[Tutor] When I say I like you

I don't know how long I've been sitting there. When my frozen brain started to spin, the tentacles of my thoughts extended to a terrible conjecture. I immediately jumped up, frantically looking for someone to interrupt me to reach that terrible idea.

The door of this room opened suddenly, and a person walked in.

I didn't see who he was, even a majestic bald headmaster would be fine, save me quickly!Get me out of that horrible conjecture!

I threw myself on him, grabbed him by the collar, and shivering, hissed, "I didn't—I didn't cause it..."

Too late, I have already figured out that guess.

I was stunned at the same place again, and a strange circle was spinning before my eyes: 14-year-old Qi Haiwei went back to ten years ago, and made her mother guess that terrible things would happen in the future, so her mother began to think of ways to change, but Zheng It was because of her actions that caused the disaster. The little Qi Haiwei grew up and became 14 years old. She went back and...

I know that when I was four or five years old, my mother suddenly fought with my father to bring me to be raised...they had a fierce conflict, and finally my father compromised...in order to give my mother and me a stable life Circumstances, decided to escape from that gangster... The gangster couldn't tolerate it, they did it... Mom was the first to have an accident... Died in an "accident"... Great cleansing... I was sent to Italy by my grandfather ahead of time... Qihai's family No more, no more.

I caused it.

not me!

it is me……

The heated debate was buzzing in my mind, I shrank, looked carefully at the person I was holding by the collar, my lips trembled, and said softly: "Help me..."

I couldn't see who was in front of me. What was in front of me was a desert, or the windy wasteland, but suddenly there was a sky on the wasteland, and the sky was a dull blue.

My hands lost strength, my eyes widened, and my body fell back out of control...

Darkness finally surrounded.

When I woke up, I was on a hospital bed, not the school infirmary, but Bingsheng Hospital. It seemed that I had been in a coma for a long time, and my condition was not optimistic.

I looked at the hanging bottle, watching the drops drop by drop.

After a while, someone pushed the door open, and I saw Aunt Nana, smiled weakly at her, and said hoarsely, "Good morning."

Aunt Nana was stunned, then screamed with joy, rushed over and grabbed my hand that was not on the drip, and said it was great to wake up.

I said that I had been in a coma for a year or half a year, and my aunt said it had been four days.

"The doctor said that you have suffered a huge mental shock, exhausted physically and mentally, and it depends on you whether you wake up." Aunt Nana's eyes were slightly red, "I don't know what those bad guys at school used to scare you like this."

When I heard "huge mental shock", I thought that retribution was coming. It was all my fault that I liked to use this expression when I was a little surprised, and then "it all depends on myself" made me feel like I met a quack doctor, and the second half of Aunt Nana's sentence ...I can only smile silently.

"I'll tell Biyangqi, and Reborn, Gang-kun and the others," Aunt Nana got up, "Oh no, you should inform the doctor first!"

My throat is dry, and I whispered that it's okay, you can go, I feel fine.

Auntie Nana, who is very gentle and kind, but really a bit nervous, tucked the quilt up for me, and went out without noticing that I was so thirsty, I was dying of thirst!

The door was gently closed, I continued to watch the drip, and then...a little angel in white appeared beside my bed.

"Ciao'su," said Dr. Reborn, who was wearing a white coat and had a work ID, "Congratulations to the patient for waking up. Let me carry out a routine measurement, starting with the intelligence level."

He opened my eyelids and shone my pupils with a small flashlight.

"Negative value," I hissed feebly.

Reborn stopped his hands, jumped to the bedside table and took a paper cup to the water dispenser to get water - it was a single room, and it looked quite high-end.

He brought the water to my mouth, I raised my limp arms and still held the paper cup tremblingly, and sipped slowly by myself.

The throat was like a large cracked dry land, and water suddenly entered, causing burning and tearing pain.I frowned and drank half a glass of water greedily.

Reborn stood by my head the whole time, not saying a word.

I felt that I had some strength, so I turned my head and looked at him.

The silence spread for a long time, and finally Reborn stretched out his hand and put it on my forehead, like a soothing touch, his expression was rare and solemn.

"It's not your fault." Reborn said in a deep voice.

I twisted the corner of my mouth, "Yes, it's not me who's wrong, it's the world."

The hand that was still resting on my forehead conveniently tapped a chestnut.

I bared my teeth and said, "Reborn, don't worry about me, I slept for four days in vain... It seems that my brain is more useful in a deep sleep?"

"Do you think you are 'Sleeping Yuigoro'?"

