Can't escape the female supporting role of Black Heart Lotus [Transmigration Book]

Since Zhou Junyan returned to China, his life has not been so good.

This kind of badness does not refer to fame and fortune.

And when he chose to go back to his hometown, to meet his relatives, friends, and ex-wife...he repeatedly encountered obstacles and betrayed his relatives.

His parents died early, and in the early years, relying on the pull and kindness of his uncle's family, he and his sister managed to finish high school, and survived to the time when they could go to college on their own.

The relationship between the brother and sister was very good when they were young, but as they got older, the differences became bigger and bigger.

In the year of choosing his choice, Zhou Junyan gave up the medical direction that his uncle's family had chosen for him, but suddenly made a request.

"I like drawing, I want to study art."

The brothers and sisters have almost relied on the help of their relatives to get to this point these years.

What all relatives expect of them is to choose a career that is down-to-earth and step-by-step, such as doctors and teachers.

This can be regarded as worthy of Zhou Junyan's parents who died young.

His choice of fine arts was an outrageous idea for people of that era.

As Zhou Junyan's closest sister, Zhou Yan chose to support her elder brother at this time: "Brother, if you really like it, you can do it."

So when the uncle's family gave up the funding, Zhou Yan worked part-time, part-study, and left all the money saved to his brother to buy painting tools and necessary training expenses.

But she herself was working around with overdrawn body under the condition of severe lack of sleep.

What's more, because I didn't take good care of my body in the early years, I have hypoglycemia and anemia until now.

When it was Zhou Yan's turn to take the university entrance exam, she chose the teacher major in a sensible way. Her approach successfully reassured those elders.

——Among the brothers and sisters of the Zhou family, there is finally a reliable one.

After Zhou Junyan entered the university, he was quite talented at the beginning, full of inspiration, and his paintings had a kind of abstract beauty. He participated in many competitions and got a good ranking.

Coupled with his handsome appearance, even if he wears a white shirt that has been washed gray all year round, he still attracts the attention of many girls.

Because of being poor, Zhou Junyan acted even more coldly and arrogantly.

His withdrawn, unsocial and eccentric character, on the basis of his talent and elegance, became his special point.

Wen Renyue saw him at that time.

When Zhou Yan first heard that her brother was with such a young lady who was one of the best in Xiangcheng, regardless of her family background and appearance, she was even a little startled.

Others don't know her brother. As a person who grew up with her, she can say that she understands her brother's temperament very well.

His heart is higher than the sky, he can't bear hardships, and he is very ruthless.

But seeing her elder brother and Wen Renyue fell in love so quickly, and later got married in a flash, Zhou Yan, as a bystander, couldn't say anything.

For a moment, I could only feel that I was worrying too much.

Later, a little niece was born, so Zhou Yan liked the little girl carved in pink and jade very much.

She used to really think that her brother changed his temper because he found true love.The elder brother's family will get better and better in the future.

But Zhou Junyan eloped with his maid and dealt a severe blow to the happy little family back then.

The family of three collapsed.

When Zhou Yan found out about this, she didn't sleep a wink all night.

She even felt guilty in her heart. She shouldn't have believed that her brother would turn over a new leaf. How could a person's nature change just by saying it?

Zhou Junyan has been the kind of person who only cares about himself and is used to getting things since he was a child.

He is used to being selfish and knows that he will be blamed for doing this.Elope and go completely.Even Zhou Yan couldn't get in touch with him.

Over the years, Zhou Yan has been silently guarding her little niece behind her back.

This dean, who is impersonal and even unlikable in front of others, dared not approach the little niece and sister-in-law who were deeply hurt because of the incomparable guilt.

Only on Ji Xun and Wen Renyue's birthdays, they quietly buy presents and send them over every year.

Originally, she could be transferred to a key high school in the provincial capital, but because she wanted to watch her little niece grow up, she gave up the transfer.

She just kept her position as the teaching director, bearing the title of "Extermination", and slowly reached middle age.

Even at this age, there is still no family.

"...Have you ever really thought about Qingqing, even a little bit? The kind from the heart."

In the office, Zhou Yan's speech made Zhou Junyan feel ashamed and speechless.

