes a single mistake, his life will be ruined. If Are teachers not perfect? ​​What if there is no such thing as a perfect teacher?"

Jia Bing nodded with a vague understanding.

Zhao Tianjun patted Jia Bing on the shoulder, did not continue to speak, only said: "In the future, when you grow up, you will be able to help me. I hope you can promise me one thing."

Jia Bing said solemnly: "Teacher, whatever you ask me to do, I will do it for you!"

Year after year, Zhao Tianjun polished Jia Bing into what he wanted.Many times, when he looked at Jia Bing, he felt that he was looking at himself.

Jia Bing completely inherited his thoughts, and believed that the tainted teacher was abandoned by the society precisely because people only have room for a teacher without taint, a perfect teacher.

The only thing that made Zhao Tianjun dissatisfied was that Jia Bing actually chose a normal school in the college entrance examination.

"Teacher." Jia Bing said, "I want to follow in your footsteps and become a math teacher."

Just when Jia Bing became a college student, Zhao Tianjun's revenge plan had already taken shape, and Jia Bing knew part of it—he was about to become Zhao Tianjun's assistant and the knife in Zhao Tianjun's hand.

Zhao Tianjun gave him the home he longed for, and now it's time for him to repay Zhao Tianjun.

The two almost never appeared together again, nor did they contact each other through mobile phones. The only time they were seen walking together was during the summer vacation of their junior year.

Because Zhao Tianjun missed Jia Bing, he went to visit Jia Bing once while there were few people on campus during the holidays.

Facing the probing eyes of his roommate, Jia Bing improvised a lie—this is the parent of the student.

After graduation, Jia Bing joined Chuanming No. [-] Middle School, and Zhao Tianjun's plan was officially launched.The first person to be targeted by Zhao Tianjun was Wang Yuxia.She and Zhao Tianjun can be regarded as the same group of teachers.However, for many years, Wang Yuxia and Zhao Tianjun have been in Gaoyun and the other in the quagmire.

The more people hate teachers like Zhao Tianjun, the more they respect teachers like Wang Yuxia.

After knowing the target, Jia Bing began to hesitate.

To avenge Zhao Tianjun was a wish he made when he was young, but now, he is already a teacher, he loves this job, and he also likes to surround his students.

If he chooses revenge, his peaceful life will be destroyed.

But if you don't help Zhao Tianjun...

"I heard that the No. [-] Middle School has built a house in the new campus, and sold it to the teachers at an internal price?" Zhao Tianjun took out a box of brand new money, "You go to apply for the purchase, don't worry about money. People need a house to gain a foothold in this society. .”

In this way, Jia Bing deposited the money that Zhao Tianjun took out in batches into his account, and successfully got the loan.

Zhao Tianjun once asked Jia Bing for the key before moving in. Jia Bing went there once, but Jia Bing never thought that Zhao Tianjun embedded the bank card in the stove behind his back.

Before committing the crime for the first time, Jia Bing was very disturbed and hesitated again, but Zhao Tianjun held his hand tightly, staring at him with old eyes, "Son, you promised me."

On October 10, Jia Bing returned to Shifeng Xiaoyuan after class in the afternoon, citing illness.In the evening, Zhao Tianjun parked the gray van in the blind spot of the community surveillance and picked him up.

Wang Yuxia has the habit of taking a walk every morning. After autumn, the days are short and the nights are long. When Wang Yuxia went out in the morning, it was still dark and there were no pedestrians on the road.

The gray van stopped on the road that Wang Yuxia had to take for a walk. Jia Bing watched her pass by, then quickly got out of the van and shocked her from the rear.Before she could call for help, she fainted and was dragged into the van by Jia Bing and Zhao Tianjun.

Jia Bing was going back to the new campus of No. [-] Middle School to attend classes, so he and Zhao Tianjun transferred Wang Yuxia to the facade and left in a hurry.

When he returned to the facade on the weekend, Wang Yuxia had become a corpse.

"I want to make her a specimen." Zhao Tianjun played with two luminous elastic balls, "Didn't they say that Wang Yuxia is a model teacher? Then I will show them what a model teacher should look like."

On December 12 last year, Jia Bing assisted Zhao Tianjun for the second time and attacked Zhang Xu who was walking home alone.