I laughed and said that this stalk is well used.

Reborn's dark pupils can hide all his emotions, but I still instinctively think that he is really worried about me.

I sighed and said softly: "I'm constantly dreaming, dreaming about the dream I often cried about a few years ago. In the dream, my mother hugged me and talked to me, and the old man was making tea next to him, blowing his beard and staring at her very unhappy mother. Doting on me, dad and brother playing chess. These dreams are broken over and over again, and put back together again, each time tearing me apart and gluing me back together. But I feel...someone really is holding me, Don't talk to me, it's like forcing me to break free from those sticky black dreams, and talk to her first."

"You used the word 'she', which I regret to tell you is wrong," Reborn said, "but it involves a fact that is too cruel and unbearable for you at this moment, so we can save it for the last time." discuss."

I blinked my eyes, I couldn't follow the train of thought of the Demon King, I didn't know what he was talking about.

Anyway, I continued: "When I was in a coma, I also heard someone say 'it's not your fault', and what else is 'you can take care of everything you have'—probably that's what it meant. So later I Difficultly start to use your brain to excuse yourself...or rather, convince your conscience."

I paused and smiled, "It's a bit like writing a science fiction novel."

Reborn watched me silently.

"Actually... it's already like this, isn't it? It's fate, it's gone like this... When I went back to ten years ago, I swore in my heart that since I have already endured a lot of pain, I'm not afraid to bear even more pain." So much. So, what is this? How can I escape and fall asleep?” I blinked, feeling that my words had become disorganized, “It’s not necessarily my logic. already happened..."

"I see," Reborn said, his tone still gloomy, "it can be regarded as you broke free, and won't be trapped in the past."

"No," I said, "I will not give up my revenge. There are always people who do wrong, and I excuse myself, but I can't let go of those who do have blood on their hands."

As soon as the words fell, I realized that the shackles I added to myself were in my words.

I also have a lot of blood on my hands, there will always be someone, or a wronged soul, who will not let me go.

"Same," Reborn said, he knew what I was thinking without mind reading, and he probably remembered the same thing.

I laughed silently, and said in my heart that my lifelong ideal is to marry someone in peace, do laundry, cook, take care of my husband and raise my children. I yearn for the warmth of ordinary people almost greedily.Although I often like to fantasize about some magnificent stories, my own life is already magnificent enough.

Destiny.

The huge unstoppable gears bite each other, making the huge fate machine run on the established track, and it is unknown whether it is going to nothingness or a loop deadlock.

"Didn't you think about breaking free?" Reborn suddenly said coldly.

I expressed my incomprehension again, "Why?"

"Let's stop here today, and end with that cruel fact," Reborn resumed that childish voice that was so tender that water could be squeezed out, "Do you know who sent you to the hospital? A little reminder, with you He is the one who talks and holds you."

"The place where I lost consciousness is the principal's office?"

"It's the office of the Disciplinary Committee." Reborn showed his devil's small white teeth, "That's it, you molested Hibari Kyouya in the early days of your coma."

"...Where does this kind of statement come from? It is obvious that the teenagers display great love and accompany their classmates to seek medical treatment."

"He carried you into the ambulance, and when he was about to let go, you held onto him tightly, and no one could pull you away."

"...I'm such a good QAQ. Don't tell me the next story, I suddenly feel like my arm has been discounted."

"If you really have thoughts about him, it's not a big problem." Reborn ignored my nonsense, "There is no fundamental conflict with my overall situation, but then your ideals in life will not be realized."

"I have no idea about that Dr. professional emotional counseling. Thank you Reborn."

Reborn nodded inscrutablely, and said, "I will go back and inform my family to come to see you in the afternoon. You can continue to rest now, and you will be discharged from the hospital soon."

When I heard the word "family", my facial muscles trembled, and the devil must have caught it, because his voice was dark and deep again, and he said, "You can have a family."

I didn't want to draw his words closer to the political meaning, so I nodded indiscriminately and closed my eyes.

Later, a quack doctor came to check it and said that there was no problem, so he went back to make up for it, and then a little later at noon, the visiting people came over, Aunt Nana, Agang, Biyangqi, Yiping, Lanbo, and Yamamoto Hekenji, the strange thing is that Sasakawa is here too... If I remember correctly, I haven't talked to her at all. Tsuna's tricks are good. Is this a successful way to bring my girlfriend to see my sick elder sister?

