After the school girl fell off the horse at the same table, it turned out to be...

"

April 4, sunny.

Today is my birthday, very happy.

A pig videotaped me for an hour and he said happy birthday to me.

My uncle gave me another house. I don't know why he is so keen on buying a house, like a gopher digging a hole, leaving nests everywhere.

I'm not willing to post a video of that pig, even though he's on the other side of the ocean.

I bought a cake and fed it to him while playing a video.

In fact, he can't eat anything, but he never tires of asking me to feed him.

I suspect that I'm in a relationship with a fool.

I also noticed that he had lost weight, a lot.

But I didn't tell him.Just say thank you.

Fortunately, he was not angry with me, he said he missed me.

in fact,

I miss you as well.

especially think.

"

"

September 5, rain.

The sky was drizzling with light rain, and it didn't stop.It has been like this for more than half a month, and it seems that I have never seen a sunny day.

Strange, it is obviously not the rainy season.

That kid Jiang Yu also secretly fell in love, Zhang Tieniu didn't talk to me anymore, it doesn't matter.

The classmates are all very nice, I know they are afraid that I will be sad, they asked me to go out to play today, but I refused.

Today, I just want to live with that pig.

I have a secret, keep it secret for me.

I am eighteen, an adult.

During the Chinese New Year, I secretly decided on one thing.

On my birthday, give myself to him.

Pig, you missed it.

No chance!

But still miss you.

especially think.

"

"

It was sunny on March 6.

weather is good.

Somewhat hot.

I'm done.

I am not nervous at all, whether I do well or not in the exam, it will not affect me.

Because on May 28, I received an offer from MIT.

But, sir, I won't tell you.

Just a little... miss you.

"

"

September 6, overcast.

Notified by the Union.

World Championships, here I come.

"

……

On the night of the Mirror finals, Uncle Nian disappeared from the arena. Afterwards, all BYL members were silenced, and no one talked about Uncle Nian.

DD occasionally comes to live broadcast, and every time, countless fans ask him where Uncle Nian has gone.

He often spits out two words: reading.

Fans don't know why.Why study?Is it bad to be an e-sports player?Isn't the bonus rich?

But then I thought again, would the old man pay attention to these bonuses?It seems not.

Some fans misunderstood and cried: "Could it be that Grandpa Nian is just playing casually like this? Just leave? Leave you and us? He is not short of money, he doesn't care, but is he worthy of e-sports, worthy of everyone Is it? If you can’t come to the finals, you won’t come, and you shouldn’t be like this if you are rich and self-willed?! Who is he playing?”

"He is not such a person. If you say one more word, I will ask you to go out." DD's live broadcast no longer turns on the voice changer, although there is still no camera.

Even if you can't see his expression at this time, everyone can guess that his eyes must be very cold.

UAA is another year champion.

Rumors circulated that BYL's boss flew back to Ningzhou overnight, bombed the streets in a coupe, bombed all the way into Boss Fu's house, and never came out again.

The two myths that once created Mirror, the two teams that used to be incompatible with each other, inexplicably, the relationship began to ease.

At least, Lin Dengyi often saw Yi Li at UAA. He was puzzled at first, but then Jiang Zhining coughed and said to him, "Don't ask, come to train."

Then, there is Zoran.

Then, and then, someone else.

Over time, he also got used to it.

On the night of the finals, after all, he still didn't play the character designed by his brother, because he was waiting.

When he competes with Yu Zenian on the same stage one day, then he is worthy to compete with him.

In this way, day by day, month by month.

From spring to summer.

There are still familiar tables and chairs, but there is an extra diary beside the small mushroom table lamp.

When Lin Deng has nothing to do, he will write on it, talking aimlessly, such as today.

It was pouring rain outside, and the windows were crackling.

Even so, the room was still stuffy.He simply wore a T-shirt, staring at the raindrops outside the window in a daze.

He walked to the window and pushed aside.

Crash.

The wind and rain desperately drilled into the house, and the water swept him all over his body.

He lay on the edge of the window and looked sideways.

The unit next door to 1101 was pitch black.

There are no lights.

He lay on his stomach like this, propped his face and looked at it for a long time, then went into the shower to rinse.

The water flowed down his eyelashes, from his Adam's apple, to his collarbone, to his waist and abdomen, and all the way to the soles of his feet.

The young man's body was white and clean. He raised his head, allowing the shower to hit him crackling.

Still later, water drops fell to the ground, and he panted against the wall.

Another person broke into my mind irresistibly.

I miss you so much.

I really want to.

The drops of water were washing away, and suddenly the phone rang outside.Lin Deng didn't even wipe off the water, and walked out naked..nude.. When he picked up the phone, his disappointment clearly showed that it wasn't him.

"Hello." When he picked up the phone again, there was already indifference.

"Hello, do you know Zhang Guangsheng?"

"I don't know." As soon as Lin Deng was about to hang up, the other party hurriedly said, "Then do you know Yu Zenian?"

Lin Dengyi paused.

One minute later, he put on his clothes, picked up his umbrella and rushed out of the house, running in the rain.

Went to Yu Zenian's house to get the car keys, went to the garage to get the car, turned left and rushed out, the wipers worked desperately, wiping away the backlog of rainwater every time.

boom - boom -

The sound of thunder seemed to explode in my ears, and the car on the road was driving slowly, but he was the only one, like crazy.