On February 2 this year, the victim became Xu Yufan, who was about his age.

"Yes, yes, continue!" Zhao Tianjun made a strange sound from his throat when he cut up the corpse. He was obviously laughing, but it sounded particularly pervasive.

Jia Bing suddenly realized that all this was so absurd, especially when he stared into Xu Yufan's lifeless eyes.

what am i doing?

He asked himself silently, why did he assist Zhao Tianjun in such a thing?Killing the untainted teacher, can the tainted teacher regain his innocence?

Xu Yufan looked at him desperately when he was dying, and asked him why, what did he do wrong?

He suddenly realized, what did the three teachers who died because of him do wrong?

"I have also found the next target, but we are not in a hurry. The police will definitely search the city recently, so let's wait for a while." Zhao Tianjun looked at him excitedly, "Well done, as expected of the students I taught. "

The words "good job" made Jia Bing feel cold all over.He was praised by a murderer, and he was already a murderer.

Zhao Tianjun's killing became more and more crazy, and he had no intention of stopping at all.And as long as Zhao Tianjun doesn't want to stop, he must continue to act as a butcher knife.

I'm really just a tool.

He numbly thought that since he was brought home by Zhao Tianjun back then, he has become a tool of revenge.

What Zhao Tianjun gave him was not any care at all, but to shape him and use him. He was like a pool of iron melted by high temperature, poured into a mold, and forged into a knife that Zhao Tianjun wanted.

Even the house was Zhao Tianjun's tool to control him.

He has a student he likes, does a job he likes, and even owns a house. He doesn't want to be at the mercy of Zhao Tianjun anymore!

Hatred gradually grew in his heart. After the winter vacation, he returned to the campus calmly and began to plan how to escape from this murderous giant ship.

He has no doubt that one day the police will target Zhao Tianjun, and with Zhao Tianjun's physical condition, he must have helpers to commit crimes.If he wants to jump out, he has to invent a helper.

The best way is to dig a hole for the police, so that the police will never think that he is suspected of committing the crime.

In order to direct a disappearance case, he used his students.He has read a lot of psychological books and knows how to hint at these underage boys.

Fu Jun and the others were very "cooperative". He escaped from the abandoned factory and became a victim and a missing person.

Zhao Tianjun knew nothing about his plan, nor did he know that there were new missing persons.He covered his face, and when he came to the front door rented by Zhao Tianjun, Zhao Tianjun was very surprised and asked him, "Why are you here today?"

He bought stewed vegetables, put them on the table dish by dish, opened beer again, and had dinner with Zhao Tianjun after a long absence.

Zhao Tianjun was completely defenseless against him, and soon became dizzy from drinking.

"Teacher." He asked: "When I went to your house for the first time, you also set up such a big table. Did you plan to make me your puppet then?"

Zhao Tianjun's eyes were confused, "You, what are you talking about..."

"Actually, you have already aimed at me, right?" Jia Bing said, "Before you reached out to me, you knew that this kid was the best person to help you take revenge."

Probably because it is difficult to manage emotions after drinking, Zhao Tianjun expressed his thoughts back then, but emphasized, "But I regard you as my child."

Jia Bing sneered, and Zhao Tianjun fainted under his cold gaze.

He tied up Zhao Tianjun and imprisoned him in the innermost compartment of the front door, secretly watching the police's actions.

When the police began their search at Jianshan Vocational High School, he asked Zhao Tianjun, "What do you want to do?"

Under the influence of the medicine, Zhao Tianjun couldn't speak at all.

"Throw away the corpse." He asked himself and answered, "It seems that I have really become you."

After the bodies of Wang Yuxia and Zhang Xu were thrown at Minggang Primary School, the plan finally reached the most critical step.

"You owe me this." The gray van parked in the middle of the night in a deserted fish market. Jia Bing tightened the rope in his hand, watching Zhao Tianjun's dying struggle, dying bit by bit.

"I'm sorry." After Zhao Tianjun didn't move at all, he sat quietly for a long time, "I don't hate Teacher, nor do I hate you, I just don't want to be manipulated by you anymore."

"I'm off the ship." He added, "I'm going to get my life back."