After the school girl fell off the horse at the same table, it turned out to be...

I miss you too.

The words twisted around his mouth, Lin Deng wanted to speak, but he couldn't pry his mouth open.

He stood under the fireworks, in the white snow, his face was covered with a touch of powder, he gritted his teeth, and remained silent for a long time.

Yu Zenian waited with bated breath.

"What about you?" He asked cautiously, for fear that a loud voice would scare the other party.

His heartbeat accelerated suddenly, and his sixth sense told him that Lin Dengyi would say something terrible.

He waited, and waited a long time.

Wait until Lin Deng said: "Happy New Year."

Yu Zenian's heart sank quickly as if someone had poured cold water on him, "Happy New Year...."

Yeah.

It seems that he thinks too much.

The other party didn't express anything else, Yu Zenian twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly, leaned against the wall, and closed his eyes.

It turned out that there was nothing wrong, he was doomed to be alone all his life.

No one loves, no one hurts.

It doesn't matter.no big deal.You can be alone, and you can live well.

"that……"

Lin Dengyi has never said nasty things to anyone, never, no matter to whom.

He closed his eyes tightly, his lips trembling.

He didn't know that Yu Zenian was almost ashamed, and he didn't know what kind of environment Yu Zenian was in now.

He thought that Yu Zenian would have a happy family reunion just like him, even if he didn't have a good relationship with his father, he would still have a mother who loved him, and the joy and excitement of celebrating the New Year would be the same everywhere, wouldn't it?

Only, he was wrong.

He started chatting nonsense: "How many red envelopes did you receive tonight? It must be a lot."

Yu Zenian smiled, "Yes."

Lin Dengyi: "I received four red envelopes, grandparents, uncles and aunts."

Yu Zenian: "I only have two red envelopes." He didn't know what he was laughing at, "It was given by my father and mother."

Lin Dengyi: "It's okay, that's enough. I haven't received a red envelope from my parents for many years..." He didn't know what he was talking about, his mouth was as confused as his head, "Is the New Year's Eve dinner delicious? My grandma made it. It’s so much, we can’t finish it.”

Yu Zenian looked out the window: "It's delicious."

Lin Dengyi: "Well, as long as it's delicious..." After a short silence, "That..."

"kindness?"

The silence between Lin Dengyi and Yu Zenian was like a slow motion of the camera being pulled away.

One is in Chengzhou and the other is in Ningzhou.

One stood in the snow and the other leaned against the window sill.

As soon as Lin Deng wanted to say something, Yu Zenian also wanted to say something.

After a long time, Yu Zenian didn't wait for the other party's voice, and only said, "I'm hanging up, my deskmate."

This was the first time that Yu Zenian asked to hang up the phone.

Because he was a little tired and didn't want to talk, he just wanted to take a good look at the fireworks outside.

The little deskmate didn't like him. After working hard for so long, he still didn't like him.

Although he is not a person who gives up at will, he seems to be a little bit powerless.

Dad doesn't like me.Mom doesn't like me.

The two people closest to me don't love me, so why should I expect others to like me?

Yu Zenian's Adam's apple fluctuated up and down with the movement of swallowing, and there were tears in his eyes, but very few.Because the proud boy stubbornly refused to let it go.He always thinks that if you shed tears, you will admit defeat.

However, the person on the other side of the receiver always doesn't play the cards according to the rules, and always likes to give him hope when he is most vulnerable.

"I wanted to say... I miss you too."

This sound was dense, quiet, uncertain, and a little awkward. Although it was strange, it did pass into Yu Zenian's ears.

His closed eyes slowly opened, and the tears that he had finally held back in his eyes slipped from the corners of his eyes without a trace.

With a "tick", it dripped on the windowsill.

His voice was hoarse.

"What did you say?"

Lin Dengyi's ears were so red, he exhausted all his strength to say this extremely disgusting sentence to him.

He rested his forehead left and right, held the phone in his right hand, gritted his teeth and repeated it again.

"I said, I miss you, are you deaf? I said it so clearly and you want me to say it a second time!"

Yu Zenian: "..." He was speechless.

He immediately stood up straight, his fingers blushing hard on the window sill: "You...can you, say it again?"

Lin Deng became furious and angry: "I didn't hear the pull down! Get out!"