That was the only thing Yu Zenian cared about, how could it be gone.

When Lin Deng arrived, many people surrounded him.

There are policemen here, stopping him from entering.He roared: "You guys called me to come!"

The policeman was taken aback by Lin Deng's yell, and someone behind him stood up from the house and said in a flat tone, "Let him in."

There was a lot of noise outside, and there were not a few people watching the excitement.

Inside, there were only two or three people sitting.

As soon as Lin Deng didn't open his umbrella, he was already very wet when he was outside.

Someone handed him a letter.

The font on it is neat and powerful, and the handwriting is quite beautiful - "Yu Zenian, Lin Dengyi."

That day, a stooped old man was looking outside a villa after collecting the tatters.

The guard pushed him away: "Go away, we don't have any rags for you here, don't stand in the way!"

Grandpa Zhang was pushed and staggered, the sack in his hand was cut by a stone, and plastic bottles in twos and threes fell out, and he was chased away like a dog.

He tried to explain: "I'm here to find Niannian..."

"What is Niannian, there is no such person!" The guard was impatient again.

"stop."

Inside the black gate stands an old man.With a humble face, the old man opened the door and walked in front of Grandpa Zhang.

"You're looking for, Yu Zenian?"

"Yes, is he there every year?"

……

Later, when everyone walked to and from this dilapidated adobe house, they could always smell a disgusting stench.

Later, it became more and more stinky, more and more unpleasant.They started knocking on the door frantically, knocking so loudly that Grandpa Zhang couldn't open it.

Finally, the siren whined in front of the door.Although the neighbors are rough people, they also know what happened here.

until today.Lin Deng sat on the small wooden bench and covered his face without saying a word.

The policeman was opposite him, and his voice was hoarse: "Can you go out?"

The police waved: "Let's go. Give the child some time."

After a long silence, there was the sound of letter paper unfolding.

"Niannian, Xiaodeng, how are you all.

Grandpa misses you.

Grandpa is getting old and wanted to see you one last time, but unfortunately he didn't.

I have no children and no wife in my life, but I have a lover and grandsons, and they are two particularly outstanding grandsons.

A few days ago, I went to the hospital, and the doctor told me that I would not live long.As for the treatment, it can be postponed for one year, and if there is no treatment, it will be one month.I thought about it, forget it.

I have no shame in my country, myself, or others in my life.

I can let go of my life, but I can't let go of my lover, and you.

You two, Grandpa, I can see clearly.

I really can't let you go.

Xiaodeng has a hard mouth and a stubborn temper, but fortunately, he can be funny every year.Once you come and go, I can see clearly that you like each other, right?

Decades ago, grandpa also fell in love with your grandma like this.

She left and took my heart with me to France.I don't marry in my life because I can't fit other people.When I see you, I think of me back then.

With joy, with love.

Exactly the same as you are now.

Grandpa came to this world once, so he looked down on it a lot.I thought at first, a handful of old bones, there is nothing I can't let go of, but when it's coming, I miss my grandchildren.

Grandpa knows that you are difficult, that you are suffering.When I was a child, if there was a homosexual, it was to be roasted on the fire.

I have personally seen a couple who were burnt to death. After the burning, the bones were black and the flesh was still hanging.

But then I thought, what's wrong with them?

I am afraid that it is as difficult for you as they are, and that you will be hit hard by reality.

Grandpa just wants to tell you, children, don't be afraid.

No matter what, no matter where I am, Grandpa will support you.

True love will never be tied down by the world.

Be brave.

Grandpa, I have been waiting at the port all my life, but I couldn't wait for your grandma.

nothing.Grandpa is willing.

You are different.

You will be waiting.

I know, I don't live long.Grandpa has nothing to give you, only a flower field and this little savings.

Grandpa begs you, help me take good care of that flower field, okay?Those are grandma's favorite flowers, so even if they are underground, I can still take her to see them.Look at that patch of hyacinths, look at my sincerity.

I also ask you to scatter my ashes into the sea.

I have waited for her all my life at the port, and I don't want to wait any longer.I want to ride the waves to find her.To France, to the other side.

Month, month, year, one day, I will drift past.

Every year, little lamp.Thanks.

"

Letter here, no more.

Lin Dengyi took out a passbook from the envelope, opened it, and inside was [-] yuan.There is not much money, but the passbook has many pages.

Add ten yuan piecemeal and subtract two yuan.Add another twenty, add five, subtract a few.

In the life of the poor, they have never even seen a complete hundred.But saved a full ten thousand.

It was still raining outside, and a few drops of rain leaked from the roof connected to the beams.

The house no longer had the excitement of eating hot pot in the past, and he was the only one left in the deserted.

Grandpa Zhang is gone, and Yu Zenian is gone.

For the past ten years, he has lived alone and never felt lonely.

But for some reason, now, he was extremely lonely.

He made a voice call for Yu Zenian.Hit it over and over again.

When Yu Zenian picked it up, he still had a sleepy nasal voice.

"Hello", it entered his heart.

"Hello?" Yu Zenian was a little sober, "What's wrong?"

In the dilapidated yellow adobe house, the boy sat on a small bench woven with rattan.

He lowered his head and shook slightly: "It's okay, I just missed you."

The author has something to say: Niannian and Dengdeng still have one big thing to do, wait and see~

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