Zhou Junyan's lips trembled twice: "You don't want Qingqing and I to mend our father-daughter relationship?"

Zhou Yan: "Brother, you take everything for granted. If you insist on asking, I can only tell you that I don't want to."

Because the person in front of him, if he really cared about his family and his flesh and blood, he wouldn't have left without saying goodbye for so many years.

When you eloped away for your own so-called happiness, why didn't you think of your daughter?

In the past ten years, there should have been countless opportunities to come back, why has it continued until now?

……

Without the support of his sister, Zhou Junyan came out of the office in despair.

It is the time for get out of class to end, and every student who comes and goes in the school has a vigor and vitality.

He walks out of place on campus.

When his sister's harsh words echoed in his ears, his expression was in a daze, and his steps became heavy.

Until I saw a pair of young girls walking in the corridor.

He fixed his eyes on the taller girl, and a look of excitement suddenly appeared on his face.

That is his daughter.

He walked quickly, and the more he watched, the more excited he became, until his eyes were filled with heat.

"Qingqing..." He spoke with a trembling voice.

Wen Renqing paused, and looked over with calm eyes.

Ji Xun quietly let go of the hand that was holding Qingqing's arm.

At some point, milk smoked students will have an innate intuition.For example, now, when she sees this middle-aged man with a somewhat familiar face, her first reaction is Qingqing's father?

Wen Renqing didn't speak, but his eyes were fixed on Ji Xun's little claw that let go of his arm for a moment.

It was too easy to let go of this hand.

It seems that it can't withstand any storms.

She raised her eyes, her expression was cold, and there was no emotion in the depths of her eyes.

That kind of look seemed to be meeting each other face to face, seeing through the mind of the man opposite.

It also seems to be saying: Who are you and what are you doing.

Zhou Junyan was silent for a while, suppressed his guilt, and forced himself to speak: "Qingqing, I'm back, I'm dad."

He was quite able to show his face, and when he mentioned the word "father", he gradually gained confidence.

Yes.

Even if he was wrong, what he did was wrong.Could it be that after becoming a father, he is no longer qualified to pursue his own life and happiness?

An unhappy family does not bring happiness to children.

If he stayed, if he and his ex-wife had endless fights every day, it would have a bad influence on Qingqing.

The man was very good at psychological comfort, and quickly entered the state. Regardless of the cold face of the girl opposite, he said: "Dad has been back to see you a long time ago, but... your mother won't let me come to see you. Your mother's character, you I also know. I...Dad has delayed until now."

With his words, he blamed his daughter for not taking care of his daughter once in so many years, and dumped most of it on Wen Renyue.

It even faintly showed in his words that he, like his daughter, was a victim of his ex-wife's eldest lady's temper.

Invisibly shorten the distance.

Ji Xun also knows a little about family affairs.

She heard this from the side, and when she looked at Zhou Junyan again, there was a trace of disapproval in her eyes.

Qingqing's father...

Thinking of the other party's abandonment of his wife and daughter, Ji Xun was afraid that Qingqing would be hurt again, so he stayed by his side and guarded like a clingy person.

She didn't walk away, but waited for her friend's reaction.

Wen Renqing's slightly pursed lips relaxed, and from the corner of his eye, he moved away from the figure guarding the little elf, and when he raised his eyes to look at Zhou Junyan, he said calmly.

"You made a mistake." The voice was cold.

Zhou Junyan was taken aback for a moment, not quite understanding what his daughter was talking about.

Wen Renqing curled his lips: "It's because I don't want to see you, not because she's stopping you."

She was terribly rational, like looking at a stranger: "Is there anything else? If you're okay. I'm going to class."

After so many years of indifference, Zhou Junyan seldom regretted it.

In his memory, when he left, his daughter was still a sick but well-behaved and sensible child.

He even believed unilaterally that as long as he came back and explained well, and made up for it, his daughter would forgive him.

After all, they are biological father and daughter.

But time is like a basin of cold water poured on his head.He found that his daughter had grown into a person different from himself and his ex-wife.

Whether it's character, tone of voice, or temperament of the whole person, they are completely unfamiliar.

Zhou Junyan was stunned.

"...I am your father..."