"Ha..." Yu Zenian began to laugh, "Haha..."

Lin Deng was startled: "You?"

The laughter grew louder and louder.

After laughing until the end, there was no sound, but the sound of sobbing could be heard vaguely.

Lin Deng froze: "Are you crying?"

Yu Zenian's voice came: "I, Yu Zenian, will cry?"

"Hello, my deskmate." He wiped the corners of his eyes and looked at the clock.

One minute and one second, tick tick tick.

The new year is upon us, and his fragile broken heart is made up for in the last minute of a bad year.

It seems that no matter how much suffering you have suffered, you can ignore it, and no matter how difficult the journey is, you will finally meet that person.

The countdown to the new year begins, and there are suddenly more fireworks and firecrackers, crackling, crackling.

As soon as Lin Deng got into the room covering his ears from the noise, Yu Zenian watched the light rising from the ground far away, exploding in colorful colors in the sky.

The jubilation of the Spring Festival Gala spread from one end to the other, and Tong Yu's voice was the loudest: "Ten!"

"Nine!"

"Eight!"

"Little deskmate..."

"seven!"

"six!"

"kindness?"

"five!"

"Four!"

"Listen."

"three!"

"two!"

"one!"

"I like you."

There has never been such a thrilling year.

There was never a year that made him really smile.

After a long absence, the dimples at the corners of Lin Deng's mouth slowly emerged.

Yu Zenian smiled sincerely, and was even a little bit shy.

They are more than 1000 kilometers apart, separated by telephone, and separated by a long distance.

The bell of the new year is ringing, the coming year has come, and they are one year older.

The passing time has made them grow up, they are getting taller and more mature.Meet the right person at the right time and say things to him that have never been said before.

No matter how messy, naughty, and lawless Yu Zenian was, he had never said he liked anyone.

When he opened his mouth, he blushed with embarrassment.

As soon as Lin Deng stood at the door of the room, seeing snow falling in the yard again, the corners of his mouth slowly raised.

How long has it been since I laughed, I don't know.

I only know that it's been a long time.

"So." He asked.

Asking without thinking, asking like crazy:

"Are you going to date me?"

That night, neither of them fell asleep.

Until the morning sun rose, there were not many shadows of the sun.

The ground in Chengzhou was covered with snow, which was so thick that even the roads were blocked one after another.

Lin Dengyi was called up by Tong Yu early in the morning, saying that it was the first day of the Lunar New Year and he was going to offer incense.

As soon as Lin Deng slept well, he was in a daze. He was wearing a thick down jacket and a woolen hat with rabbit ears.

This was a gift from his grandmother, and he said he had to wear it.

Lin Deng thought about it, so he went to burn incense and then came back, wear it as long as he wears it, anyway, no one will see it, as long as grandma is happy.

It's just that being laughed at by Tong Yu over and over again makes him very upset.

Tong Yu raised his thumb and praised three times: "Cute! Cute! Cute!" Then he was carried by his grandmother, who put an elephant cap on his head.

The blue elephant's nose stretches all the way to the forehead.

As soon as Lin Deng pursed his lips, he couldn't hide his smile, and so did Yan Pei. Grandma was happy and full of childishness.

The family was about to get in the car and set off, when the shadow of a young boy flew out of the airport in Chengzhou.

"Where is the taxi?"

"Hey, it's not easy to take a taxi this day, you go over there, the parking lot on the second basement floor."

"Thank you master."

The weather is not good, and there is not even a taxi.The boy anxiously went to see the airport bus, but there was still no one.

The subway was at another terminal, and he was panting as he ran.

Facing the subway square, I was at a loss.

How could a group young master take the subway?Which time you go out without the company of a luxury car.

He was at a loss, took a breath, and asked the subway staff, but even so, he still took a wrong stop.

The place where the Tong's house is located is still a long way from the subway entrance. He looked at the address sent by the mileage of his mobile phone, anxiously and vaguely expecting, and there was a trace of fear in addition to anticipation.

It was snowing heavily, and there were hardly any people on the road.

The car was also crawling slowly, only one teenager was running crazily.

In this cold winter, he ran out of sweat.During this period of time, my body was also weak, and I started to pant after a while.

Although it was cold outside, it was thoroughly hot from inside to outside, until finally I saw the house number of Tong's house.His heart was beating wildly.