Bi Yangqi brought up the thermos box and said to Xiao Wei, I made you some food to nourish your body. He was standing with his back to her all the time. When he heard her say this, he turned around and said, old lady, don't kill Qi Hai again!Then he clutched his upper abdomen and fell down with an unstoppable momentum. Biyangqi put the heat preservation box on the bedside, said helplessly that Hayato, you are still so fragile, and then helped him up and told me that she took the prison temple to the doctor .

Although I knew that Yuji-kun was so vulnerable because of seeing Biyangqi, but I didn't remind him because even Azuna remained silent... Maybe it wasn't because Sasakawa was present that he was too nervous.

After escaping from the dark cuisine, the fresh and well-behaved Sasakawa girl whispered, "Well, I actually made some soup and brought it here, because I don't know, so it's heavy. Would you like to have it, Nanami-senpai?"

In an instant, I felt that I saw an angel, suppressed my excitement and nodded, "Thank you, I really want to try it."

Aunt Nana said she had prepared bowls and spoons, so she went to prepare them.

After a while, I drank the warm chicken soup, and the girl's craftsmanship was superb.

Biyangqi, who has been going back and forth, is wearing sunglasses, and the prison temple can see her normally, so there are so many people who almost surround the hospital bed, watching me drink a bowl of chicken soup, and the blue bear children are all obedient Sit on the railing at the end of the bed.

I am a little sad, touched.

In fact, I have been living very hard and rough for the past seven years. The most moving memory I retain is that when I came back from a mission for the first time when I was 12 years old, I had a high fever. It's not good, it's not good.

After finishing the soup and talking for a while, I said that I don't really have any major problems, and everyone can go back wherever they should.Aunt Nana said it was okay for her to go back and prepare dinner for me, so she left with Biyangqi and the two children.Ah Gang scratched his hair and said that we should go back to class too. I thought about it and said, Ah Gang, you can talk to me alone for 2 minutes.

The others retreated sympathetically, leaving only Valia's killer and spy and the candidate for Vongola X in the ward.

I decided to go straight to the point: "Remember the future I told you about the night I told you about my running practice?"

Unprepared, Ah Gang nodded silly.

"When I first went to Italy, I continued to live the life of a little devil in the world." I lowered my eyes, "After the accident, I took the initiative to choose Valia, in order to be capable. But I still want to have a future after revenge. — on the premise that I can’t continue to be a killer.”

"It must, there is a powerful force covering me, and I can only succeed if I break away from Valia, otherwise... I don't know how I died, so—"

I fixedly looked at Ah Gang, "Vongola's tenth candidate, I apply to join your family, you have to cover me."

Ah Gang opened his mouth wide, and his first reaction was to wave his hands in a panic.

"Don't worry, I'm just showing my attitude now, and I haven't shown my loyalty yet, right? You don't have to promise me anything in a hurry," I whispered, "Next you and your family members still have tough battles to fight, can you get through it?" After passing those tests, you will have enough strength, then, give me a blessing again."

"Okay, that's it. Goodbye, Gang, have a good class." I said, waving my hand.

Sawada boy hesitated to speak several times, and finally, he let go of his clenched fist, and landed on my messy hair, stammeringly said: "If, if I am strong, on that day, I, I will Work hard."

Then he said goodbye and hurriedly left with an expression of "what to do if you are trusted".

The current Sawada boy is really just an ordinary junior high school student. Although Reborn is here, he will definitely be cultivated, but I made a bet so early-I really trust him...

I lay down, thinking that I must be able to fall asleep because of my natural sleepiness, but I miscalculated.

Although I was very open-minded when I told Reborn, and I also looked like I saw it through when I confessed to Tsuna, but if I was really that good, I wouldn't be an idiot Nanami...

Opening my eyes and communicating with the ceiling, I suddenly remembered the dark blue sky that suddenly appeared above the terrifying wasteland... the same color as the skylark's eyes.

I shuddered and meditated on the retreat of the evil spirits, but I still couldn't help clarifying another thing: I finally knew why the skylark felt familiar when I saw it for the first time.

The four-year-old me who was replaced appeared in front of Skylark. He...probably because he likes children...Maybe he sent me candies or did something else kind...Let me vaguely remember For him, there is no plot, just an impression of appearance.Sure enough, since I was a child, I have always liked to look at people's faces...

After staying in the hospital for another day, I was discharged from the hospital and continued to go to school-not just dawdling, it was almost the end of the day, and I made up my mind to make up for it, because Ah Gang said with confidence that he had about two subjects. Can pass.

The author has something to say: science fiction_(:з」∠)_

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