Why was my daughter not surprised when she saw him?Even if it is resentment, blame, or crying.

He had a stomach full of reasons and confessions ready to comfort him.

When I came to my daughter, I found that there was no place to use it.

Looking at the backs of his daughter and his companions walking away peacefully, he finally understood what Zhou Yan meant by those words.

—She no longer needs you as a father.

It's not a pretense, it's not a cover-up.It is really not necessary.

With today's episode.

Ji Xun was a little nervous for the next few days, peeking at the expression of the girl beside him from time to time.

When she peeked at Wen Renqing for the nth time, she was caught by those clear Danfeng eyes unexpectedly.

Wen Renqing raised her eyebrows, pinched her face with her fingertips: "You have seen me many times."

If she didn't know the character of her little liar, she would have thought that the other party had fallen in love with her if she had a little bit of imagination.

Being caught peeking on the spot, Ji Xun's face turned red.

"Yeah, not many times." She muttered softly, her bulging cheeks were soft and her skin was delicate.

Wen Renqing didn't say a word, but withdrew his hand, his eyes became deep: "Don't look at me again."

Ji Xun was wronged: "Why?"

She looks at her good friend and it's not good enough!

The papers spread out on the table to pass the time can no longer be done.Wen Renqing closed his eyes and buckled the test paper.

"Your eyes are so noisy that I have to do the problem."

She knew what kind of squishy eyes it was.

It is not only like a newborn deer, innocent and dazed, but also has the charm of a little flower demon.

If she had a disease in the first place, then this disease could have been suppressed by self-control.

But when the little liar couldn't stop looking at her, she couldn't restrain her impetuosity.

She always wanted to destroy this pure trusting and innocent look with all her strength.

The more beautiful it is, the more people want to possess and destroy it.

Ji Xun immediately turned her face away, Xing'er blinked aggrievedly: "Okay, I won't look at you."

She was just a little worried.

Qingqing's father, who had been away for many years, came back suddenly, did it really have no effect on her?

In her perception, there is no child who can be so calm and indifferent like Qingqing.

People always have expectations for the future and shortcomings, let alone their biological parents.

Wen Renqing pursed his lips, and suddenly said, "Worried about me?"

Nai Xun immediately nodded the chicken pecking at the rice: "Mmm..."

"Want to comfort me?"

The girl Xunxun blamed herself: "Well, I think so, but I don't know how to comfort you."

Wen Renqing didn't speak, he didn't know what he was thinking, and the pen at his fingertips moved.

Ji Xun suddenly looked up, Xing'er's eyes lit up, and she looked at Wen Renqing.

Wen Renqing: "Why—" Her voice stopped abruptly.

An elegant fruity fragrance approached, and the little girl leaned over her face without any warning, pursed her cherry lips, and smacked Snow Mountain's cheek hard.

The wind stopped.

Wen Renqing's iceberg face, which remained unchanged all year round, suddenly froze, as if a gap had opened, revealing a girl's charming expression from the mask.

She rolled her black eyes, and at the moment she looked at Ji Xun, she pursed her lips tightly, and her fingers on the desk tightly clenched the pen.

Ji Xun pursed her lips, her cherry lips were like jelly, soft and pink.

"Don't be unhappy." She blinked and said softly.

In the past two days, Qingqing has always been immersed in the problems, and she doesn't like to laugh anymore.

The little girl's observation skills are meticulous, and the two small dimples on her pretty face are especially vivid.

"Not unhappy."

Wen Renqing looked away, his usually quiet eyes blinked twice, and the pitch-black eyelashes showed a sudden panic.

The roots of the ears were even redder, and even the cold but beautiful face became more delicate and beautiful because of the extra red glow.

Ji Xun giggled as if seeing Qingqing shy like this when she saw the New World.

"Qingqing, you are blushing."

She leaned against his shoulder, her face was gentle and soft, her eyes were like a pool of crystal clear springs.

Just looking at it was not enough, Bai Nen raised her small hand restlessly, wanting to touch someone's cheek.

Snapped.

Wen Renqing raised his hand and grabbed it.

Because the movement of holding hands was too fast, there was even a crisp sound.