Others visit relatives on New Year's Day. Lin Dengyi has been here for so many years, without exception, to come to offer incense.

The road in Tingfenggu is difficult, and there is still a lot of snow. He and his uncle and aunt supported his grandparents and climbed to the top of the mountain step by step.

Tong Lin's tomb was covered with a thick layer of snow, and Tong Yu and the others were sweeping it lightly.

Lin Dengyi walked to the side alone, squatted in the snow, and wiped off the snow from another tombstone.

He squatted there just like when he was a child, hugging his knees, wearing a woolen hat with rabbit ears, looking at the smiling gentle boy on the monument.

The frame is fixed in the spring of that year, the frame is fixed in the warmth of spring, and the frame is also fixed in the most beautiful age.

"elder brother."

Reaching out to brush off the snow, he rubbed his thumb against Lin Yufeng's photo.Lin Deng watched quietly.

Lin Yufeng is like an angel who fell into the world, always so pure.

Tong Yu and the others were still busy, Lin Deng took a look, then turned to look at his brother.

"Brother." He whispered, "I'll tell you a secret, and you can keep it for me, okay?"

Lin Yufeng smiled at him, as if he heard his words, and seemed to agree to his request.

"I... seem to be in love."

By the time they got home, it was already dark.

There are red lanterns everywhere along the road of Tong's yard.Before the new year, grandma hung up all the way.It is said to be festive and lively.

Tong Yu clearly noticed that Lin Dengyi's journey was a bit strange.

Sometimes I would be in a daze for no reason, and sometimes I would twitch the corners of my mouth.

Every time Tong Yu asked curiously, this nephew would always scold him: "You are old and your eyes are blurred."

Tong Yu jumped out of anger, but his nephew couldn't get in with his sword, gun and stick.

At the door of the house, just as the car door opened, Lin Deng just stepped out of one foot, when suddenly a figure rushed towards him.

With wind and snow, with chill, with strong yearning.

As soon as Lin Deng was knocked back into the car, the people who were about to get out of the car were startled.

Grandpa and grandma were stunned, Yan Pei and Tong Yu in the front row turned their heads, Lin Dengyi's waist was on the seven-seater seat, he hissed, and he raised his foot to kick, but the person behind him said in a low voice: "Little deskmate..."

Lin Deng paused before realizing who it was.

He was stunned, his tense body eased inch by inch, and he asked in disbelief, "Yu Ze... year?"

"What are you doing, come to Chengzhou?"

Yu Zenian's hair and shoulders were covered with snowflakes, he was as cold as a sculpture in winter, and the only warmth came from Lin Dengyi in his arms.

He absorbed all the warmth of Lin Dengyi, his voice choked up: "I miss you so much."

"Can't wait to see you."

Lin Dengyi quickly realized that this place was not suitable for talking, and he wanted to tell Yu Zenian that there were grandparents, uncles and aunts behind him.

However, it was too late.

It was simply too late.

Yu Ze Nian didn't look up, just hugged him, and he said, "You said you missed me too, and you asked me if I could have a relationship with you. I heard that, and I was happier than anything else. I waited every minute and every second. Too late, I can't help it, so I came to you, don't blame me..."

"I'm just so excited, I can't stay at home. I..."

Lin Deng rubbed his nose, and he was at a loss for what Yu Zenian said, so he turned around and said to his grandpa and grandma, "Well, don't get me wrong, he chased me, not me."

Grandpa and grandma nodded together: "Understood!"

Lin Dengyi: "..." This expression didn't seem to understand at all.

But when grandpa and grandma spoke out, Yu Zenian froze, only then did he realize that someone else was there.

His head moved away from Lin Dengyi's shoulders, his gaze shifted from Tong Yu, to Yan Pei, and then to the two old men.

Time froze for a second or two, and there was silence.

"Hi." He held Lin Dengyi's left hand tightly, raised his right hand and shook it, a little embarrassed, and smiled awkwardly, "Hello, grandpa and grandma, my name is Yu Zenian, and it belongs to Lin Dengyi... Boy friend."

The author has something to say: Boyfriend! !It's a boyfriend! !Whoa whoa whoa!

There is going to be a sweet love!

。感谢在2020-09-1821:18:05~2020-09-1919:28:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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