"Ji Xun." Her voice was softer than usual, and she paused, "Don't make trouble."

It's rare for the iceberg beauty to show such an expression, it's too easy for people to lose control.

The little naughty milk smoked saw Qingqing's flustered heart just now under this stern expression, and immediately giggled unceremoniously.

"I just thought it was fun."

It's really rare to see Qingqing shy.

As if he had found a new land, the elf was eager to try again, as if he had got some novel toy.

Wen Renqing seemed to see her plan, his eyes darkened, and his tone became a little lower: "Good boy, is it okay?"

Her feelings are completely different from those of the little liar.

This is not a game.

She couldn't help laughing as casually as the little liar.

The more calm and natural Ji Xun expresses intimacy with herself, the more pain and longing burns in her heart.

It hurts to understand the reason for this feeling too early, but the other party is so ignorant of the world and doesn't know anything.

—she doesn't know anything.

Since it's friendship, can the little liar give this kind of intimacy to a second person?

As long as you think about it for a while, that pain will evolve into deep jealousy and suffering.

Desires for emotions that you dare not express, or even think about.

This complexity and struggle is increasing day by day.

Ji Xun was stunned.

The watery Xing'er eyes blinked a few times uneasily because she was at a loss.

She slowly withdrew her hand, and in her silent and unspeakable expression, she clumsily realized that she seemed to have done something wrong.

Is it because Qingqing doesn't like this kind of comfort and intimacy?

The little liar felt sad and felt a little embarrassed.

"I'm sorry..." she said softly.

The little girl stopped making trouble, biting her red lips and lowering her head to read in peace.The silhouettes all reveal the loss of the cub being abandoned and rejected.

Wen Renqing pressed his temples with a headache.

"Ji Xun." She said.

The little elf over there immediately turned his head and looked over: "Huh?"

Qing Lingling's almond eyes were clean, as if she had completely forgotten the little emotion just now.

Ji Xun is not very angry, nor does he hold grudges very much.

Especially for my friends, I am more tolerant than willful.

Wen Renqing looked at each other with such clear eyes, tightened his knuckles, and said softly: "Are you free tomorrow? The land has been built. I'll take you to see it."

"Okay." The little girl agreed quickly, her voice soft.

The moment the two looked at each other, they were infected by Ji Xun's sweet smile, Wen Renqing finally softened his face and bent his lips.

When she put away her smile, she looked at the table with a trace of bitterness in her eyes.

Going back that day, Xue Shan opened the diary that had not been used for many years.

——When she was just learning to write at the age of five or six, she used to write down her wishes in a diary using a combination of pinyin and Chinese characters.

I hope my mother will smile more and love her more.

I hope Dad can come home and come back to them.

I hope that when I wake up, I can see my parents by my side again.

I hope there will be no more sound of mother throwing things at home.

hope……

Like all children, she counted the days, waiting for a miracle and an adult to rescue her.

She was also vulnerable, restless, and simple.

At that time, I also expected that in this world, it would be best to have a savior.Looking forward to someone more powerful coming to him and settling everything.

But it didn't come.

People change step by step.

When I was five years old, I watched my mother coldly watch the moment when my heart beat rapidly and convulsed, and I was almost unconscious but indifferent.

She finally gave up this expectation.I also understand that probably in the world, not every child will receive the unreserved love of their parents.

At least she didn't.

No one will come to your rescue.

A better tomorrow is not waiting to come.

You live in this world, and sometimes it is just a moment to fall from heaven to earth.

She just understood this truth earlier than others.

And, in the retracement of the plot, this cognition is deepened over and over again.

Wen Renqing hadn't opened this diary for more than ten years because he was too ashamed of his ignorance and naivety in childhood.

But now, she sat back at the desk again, and found out this book that recorded the weakest name of "Wen Renqing".

Under the dim desk lamp, she gripped the pen tightly and wrote each word.

[Ji Xun. ][Ji Xun. ]…

Every time I write down my name, it's like making a wish.

The kind of helplessness in which the heart is pinched at the fingertips, and if it is pulled lightly, it will be irreversible, and there is no power to fight back.

Disgusting and trembling.

The heart is full of sour and bitter things, which makes people sigh when they open their lips.

Under the lamp, the girl's face is soft and beautiful, and every eyebrow and eye is delicate.

She closed her eyes, closed the book, and a sneer appeared on the corner of her mouth.

It's well known.

You also have today, you also have weaknesses, and you also have times when you are stupid and timid.

She has accumulated the energy to destroy this plot world, she can end everything, but she is never willing to give up.

Obviously, she has grown up and become strong, and she no longer even has innocent extravagant hopes.But in this feeling and hope, it seems to return to childhood in an instant.

Don't use too much force, it will hurt the opponent.

It should not be too light, for fear of losing it and slipping away.

She turned off the light and lay back on the bed, her long hair loosely outlining her slim body.

Even when she fell asleep, Xiumei still frowned.

A person who loses his heart, even if he is dreaming, will always be defeated first.

Saturday is sunny.

Ji Xun happily went to Xiangshan Villa.

She slept well last night, and she is at the youngest age, full of collagen.

The beauty of the brows and the corners of the eyes and the high spirits almost stunned those who saw it.

"Sister Xiaocui!" Ji Xun walked into the living room enthusiastically, with watery eyes like purple grapes.

The skin is fair, blown can be broken, the neck is slender and elegant, when the lips are pursed and smiled, the pear dimple is the icing on the cake, not like a real person that can be raised in the world.

When Xiao Cui saw her, she was stunned for a few seconds.

Miss Xun has really grown up, and she has grown into a beautiful girl that everyone will feel a little bit excited when they see her.

"Miss Xun."

Xiaocui quickly put away the astonishment on her face.

At any rate, she has worked in Wenren's family for more than ten years, and she has developed some resistance from the beauty of his wife and Miss Wenren.

"Has Qingqing woke up?" Ji Xun tiptoed to look inside.

Xiao Cui smiled and shook her head: "I haven't seen her. Otherwise, Miss Xun, would you go up and have a look?"

Miss Wenren has always been a territorial person since she was a child. When she is alone in her bedroom and study, she never likes to be disturbed.

But this does not apply to Miss Xun.

Xiaocui could see that her own lady had an unusual tolerance and respect for the little girl in front of her.

But no wonder.

Miss Xun is so cute, gentle, and considerate, anyone who gets along with her will be moved.

"Okay. Then I'll go up and have a look."

When Ji Xun smiled, Xing'er's eyes became crooked, and the pear dimple was even sweeter to the heart.

She went upstairs to look for Qingqing, but when she passed the second floor, she happened to see Master Ting coming out of the house.

The two "little friends", one big and one small, stared for a while.

Then Ji Xun burst out laughing: "Are you scared?"

Wen Renting Aojiao denied: "No. You were scared."

Both of them remembered the experience that a year ago in this place, Ji Xun came down in the middle of the night to find something to eat because he was hungry, and then he and Wen Renting startled each other.

Ji Xun bent her lips and said, "I'm going up to find Qingqing."

Master Ting nodded his head reservedly, and nodded his chin. When he saw Ji Xun's back going upstairs, he shook his head like an old monk.

Fortunately, he is not a "niece".otherwise…

Once people who lack love meet someone who is too good, cared for, filled with tenderness and emotion, they will be easily moved.

It is too easy for people to fall in love with people who are different from themselves, but have all kinds of beautiful qualities.

It is the yearning of darkness for light, the desire of moths to the flame.

Although Young Master Ting has not yet fully grown up, but because he has an equally miserable family, he has a kind of sympathetic understanding towards his "niece".

Will the person you love love you as much as you love each other?

The author has something to say: Accidentally pasted too many duplicates and replaced them.The little angels who bought this chapter before remember to re-read the second half, it is a newly written plot.

(Written so that my temples swelled and swelled, I can say, I only planned to have the third day today, but after sending it out, I still thought that I could sleep well today, so that I could catch the plane tomorrow. The result!! Crash Rolling and crying.

Let me tell you in advance, I have to catch a plane tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so I don't have much time to type.So these two days may only be guaranteed on the third day, of course I will also be on the sixth day when I am free. )

Finally, express your confession!Love you guys!Why is my little angel so cute and so good! ! ! !It's great meeting you guys!